Chapter 114: Purple Fragrance (I)
The first time I saw Brother Zimo, he slept very quietly.
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My name is "Luo Zixin", and Grandpa Yan told me that every word in my name contains a deep meaning.
Luo, taken from "Luoshen". Grandpa Yan said that a long, long time ago, a person named Cao Zhi wrote a poem "Luo Shen Fu". "Luo Shen Fu" said: Its shape is also like a frightening dragon, graceful like a dragon. Rong Yao autumn chrysanthemum, Huamao spring pine. The hair is like the moon covered by light clouds, and the fluttering is like the snow of the flowing wind. Looking at it from afar, it is as bright as the sun rising in the morning glow, and when you are forced to observe it, it is scorching like a hibiscus rising out of the waves. The fiber is heartfelt, and the fit is shortened. If the shoulders are cut, the waist is as plain. Stretch the neck and show the neck, and the quality is exposed. Fangze has no addition, lead Huafu Yu. The clouds are ethereal, and the eyebrows are trimmed. Dan lips are bright outside, bright teeth are fresh inside, bright eyes are good, and Jing Fu inherits power. Magnificent and elegant, quiet and leisurely. Tenderness and flattery in words.
Purple, taken from "purple gas from the east". "Ye Ye Yaozhi Jade Cave opens, and the dark purple qi comes from the east", Grandpa Yan said, I was born on the coast of the East China Sea far away, and one day, I will also return to the coast of the East China Sea. At that time, the purple sunset will spread over the entire sky, and it will be as beautiful as a painting.
Xin, taken from "orchid fragrance". Grandpa Yan said that Lan Xinhuixiang is talking about the fragrant and warm spring breath, and it is also about the woman's quiet and intelligent character, and at the same time, this is also Grandpa Yan's hope for me, hoping that I will be a kind-hearted woman.
But in fact, Grandpa Smoke once inadvertently told me that I was an orphan. The name "Luo Zixin" is actually just because Grandpa Yan picked me up on a rainy day with purple flowers and fragrant flowers, so he gave me this name.
But, I like the name.
Tianyin Village is a beautiful little village, and I grew up here. The people here are very kind, my uncles, aunts, grandparents have treated me very well, and the scenery here is very beautiful, with the lush Nanshan Mountain, the bright and mirror-like Nanhu Lake, and many other places.
I like Tianyin Village, I like the people here, and I like the scenery here. It's just that...... I don't like the night here.
Grandpa Yan has warned me since I was a child that at night, I must stay in the house obediently and never leave the house. Grandpa Smoke said that at night, there were no people outside the house, but ghosts.
But I've never seen the ghost that Grandpa Smoke said.
Grandpa Smoke is my dearest person and the person who loves me the most, and I have always believed what Grandpa Smoke said. So, at night, I never left my room. It's just that, sometimes, I look out the window.
The village was as quiet as ever, except that the night was thicker, the frogs chirped, the wind was faster, and the moonlight was brighter. On several occasions, I had secretly made a small hole in the window to get a better view of the outside.
But there was nothing.
There was a time when I was bothered by this question and I even suspected that Grandpa Smoke was lying to me. Finally, I plucked up the courage and asked Grandpa Smoke, I wanted to know if my dearest person was lying to me.
At that time, Grandpa Yan touched my head and said, "Girl, people and ghosts are different. Ghosts only have souls, not bodies, we are all mortals with the naked eye, how can we see ghosts?"
I nodded in realization, and finally solved my confusion, and then I felt guilty. I even suspected that Grandpa Smoke was cheating on me, I was not a good girl, and I wanted to apologize to Grandpa Yan, but Grandpa Smoke had already gone away.
After that, I never talked about it again. It's just that one night not long after, Aunt Li's son secretly ran out, his name is Chen Xiaoniu, and he is a good friend of mine. It's just that after that, I never saw him again.
Aunt Li cried for a long time, and I realized that Grandpa Yan really didn't lie to me. Grandpa, I'm sorry, Xin'er shouldn't have doubted you.
That year, I was ten years old.
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In that year, I had a dream.
In my dream, there was a girl who looked exactly like me. However, even though we look exactly the same, I always have an inexplicable feeling that she is more beautiful than me. We have the same long hair, the same eyes, the same face, the same lips.
But she's just prettier than me, and that's an incomparable beauty.
If there's one thing I'm different from her, it's my eyes and clothes. Her eyes are cold, and Grandpa Smoke said that everyone's eyes represent everyone's heart. However, in the dream, she seemed to have no heart, so her eyes were only cold.
