Su Qing knew what grandma meant, she nodded, "Well, grandma, I know." She saw that the complexion on her grandmother's face had improved a lot, "Grandma, you look much better, is there anything uncomfortable about getting up today?" ”

"No, it's been much better these days."

"Hmm............ Grandpa came over in a moment. I'm ............," Su Qing said, looking at her grandmother.

There was a smile in Grandma's eyes, "You're going to leave in a moment, aren't you?" ”

Su Qing pursed her lips, "How do you know?" ”

Grandma laughed, "I don't know what you're thinking about yet?" My boyfriend is back, can your heart still be with me? ”

Su Qing scratched her head in embarrassment.

...............

After grandpa came, Su Qing came out of the hospital, grandma was in a lot better, and she also had the heart to go to Sumire Qing to play.

She called Sumire and asked Sumire to come out to play.

After Sumire agreed, it didn't take long for Sumire to drive over to pick her up.

After getting into the car, Sumire helped her fasten her seat belt, "Where are you going?" ”

Su Qing thought for a while, "Let's go to the beach, the wind on the beach is very comfortable at this time." ”

"Okay." Sumire started the car and drove towards the seaside.

There are not many people on the beach, and after Su Qing got out of the car, she took off her shoes and walked on the beach, letting the waves hit her feet. She felt very comfortable.

After Sumire parked the car, she also walked up to her and helped her pick up her shoes.

Su Qing glanced at him and continued to walk on the edge of the beach.

Sumire followed her, "Did you come here a lot before?" ”

Su Qing nodded, "Yes." After a pause, she spoke again, "I used to come here a lot when I was in high school. ”

"Why high school?"

Her face changed, "Because I was too stressed in high school, I can calm down a little when I get here." ”

Sumire was silent.

"You may not understand, your grades are so good, you haven't won the first place for three consecutive years, and you have broken our school's record." She didn't know why, but when she came back to this familiar place, she was in a very low mood, "I'm different from you, I can't." Every time I get a good score, it's okay to do well, but if I don't do well, I won't be able to accept it, and I don't want to infect others with my bad mood, so every time I am in a bad mood, I will come here, sit for a while, look at the sea view, let the waves rush my feet, and feel a lot more comfortable. Maybe it used to carry too many bad emotions here, but when I came today, I felt a little inexplicably sad. Only she knew how uncomfortable it was, and no one knew how lonely and sad the thin figure on the beach was wearing a school uniform and carrying a school bag.

Jin Qing gently hugged her into her arms, "Su Qing ............"

She wrenched herself from his arms and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Forget it, don't talk about it." Let's talk about something else. ”

Sumire nodded and continued to follow her.

Not far away, a couple was taking wedding photos, and she walked closer and saw more clearly.

She smiled slightly, and there was a look of envy in her eyes.

Sumire Qing also looked at the couple, and Su Qing suddenly said, "I really want to wear a wedding dress, let's take wedding photos when we have the chance." ”

Sumire Kiyoshi was surprised for a moment, then smiled, "Okay." Then he suddenly picked her up and spun around in place many times, "Okay, go take wedding photos." ”

Su Qing laughed happily.

The two of them walked on the beach for a long time, and slowly it was a little cold, and when the wind came over for a while, Sumire squatted down, held her feet and put them on her lap, helped her put on her shoes, and tied her laces again.

Su Qing stared at the neat shoelaces on the shoes, "Wow, the shoelaces you tied are so beautiful." ”

Sumire Qing also glanced at it, "It's very beautiful, maybe I'm naturally suitable for tying your shoes!" ”

Su Qing was stunned for a moment, and then laughed, "Then I will hand over the shoelaces for the rest of my life to you!" ”

Sumire smiled, "Okay." Then he took off his coat and draped it over her.

Su Qing let him drape her clothes on herself, and straightened her clothes by the way, "Have you been here before?" ”

Sumire withdrew her hand after putting on her clothes, "I've been here, but I don't come often." ”

"Oh..............."

"Then where do you usually go when you're on vacation?"

Sumire replied, "I go to cram school, read books at home, sometimes go to an Internet café to play games, or go out with friends to play ball." ”

Su Qing was surprised, "You still play games?" ”

"Why not?" He is very good at playing games, and when he was in high school, he often went to Internet cafes to play competitions, and he won many awards.

Su Qing shook her head, "It's nothing, I just think you're a scholar, I thought you were studying all day long in addition to studying!" ”

Sumire Qing looked at her, "That's boring, it's good to play games once in a while, you can decompress." You can also try it. ”

Su Qing hurriedly waved her hand, "I'd better forget it, I'm a game idiot." ”

Sumire touched her head. smiled.

