Chapter 230: Confession
Xiao Ruoyan, who returned to the castle, was in a very heavy mood, he didn't know how to face Qian Rou next, and he didn't know how to face Ai Li and Ge Feiyu.
Although Qian Rou's decision was forced by reality, if she wanted to, she could not do it at all, it would take a while for her to train the child in her hand to become a killing tool, and he didn't think that Ge Feiyu and his wife would really let Qian Rou control the child's future casually.
Glancing at the cigarette case that had not been smoked in the drawer for a long time, Xiao Ruoyan finally stretched out his hand, took out a cigarette from it and slowly smoked it.
For the sake of Xian Mo, he had endured not touching such a thing for a long time, just because she hated the smell of cigarettes and thought it stinked.
But now, Xiao Ruoyan is really panicked in his heart, if he doesn't use this way, he is really panicked in his heart: Ai Li, Feiyu, I know that this is unfair to you couple, but Rou'er is also innocent, I can't look at her and she doesn't even have the courage to live. So, even if I know Qian Rou's thoughts, I can't tell you, I'm sorry.
"You're disobedient again!"
Xian Mo stretched out his hand and snatched the unfinished half of the cigarette in Xiao Ruoyan's hand, and pinched his face in displeasure.
These days, because of his strict control, Xiao Ruoyan has not had much interest in cigarettes, which is a good thing, but because of Qian Rou's matter, Xian Mo found that he actually began to break his promise again.
Reaching out and tapping his forehead, Xian Mo warned him that if he smoked again, he would move out to live, so as not to be chattered by him all day long.
"Not allowed!"
Xiao Ruoyan tightly circled the immortal desert in his arms, pinched her face hard, and said domineeringly that he would not let go of the hand holding her no matter when.
What an arrogant man!
Xian Mo held Xiao Ruoyan's face and stared at him a few times, and then shook his head helplessly: It's a pity, your pride can't last forever, you have also seen the changes in Bing Xiuzhe these days, so your fear of the Bing family is also increasing day by day, and you go there this time, more to make your beliefs firmer.
Slowly leaning on Xiao Ruoyan's arms, Xian Mo's mood was constantly fluctuating at the moment: I don't want to fall out with you, after all, you are my man. However, I still feel bad to see you repeatedly upset about others. It's reasonable, I'm your fiancée, you just need to care about me alone. However, you can't stand by and watch other women, and that's what I hate the most.
Patting Xiao Ruoyan's face, Xian Mo stood up from his body and walked downstairs alone. Coming to the front of the flower garden, Xian Mo seemed to see himself and Xiao Ruoyan's past.
Although it had only been less than half a year in the past few years, Xian Mo felt as if it had been a matter of the last century.
If she knew that Xiao Ruoyan was destined to be amorous for a lifetime, then even if she had to cut off one of her arms or gouge out a pair of eyes, she should not have fallen in love with him.
But how can there be so many ifs? What happened is like a movie, if you let it go, you will leave a trace, and you can't escape this reality.
Bending down to pick roses, Xian Mo knew that this was Xiao Ruoyan's meaning after seeing the circle of iron thorns around the petals: Yes, this flower garden is the place where he and Wen Ning fell in love in the past, and now that I am here, he can't say anything, but he can keep his heart for Wen Ning in this way.
His eyes were slightly red and swollen, and Xian Mo bent down and sat in front of the flower, looking at it fixedly.
She knew that Xiao Ruoyan's decision could not be changed, and she didn't want to beg him to untie these iron thorns around the flowers, she just wanted to look at it like this, anyway, it was her right.
When Xiao Ruoyan found that Xian Mo was not resting in her room, it was already evening.
Hurriedly going downstairs, he saw Xian Mo sitting alone in front of the flower garden and falling asleep, so he went up and put on his own clothes for her: Silly girl, why do you have to do this?
When he reconciled with Xian Mo, Xiao Ruoyan told her that as long as she was willing to wait, sooner or later he would love her wholeheartedly.
However, after all, a woman's heart is made of water, and no matter how careful he is, it will still hurt her. At this moment, seeing Xian Mo curled up like a little ant, Xiao Ruoyan felt that he was a bastard: I love one, and I am still following one, who am I?
The self who punched and kicked Bing Xiuzhe was actually not much better: what did he not do? It's just that the only difference is that he is really moved by Wen Ning, and he is really distressed by Xianmo.
