Chapter 38: If I am not strong, who will show me weakness?
Mo Xianye didn't speak, just held me in his arms, and slowly stroked his right hand along my meridians from top to bottom, and wherever his hand went, the meridians immediately stretched out.
I was tortured, so tired, I fell asleep in his arms.
I didn't sleep well this night, I kept dreaming, the dream was very bad, and finally I was scared to wake up, and when I opened my eyes, I was dazed for a few seconds in my head.
There was a voice talking outside, and I glanced at the time, it was two o'clock in the morning.
I subconsciously rubbed my eyes, and I was happy, I was really surprised that I could see the time clearly at this point in my eyes.
As soon as I wanted to go out and have a look, I heard Yun Shuang's voice suddenly raised: "You are crazy, how rare is the purple ghost crystal You know better than me, and you will swallow it if you say it to her?" ”
"There are less than two years left, why aren't you in a hurry, Brother Mo?"
"What kind of ecstasy soup did she pour you, and didn't you get hurt enough by her?"
……
Yunshuang has been counting Mo Xianye, I can hear the clouds, I only grasped one point, the bead that Mo Xianye swallowed for me is called the ghost crystal, the purple one is very precious, and this purple ghost crystal is very important to Mo Xianye.
Mo Xianye didn't know what to say, Yun Shuang was so angry that he yelled at him twice, and slammed the door and left.
I was taken aback, is it because of my quarrel between these two people?
Inexplicably, I felt a little weak, and I didn't dare to go out, so I lay back on the bed and pretended to sleep.
After a while, Mo Xianye walked in and sat down on the side of my bed, and I could feel his gaze looking at me.
He looked at me for a long time, and then I felt a hand press on my heart, slowly, and hard, until I felt a slight pain coming over me, and I couldn't help but open my eyes.
He had already retracted his hand, his face was as usual, and he said calmly: "Awake? How does it feel? ”
I was so confused that I didn't know what to say, so I nodded and sat up: "Much better." ”
The two of them were silent for a while, and I couldn't help but ask, "How are things going on with the Lu family?" ”
"The overall situation has been stabilized, and the next details, they will mediate themselves, you don't have to worry." Mo Xianye said, lying sideways beside me, turning over my right hand, looking at the black line spreading from my wrist to the palm, and frowned.
I casually said, "It seems to be growing quite fast." ”
"Well deserved." He said unceremoniously.
I smiled wryly, but didn't refute it.
The more I came into contact with Mo Xianye and Yun Shuang, the more I felt that they were more real, what was the direct intimidation, their mouths were more poisonous than the other, but they never dropped the chain at critical moments, and Yun Sheng ......
How to say it, once Yunsheng was in my heart, it has always been like the bright moon hanging in the starry sky on a summer night, the moonlight is far away, sometimes it is like a bright light, and sometimes it makes people feel a little ethereal.
We didn't have many opportunities to meet, he had to travel and practice, retreat and practice, and deal with the affairs of the master, but I always regarded him as my closest person in my heart.
The trust that I had built up over the past twenty years was on the verge of crumbling in less than a month, and I was even afraid of seeing Yun Sheng again, and I didn't know how I would face him at that time.
"What are you thinking about?" Mo Xianye stretched out his hand and shook it in front of my eyes and asked.
I suddenly pulled back my thoughts and shook my head: "It's just that I suddenly feel that my time is running out, and I feel a little emotional." ”
"Afraid of death?" Mo Xianye asked me.
I laughed and said, "How many people in this world are not uncommon with their lives?" It's better to die than to live, not to mention that I'm still so young, and my life has just begun. ”
He curled the broken hair of my sideburns with one hand, and groaned: "If the root of this corpse qi is not removed, it is difficult to control its development, and the other party will not move, just waiting for the day when your corpse qi will explode." ”
"According to what you said before, I'm just a pawn, and their purpose to embarrass me is just to contain you, so if I'm not good, you won't be better, will you?" I turned to look at him, "Mo Xianye, you have to save me." ”
"Instead of expecting others to save you, it's better to save yourself, Bai Li, you can try to throw my bait out." Mo Xianye said.
I was shocked, and for a moment I couldn't figure out if what he said was true or not, whether he was lying to me.
He continued: "I can afford to wait, but you can't afford to wait, you decide whether you want to test it or not." ”
"Bai Li, it's going to be the weekend soon."
He looked at me deeply, and I subconsciously leaned into the bed, wanting to stay away from him, but he scooped me back with one hand and carried me into the bed.
I leaned against his chest, I didn't dare to lift my head, I didn't know what he was thinking, my mind was numb.
My mind is full of his words, do you really want to take the initiative to test it?
I couldn't help but think of the stupid and stupid Aunt Xiang, and then looked at the black line on my wrist, and the scene of so many bats besieging me that night, my heart was a little nervous.
