Chapter 74 Accompaniment
With the experience of the last time the two broke up on this topic, he felt that her reaction was a little resistant, but he didn't know why, she didn't say anything to hurt him.
Feeling the blazing gaze on her head, Jian Ran didn't dare to raise her head, afraid of revealing her inner thoughts, her feelings for Huo Jueshen were too subtle now, she had to obey because of his tough attitude, but now that he gave her the space to choose, she cared more about her feelings.
She bit her lip, feeling that she had forgotten her situation, but she didn't want to force herself to make a choice, and until she entered the door, she lowered her head and said nothing.
There are still a lot of things between her and him, and she really wants to cross these things and marry him with peace of mind, but she knows that she is not qualified to negotiate with him, so she doesn't know what to say.
Huo Jueshen put her on the edge of the bed, lifted her chin, her eyes locked her eyebrows sincerely, and her tone was gentle,
"I won't leave you behind again this time, don't worry." Jian Ran didn't react, and he said again: "If you have any requirements, you tell me." He cared too much about her feelings, knowing that he was stimulated last time, even if she said that he could agree if she kept a low profile this time and didn't let the reporter know, but when she said it, it seemed to be different.
Jian Ran, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, tightened her hands and tried to calm herself down,
"I'd like to wait until the right time, okay?"
"When?" She didn't know. Jian Ran looked at Huo Jue's deep and narrow phoenix eyes and couldn't answer, she saw the emotions in his eyes slowly change, from hope to pain, and then to a faint anger.
He held her shoulders and asked withholdingly: "You also cut the photo, and I are also husband and wife, what are you hesitating about?" "He thought she was prevaricating him?
Suddenly, Jane's eyes were stained with a layer of sadness,
"Huo Jueshen, don't you think there is a lot of things lacking between us?"
"Something." For example, love, such as trust...... She lowered her eyelids, she didn't answer, she couldn't speak, she was just a similar stand-in in his heart, she asked him for love and trust, she felt ridiculous.
After these words, neither of them spoke again, the air was terrifyingly quiet, the man in front of him suddenly got up, and walked out of the door in a huff, she heard his slightly hoarse voice drifting faintly,
"Rest well." Huo Jueshen didn't lose her temper with Jian Ran, which surprised her, and when she raised her eyes, she only saw the door slowly closed, and a black back of him.
Why do you feel a little sad? She raised her hand and touched her heart, for some reason, but she looked sideways at the picture frame on the table, and the injury in her eyes was even more obvious.
Jian Ran shook her head, got up and walked into the bathroom, dried her hair and lay on the bed but couldn't sleep for a long time, she kept her eyes open until two o'clock in the morning, looking at the sparse stars in the sky outside the window, her thoughts were profound.
The next day, Saturday, Jane Ran slept until noon, went out for a walk, walked on the street and saw Christmas trees and elk everywhere, and suddenly realized that next week was Christmas.
She walked outside an ornament store and saw a couple inside choosing gadgets, the girl smiled faintly, and the boy took a pair of red antlers to help his girlfriend put them on his head, smiling dotingly.
Jian Ran secretly thought back, how did you spend Christmas last time? She raised her eyelids and pretended to try to remember, but the memories in her mind were already tumbling.
It was snowing on the street that day, and the thick snow put the Christmas trees and elk on the street in white clothes, and under the snow were colorful lights hanging on the Christmas trees, and the flowers in the street flower shops were also covered with snow, and the pedestrians took pictures, their faces were frozen red, and they were still smiling so brightly.
She was wearing a thick winter coat and a Santa hat on her head, standing quietly on the side of the street, watching the pedestrians playing, and Chu Yunyi next to her suddenly covered her face with snow, and she shivered from the cold.
Raising her foot and continuing to walk forward, turning a corner, she crashed into a strong chest, she quickly said sorry, raised her foot and went around to the side, but the arm was grasped.
"Huh?" She looked up in confusion, bumped into those blue eyes, and whispered, "Such a coincidence." "Coincidentally, he hadn't seen her since the last race, and he had to cut off his beard on the weekend when he waited for the rabbit to catch her out of the house.
Lan Zirin pulled her forward, her voice aggrieved,
"Xiao Yezi, are you still angry?" Jian Ran replied to him without being salty or light,
"Nope." Even if he is still on the scene to defend her, no matter how angry she is, it is because of Liu Chengxi, but now he is not angry with Liu Chengxi, and naturally he has no anger to be angry with.
"Then why are you still upset?" He looked down at the expression on her face, reached out and pushed the flesh on her cheeks up,
"Laugh one." But she was a little thin, and the flesh on her face was pitiful, so he put down his hand in frustration, put his hand on her thin shoulder, and carried her in the other direction.
