The next day, while Yan An'an was still resting, Yan Danyan, who slept a little too much, ran to the private beach attached to the villa alone.

Watching the bright red sun stain this sea of clouds red, breaking through the water surface little by little, and slowly emitting its own brilliance, Yan Danyan was a little confused.

What do you live for?

I was an orphan since I was a child, and I was lucky to be adopted by the Yan family, but I didn't have a good life, except that Sister An An was really good to her, and I didn't find a trace of temperature in the Yan family, obviously I was adopted by you, didn't I?

Why adopt me if you don't want to be nice to me? I might be able to find a better adoptive family at the orphanage. It's just that......

It's just that I may never meet my sister An An again, this person who is really good to me.

Later, I met Etan, but I soon lost it again, and the people I thought were dead reunited again, and they changed a lot. Except for being good to yourself, it seems that everything has changed.

Is it the price of growing up to change and never be like your original self again? Yan Danyan himself didn't have an answer.

18 years old is a beautiful word, and unlike the happy Sister An An, she is a superfluous existence. Otherwise, why did those people drive themselves out so impatiently as soon as Sister An An went abroad?

And he is useless enough, except for the Yan family, after being kicked out, there is no place to stay.

So much so that I met Gu Xijue......

Yan Danyan looked at the beautiful sea, such a beautiful sea, but it contained dangers that human beings could not imagine. Just like Gu Xijue, why didn't he see it in the first place?

Obviously he already knew that he was just for the woman named Wen Xuan, why did he move his heart first? Obviously, as long as you make a mobile blood bank, wouldn't it be good to wait until that woman is cured?

Why should you be tempted!

Yan Danyan grabbed her hair in pain.

So a little bit of warmth makes you inextricable, and you're too cheap, right? Yan Danyan wiped the tears that kept flowing.

And that person, who obviously loves that woman, why does he drink it when he knows that there is medicine in the wine? Is that that person that important?

Or does it mean that as long as it is the woman who saved him Gu Xijue, he Gu Xijue will love him and can't extricate himself? Even if there is no Yan Danyan from her, even if there is no Wen Xuan, there will be other women?

Tears burst out of his eyes irrepressibly, and he couldn't wipe them clean, Yan Danyan simply gave up wiping his tears, buried his head in his knees, and let the surging tears wet his skirt.

Yes, he was so slight to him. Otherwise, he wouldn't, knowing that he was injured, insisted on giving that person a blood transfusion himself, even if he would die, as long as he could save the person he thought had saved him, it would not be the price.

At that time, Gu Xijue was not even as good as a Lu Ming.

And then? I was pregnant with a child.

Unexpectedly, in just one night, he was pregnant with his child. Should it be said that God favors you, or is it fate? I have a child, but it's still not as good as that Wen Xuan, obviously he has already moved his heart, isn't he?

Later, in a car accident, his own child was gone, and the poor child was gone before he had time to see the beauty of the world.

Thinking of the child, Yan Danyan helped her lower abdomen, now that there is the same life here, he will definitely live longer than his brothers and sisters, this time she Yan Danyan will not let anyone take away the child that belongs to her.

Rudely wiped away his tears with his sleeve, regardless of the fact that his cheeks were red from the sleeves, he reluctantly pulled out a smile and looked down at his stomach. "Baby, did mom scare you? Mom won't be like this again, okay? ”

Touching his lower abdomen, which had begun to bulge a little, Yan Danyan remembered the past again.

What happened when he got himself back? Looks like a leak, right? Obviously I'm not an employee of his company, am I? Why did he become the object of suspicion just by going to him a few times, and even he Gu Xijue didn't believe her?

That's it, why did you agree to marry Wen Xuan but still come to provoke me? Even if both of them died, you still wouldn't let me go.

You just let Wen Xuan slander me and black me, and you still have to pester me, why can't you love someone intently?

I left, you did look for it, but why didn't you insist? Am I always inferior to you in terms of weight? Otherwise, why do you keep saying that you love me, but you are entangled with Wen Xuan, and even let her hurt me again and again?

I have obviously kept my distance from you, and even with my children, I have also been kind to me, why do you still not give up and want to drag me to hell with you?

Gu Xijue, is it only when I'm unhappy and unhappy that you feel happy?

Yan Danyan's hand fell on his lower abdomen again, maybe God was really unfair, he gave me my first child, but took away my both.

