(The suddenness of life always comes with the first rays of light.) Every day people leave, and every day people return. You don't have to dwell on leaving, and you don't have to be happy about returning. If it is really the reflection of the soul, it does not matter whether it returns or leaves, it follows it all the time. If it is really the meaning of life, even if it is far away, it will also be together. It all starts with the heart. Love someone in moderation, and distance yourself from your lover in moderation. Love him at a distance that is not far away, and he will never leave you. )

After returning to the dormitory, I looked at the "Apple Macbook Pro" on the desk, and remembered what Li Xiaoya said, "That laptop of yours was saved by Kong Qian working several part-time jobs during this time."

As soon as I thought of this, my heart ached like a knife, my nose was sore, my eyes felt blurry, and the tears in the corners of my eyes slipped down to my face one by one, slowly flowing to my lips and then converging into teardrops falling to the ground, quietly looking out the window.

In the middle of winter, the north wind is bitter, the silver-gray clouds are galloping in the sky, the cold snap is rolling, and a heavy snow is brewing. At the beginning of the snowfall, often the snow flakes are not big, not too dense, such as catkins fluttering lightly with the wind, as the wind blows more and more fiercely, the snow becomes denser and denser, and the snowflakes are getting bigger and bigger, like weaving a white net, and nothing can be seen in the distance.

After Kong Qian got on the train, the whole person curled up near the window, gasping for white breath from her mouth without moving, her eyes swept everything around from time to time and looked at her embarrassed appearance.

The sound of the train rumbling, rumbling, rumbling out of Beijing Station was deafening, and at some point, Kong Qian fell asleep against the window, and when she woke up, she had already reached her destination.

walked out of the train station with his suitcase, and then squeezed into the bus alone, and after returning to the dormitory, his roommates interrogated Kong Qian one after another, Kong Qian, how is it? What do you think? You went to Beijing to celebrate He Yuan's birthday this time, is he very happy......

When Kong Qian heard this, she buried her head and cried, and her roommates felt a little inexplicable, and they were all thinking "What's going on?" Why did you cry so sadly when you came back? "It won't be because of ......

The roommates couldn't guess what Kong Qian was crying for, but they didn't want to see Kong Qian crying so sadly alone, so they walked to Kong Qian's side to comfort Kong Qian.

I only heard Kong Qian say: "He Yuan, you big liar, you said that you will only be good to me alone in your life, but you are ......

The roommates looked at each other in shock, and secretly thought in their hearts, "Could it be that He Yuan cheated".

Kong Qian, don't cry, tell us what's going on first? How to go to Beijing to give He Yuan a birthday and come back like this, it won't be He Yuan bullying you! A roommate said.

He Yuan, He Yuan, why are you sorry for me, why did you deceive me, have you forgotten what you said to me at the beginning? Kong Qian said angrily.

Xiaoqian, don't cry first, it's not good to cry and break your body, no matter what, the days have to go on, although I don't know what happened when you went to Beijing, but your body is your own, don't cruelly hurt your body for some unworthy people.

After listening to the roommate's words, Kong Qian's crying gradually subsided, and the whole person curled up on the bed, the quilt covered himself tightly, and the roommate saw that Kong Qian was no longer crying, so they each returned to their respective chairs and sat quietly about what He Yuan had done to be sorry for Kong Qian.

Ever since Kong Qian sadly left, I have been dialing the same number I know most every day, but every time I always hear "Hello, the person you are calling is busy, please dial again later".

After the final exams of this semester, my roommates packed their bags and prepared to go back and forth, and I was thinking about how to explain to Kong Qian this time to get her forgiveness.

When I walked alone in the bleak campus, I actually met Zhang Xiaodie, when I first saw her, I always hoped that she couldn't see me, but it backfired, Zhang Xiaodie also saw me and walked over.

I didn't know what to say, I stood there alone, I didn't know what to say, Zhang Xiaodie looked at my expression and understood, and took the initiative to say to me, "He Yuan, I'm sorry, I didn't know you had a girlfriend before, that thing... I'm really sorry! ”

After hearing Zhang Xiaodie finish the call, I felt even more embarrassed, so I said: "No, no, no, I'm sorry for you."

No, He Yuan, you are not sorry for me, the person you are most sorry for is your girlfriend Kong Qian, since that night, I have thought about it a lot and thought about it a lot, love is selfish, I really love you, whenever I see you, my heart will always flutter, it should be said that from the moment I met you when I registered in college, I found that I really liked you, but since I saw what Kong Qian paid for you, I really saw how deep her love for you is.

Xiaodie, I'm not a heartless person, I can feel what you have done for me, but the bond between me and Kong Qian is really inseparable, I hope you can understand.

