Chapter 221: I Have No Choice
The Shoumei Pavilion was silent and fragrant. Both of them were immersed in what Gao Su had just said at the moment, and they couldn't get out for a while.
Gao Su is a defensive person, and he has never told anyone so carefully about his feelings for Zhen Zhen. What happened to him since he was a child made him know that he should never show his weakness in front of others.
Yuwentai was defeated, wasn't it because he knew Ran Ying's weakness?
So he told Ran Ying about Zhen Zhen's life experience at this moment, and secretly regretted it.
After a while, Ran Ying said: "In the future, when Zhen Zhen grows up and wants to get married, will you be sad?" β
Gao Su smiled: "I haven't thought about this problem. Maybe I won't live to that timeβ"
"What?" Ran Ying was surprised.
"My body is so weak that the doctor has long concluded that I will not live to be thirty." He said calmly.
The deliberate calmness seems so helpless and sad.
He still has so much to do.
He looked at Ran Ying in his eyes and suddenly felt very sad. This grief is deep and long, and there is no way to soothe it or hide it.
Sometimes he would suddenly envy Yuwentai. He envied such a person who had done a lot of evil and died innocently, but he was cared for by such a good woman.
After returning from Jinyang, Gao Su felt that his feelings for Ran Ying had slowly changed. Her unchanging and unflattering posture gave him a sense of familiarity that he hadn't seen for a long time. He couldn't tell what was good about her, but every time she rejected her, he became more infatuated with her.
He even occasionally thought about how good it would be if she lived with him and Zhen Zhen in this Le'an Mansion for the rest of her life, and all the regrets in his life would be smoothed out and disappeared.
But he was also very conscious.
She and Yu Wentai are not only lovers of the alliance, but also allies of life and death. Among the thousands of beautiful women in this world, she is just the light of fire. But beside Yuwentai, she can exude the glow of the sun and the moon.
Even if she hates Yuwentai at the moment, how can she always resist the great happiness of being pampered by him and being achieved by him at the same time? She is Ran Ying, she is not a woman who can be satisfied with a gorgeous golden cage in the backyard.
He couldn't keep her.
Ran Ying saw Gao Su stunned and said, "No wonder you love Zhen Zhen so much. β
Hearing her say this, Gao Su faintly felt that kind of sadness was completely attacking the sky. He looked up at the first few blooming red plums on the branches in front of him, and said in a low voice: "Ran Ying, don't think of me as terrible. I am also a human being, and in this world, everyone has his last resort. β
Ran Ying half lowered her head and said, "I don't think you're terrible. I just feel like I don't know you at all. β
Gao Su listened, lowered his head and looked at her with a smile: "Then are you interested in learning about it now?" This king is different from them. If...... You have obeyed this king, and this king will gladly marry you as a concubine. It's not worse than that Mrs. Zhuguo, right? β
Ran Ying saw that he began to tease her inappropriately again, and gave him a blank look: "Shishu is different." β
Gao Su snorted: "In the entire east, I am outside the Five Elements, who can control me!" β
"Why are you privileged? Do you not need your father's consent to marry a wife? "Ran Yingqi.
Gao Su heard her mention Gao Huan, his face was displeased, and he said, "He can't control me." Even if I was going to marry a sow, he could only nod. β
"You're the sow!" Ran Ying heard that he was scolding her in a different way, and reached out to grab a lump of snow on the branch next to him and threw it at him.
"Yingying." Gao Su deftly dodged, approached her, and said in her ear with a wicked smile, "I'm telling you seriously, I recently found that I really like you." β
Ran Ying was frightened and retreated again and again: "You, you, you...... Don't scare me! What nonsense are you talking about? β
Didn't you say that it was for the sake of Qi Yu Wentai? How can you really like it?!
"It's true, I'm not kidding you." Gao Su's eyes gradually became serious as he looked at her.
Ran Ying straightened her face: "You know that I only have Yuwentai in my heart." β
"I know, but people change. When you liked Yu Ziqing in the past, did you think that you would also like Yuwentai? β
Ran Ying shook her head in her heart.
There is a difference between her and Yuwentai. She had already figured out this question for herself.
She likes Ziqing, she likes him, he is kind-hearted, gentle and affectionate; is grateful, grateful to him for rescuing him on a snowy night and caring for him; It's called appreciation, and he is talented, noble and elegant.
But for Yuwentai, it is an indelible and unforgettable love.
The feeling of using all the strength of his body to love, the strength of being willing to go to the trouble and even the ground for him, can no longer be given to any other person. She couldn't say what she loved him, and she didn't even want to forgive him for what he had done. But she still loved him and never regretted it.
"Yingying." Seeing that she didn't speak, Gao Su approached her and seduced her, "Think about it, you have lived in Zhaowen Courtyard for so long, and now everyone in this Linji City who has a little status knows that the future Princess Le'an lives in this king's Zhaowen Courtyard." Even if you leave, I won't be able to marry someone else, so it's better to forget about this king. β
Ran Ying glanced at him and said, "That's not thanks to you, spreading around?" But I don't want to get married anyway, so I'll live there. Eat yours, drink yours, I'm very comfortable. It's you, others think that there is a future princess living in your house, who will stuff your daughter into your arms? You're just waiting to be a bachelor for the rest of your life. β
Gao Su listened, laughed, and at the end, reached out and gently pinched her nose: "Bad guy." β
The two sat in the Wangmei Pavilion and drank wine for a while and played two games of chess. In the afternoon, it was a bit windy. Gao Su's body was weak, and the cold wind blowing back and forth in the pavilion made him a little unbearable, and the two went down the mountain to return home.
At the foot of the mountain, Gao Su wrapped his mink fur tightly, looked back at Jimei Mountain, and suddenly approached Ran Ying mysteriously, and said, "This king will tell you one more thing." β
Ran Ying looked at him warily.
"This Jimei Mountain is the mausoleum of my deceased friend and his wife."
Ran Ying: "!! β
Gao Su looked at her surprised and frightened expression with great interest, and said, "That's right, this mountain is the mausoleum I built for them. They are in the underground palace at the bottom of this mountain. Underneath the Wangmei Pavilion, there are their tombstones. β
"You madman......" Ran Ying muttered as she looked at him.
Back at the palace, Gao Su sent Ran Ying back to Zhaowen Courtyard, and saw Zhen Zhen from a distance, accompanied by two maids, standing at the door of Zhaowen Courtyard. Vera looked dejected and seemed to be sobbing.
Gao Su whispered: "It's over, the jealous ones are already waiting here." β
Ran Ying walked over and saw that Zhen Zhen was really sobbing, squatting in front of her and asking, "Zhen Zhen, what's wrong with you?" β
Zhen Zhen listened, lowered her head and cried even harder.
Gao Su asked the maid behind her, "What's wrong?" β
The maid whispered, "The little girl came back from the school and couldn't find the king, so she came to the Zhaowen Academy." Seeing that Wang Shang and Ah Ran were not there, he played in Ah Ran's house for a while. Only...... I accidentally lost one of the girl's golden hairpins. β
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