April hesitated for a moment, and said tentatively to Gu Moyang, "Aren't we going to say okay first, you go back to the army first and get a letter of introduction for marriage, and when everything is done, after I arrange the family, I will go to the army with you, and we will get married then." ”

Gu Moyang was very sensitive this time, he almost immediately noticed the hesitation in April's words, he stopped the action of packing things in his hand, and frowned at April, "You don't want to marry me?" ”

April hesitated for a moment, then nodded slightly, "To be honest, it's not that I don't want to, I just want to wait for you to calm down, and wait for everything to be done, after all, I am also a woman, and I also hope that my marriage can be completed only once in my life, but do you see that if we get married and go to the army, we will not get the blessing of the parents on both sides, and this is difficult, maybe wait for a while?" ”

Indeed, at this stage, April doesn't really want to get married so much.

She didn't mean that she cared about whether Zhou Anying was willing or not, but the fact that Zhou Anying was Gu Moyang's mother couldn't be changed, and Gu Moyang couldn't care about his mother for the rest of his life.

They haven't gotten married yet, Zhou Anying is already so difficult, she can't imagine what Zhou Anying will do in the future if they get married like this.

There is a more important point, she didn't figure out Gu Moyang's feelings for her, she promised him before, maybe because she saw that he turned his face to Zhou Anying for herself, and she agreed as soon as her heart softened.

But when she sobered up, she hesitated again.

In fact, April herself doesn't even know what she wants.

Maybe in this way, she is ready to marry Gu Moyang, but not now.

Gu Moyang looked at April, was silent for a long time, and asked softly, "Are you sure?" ”

Looking at Gu Moyang's eyes, there was expectation, and there was also a hint of caution, April was actually a little unbearable to say no, but she couldn't pass her own level, if Gu Moyang didn't figure out her feelings, she didn't know what her marriage was.

She nodded, "yes, not right now." ”

Gu Moyang looked at April, his eyes were filled with disappointment, this time he didn't force April, he just nodded, "Then forget it." ”

With that, he turned around and went back to packing his things.

In fact, he didn't have the heart to do anything at all, there was only one sentence in his mind, April was unwilling to marry him, it turned out that she didn't expect to marry him, it turned out that she really did as she said before, she didn't love him, just because he was a soldier, so at the critical moment, she refused.

Gu Moyang felt that his heart hurt as if it had cracked open at the moment of April's refusal, and the wound couldn't be touched, but it hurt so much that he had no strength to think about anything.

He didn't even know what to do with her.

He was afraid, and if he continued to talk about it, April would not directly say that he would break up.

Perhaps, when you really love someone, you are like this, what you say and do, you are afraid of losing.

He even hoped that it would be okay if April didn't love him, and it didn't matter if she didn't want to get married, as long as she didn't say she didn't want him.

But in the same way, his sentence was especially harsh in April's ears, and she couldn't accept it.

What does it mean to forget it, is it no longer married, or the two of them just forget it.

Isn't it too cruel to yourself?

In fact, this time Gu Moyang really made all the preparations to marry her.

April tried to explain again, "Moyang, I'm not what you think. ”

Gu Moyang still had his back to April, but said softly, "You say, I'll listen." ”