CHAPTER XVIII

In a flash of light, she remembered the English notebook back then, the words that had fascinated her for a long time, and the words that seemed to him.

Suddenly, she remembered something again, picked up her mobile phone and sent a text message to Qiongyu: You should have the words that Gu Suche wrote before, take a picture of me and send it over.

After class, she saw that Qiongyu had already replied to her: Yes, I have sent it to your mailbox.

She returned to the dormitory, turned on the computer, and there was a photo written by Gu Suche that Qiong Yu sent her in the mailbox, she clicked on it and saw that Gu Suche's words were infinitely enlarged, which was very different from the words in the notebook. Although I can see it, I can't see it as vigorously and powerfully as I have seen it before.

She exited her mailbox, turned off her computer, and suddenly felt a little empty.

The good impression she had for Gu Suche from those words suddenly disappeared, and the joy she had for the opposite sex for the first time in her life seemed to have become less beautiful.

All of a sudden, she wanted to hear Sumire's voice, and she wanted to hear the voice of this teenager who didn't know when she fell in love with her.

She took out her mobile phone and dialed Sumire's phone, but no one answered after ringing for a long time, and she should still be in class.

She put her phone aside again, and suddenly calmed down, even if she liked him, then would they really be suitable? Wasn't that why she avoided him in the first place? He will take a better path in the future, she is not willing to follow him all the time and look up to him, she has her own pride. No matter how much you like him, you can't exchange your pride and self-esteem.

.........

When Sumire Qing called, Su Qing was eating with her roommate in the restaurant, she saw the caller ID, put down the chopsticks in her hand and picked it up.

Sumire explained to her, "I was just in class, and now I've just finished class. ”

"Hmm."

Sumire Qing's voice was a little panting, she should be walking, "Did you call just now because you were in a hurry?" ”

"It's fine."

"Hmm."

"I'm eating, you can go eat too, it's not early."

"Oh, good."

After hanging up the phone, as soon as Su Qing looked up, she saw that the other three people in the dormitory were looking at her with blank eyes.

She smiled, "What's wrong?" Why are you looking at me like that? ”

The head of the house sat upright and crossed his arms around his chest, looking at her scrutinically, "Jiang Jinqing? Is that the handsome man you call him? ”

Su Qing was helpless by her gossip attitude, so she had to nod, "Yes, it's him." ”

Another girl, Xiaoxue, also spoke, "Qingqing, you like him so much, why are you still so cold to him?" ”

Su Qing's eyes flickered, "How can I like him........."

Xiaoxue reached out from the other side of the table and pinched her face, "I just like it, I just like it, you see, she blushes!" ”

"Oh, no........."

While eating, the head of the dormitory said slowly: "I also said that I didn't like it, because people didn't abide by the agreement with my girlfriend, and I dared to say that I didn't like it." ”

Su Qing stopped talking.

The chief asked him again, "Then why are you so cold to him?" ”

Su Qing pursed her lips and lowered her head, "I feel like I'm not worthy of him." ”

"What?" Her words obviously shocked several of them, "Who are you not worthy, why are you so unconfident?" You are beautiful, have a temperament, and have good grades, but others are not worthy of you, who are you not worthy of? ”

Xiaoxue also agreed, "Yes, yes! ”

Su Qing shook her head.

"Oh, let's not talk about that, eat first, eat first." The head of the dormitory saw her talking to them, and stopped eating, "The food will not taste good when it is cold for a while, so eat it quickly!" ”

"Hmm........." Su Qing picked up the chopsticks again and put the rice in her mouth.

.........

After eating, the four girls walked together on the way back to the dormitory, and the head of the dormitory inadvertently asked, "Qingqing, which school is that boy from?" It shouldn't be Hainan, right? ”

"He's from Tsinghua."

"Wow, our Qingqing's personality charm is really great!"

Xiaoxue's mind was a little clearer, and she saw that she was a little depressed, so she walked up to her and gently grabbed her arm, "Qingqing, is it because of this that you feel that you are not worthy of him?" ”

Su Qing nodded.

"Heck, if you alienate people because of this, it's your fault." Xiaoxue paused, and continued: "You can't think that you can't accompany him just because the school is not as good as others, you also have your advantages, you see, you are gentle and kind, and you have read so many books, where are you inferior to him?" ”

Su Qing felt a little more comfortable when she heard her say this.

"Hey, you're going to dance this afternoon, aren't you?"

Su Qing thought about it, today is Tuesday, and she is going to the dance club to practice.

She has been learning dance before her freshman year of high school, including folk dance, jazz dance, and street dance. Later, in order to improve his grades, he changed to a make-up class every weekend, and he never danced again. After going to college, I met a senior sister in a dance club, and as soon as I heard that she had learned to dance, I dragged her into the dance club. Most of the people there are dance majors in their school, because she hasn't danced for a long time, and now she has to find time to practice dance every Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday afternoon, she is very happy to stay in it, the members of the club take good care of her, and she also finds what she has learned again.