A magnetic voice came from above her head, a little cold in the cold air,
"Let's go, I'll take you to be happy." Jian Ran thought that Lan Zirin would take her somewhere, but it was Happy Valley, she sat on the roller coaster and opened her arms and shouted, "I want to be free!" The car was full of screams that overshadowed wave after wave, only Jian Ran opened her eyes, fearless, and repeated over and over again, Lan Zilin beside her reached out and pulled her arm down, and asked her loudly,
"Little leaf, aren't you free now?" She shook her head quickly, feeling a burst of sourness in her heart, home is not home, no relatives, no freedom to marry, and she is framed everywhere, how can she have any freedom at all.
The car flew down from the top, the air was full of frightened and exciting screams, and the depression and haze in her heart were completely vented with those shouts, and her mood was extremely comfortable.
got off the flying car, Lan Zirin took her to play with others, and in the end, the two stopped outside the horror house, you look at me, I look at you, looking at each other.
"Go buy a ticket." Jian Ran stretched out his hand and poked Lan Zirin with his fingers, he looked at the people who came out one after another, swallowed his saliva, and asked in a consultative tone: "Don't go, it's time to go back." He pretended to look up at the fading sky, turned around and walked outside, and was pulled back by Jian Ran with his coat.
Her tone was disdainful,
"Lan Zirin, why are you so cowardly, I'm afraid." The man with his back to her straightened his back and argued confidently,
"We Americans don't believe in this ......"
"It's only half an American, don't talk nonsense." Then Jian Ran pulled Lan Zirin, and in his voice of resistance, bought a ticket and pushed him into the dark door.
"Little Leaf!" Lan Zirin opened a pair of frightened blue eyes, and in the dark space, it was faintly blue, adding a bit of horror.
Jian Ran behind him stared at his blue eyes and quipped, "Well, don't close your eyes, I can still see the road." As he was talking, two people with long tongues, black and white crowns, and hideous faces appeared in front of him, Lan Zirin subconsciously closed his eyes, hugged Jian Ran tightly, and his body couldn't help but tremble,
"Little Leaf!" Black and white impermanence looked at Jian Ran, who was calm and relaxed, and retreated into the darkness stupidly, she patted him on the back to show comfort, and raised her feet to walk forward, but the weight of her body held her back, so that she could not move.
"Lan Zirin, are you as for it? A big man. If he hadn't brought her to Happy Valley today, she wouldn't have known that he, a tall and tough man, would be afraid of these, I don't know if Huo Jueshen would be afraid?
Subconscious questions appeared in her mind, she was slightly flustered, how could she suddenly think of him. She put aside her distracting thoughts, reached out and pulled Lan Zilin hard, but she couldn't pull him at all.
"Xiao Yezi, let's go out......" The terrifying scene in the haunted house didn't scare her, but this miserable trill startled Jian Ran, she had to take Lan Zirin back, and as soon as he saw the daylight, he sat on the stone bench next to him, panting for breath.
She looked at his pale face, the banter in her eyes finally subsided, stepped forward and patted him on the back, and asked worriedly, "Lan Zirin, are you okay?" "Why did she listen to his breathing a little too messy.
Lan Zirin, who lowered his head, waved his hand and calmed his breathing before raising his head, and the fine and dense beads of sweat on his forehead startled Jian Ran.
She helped him to his feet, slightly guilty,
"Zirin, do you want to go to the hospital?" Going to the hospital? He didn't want to go to the hospital because of a haunted house, he pulled up a smile, and his pale face finally regained a bit of blood.
It's a pity that Jian Ran didn't finish the haunted house, but today because of Lan Zirin, she has had a lot of fun, Lan Zirin sent her back, he followed her out of the car, helped her pull her messy hair behind her shoulders, saw her cheeks that were a little frozen red, and reached out to touch it.
A cold came to his fingertips, and he helped her wrap her collar, and said with concern: "Go in, don't catch a cold." ”
"Well, be careful on your way." She smiled and waved goodbye to him, and turned to go inside. The man standing by the window on the second floor took in everything downstairs, his fists suddenly tightened, and the anger and jealousy in his eyes gradually spread to his entire face.
Jian Ran said yesterday that there was a lack of a lot of things between them, he didn't understand, and today he specially asked Su Xiao, he was not angry, but now when he saw what Lan Zirin did to her, a fire in his heart burned.
Huo Jueshen waited for Jian Ran to finish eating and go upstairs, she pushed the door and entered, and saw the man standing by the window, she was stunned for a moment, she thought that he would stay in the company and not come back.
"Have fun?" As soon as she entered the house, he asked her coldly, and she replied honestly,
"Hmm." Then he took off the thick scarf around his neck and put it on the bed, looked at his slender back and asked, "When did you come back?" Jian Ran just wanted to know how long Huo Jueshen had been waiting for her, but hearing these words in his ears was as if he was asking why he was here.
The man turned around, his eyes slightly red because of forbearance,
"You say there's a lot of things missing between us, and that includes companionship?" Jian Ran was stunned for a moment, a little unable to keep up with his brain circuit, what does this have to do with companionship, she has no requirements for him at all now.
She shook her head lightly and looked at him steadily, her eyes calm. Also, if she didn't even need him, then his company would be meaningless to her.