Jin Qing's words surprised Jiang's mother, "Wow, there are still people who look down on my son." My son is so good! ”

Sumire Qing took a bite of rice into her mouth and replied to her after chewing it, "She's fine, but I don't feel like I'm as good as her." "He is telling the truth, although he has good grades, but that is only good grades, he is different from her, the books she has read, the places she has visited, are not comparable to him.

When I went to her house that time, I saw the books on her bookshelves in the study, and the photos she took on her travels on the photo wall. At that moment, he felt that she was so far away.

He stuffed another mouthful of rice into his mouth, but his heart was inexplicably a little jerky, and the rice in his mouth became less delicious.

Jiang's mother is also a person who has come over, understands his heart, and comforts him, "It's okay, don't be discouraged, girls' hearts are soft, she can accept you when she sees that you are good to her." ”

Sumire nodded and continued to eat her own meal.

He couldn't understand why Su Qing liked literary books so much, so he couldn't read them at all. However, he remembered Xu Zhimo's words when his cousin read Xu Zhimo's poems: There should be at least one time in his life, forgetting himself for someone, not seeking results, not seeking peers, not asking for what he once had, not even asking you to love me, just asking you to meet you in my most beautiful years.

He didn't know why he remembered it so clearly, maybe in his heart, Su Qing had always been in such a position.

He didn't even know why he was so obsessed with her, because once he saw her reading "Mountain Sound", he also bought that book, and even though he found it very boring, he still read it several times; He saw her on the street watching the performance of the wandering singer, and he saw in her eyes her love for that song, so he relied on his own memory, played the song intermittently on the piano, and then found the song on the Internet through those tunes, and the song was still his mobile phone ringtone, and he had long planned to tell her the name of the song, but even though he had created countless opportunities, she still did not know him; He has always been the number one in the whole school, so his photo has always been the first place on the honor roll, but she seems to have never studied these people on the honor roll like other students, and then her essay won an award, and her photo was also posted, but she only glanced at it lightly and walked away; That time Du Qiongyu had a fight with Qiao Na and dropped the manuscript of her composition, even though the paper had been trampled on dirty, he still treated it as a treasure, wiped off the stains on it, and sandwiched it in the book.........

But she never seemed to have taken him to heart, and he tried to approach her, carefully and cautiously, for fear of disturbing her and scaring her away, as he had done at the graduation ceremony.

At that time, after the college entrance examination, he inquired for a long time before he found out that she had failed the exam, she locked herself in the house for many days, and finally went to a university in Hainan, and he was very worried about her.

At the graduation ceremony, he saw her sitting with her mother in the audience, he stood on the podium and gave a speech as an outstanding student, his eyes kept falling on her, but she always kept her head down. If she could raise her head and take a look, she would find that the young man on the stage who had admired her for a long time was integrating all his feelings into his eyes.

However, when he was almost at the end of his speech, she raised her head, still smiling, and he seemed to be able to feel her sadness, and his heart ached faintly with her.

At the graduation dinner in the evening, he saw that many male classmates around him had given their second buttons to the people he liked, and several girls came to him to ask him for his buttons, but he refused.

He was watching her from a long distance away, she was chatting with a few classmates, and even though she was standing in the crowd, she could still see her loneliness. Eventually, she left the crowd and stood there alone, quietly watching the crowd around her. He thought about it, put down the cup in his hand, and walked straight to her, but she found him and fled.

That day, he watched her flee like this, he stood there for a long time, stunned for a long time, that day he was never lost in his soul.

The button was still lying quietly in the palm of his hand, and he was about to leave here, without her, this lively place was nothing more than dispensable to him, and he saw the bag she had put in the front desk when he walked to the door, and finally he put the button in her school bag.

In the past six months, he had looked at her phone number from Gu Suche countless times, and wanted to dial it countless times, but she held back it alive, he was afraid of disturbing her, and he was even more afraid of scaring her away again.

But when he saw her again, he couldn't help but want to get close to her.

He saw her standing there waiting for the bus from a distance, so he ran as fast as he could, clutching her suitcase, for fear that she would run away again.

He loved passively, humbly, and weakly, and even on the playground, she held his hand tightly, and his hands were scarred, but he still didn't dare to shake her back.

He was a little desperate, and suddenly he wanted to give up, after all, she had never had him in her heart.

.........

In fact, what Jin Qing didn't know was that Su Qing already had a position in his heart, an unshakable position.

