Chapter 118: Desperate for Yourself

But it really confirms this.

A large platter of fruits, all she had to eat was the messy peels on the table.

Xu Huaisheng glanced lightly at the peels on the table, lowered his eyes slightly, and smiled lightly: "Do you need to call for one?" ”

Zhong was embarrassed, in order to prove to Xu Huaisheng that his appetite was already very small, and it was purely an accident after eating, "No need." Haha, dinner is saved. ”

Xu Huaisheng raised his eyes and glanced at her, deliberately pretending not to understand what she was saying, stood up, walked to the internal connection phone, and as soon as he picked up the phone, he was pressed back by a pair of slender and slender hands.

Xu Huaisheng lowered his eyes, looking at the hands that were lightly pressed on the back of his hand, there was a burst of warmth on the back of his hand, and the softest place in his heart was gently touched.

Zhong Yi withdrew his hands without a trace, revealing an embarrassed but polite smile, "You really don't need to scream, you're too polite, haha." ”

The warmth that had been left on the back of his hand for a while disappeared, and Xu Huaisheng stared at it for a while, his eyes met the gaze that Zhong Yi cast, and his eyes met.

"They might eat." Xu Huaisheng's hand holding the phone kept hanging up posture, his voice was soft, and his eyebrows were smiling.

"Hahaha, yes." Zhong Yi laughed a few times, turned around mechanically, walked to the sofa and sat down, put his hands on his knees and looked at Lu Yuchuan intently.

Xu Huaisheng lowered his head and smiled, gently picked up the phone and put it to his ear, and pressed the dial button, "302 A fruit platter, thank you." ”

Xin Rui twisted her sore wrist, sat down next to Zhongyi, glanced at the windswept peel on the table, and was surprised: "I'll go!" I don't look at you in these few minutes, what happened to you? ”

"Aren't I idle and panicking, who knew that it would end up like this." Zhong Yi looked depressed, supported his cheeks with his hands, and sat upright and finally became a bad sitting posture.

Xin Rui secretly gave Zhong Yi a thumbs up, and her tone was quite helpless: "It's really difficult for Xu Huaisheng to sit there without saying a word and listen to the sound of you chewing fruit." ”

Zhong Yi rolled his eyes angrily, and out of the corner of his eye, he saw that Lu Yuchuan was about to change the next song, and asked Xu Huaisheng if he wanted to sing a song with him. Zhong Yi suddenly had an idea, gently touched Xin Rui with his shoulder, and smiled slyly: "My brother is worried that he can't find someone to sing with him, Xin Rui, you go!" ”

Xin Rui's whole face suddenly blushed, and she twisted, "I...... Not so good. And I sing...... It's easy to go out of tune. ”

Zhong Yi was embarrassed: "When did you become so modest?" And let us ordinary creatures not live. ”

"You also said that you have to sacrifice yourself for love! Interacting and making a good impression on each other will definitely help you confess! ”

Xin Rui stared deeply at Zhong Yi with an expression of "Is it credible", stretched out her index finger, and lightly tapped Zhong Yi's forehead: "Although I don't know which book you read it from, I advise you that this kind of blank emotional article will be less beautiful in the future, and it will be better to deceive you into such a simple girlish feeling." ”

"......" said that, she still felt that the paragraphs in it were quite right.

Xin Rui didn't do any squirming, stood up, resolutely walked to Lu Yuchuan's side, briefly talked to him, the two looked at each other and smiled, each holding a microphone and looking at the big screen.

The waiter took the fruit platter that Xu Huaisheng had just ordered, pushed open the door of the box and walked in, Xu Huaisheng, who had been sitting on the side of the door, stood up, took the fruit plate from the waiter's hand, walked over and put it on the table, picked up the juice on the side, and leaned on the back very casually.

Zhong Yi held his cheeks, his eyes wandered around in the small box, and he kept thinking about Xin Rui and Lu Yuchuan, and he didn't pay attention to notice that Xu Huaisheng had moved from the position on the side of the door to her, and the distance was too close.

If there is no loud music to cover it up, you can probably hear the light breathing of the other party.

Xu Huaisheng picked up the juice, put the rim of the cup against his lips, took a sip, his lips and teeth were filled with the sweetness and sourness of the juice, he frowned slightly, thinking about how he liked to eat so many sweet and sour fruits.

His eyes turned to the girl beside him, and he stared quietly for a few minutes, and was about to speak, when he was interrupted by a voice coming through the microphone.

Xu Huaisheng's throat rolled and swallowed what he wanted to say.

"Ah Sheng, it's rare that I'm in a good mood, so you don't plan to show your hands." Lu Yuchuan bent his lips and smiled, looked at Xu Huaisheng sitting on the sofa with clear eyes, and shook the microphone in his hand at him.

Xu Huaisheng held the juice's hand for a moment, leaned forward a little, put the juice on the table, and immediately leaned back casually, "No, I can just watch you play." ”

Xin Rui didn't seem to be going to let go of her love, so she took the microphone and stuffed it into her hand without saying anything, and said seriously: "Don't give up your time to play for me." What a good time, how can it be wasted! ”

Zhong Yi was speechless for a while, because she was still a liberal arts student, how to use adjectives with such a hint of "obscene", it was simply destroying the beautiful ecological balance.