After struggling for a while, I realized that the man lying next to me seemed to be asleep, his breathing was steady, and gently, if I hadn't felt his heartbeat against his chest, I would have mistaken this person for being out of breath.
By the way, I forgot to ask him if Yunshuang was a vixen.
But I didn't have the courage to wake him up at this time, so I just nestled in his arms, silently thinking about things, and finally fell asleep in a daze.
When I woke up the next morning, Mo Xianye was no longer in bed, and I looked at the top of the tent with my eyes open, very hesitant.
Do you want to be tempted?
No, we are in the light, the other party is in the dark, we are very passive, but go, startling the snake, and then I will not have a good life, and I am a little afraid, afraid that all my guesses will come true.
After thinking about it for a long time, I still decided to get up and go to Lu Wuye's side.
Evasion will not solve the problem, and it should be faced sooner rather than later.
Wash up, have breakfast, and get in the car.
Standing in front of Lu Wuye's shop again, his mood was completely different.
The little brother in the store saw me at a glance and greeted me with a smile on his face: "Miss Bai, why do you have time to come?" ”
I adjusted my mood and said, "I'm here to find Fifth Master Lu." ”
"Ah, looking for Fifth Master Lu." The little brother was embarrassed, "Miss Bai, it's really unfortunate that Fifth Master Lu is out again." ”
I frowned and muttered, "Why is it so unfortunate every time, is Fifth Master Lu deliberately avoiding me?" ”
I said this on purpose, the voice was not big or small, it looked like I was talking to myself, in fact, the volume was just enough to be captured by the little brother.
The little brother really explained: "Miss Bai, you misunderstood, you see that our store is so big, and all the big and small things are taken care of by Lu Wuye, not to mention anything else, the store is busy for many days every month, so Lu Wuye has to go out every once in a while, plus there are many friends, and there will be more entertainment." ”
He also makes sense.
"It's okay, I blame myself, I didn't call before I came every time I came, since Fifth Master Lu is not here, what ...... I'll visit again another day. "I said I'm leaving.
The little brother hurriedly stopped me: "Since Miss Bai is here, let's go into the store and sit down, you can tell me some things first, and I will help you contact Lu Wuye." ”
I was embarrassed: "This matter is very important, I still want to tell Lu Wuye in person." ”
"Is it the last time Fifth Master Lu asked me to ask you about it?" The little brother asked.
I kept my head down and didn't speak, which was a tacit acquiescence.
The little brother was very excited: "You got it?" ”
I savored his emotions carefully, and he handled it well, but it made me feel a little deliberate, and my heart collapsed, and it seemed that they had already begun to doubt me.
I wrenched my hands together, then stomped my feet, pretending to be very aggrieved, and said, "I...... I just wanted to ask Fifth Master Lu, why does the effect of the medicine seem to be a little different from what he said? ”
"Fifth Master Lu won't be wrong, Miss Bai, don't worry, everything is under control." The little brother said with relief.
I sneered in my heart, are you still sloppy with me?
It seems that this pill is definitely not taken by Lu Wuye, what he originally wanted to give me was that one, and this pill was given to me by Yun Sheng to Lu Wuye.
Yun Sheng, why are you doing this to me?
……
After sitting in Lu Wuye's shop for a while, I went back, and sitting in the car, I was in a bit of a trance.
Now it is almost certain that Lu Wuye already knew that Mo Xian had been tricked at night, but he didn't do it immediately, what was he waiting for, and judging from Yun Shuang's attitude, it must be that after I had a relationship with Mo Xianye, it had a bad impact on his body and even all aspects of cultivation.
The effect cycle of the drug is a week, and it is difficult for Mo Xianye to restrain himself from coming to me every weekend, and every contact will cause him to be harmed, and over time, that kind of injury will eventually make Mo Xianye's ability low to a certain extent, once the watershed in Lu Wuye's mind is passed, he will unceremoniously make a move and end Mo Xianye.
And I, a chess piece that was touched by Mo Xianye, will also become an outcast.
I can't let this go any further.
But what can I do? What about the corpse gas on my body?
It's impossible for me to tell Lu Wuye or even Yun Sheng that I'm not going to do it, in that case, I don't think I will see the sun tomorrow.
Therefore, I can only cooperate with them openly and secretly seek a way out.
Thinking about it, it seems that there are only two ways out for me.
The first is to be open and honest with Lu Wuye, and promise to help him kill Mo Xianye, but negotiate the conditions, and after the matter passes, let me go free.
The second is to completely turn against Mo Xianye, while guarding against Lu Wuye, he keeps taking things to do, so as to keep Mo Xianye and help him deal with Lu Wuye and Yun Sheng.
But I seem to have a hard time doing each of these two.
The faces of Mo Xianye and Yun Sheng kept overlapping in my mind, causing me to have a splitting headache, and in the end, the faces of the two of them slowly overlapped together, as if they had become the same person.