This winter vacation, Su Qing is very busy, before the Chinese New Year, she has been following her grandfather to visit various places in Mushi. His grandfather is the former secretary of the municipal party committee of Mushi, and after retirement, he still maintains an attitude of serving the people, and visits various poor areas in Mushi every year, and by the way, he has seen the changes in Mushi in the hands of the new leaders in recent years.

Su Qing listened to her father's words and followed her grandfather to the countryside to experience life. She went for more than half a month, followed her grandfather to visit every house every day, listened to the simple farmers talk about the trivial things in life in broken Mandarin, and played with the children in the village.

One of the things that surprised her the most was that she actually met an old lady with small feet in her nineties, this old lady was very healthy, and she was also very enthusiastic when she saw them, Su Qing sat next to her and said this to her. In fact, this old lady can't speak Mandarin, and she can't understand many words, so she can only say a word.

On the day of leaving, the old lady with small feet gave them a long way, and finally gave her a bracelet made of various colored silk threads, she heard an uncle who came with her, this kind of bracelet is used to pray for blessings and ward off evil spirits, and the old lady likes you very much, so she gave you a bracelet! She was happy for a long time.

During the Chinese New Year, she first visited relatives here in Mushi for a few days, and then went to her grandmother's house, who had not seen her for a long time and was very kind to her.

She has a "not close" cousin, who is her aunt's son, who is a little introverted and a little cold, but he is very good to her. At that time, after the uncle divorced an aunt, he went to his current wife, which is the current aunt, and this aunt brought a son with him when he came, which is his current cousin. Uncle brought this son for his aunt, and he hasn't given birth to other children since then. However, this cousin has had very good grades since he was a child, and I heard that he was admitted to Tsinghua University two years ago with the first score in science in their province.

After they went there for a meal, her parents were talking to her grandparents, she wandered around the house, walked to the door of the study, and saw that the door of the study was hidden, she secretly looked at her cousin through the crack in the door, and the cousin was writing calligraphy in it, very attentive, she pursed her lips, and was about to leave, but suddenly heard her cousin's voice coming from the study: "Is it Xiaoqing?" ”

Su Qing smiled and pushed open the door and went in, "Brother Song Yi, it's me." "Liang Songyi was originally called Song Yi, but after following her mother to this family, she changed her surname to Liang Songyi.

Liang Songyi didn't look up, but he still talked to her: "Why don't you go to Grandpa's room and sit?" ”

"Oops, they've been chatting, and I can't get into it, so I'm out for a walk."

"Hmm."

Song Yi didn't talk to her anymore, and the brush in his hand was still moving. Su Qing walked over and looked at the words he was writing.

Su Qing saw that he was writing a poem, Su Dongpo's "Fixing the Storm": Don't listen to the sound of the forest beating the leaves, why not chant and walk slowly. Bamboo cane shoes are lighter than horses, who is afraid? A cloud of smoke and rain is Ren Ping's life. The steep spring breeze blows the wine and wakes up, slightly cold, and the mountain is obliquely shining but welcomes.

Her eyes moved with his pen, and his writing was vigorous and beautiful, and he waited until his cousin had finished writing the poem before he looked up at her.

She asked, "Brother Song Yi, are you studying at Tsinghua University?" ”

Song Yi nodded, put the brush on the inkstone.

Su Qing calculated the time, "You're a junior this year, right?" ”

"Hmm."

"You also studied finance?"

"yes, why are you asking me that?"

Su Qing laughed dryly: "It's nothing, it's nothing, it's just you...... Do you know a person named Jiang Jinqing? ”

Song Yi thought for a moment, "Hmm...... I don't know him, but I've heard a few of my classmates mention him as a pretty good guy. ”

Su Qing smiled, she didn't even know that there was pride in her smile.

She looked at her cousin's handwriting, "Wow, cousin, your handwriting is so beautiful!" You can also teach me to write calligraphy! ”

Song Yi touched her head dotingly, "Okay." ”

Song Yi crossed her to get the brush, and she smelled the scent of ink on his hand, which was really the result of years and months.

"What do you want to write?"

Su Qing thought for a long time, "I don't know, whatever." ”

Song Yi straightened the brush in her hand, held her hand again, and wrote down on the paper one by one: Gu Suqing.

After writing it, I may feel a little monotonous, and I wrote a poem on the paper: I am fortunate to know Qing's peach blossom noodles, and since then there has been a warm spring.

After writing, Su Qing took the piece of paper and looked at it, "Cousin, you are really a talent, I found out for the first time that I can write such a good hand." ”

Song Yi smiled.

Su Qing continued: "Then, cousin, can you write me another piece of writing, I will use it as a collection." ”