Chapter 281: Do You Want to Leave Than Me
Caressing her son's black hair, Momo felt very aggrieved in the bottom of her heart: Did I say something wrong? That woman is a disaster at all, what good is she other than to let you and my brother speak for her and target me together? Why are you targeting me?
Tears kept falling, Momo uncomfortably followed the child in her arms to tell her pain, looking at the child's eyes that seemed to understand, she shook her head helplessly: I'm also stupid, what's the use of telling a child this? He wouldn't have understood my pain at all.
Slowly putting the child in the cradle, Momo was about to lie down to rest, but heard the sound of the door opening the door.
She knew who was coming back and who was coming. Turning her back in an irritable mood, Momo waited for Kang Yan to apologize to herself. But this time she guessed wrong, because although Kang Yan came back, he didn't apologize to her, and he didn't even go into the bedroom.
He still disappointed Momo: It turns out that you can really be so cruel to me for other women. In that case, what reason do I have to stay? I don't have any value in front of you anyway, do I?
Clenched her fists hard, Momo stood up and opened the door, and when she saw Kang Yan sitting in the living room without saying a word, she took the initiative to break the silence: "If there is anything you don't like about me, you can say it directly, don't hide it, this can only make us unhappy with each other." ”
Kang Yan turned around and glanced at Momo, saying that he didn't like her in any way, he was just thinking about the problem.
Still lying? If you were just thinking about it, wouldn't you even want to see me? You clearly don't want to be with me!
Taking a deep breath, Momo's eyes were a little red and swollen, and he reached out tremblingly to hold Kang Yan's face: "I don't want to hear you lie to me." ”
Kang Yan knew that she was uncomfortable, but she really didn't dislike her, and even if she did, it was only a minority, just because she was a little too excited about Chenchen's attitude in the hospital.
Reaching out to touch Momo's face, Kang Yan touched a tear: Am I making her unhappy again?
Sighing lightly, Kang Yan let Momo sit on his lap, patted her face with his big hand, and repeatedly said that he would not want her, would not ignore her, and he really had special feelings for her.
I really want to believe this, but Momo can't see Kang Yan caring about herself at all: The love between us is not stable enough, and now you scold me so much for others, how can I be comfortable? In addition, if there is a conflict between the two people, it is just that, there is a son between them, if they are separated, how much impact should it have on the child.
Momo knows that she has not had a mother since she was a child, and she is unwilling to let her children experience such pain and sadness.
Holding Kang Yan's face again, Momo said that if Kang Yan gets tired of herself one day in the future, she must not divorce, because divorce will definitely bring pain to her son, she will leave by herself, and she will never come back.
"What's going on in your little head?"
Kang Yan leaned in and kissed her on the lips, obviously shocked by her messy thoughts: "How could I leave you alone?" Honey, I promise I'm just bothering about something else, not wanting you. ”
Although Kang Yan has repeatedly said that she will not want herself, Momo does not have such confidence to do this, she feels that she cannot be happier than Qian Rou, after all, Qian Rou knows more about feelings than herself, but as a result, she still suffered so much, this is the first time she has come into contact with love, so she is naturally trembling.
Although there are a lot of problems between the two, the fear devil hidden in Momo's heart has not disappeared, and it has always been stationed in her heart.
Happiness is easy to obtain, and it is not difficult to destroy, as long as you use a little brain, you can break it up and match.
The results are actually in line with the process, and the two are unlikely to be too separated.
Momo is afraid of losing because the people who have been giving in this love are Kang Yan, and she has done really little. Because she does less, she has a sense of gain and loss, and always thinks that Kang Yan will be with other women like her brother Bing Xiuzhe.
There have always been many mediocre people disturbing themselves, and it is not just Momo alone.
After comforting herself, Momo's mood improved slightly, but she was still a little uneasy in her heart, feeling that if she didn't think of a way, Kang Yan would leave her.
In order to make Kang Yan love herself more, Momo went to Qian Rou and asked Qian Rou if there was any quick fix to make herself understand a man's heart better.
Qian Rou shook her head helplessly, reached out and pinched Momo's face, saying that there is no shortcut to this kind of thing, but it requires a little more patience and care.
Momo obviously didn't understand: Am I not patient enough? I'm tolerant enough of him, right?