If it weren't for the sudden ringing of my phone, I guess I would have been forced to go insane.
I took out my mobile phone and saw that it was Uncle Fu calling, I quickly picked it up, the Lu family's affairs were being swept up, maybe they encountered some difficulties again.
But he didn't expect that it was not Uncle Fu who spoke, but Luo Mingchuan: "Hello Miss Bai." ”
"Okay, you're okay, do you have something to do with me?" I asked.
"Well, is Miss Bai free now? Can we meet? Luo Mingchuan asked.
I glanced at the time, it was almost time for lunch, and said, "Then let's have a meal together, I'm on the car back, you set a place, I'll rush over as soon as possible." ”
Luo Mingchuan immediately agreed, and half an hour later, I met him in a private room at a Chinese restaurant in the center of the city.
Luo Mingchuan's face was full of exhaustion, but his eyes were extremely bright, and he was very happy to see me: "Miss Bai, thank you really for my family's affairs." ”
"Actually, thanks to the help of my friends, I didn't make much effort myself." I'll be honest.
Luo Mingchuan said: "Miss Bai, you don't have to be modest, Uncle Fu has said a long time ago, the hidden dragon and crouching tiger around you have really opened our eyes this time, I always thought that Yang Daochang was very powerful, there are really mountains outside the mountains, and there are people outside the people." ”
I didn't know how to explain it, but fortunately I didn't say anything about it, and instead asked, "Is your mother's soul okay?" ”
"I am here today, not only to thank you, but also for my mother."
Luo Mingchuan became serious: "I always knew that the Luo family's ambitions were not small, but I never thought that my grandmother and brother-in-law were so wolf-hearted. ”
"But my mother's bones are still trapped in the ancestral grave, Miss Mo said let's find a master to solve the formation by ourselves, she is not good at this, and it is really difficult for us to trust outsiders now, so I think this matter should be entrusted to you, Miss Bai."
It seems that Yunshuang has dealt with the scum of the Luo family that should be dealt with, and I will have a lot of formations to dissolve, but the formation that Luo Xin used to trap Luo Ning is by no means something that can be solved casually, I have been restless recently, and I am afraid that something will go wrong, so I left Gu Xiaoxiao's phone number to Luo Mingchuan and asked him to contact him himself.
Luo Mingchuan thanked me repeatedly, the atmosphere of the meal was very good, and finally he personally drove me back to the store.
Finally settled down, I went to the bathroom to take a shower, and when I took a shower, I found that I had a wound on my foot and neck, which was pinched by those withered hands during the previous fight.
Those withered hands must have a bad breath, but my wounds have begun to heal, and I think that after I came back, Mo Xianye helped me deal with them.
Thinking of Mo Xianye, I sighed unconsciously, the fate between me and him is simply a bad fate.
When I came out of the bathroom, I saw Yunshuang who didn't know when she came, sitting at the table drinking tea, and when I saw her, my heart was empty.
She heard the noise and turned her head to look at me, and I smiled and waved to her, and she rolled her eyes at me.
I was already immune to the whites of her eyes, automatically shielded, and sat down wiping my wet hair, she reached out and placed something in front of me.
When I saw that, it suddenly occurred to me that we still had something to do.
"I've already found someone to see this black box, this layer of runes on the outside is a spell, called the Soul Trapping Spell, the red line is wound up according to the formation of the Soul Trapping Spell, and what is contained in the box is the private belongings of the cursed soul, this thing will appear in the trunk of the second-hand car bought by Li Shuangzhu, it is obvious that this car has had an accident, the other party has a weak heart, and asked someone to make this thing to suppress it." Yunshuang quickly sorted it out for me and made up her mind.
I thought for a moment and said, "Did that car get into an accident?" ”
"Except for the original owner, no one can tell." Yunshuang took the black box back, put it up, and said, "We have to solve this matter as soon as possible, and there will be a new task coming to the door soon, so we can't delay." ”
I knew that she was in such a hurry for Mo Xian's good night, and she was not as repulsed as before, so she nodded and said, "I will try my best to cooperate." ”
Yun Shuang obviously accepted my words, casually picked up a black convenience bag from under the table, and pushed it in front of me: "The matter of Lu Luo's family has been solved quite satisfactorily, this is one-third of the remuneration, for you." ”
Looking at the bag, I knew that it was a lot of money, but I was still a little angry: "Didn't you say that you would be paid half of the pay?" How did this become a third? ”
"You, me, Brother Mo, among the three people, you have contributed the least and troubled the most, and you have wronged you with a third?" Yunshuang sneered, "With your three-legged cat's kung fu, I'm too much to give you a tenth of it." ”
"Then why don't you do it yourself, you have to pull me?!" I said angrily.
