Chapter 33: Life is Impermanent

(Sometimes, working hard is not to change the world, but not to be changed by the world.) No road is a detour, and no effort is wasted, because the wonder of life is never judged by the end. Not all struggles will have an outcome that satisfies you, but the process of every struggle will make you unique! As long as you keep going and look back, you will find that every place you insist on is a place that you thought you couldn't reach when you wanted to give up! )

Since that night, Kong Qian and I have probably lost contact with each other for several months, and every night in the past few months, I always wanted to take out my mobile phone and make a call, but I looked at the familiar number on the phone screen and hesitated to let go of my thoughts.

In the middle of summer in July, there is not a single cloud in the blue sky, and the fiery sun scorches the earth, sometimes crying, sometimes laughing.

For a while, the sky is clear, the blue sky is like washing, the sky is high and the clouds are light, and the sun is like fire; For a moment the sky was low and the clouds were dark, the clouds were thick, and the wind was roaring; For a while, the heavens were furious, and lightning flashed and thundered; After a while, it poured heavily and poured down; After a while, the rain rests, and the Hongqiao flies north and south. Summer is like a child's face, changing without warning.

I still remember the summer when Kong Qian and I met, it was the same, there was no trace of change, and what changed was that things were wrong.

Just as I was engrossed in typing the feature manuscript on the keyboard, Zhao Wei ran over from the corridor out of breath, Brother Yuan, it's not good, it's not good.

What's the matter, you kid won't be scared by ghosts, right? Why are you running so fast, what's the matter!

Brother Yuan, just, just, it's the "boya reading APP" we made before, APP, APP was sold by Liu Jiahui, Zhao Wei said breathlessly.

What the? Tell me again.

APP was sold by Liu Jiahui, Zhao Wei said earnestly.

I roared angrily and said, "Who have you sold it to, and what about others?" ”

He sold the APP to Xinyuan Culture Co., Ltd., people, people ran away with the money.

What the hell is going on, you give me a 1510 explanation.

Brother Yuan, people from Xinyuan Culture Co., Ltd. came to Liu Jiahui before, and discussed with him how to help our APP go public, in fact, it was just a pretense, and the real purpose of Xinyuan Culture Co., Ltd. was to take our APP as its own.

Since you know that Xinyuan Culture Co., Ltd. will do this, why don't you persuade Liu Jiahui? I said angrily.

Brother Yuan, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you, Liu Jiahui said privately that he would divide half of my acquisition money, so I, so I helped him hide it, who knows, who knows that he ran away with the money, Zhao Wei said to me while crying, and slapped his face.

I took a few steps back in shock, words out of my mouth, clenched my fists, tears swirling in my eyes, sometimes dripping down my face, sometimes onto the floor tiles, and there was a whooshing sound.

Brother Yuan, all the mistakes are my fault, if I had told you before, this kind of thing would not have happened, Zhao Wei complained to himself.

You roll for me, get out, roll as far as you want, Zhao Wei saw me go crazy and casually picked up the paper on the table and smashed it at him, he had to run out crying with a whimper.

Three years and eight months, three years and eight months, hehehe, hehe, three years and eight months of hard work came to naught, I said with the corners of my mouth squirming and laughing.

I was so grief-stricken that I smashed everything in the room like crazy, and for a while the whole room was in chaos, and the whole person sat on the chair with his legs straight, and then slipped from the chair to the floor, and his dull eyes kept looking at the computer screen that fell to the ground.

I don't know how long I stayed, I always felt that there was no strength in my whole body, the whole person lowered his head in despair, a wisp of dusk outside the window was reflected on the floor of the room, and the breeze stirred the window to sway back and forth.

Looking at the sunset red reflected on the floor, my heart was already like ashes, and I really responded to the sentence "The sunset is infinitely good, but it's just near dusk", Kong Qian's figure appeared in my mind from time to time, and suddenly I felt that my vision was a little blurry, and my eyes couldn't open my eyes if I wanted to, and the whole person fainted.

Kong Qian, Kong Qian, do you know? He Yuan: The APP they developed was sold, Li Xiaoya hurriedly called and said.

How do you know? Besides, even if it's sold, does it have anything to do with me? Kong Qian said.

Because the APP operator before them was developed and sorted out by their own team, but it was replaced by the trademark of Xinyuan Culture Co., Ltd., Kong Qian, how do you feel that you have changed.

Isn't it good to sell it if they sell it, so that they will have a lot of money? Kong Qian said.

No, no, you misunderstood what I meant, their APP was sold by someone who seemed to be called Liu Hehui, but he seemed to have rolled up the money and ran, and He Yuan and his team didn't get a penny, Li Xiaoya said.

Kong Qian didn't say a word.

Hey, hey, Kongxi, are you still there? Are you listening?

Kong Qian hung up the phone and sat alone in the office, looking out the window and pondering, "He Yuan, where are you now?" ”

I shut myself up in my room, and experienced almost three days and three nights of despair, when suddenly I heard a voice calling to me, my fingers suddenly moved, and my stiff legs and feet shook slightly.