In the evening, the two went to a movie before dinner, and they went to a very unpopular movie theater, and there were not many people there.

The movie that Su Qing wants to watch is a literary film, and even fewer people watch it called "Quicksand Light Year", and when they went in, they found that there were only two of them in the entire venue, and Sumire Qing laughed, "This has become a charter for the two of us." ”

Su Qing raised her eyebrows, "Yes." ”

After sitting down, before the movie started, Su Qing put the popcorn aside and said to him, "It's been a long time since I've watched a movie like this, I remember the last time I thought about this situation was when I was in my third year of high school, and I was alone in the whole field." She laughed self-deprecatingly, "It's really a reserved feeling." ”

For a period of time in her third year of high school, she was too sick, so Gu's mother asked her for leave to let her recuperate at home. When her body was just better, she was bored and panicked alone, and she was tired after just a few steps when she came out to go around, and there was a movie next to her at that time, so she walked in and wanted to watch a movie, because it was the time to go to school and work, and no one watched the movie, she walked in and bought a ticket casually, and after entering the venue, no one came in until the movie began, and she didn't react? It turned out that she was the only one watching this movie.

Sumire patted her on the head, "Okay, let's not talk about the past, let's concentrate on watching the movie." ”

"Uh-huh..............."

This movie is a literary film, but the plot is very sad, it tells the story of a girl whose mother died when she was a child and was raised by her father alone, so she has been particularly dependent on her father since she was a child, a bit of a father complex, and when she grew up, she made a boyfriend who was nineteen years older than her, and the relationship between the two was strongly opposed by the girl's father, but the two always insisted on their love, and the girl even wanted to cut off the father-daughter relationship with her father for her love, who knew that her father was seriously ill at the time, when the girl knew, Her father was dying, she knelt at the head of her father's bed, crying and complaining about her unfilial piety, but her father just smiled and touched her head, and used his last strength to say to her, "Good, daughter, don't cry, Dad is not in pain." She cried and shook her head, and put her face on the back of her father's hand, trying to atone for her waywardness, but he died before he could finish the words of forgiveness for her. After her father's death, the girl broke up with her boyfriend, who was nineteen years older than her, and when they parted, she behaved very indifferently, coldly saying, "Let's break up", and then left without looking back, leaving her boyfriend crying in place. At the end of the story, she sat in front of her father's tombstone, smiled and told him about the recent incidents, and finally said: Dad, I may not have a love in the future, now it is like a femme fatale for me to avoid something, because I always think of you, so when love comes, I will always be sweet, but also very guilty, perhaps, I am not born to have love. She was smiling all the time when she said this, and although she may not have been so happy, she could still see that she had been relieved of the incident after experiencing countless pains.

Su Qing is a more emotional person, after watching the movie, she cried uncontrollably, and Sumire Qing coaxed her for a long time next to her, but she still couldn't get better, which made Sumire Qing also mess up.

He wiped away tears for her, "It's just a movie, it's okay, ah." ”

Su Qing sobbed twice, "But I'm still so sad, she's really brave, if it were me, I would have collapsed a long time ago." ”

Sumire took the leftover popcorn and drinks for her, "It's okay, I won't let you do this." ”

Su Qing looked at him with big wet eyes, "But what if you leave me one day?" ”

Sumire Qing said very seriously: "I will not leave you. ”

Su Qing was still crying, "How can you be sure, no one knows what will happen in the future, maybe............... Forget it, don't want to. ”

Sumire Qing held her shoulder, "Su Qing, you have to believe me, I will always love you." I'll never let go of your hand. ”

Su Qing nodded and asked again, "Then what if you leave me in the future?" ”

He thought for a moment, "Then let me die alone." When he had said that, he asked her again, "What about you?" What would you do without me? ”

Su Qing was silent for a long time, she didn't seem to have seriously thought about this issue, and after a long time, she spoke, "If it weren't for you, I might never love someone again in my life." ”

Jin Qing was stunned, in this relationship, he always felt that he loved her more than she loved herself, but he didn't expect that she would love her so deeply, "Su Qing, thank you." ”

Su Qing wiped her tears, "Thank me for what?" ”

"Thank you for loving me so much."

Su Qing pursed her lips unnaturally, "It's good to know." ”

Sumire smiled and walked over to take her hand, "Let's go, let's go eat, what do you want to eat?" ”

Su Qing thought for a moment, "Hmm............ I want to eat soup dumplings. ”

"Okay."