Yunshuang saw that I was not convinced, and she was also angry: "You think I want to pull you? If it weren't for you, I would have been with Brother Mo all over the world, how chic and chic I would be, we would not be able to do these trivial things, you would have been cheap and obedient. ”
She stared at me, and I glared at her, and it was really hard for the two of us to get along in a short period of time.
But I still lowered my head first and asked, "Yunshuang, are you a fox spirit?" ”
"You have to take care of it." She said arrogantly.
"It takes many years of cultivation for a fox to become a refinement, right? Can you show me what you really look like? What color is the hair? My curiosity was aroused all of a sudden, "Also, it is said that fox spirits like to confuse men and absorb people's essence to help them cultivate, is it true?" ”
A series of questions blurted out, and Yunshuang looked at me in disbelief and said, "Bai Li, your brain is not broken, right?" ”
"You're dodging the question, and it seems that the rumors are all true." I then asked, "Is Mo Xianye also a vixen?" ”
Yunshuang's face was as black as a pot helmet, and she laughed angrily: "You want to know, go directly to Brother Mo, ask me what to do?" ”
"Aren't you very close? Mo Xianye said that he has always regarded you as his own sister. When I said this, I didn't think too much about it, but after saying it, looking at Yunshuang's expression as if she was going to eat me, I suddenly realized that what I was asking was a bit ...... Green tea?
Yunshuang obviously likes Mo Xianye, but I also told her that Mo Xianye treats her as her own sister, isn't this rubbing salt on her wounds?
I didn't mean to, but she must have thought I was scheming, and I said it to irritate her.
Sure enough, Yunshuang slapped the table and stood up, making a gesture to leave, I hugged her shoulder: "I was wrong, I don't have a mouthful, Yunshuang, don't be angry with me, we are grasshoppers on the same line, for the sake of Mo Xianye, let's not quarrel, work together to do as much as possible, okay?" ”
"Remember what you said, if you do it again in the future, don't blame me for being polite." She shook her arms and warned me viciously.
I nodded again and again, this big Buddha can't be offended, without her, I can't do many things.
Just when I felt that she was about to lose her anger, she grabbed my neck, looked at me condescendingly and warned: "Bai Li, although Brother Mo is forced to be with you now, but don't be complacent, an excellent person like him will never take a fancy to a small role like you, do your duty, don't have any delusions that toads want to eat swan meat, otherwise, I will let you die without a place to be buried!" ”
Her words reminded me of Mo Xian's warning to me before, he said, let me keep my heart cold and not let anyone in, including him.
Oh, you really can't avoid me!
I raised my neck and said, "It's good for you to put your heart in your stomach, I can't look down on an iceberg like Mo Xianye, you want it, I'll give it back to you when I run out." ”
Yunshuang was so angry that she stretched out her hand to hit me, her hand stood up, stayed in mid-air for a while, and then slowly put it down, pointed at my nose and shouted: "The villain has a will!" ”
I stuck out my tongue at her and continued to provoke her: "No way, who made Mo Xianye can't do without me now?" If you want Moxian to have a good night, Yunshuang, don't roll your eyes at me in the future. ”
"Mo Xianye likes gentle women, you are so rude, even if you accompany him to the end of the world, he will not be attracted to you."
"If you want love, you have to do what you like."
"Enough, how well do you think you know Brother Mo, Bai Li, don't be too complacent, there will always be a day when you cry." Yunshuang's momentum continued unabated, and the words he said hit my heart fiercely.
I smiled bitterly, but as long as my psychological quality is weaker, when I realize that I have been used by Yunsheng, tears can flow like a river, how can I wait for today?
People like me, who came to this world alone, their father doesn't love their mother, they are calculated everywhere, they are not strong, who can they show their weakness?
Who cares?
I felt uncomfortable, and I didn't have the heart to talk to Yunshuang, so the two sat silently until the phone rang suddenly.
It's Yunshuang's phone.
An old man's machine.
She turned on the speakerphone, and as soon as she said 'hey', Li Shuangzhu's anxious voice immediately came from there: "My car is gone, I haven't found it for a long time, and it's completely missing." ”
I frowned, and Yunshuang had already reprimanded: "Didn't you tell you not to touch that car?" Are you turning a deaf ear to our words? ”
"No, I didn't move." Li Shuangzhu said aggrievedly, "I rode a battery car to work last night, and I came back in the middle of the night, so I fell asleep directly, and I woke up at noon today, and when I went out to eat, I passed by the side of the road where I parked and found that the car was gone." ”
"Stolen?" Yunshuang asked.
Li Shuangzhu directly denied: "It shouldn't have been stolen, and my broken car can't be sold for a few dollars." ”
"Did you call the police?" I interjected.
"Not yet, I'm going to the police station now, can you come over too?" Li Shuangzhu said pitifully, "Please, please." ”