I struggled to sit up in the chair, carefully propped up the table with my hands, and the whole person barely stood up, my legs and feet were numb for a while, and blood was surging all over my body from time to time.

I limped over to a broken lens hanging on the wall, my face was revealed, a black beard was added to my haggard face, I stretched out my right hand and touched my beard, facing the mirror and smiling bitterly, I didn't know if I was crying or laughing.

Touching the dirty and shiny hair, and the palms of my hands were also shiny, I went into the bathroom and turned on the faucet, and the water gushed out and fell on my hair, splashing everywhere, washing the stains on my hair, and also washing my three years and eight months.

I suddenly felt an indescribable sense of relief and comfort all over my body, as if I had a feeling of reunion after a long absence.

After washing, he shaved off the black and shiny beard on his face with a razor, and the whole person looked like a new one.

I cleaned up the papers scattered on the floor, put everything in this room, reluctantly walked outside, and locked the door lock with the key, which not only closed all the gains and losses, but also completely closed my entire atrium.

I didn't know what I was going to do now, so I packed my bags and looked at this familiar and unfamiliar place reluctantly, and from time to time the past came to my mind, and I turned around with great difficulty and walked out of this familiar and unfamiliar place.

Not long after I left, Kong Qian ran here panting, looked at the locked house, and knocked on the door, He Yuan, are you there? He Yuan......

The knock on the door affected an old woman who lived in the neighborhood next door, and the old woman opened the door, looked at Kong Qian with a probe, and made a hoarse voice from her mouth, Hey, girl, don't knock, the young man packed up and left early in the morning.

Grandma, I would like to ask you, how long has he been gone? Kong Qian asked modestly.

I don't remember very clearly, it seems that people left in the morning, people are old, I can't remember clearly, girl, who are you?

He, he's a friend of mine, Kong Qian said hesitantly.

Hey, it's rare that he still has such a beautiful friend as you to come to see him, but unfortunately he doesn't know anymore, these days he locks himself in the room alone, sometimes he occasionally makes a noise, sometimes he makes a noise to other residents, and the residents all scold him, I'm old and sleep less, so it doesn't affect me much, it's just a pity that such a young man is gone, and I don't know what he has experienced.

Thank you, grandmother, I know, I hope you can forgive me for disturbing you, Kong Qian said.

After saying that, Kong Qian turned around and left, Hey, girl, if he comes back, I will definitely tell him, you have come to see him, Kong Qian turned her head and bowed and walked away.

I dragged my suitcase and took a taxi to the train station, looking at the place where I was about to leave, I was a little reluctant, and I didn't know when I would return to my hometown.

The train made a long beel, and the radio station said, "Please check in and get on the train as soon as possible, and the train will stop at platform 2."

I dragged my luggage and squeezed onto the train, the train started slowly, looking out the window at this familiar second home, from time to time in my mind recalled the years I had experienced here in the past few years, and for a moment, I seemed to see Kong Qian.

After Kong Qian left from the place where I lived before, she also took a taxi to the train station in a hurry, came to the train station, hurriedly threw the money to the taxi driver, opened the door and got out of the car, the taxi driver shouted, "Girl, I haven't found your change yet", Kong Qian turned his head and responded to the taxi master, "No need".

Then the whole person kept looking around in the station like crazy, kept running, kept searching, and when she heard the long whistle of the train slowly departing, she cried in despair.

Passing by, she took out a tissue to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and walked out of the train station step by step, tears blurred her vision, and my picture appeared in a trance in front of her eyes.

A smile appeared at the corner of her face, and people passing by didn't know why she was laughing, maybe only she knew whether she was laughing or trying to laugh and couldn't cry.

Just as her whole body was tilting and swaying, her whole body fainted unconsciously, and at the moment of falling, suddenly a hand grabbed her entire tilted body, and the corner of her eye unconsciously saw him - Shangguan Yi.

Shangguan Yi picked her up with both hands and ran to the car, she heard "Kong Qian, hold on, don't sleep" in a trance, Shangguan Yi hurriedly fastened her seat belt, drove to the hospital with maximum horsepower, and said "Kong Qian, hold on" from time to time......

Kong Qian woke up on the way, slowly sat up straight, Shangguan Yi saw her wake up from the mirror, and said with a smile, "Great, it's okay, Kong Qian."

Kong Qian raised her low head with difficulty and looked at Shangguan Yi, and politely said thank you.

Kong Qian, what happened to you just now? Why did you faint all of a sudden, is it anemia or? Let's go to the hospital!

No, no, I'm fine, I just fainted a little dazzled just now.

By the way, how did you get at the train station? Kong Qian asked.

I just came back from a train ride out of town, and as soon as I got off the train, I walked out of the train station and saw that you were about to faint, Shangguan Yi explained.

All right! Then you put me down in front, I want to go back by myself, and I want to take a few days off to rest these days, please help me talk to Sister Xue.

Shangguan Yi looked at Kong Qian suspiciously, but it was not easy to ask, so she parked the car aside according to her request, after Kong Qian got out of the car, a person called a taxi back to the school dormitory, and closed the house tightly, and the whole person lay flat on the bed, lying quietly without making the slightest sound.