But in addition to this, he is also a bad man, and he will only make women hurt and haggard.
hugged Xian Mo back to the house, Xiao Ruoyan took her to the door of Xian Mo's room, and when she was about to open the door, she heard the woman in her arms whisper: "Hug me for a while, okay?" ”
hugged Xian Mo tightly in distress, Xiao Ruoyan took her back to her room directly, and gently brushed her tender little face with her palm: How could I not hug you? It's just that I'm afraid that this will make you even more unable to let go of me, and all that's left between us is hatred, so what?
The five-year covenant seems like a long time, but in fact, if it passes aimlessly like this, it is also a matter of blinking. Xiao Ruoyan couldn't bear to make Xian Mo sad before parting, so he tried his best to hug her body at the moment, as if he wanted to deeply integrate her and himself.
Half an hour later, Xian Mo pushed away Xiao Ruoyan, who was holding him, and squeezed out a smile on his face with difficulty, wanting to let him know that he was fine.
However, the red and swollen eyes clearly told Xiao Ruoyan how uncomfortable she was at the moment, and how much of a bastard Xiao Ruoyan was.
Yes, Wen Ning is already with the man she loves, and it is useless for me to insist. People are already getting married, but I'm still standing still, which makes people know, isn't it a big joke?
With a long breath, Xiao Ruoyan wanted to say something to Xian Mo, but when he saw the loneliness in her eyes, he still chose to be silent.
She is not a person who is willing to give kindness, and Xian Mo is also not a person who is willing to accept charity, if she rashly gives her gentleness that she shouldn't give, she will be more hearty.
When the night covered the entire castle, Xiao Ruoyan made people turn on all the lights in the castle, hoping to make Xian Mo feel a little warm and romantic.
It's just that although the time and place are favorable, but people are lacking, and love is not perfect, so what effect can it do even if the atmosphere of the scene is the same as that of the palace?
"Beauty, give me some face."
Xiao Ruoyan posed as a gentleman in clothes, and Hang'er Lang reached out and pushed her: "Laugh at it!" ”
If it was in the past, Xian Mo would definitely be amused by Xiao Ruoyan. But after seeing Qian Rou and herself suffer the same thing, she was a little disheartened: Should I believe in love? No, should I trust men?
The unresponsive immortal desert disappointed Xiao Ruoyan, and the whole person lowered her head in a huff: It seems that she really doesn't want to give me any chance.
pursing her lips aggrievedly, Xiao Ruoyan dragged back to the study with heavy steps, and reached out to close the door.
With his palm on the door panel, Xian Mo wanted to feel the temperature of Xiao Ruoyan in this way. She knew that Xiao Ruoyan must be leaning against the door now, because she had seen him lose like this for someone.
It's just that with such an understanding, Xian Mo doesn't know whether it's a good thing or a bad thing at this moment, and he is too familiar with each other, but it may also become the beginning of the conflict.
Reaching out to touch the colorful table lamp next to the pillow, Xiao Ruoyan boredly pressed the switch with his fingers, repeating this action again and again.
He just enjoyed the change of the light, and he didn't care if the color was good or not.
The appearance of Xian Mo is a special existence for himself, and he has always thought that no one in the world will become his opponent, but Xian Mo has successfully changed his mind.
Although she is a woman, she has her own different opinions and her own courage.
The people who can help Bing Yin decide to do things have never been ordinary people, and Xiao Ruoyan has always been clear about this.
Grabbing his hair with his palm, Xiao Ruoyan's afterglow glanced at a wreath that had long since withered: Perhaps, it's time for me to let go of everything, if the last person who loves me is driven away, then I'm afraid my life will become as boring as this wreath.
As soon as he opened the door, Xian Mo slammed into his arms, which made Xiao Ruoyan a little helpless: "Silly girl!" ”
"Don't say that about me!"
Xian Mo's eyes looked to the side unwillingly: "Isn't someone even more stupid than me?" ”
Pursing his lips and smiling, Xiao Ruoyan nodded at Xian Mo, admitting that what he did was indeed very stupid, and besides, he wanted to be stupid for another person for the rest of his life in the future!
"Who else?"
Xian Mo really couldn't hold back his emotions, and scolded Xiao Ruoyan for scolding his head and covering his face, accusing him of not thinking differently and changing a woman to love every time.
"You're thinking too much!"
Happily stretched out his hand and scratched Xian Mo's nose, Xiao Ruoyan told him that he had such a deep love as Wen Ning in his life, and Qian Rou just didn't have a good impression at the beginning, so he couldn't take it seriously. And now, Wen Ning has walked out of his life, and he naturally wants to find someone who can be loved forever. And this person, in fact, has been standing in front of him all the time.
Hearing this, Xian Mo finally knew what he wanted to say, and suddenly lowered his head in shame: How could it be me? The person he wants to care for for the rest of his life is me?
"You heard me right, it's you who worries me!"
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