She went to the dance studio, there were not many people in the dance studio, she changed her clothes, and when she came out, a few more people came, and the senior who taught them to dance had also come, and the senior roughly counted their numbers, looked at the time again, and said to the people next to him to let him quickly notify the other people who did not come, and then said to the people who were there: "Okay, don't wait for them, the time is up, let's start, first review what we learned yesterday." ”

............

After practicing the dance, it was already dark, Su Qing carried a heavy schoolbag, walked on the way back to the dormitory, it was a long walk from the dance studio to the girls' dormitory, she dragged her tired body and slowly moved her steps, she was very tired now, she didn't have any energy to think about other things.

She heard footsteps behind her, she turned around and saw that it was the senior who taught them to dance, she was a little surprised how he could walk this way, but she still smiled and greeted him, "Senior." She didn't know this senior very well, but she thought he had a good temper, and he didn't get angry every time they skipped a step, and still taught them patiently. Now that I've only said one sentence, I don't know what to say next.

The senior nodded, "You can dance all those dances you learned today, right?" ”

Su Qing nodded, "Well, it will." ”

Seeing her body pressed by the schoolbag, the senior looked even thinner, and a little unbearable, "Give me the schoolbag, I'll help you carry it for a while." ”

Su Qing hurriedly refused, "No need, no need, I'll just carry it myself." ”

The senior still insisted, "Give it to me, the schoolbag is very heavy, in addition to clothes and equipment, you also have books!" ”

Su Qing was embarrassed, she didn't have time to put the book back in the dormitory after lunch today, and now the contents of a schoolbag are very heavy.

She took off her schoolbag and handed it to her senior, "Thank you." ”

"It's fine." The senior took her bag and carried it on her left shoulder.

She felt that everyone had helped her carry her schoolbag, and she couldn't keep being embarrassed like this, so she took the initiative to speak, "Senior, what major are you?" ”

"Oh, I'm a dance major."

"Oh."

Although I haven't communicated much, after this period of getting along, the senior knows that she has a shy personality, and he can't bear to tease her when he looks at her trying to find a topic and being embarrassed by the end of the topic, "What about you?" You're also from the Dance Department? ”

Su Qing shook her head, "No, no, no, I'm not, I'm from the Department of Finance." ”

Now he nodded, "Well, why did you choose this major in the first place?" ”

"I like these more."

"Well, you should have a pretty good brain, right?"

Su Qing smiled self-deprecatingly, "That's not true. I'm stupid. ”

..............

The two walked downstairs in the dormitory after saying this, Su Qing asked the senior for a schoolbag and planned to go back, but the senior suddenly stopped her, "Gu Suqing." ”

Su Qing turned around and looked at him puzzled, "Senior, is there anything else?" ”

The senior scratched his head a little embarrassedly, "That, you have a good relationship with your senior sister Zhang Tianyue!" ”

Zhang Tianyue is the senior sister who brought her into the dance club in the first place. They really have a good relationship, "yes." ”

"That......... Do me a favor. ”

Su Qing had never seen him like this, so she couldn't help but feel funny, "Of course you can." ”

"You......... That one......... I remember she's in this apartment building too, you can help me get her down, I have something to say to her. ”

Su Qing carried her schoolbag, "Okay, then senior, you wait for me, I'll go up and call her." ”

"Okay, thank you."

Su Qing smiled at him, and went upstairs, she went to the senior sister's dormitory to find her first, and when she entered, the senior sister was applying a mask, and when she saw her coming, she asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Su Qing replied: "That senior Qin Zhen said that there was something to do with you, let me call you down." ”

The senior sister thought that there was something urgent at the staircase, so she immediately took off her mask, put on a dress and went down, Su Qing wanted to follow her, but as soon as she walked to the staircase, the phone rang, she picked it up, "Hey?" ”

Sumire Qing's voice came, "Well, did the dance practice just end?" You sound tired. ”

"yes, I just came back, I'm really tired." She got into the elevator, thought about it, and pressed the button to go down to the first floor.

"Pay more attention to rest, are you back in the dormitory now?"

"Not yet. Let's take a while. Su Qing leaned against the wall of the elevator, she was really tired now.

"What's wrong, what's the matter?"

Soon, the elevator "ding" sounded, prompting that it was on the first floor, Su Qing walked out of the elevator and talked to him while walking outside the dormitory, "Yes, just now a senior asked me to help her find a senior sister, I will come over to see ......... now" Before she finished speaking, she was stunned.

Because she heard what the senior said to the senior sister very close to them.