Qian Rou saw that she still didn't understand, so she told her that the reason why she had so many conflicts and bumps with Bing Xiuzhe in the past was because she was too selfish, so if you want to get someone's heart, the first thing you have to do is to let go of yourself.
Let go of yourself?
Momo pouted a little unhappily: "What if I let go of myself in exchange for his betrayal?" ”
Qian Rou smiled at her, indicating that this is also a test of love, but if you want to get something, you must learn to endure, and a certain sacrifice is inevitable.
Although Momo still didn't quite understand, she felt that Qian Rou did play a great role in what she said, at least she understood that she was not the only one in the world, there were many powerful people, and if she didn't learn to give in, her man would eventually leave.
After remembering that Kang Yan met Leng Xian Mo because of her awkward relationship with herself, she knew that everything was her pride, and Kang Yan had no idea of being with other women.
Indeed, it is very noble to have the identity of a little princess, but it will also bring a sense of distance between the two people, and it cannot have any essential effect at all.
Besides, now that she herself has come out of the Bing family, she is not qualified to order and instruct Kang Yan with a shelf. He will be willing to listen to himself for the sake of their feelings.
Qian Rou knew that Momo already had an idea in her heart, pursed her lips and smiled at her, Qian Rou reached out and hugged her, saying that in addition to Chenchen, she was the most worried now.
"Me?"
Momo was a little confused: Why are you worried about me? I'm the last person to worry about.
Qian Rou pinched her face, saying that although Momo looked like she already had a happy home, in essence, she was still a half-old child, and she didn't fully understand emotional matters, otherwise, she wouldn't have come to ask questions about how to get along with Kang Yan now.
Sure enough, it's Sister Rou, who sees the problem so clearly.
pursed her lips slightly, Momo waved her hand, saying that in fact, she was also trying hard to understand emotional matters, but what she learned from her father in the past was really how to hurt others and how to love someone, and she really learned very little.
"It's very simple, you can now think about how Xiuzhe loved others in the past, as long as you learn his way to do a good job of yourself, you will be able to get out of those problems."
Learn from the elder brother?
Momo doesn't think she can do those greasy and crooked things, and shouldn't things like giving roses be done by men to women?
However, if this is the missing part of her and Kang Yan's lives, then it is not a big deal to give it a try. Anyway, romance doesn't necessarily belong to a man's right, and you can do it yourself.
Thinking about it carefully, my life with Kang Yan has indeed been a lot dull since I got married, and if I can increase each other's interest during this time, wouldn't it be a good thing?
Pursing her lips and smiling at Qian Rou, Momo said that she already had an idea, and it would definitely impress Kang Yan.
Qian Rou saw her smile so brightly, but she was a little curious in her heart: "What kind of idea do you have?" ”
"Heaven must not be divulged."
Looking at Momoshen's mysterious appearance, Qian Rou shrugged her shoulders a little stupidly: What kind of secret is it? Can't even I say it?
In fact, Momo didn't say it because she didn't have any other considerations, but because she felt that it was too embarrassing for her to create a romantic thing, and she would be laughed at if she said it, so it was better to do it quietly.
But what can you actually say? Those who should understand still understand, and they will not change all their views because of this one thing.
After walking around the supermarket a few times, Momo picked out a razor, tie, and belt, thinking that Kang Yan didn't seem to have changed these things during this time, so it was better to buy a gift for him.
Of course, in addition to buying these gadgets, Momo also prepared a large bouquet of roses, and wrote the words "I love Kangyan" on it and went home happily.
Kang Yan, who was anxious at home by her son's cry, saw a savior when she saw Momo come back: "Wife, help!" ”
Looking at her husband's funny appearance, Momo shook her head helplessly: It's just for you to take it for a while, can't you do this little thing?
Although she wanted to blame him, Momo thought that Qian Rou should be gentle, she finally put down the roses and everything, and went up to hold her son in her arms and coax her.
Kang Yan looked at a large number of things on the table, and was very curious in his heart: "Wife, is Bing Xiuzhe celebrating his birthday again?" I remember you bought him a gift not long ago. ”
Momo rolled her eyes at Kang Yan unhappily: "You can't think about the benefits?" These things are for you to pull. ”
"For me?"
Kang Yan looked at these things on the table, and was very moved in his heart: "Wife, you are so good to me." ”
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