"Then I'll ...... It's ugly. Zhong Yi swore that when she said these words, there were 10,000 mascots rushing through her heart.

The song she chose had already been arranged by Xin Rui, and when she sang the first few words, she found out that it was a chorus between the two, and the microphone in Lu Yuchuan's hand had already run into Xu Huaisheng's hands.

She has experienced Xu Huaisheng's beautiful singing voice, the first time is at the military training party, the second time is at the art festival performance training, and the third time is ......

The performance failed, Xu Huaisheng softened his voice and sang a children's song to comfort her, softening her heart.

Zhong Yi didn't dare to be distracted, and sang his part seriously and affectionately, a song down, and the two of them cooperated seamlessly.

Xin Rui clapped her hands and applauded, but she couldn't get addicted. knew that Xu Huaisheng sang so beautifully, she should have let Xu Huaisheng sing a few more songs to get addicted.

Zhong Yi was faintly worried between her eyebrows, looking at Xin Rui, whose painting style was obviously deviated, it was clear that the protagonist tonight was Lu Yuchuan, but Xu Huaisheng only sang one song, so she shifted her focus to Xu Huaisheng, completely ignoring the protagonist tonight.

Well, according to her general analysis, Xin Rui is timid.

Xu Huaisheng smiled lightly, turned his gaze to Zhong Yi, and asked her opinion in a low voice: "What do you say?" ”

"Well......" Zhong Yi showed a casual face, put the microphone on the table casually, and stood up: "That, my stomach hurts a little, go to the toilet first, you guys play slowly." ”

As soon as the words fell, Zhong Yi hurriedly opened the box door and walked out, walked deeper into the corridor, and turned a corner to the bathroom.

After solving the major events in his life, Zhong Yi walked out of the bathroom with a collapsed face holding on to the wall. It is conceivable that she ate all the big fruit bowls, and it is good enough to run to the toilet without making a fuss, she has a long memory now, and she must not be greedy in the future.

Slowly approaching the door of the box, Zhong Yi just put his hand on the metal doorknob, about to push open the door, when he heard a roar not far away, the footsteps of "oh oh" came from far and near, and the light gradually revealed, Zhong Yi saw Xin Rui's little face covered with tears.

The heart couldn't help but ache, and the hand on the doorknob slowly fell down with the feeling of powerlessness, and his face showed a worried look: "Xiao Ruizi......"

Xin Rui's eyes were blurred by tears, and she glanced at Zhongyi, squeezing out an ugly smile with difficulty, and calmly told the truth that had become a tragedy: "He doesn't like me. Favorite. ”

Xin Rui's sweet first love with careful thoughts became a confirmed fact before that sentence came out.

He didn't like it. Those four short words, Zhong Yi couldn't guess how much effort Xin Rui used to say them. Later, she felt how right Xu Huaisheng was.

No matter how good the disguise is, when one day the mask is torn and the bloody scars are revealed, the pain is far greater than the scope of one's own bearing.

Zhongyi watched in a daze as Xin Rui tried to put on a smiling face, but tears flowed uncontrollably, and tears covered his cheeks.

The girl who was always strong and optimistic in her heart, when the wall built in her heart had collapsed, what kind of complex emotions did she have, and kept smiling at the person she liked...... I like to block my heart from time to time, and it's very uncomfortable.

Perhaps she was pricked in the heart by the smile on Xinrui's lips, or she saw her most vulnerable...... Under the layers of reasons, Zhongyi's heart is also a hundred times painful at the moment.

The ending is always unexpected, I was caught off guard, and I gave myself a vivid lesson to remember my history of blood and tears.

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In late June, it is summer, and the temperature at night is as thin and cool as water, and the temperature is even lower than ten degrees Celsius when the demon wind blows.

Zhong Yi quietly accompanied Xin Rui to sit in the square downstairs of the KTV, holding her shoulder with one hand and holding the other hand tightly in her hand, as if she could draw some comfort from her hand. In addition to the sound of the wind, there was her hoarse cry.

Xin Rui cried for a long time and said a lot.

Her brain had been awake, and she could remember what she had said before, but Xin Rui said that she was far less dignified than the person who bought the drunk, and at least she woke up the next day, and would not recall what she had said after drinking.

But now she is not only sober or sober, every word she has said, every look she has ever said, always hovering in her mind, and it is difficult to forget, forcing her to face this pain.

"Do you know that it's much easier to love someone casually than to forget someone, and you don't need any skills to get started. But forgetting a person is even harder than solving advanced mathematics. ”

"The process will be very long, it will also be very short, on the way to answer, you will always find that you are still unwilling to give up the answers you have drawn before, forever wandering like this, hesitating......"

Xin Rui smiled bitterly, "Love is selfish, it will only favor the one who it thinks is right, but it stands at the highest point of morality and criticizes everyone wantonly." Some love is destined to fall apart from the beginning......"

That night, Xin Rui cried for a long time, and in the end, her sober mind slowly became chaotic, and she began to scold Lu Yuchuan for why she couldn't like her, she liked him so hard, why couldn't she give her a little liking!

The crying was mixed with the scolding, which looked particularly pale in the lonely night, and it was so pitiful.