Ah, yes, and clothes!
In the dream, she was wearing a long blue dress, I have never seen such a beautiful dress, like a blue ocean, although I have never seen the ocean, but Grandpa Yan once told me about the beauty of the ocean.
She was wearing a long blue dress with cold eyes. In front of her, I was an ugly duckling, and she was a proud swan. She didn't say a word to me, but I could feel that she seemed to be talking a lot.
I couldn't hear the words, but they gave me a splitting headache. When the first rays of sunlight appeared in the east, the dreams shattered, and the words that gave me a splitting headache were gone.
I opened my eyes, and the sunlight was shining into my eyes, and it was warm.
Since then, I have suddenly had a very strong desire to see the sunrise.
Since then, every full moon night, the "me" that is more beautiful than me will appear in my dreams. She never spoke, but the voices would always desperately burrow into my head and make me hurt.
When that dream first appeared, I had told Grandpa Smoke. At that time, Grandpa Yan told me with a smile that it was just a dream. But why, I seem to feel the bitterness in Grandpa Yan's smile.
Since then, I haven't told anyone about that dream, and "she" has become my secret.
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The first time I saw Brother Zimo, he slept very quietly.
I was picked up by Grandpa Yan, so when I knew that Brother Zimo was also picked up by Grandpa Yan, a certain emotion called "sympathy for the same disease" made me feel a little sorry for him who seemed to be asleep.
Grandpa Yan asked me to take care of him, and I agreed.
I put him on my bed, his breathing was steady, his heartbeat was normal, there was no fluctuation of Wu Yuan's power, in my opinion, he was just a mortal, the same as me. However, he never showed signs of coming to his senses.
A mortal who has not eaten or drunk for more than half a year, but there is no abnormality in his body, makes me feel amazed, and I am more and more curious about what kind of person he is. Inexplicably, I began to look forward to the day he woke up every day.
That day has finally come.
On that day, I wore a plain white dress. Grandpa Yan has a medicine field, and I often help Grandpa Yan take care of the medicine field. The wind was very refreshing, the temperature of the sun was just right, I liked the weather, and it seemed that in that weather, good things always happen.
In other words, in my heart, I look forward to good things coming.
At that time, I was watering, and suddenly I felt a gaze from behind me. I put down the wooden scoop in my hand, turned around, and saw the boy who had been lying on my bed and seemed unwilling to wake up.
He finally woke up.
It was a sense of relief that good weather would happen to you. The sun was shining on the boy, and I saw his eyes. It was a pair of deep eyes, just thinking about the well at the entrance of the village, which was bottomless, making people want to find out.
I raised the corners of my mouth, squinted my eyes, and said, "You're awake!"
When I said this, I noticed that the boy's gaze changed suddenly. His gaze was one of appreciating beautiful things, but now his gaze was a memory.
The gaze was gentle. He was obviously looking at me, but at a certain moment, I suddenly felt that he was not looking at me, he was looking at another girl. What kind of girl would make this boy show such gentle eyes?
I suddenly envied the girl, and even a little jealous. Even if I don't know why I feel jealous, I don't know what that girl looks like.
The boy was still immersed in his memories, and he didn't come back to his senses even when I approached him. I walked up to him, waved my hand at him, and said, "Huh!"
Visibly startled, he took a step back. But somehow, he suddenly fell backwards with unsteady steps, and I was about to exclaim, but he grabbed my hand. Before I could react, I was dragged to the ground by him.
There was no pain as expected as I fell on top of him.
At that moment, my heart was beating fast. Because, he's very close to me. I could smell him, I could feel his breath, and I could even count his eyebrows. The tips of our noses touched each other, and our lips were no more than a finger's distance from each other.
Suddenly, a terrible thought popped into my mind: I want to kiss it!
But, somehow, there was a peculiar aura about him, which I can't describe, but which made me want to get close to him, even to possess him. [Heavenly Dao: Hehe, when I give a color of light and rain, doesn't it exist?]
After a while, I resisted the urge and hurriedly, hurriedly stood up from him. If I had a mirror in front of me, I would notice how red my face was. Still, I knew my cheeks were getting hot.
"I ......"
"You ......"
I was about to speak, but I didn't expect him to speak too. Seeing his embarrassed look, I couldn't help but smile and said, "My name is Luo Zixin, what about you?"
"Mozi Song. He said.
Brother Zimo, do you remember? That was the first time I met you.