He Yuan, I'm sorry, I made your girlfriend Kong Qian misunderstand the relationship between us before, if I can, as long as I can help you get her back, I can do anything for you.

No need, Xiaodie, I can only blame this matter for not handling it well, and here I want to say "I'm sorry" to you, whether you accept it or not.

So how far, can we still be good friends?

Haven't we always been good friends? I said to Zhang Xiaodie with a smile.

By the way, He Yuan, when are you going to go home? When you go back this time, you must find Kong Qian to explain it face to face, I believe Kong Qian will definitely be able to forgive you, Zhang Xiaodie said to me with a confident smile.

I plan to pack up my things and prepare to go home in a while, I hope I can get Kong Qian's forgiveness when I go back this time! After saying goodbye to Zhang Xiaodie, I returned to the dormitory, packed some clothes casually, and then set off for the train station.

After getting on the train, the train kept moving into the distance, and I kept thinking about how to explain to Kong Qian, I don't know how she was doing during this time? I don't know if she's fat or thin......

After arriving at the station, a person squeezed out of the train station with a suitcase, and in the crowd I seemed to hear someone calling me, "Brother Yuan, Brother Yuan..."

I dragged my suitcase and walked over, hey, Junwoo, how did you kid know that I was back today?

Brother Yuan, in fact, we all know the news that you came back today, Zhao Zhiwei didn't come because of something, so I came to pick you up alone, Wang Junyu said with a smile.

Yes, you kid haven't seen you for a few months, and the whole person is more energetic.

Hehe, Brother Yuan, don't bother me, come, I'll help you get the suitcase! Wang Junyu said.

Okay, here you go, after Wang Junyu took the suitcase, we got into a taxi together, and at first Wang Junyu kept talking to me about some interesting things about him at school.

Brother Yuan, I forgot to tell you, I talked about my girlfriend at school, how is it, don't you feel that I am also quite attractive!

Yo, you kid can! Tell me honestly whose girl you have harmed!

Brother Yuan, there is nothing worth saying about me, but you, I heard that you and Kong Qian had a conflict, Wang Junyu looked at me and said.

How do you know, I finally know what it means to have a good thing not to go out, and a bad thing to spread thousands of miles! But don't mention it, it's all my fault.

Brother Yuan, after Li Xiaoya arrived a few days ago, she called Sister-in-law Qian and Zhao Zhiwei to have a meal together, and heard Li Xiaoya say, "There seems to be a person named Zhang Hedie in your school who has looked for her and told her a lot, I don't remember the specifics, it was all Zhao Zhiwei and me, but it seems that Li Xiaoya and Sister-in-law Qian said it."

Hearing Wang Junyu say this, I don't know what Zhang Xiaodie said when she went to Li Xiaoya, and from time to time I thought of what Zhang Xiaodie said to me confidently when I left school, "When you go back this time, you must find Kong Qian to explain it face to face, I believe Kong Qian will definitely be able to forgive you."

I seemed to figure out what she meant, but I was a little unpredictable, and then I didn't think much about it, after Wang Junyu sent me to the door, I sincerely invited him to my house as a guest, but he prevaricated because he had something.

When I dragged my luggage home, I saw my mother trotting over and saying, "Xiaoyuan, you have lost weight, did you not eat well at school!" You wait for Mom to go to the kitchen and make you something to eat, and you must eat more later."

My father, who had been sitting on the couch reading the newspaper, said, "I'm back."

I hummed and dragged my suitcase back to my room, and when I was done, I walked out of the bedroom, and when I watched the TV series with the remote control, my phone rang.

I took out my phone and saw that it was Li Xiaoya calling, so I picked it up, hey, He Yuan, have you arrived home? I wanted to pick you up at the train station today, but I didn't go because there was something at home.

Well, it's fine.

Come out tonight for a while, I'll help you ask Kong Qian to come out, we already know what happened before, but Kong Qian is still angry, after all, the girl finally went to Beijing to celebrate your birthday, but those things happened, so you can explain to Kong Qian in the evening!

I hung up the phone with a hum, walked out after lunch with my parents at home, and walked around in the community, I kept thinking about what Wang Junyu and Li Xiaoya said, which made me a bit like a monk with a stick, a little confused.

It wasn't until later that I learned that Zhang Xiaodie had gone to find Li Xiaoya, although I don't particularly know how she found Li Xiaoya, but it is not difficult to imagine that scene, which Kong Qian told me later.

I heard that Zhang Xiaodie found Li Xiaoya, because she knew that Li Xiaoya was Kong Qian's best friend, so she wanted to explain the relationship between her and me through Li Xiaoya, and Li Xiaoya told Kong Qian the original nature of the matter, which made Kong Qian know that she had made a fuss, but I think the most bitter person in my heart at that time should be Zhang Xiaodie.