He gave me a second child, but Etan died. It's clear that you are the one who should have come to save me the most, why are all those innocent people who die?

Stroking his lower abdomen, Yan Anan still couldn't deceive himself.

I still love Gu Xijue, even if I am far from the end of the world, I still can't stop thinking about him, otherwise why would I go back to that sad place?

In this way, he will not lose his own Tan, but he still went back, in the final analysis, he still wants to Gu Xijue.

Because I can't let go, because I miss him, because of love, I went back and lost the most important thing, but why can't I stop thinking about him?

Obviously he is so unbearable? Why do you still love him?

People say that time is the best healing medicine, but why does it happen that the longer time passes, the more you can't extricate yourself? Gu Xijue: Why did I get poisoned by you?

A handkerchief was handed over, and Yan Danyan was so frightened that he almost fell aside.

But he was grabbed by Live's arm and didn't fall down. "Don't be so nervous."

Live asked Yan Danyan to sit down, and he sat at a distance from Yan Danyan. "It's been a long time since you've been on your own. Your sister didn't accompany you? ”

"My sister is still resting." Yan Danyan tried not to have the voice of crying just now.

Live stuffed the handkerchief to Yan Danyan, "If you want to cry, cry, anyway, you're a girl, even if you cry, it doesn't matter." ”

Yan Danyan shook his head fiercely, "Don't." ”

Live leaned back with his hands on the beach, "Why not?" This is a girl's privilege, girls are good at this, do whatever you have, don't hold back and hide, as long as you think, even if you turn the sky upside down, there will be someone to carry it, as long as you are beautiful enough, that's enough. ”

"I won't." Yan Danyan's voice was muffled, and Live pulled out a good-looking smile, "Won't anything?" Won't turn the sky upside down, or won't someone help you carry it? ”

"Both." Yan Danyan looked at the endless sea, and his eyes were full of tears.

Live patted Yan Danyan on the shoulder, "You think too much, you haven't tried, how do you know that the result will be what you think?" Like those things that you are hiding in your heart right now. ”

"If you don't say it, how will others know what you're thinking?" Live turned his head to look at Yan Danyan, "No one is you, if you don't say it, others will never understand you, it's like love, you think you express it obviously enough, but you have never said love to the person you love." ”

"After a long time, he gets used to it, and he will never know that it is love."

Yan Danyan looked at Live's smile and seemed to understand something. Live stood up, picked up a few rocks, and threw them into the sea. "Yan Danyan, in fact, you are very lucky, because the person you love also loves you."

"The one I love loves me too?" Yan Danyan lowered his head and muttered.

"Yes, the person you love also loves you, now nothing is an obstacle, only your heart is hindered, when you let go, when, your happiness will come."

"But don't keep him waiting too long, because the heart changes. We can't promise eternity, because the human heart is different ten years ago and ten years later, but we can look forward to eternity. ”

"Cherish what you have, and do your best to grasp what you should grab, so that even if we are old, we will not regret what we are left behind."

"Too many people, when they get old, have nothing to reminisce about except regret." Live looked into the distance and suddenly lowered his head, "And regret is the cheapest, like I said, when a person dies, he dies, there are not so many accidents in the world, there are just inevitable, there are not so many miracles." The living want the living to be well, and the same is true for the dead. ”

"Promise me, don't let yourself live in regret, okay?" Yan Danyan and Live looked at each other like this.

Live squatted down and looked into Yan Danyan's eyes, "You still have people who love you, you don't have to investigate why you are still alive, as long as there are people you love, living is never a torture." ”

"You've been sitting outside for too long, and although the sea breeze is comfortable, it's still not good for the baby if it blows for a long time. Well? Live stood up and held out his hand to Yan Danyan.

Yan Danyan looked at the hand in front of him, hesitated for a long time, trembled and put on the slightly calloused hand, as soon as he touched it, he was brought up by the hand.

"Don't regret your choice. Trust your first feeling, that's often right. Live smiled softly at Yan Danyan, and Yan Danyan couldn't help but laugh too.

"Thank you." Yan Danyan said this sentence towards Live.

Neither of them noticed that on the second floor of a villa, there was a figure who had just left.

Yan Danyan held Live's hand and walked towards the villa, and saw Yan An'an guarding the door......