Chapter 44: Leonard's Inner Monologues

Chapter 44 of the Battle Song of the Third Angel, Leonard's Inner Monologues

Whether Jill is happy or not is a question that I cannot answer, but judging from the relationship between him and Miss Talia, the harmonious and natural atmosphere is absolutely impossible to disguise. For the first time in a long time, I have felt the cruelty of the Forced Marriage Act so truly.

Although I have experienced that process before, I was in the confusion of coming to this world at that time, and I couldn't really substitute myself into it, so I always treated the whole process with a dispensable mentality. But then the heavens gave me a big surprise, Luna, who was kind and beautiful, and had a very innocent and straightforward personality, added a beautiful color to my otherwise bleak life. Maybe I'm blessed, and I'm taken on a smooth and glorious path at that fateful fork in the road. Compared to me, most people are determined to be partners for the rest of their lives without knowing anything, and the final result can be imagined, and there must be very few people who can be happy. So many people who are not willing to be manipulated by fate choose an extremely bumpy path, like Jill and Miss Talia, although they cannot be recognized by everyone and society, but they can obtain a small and hidden world of happiness in this indifferent world.

Such laws that are contrary to social rules are implemented in order to ensure that society has access to adequate population resources for development. Can it really be considered a more advanced species than humans?

Looking at the elated Luna beside me, my heart warmed. This is a girl who can be loved by everyone, and it is a great gift for fate to be able to connect me with her. But I really want to make up my mind to spend my life with her, but it is an irrepressible unwillingness, who is it in my heart, is it Lux? Luna? Or even Malu? There is no one definitive answer. From what I know about Luna, she is a rather opinionated and conservative girl, and once you decide that a man will never have a crush on another person of the opposite sex at the same time, I can tell that her current crush is pinned on me. Compared to her, I still hovered between a few women in my heart, and I seemed so vile and ugly.

I suddenly made a decision in my heart, since I didn't have the right to choose, I left this right to Luna to use herself.

"Hey, Luna." I let out a soft snort.

"Huh? What's wrong? Luna looked back at me.

"I remember you saying that you hated letting the Forced Marriage Act dictate your fate......" I carefully weighed my rhetoric, "what if...... I mean, if you really don't like the feeling of being with me, you can always say it, and I'll give you a choice......"

Before she could finish speaking, Luna was already staring at me menacingly, "You're underestimating me, Leonard. Do you think I'm barely with you because of just a copy of the Forced Marriage Act? If you're tired of being with me, you don't have to explain to me in such a hypocritical way, you're ...... You nasty guy. With that, he kicked me hard in the leg and strode forward.

I couldn't help but smile wryly, this girl's temper was still so impulsive, and I hurried away without even leaving a chance to explain. But does this push back the right to choose from me? In that case, I'll just take it personally. Whatever the decision may be in the future, Luna Maria Hawke, this beautiful and lovely girl, I will do my best to ensure her happiness.

I kept my head down and walked forward silently, always maintaining an unhurried pace. Suddenly, a pair of familiar purple boots appeared in my field of vision, and I looked up in surprise to find a person who was not supposed to be here standing in front of me. Luna put her hands behind her back and looked at me worriedly, "I'm sorry, Leonard, I was a little heavier, I hope you don't mind." ”

I smiled faintly and shook my head, indicating that I didn't take it to heart.

"What's wrong with you today, is there anything you're not happy about?" Seeing that I was a little listless, Luna said to me seriously, "If there's any trouble, you might as well tell me, it's easier for two people to bear than one." ”

"Don't worry, it's not a big deal, let's go back quickly, otherwise Meiling will have to wait in a hurry." I took Luna's hand and led the blushing girl out of the block.

In life, happiness is always very little, but I was carried away by the sudden and excessive happiness, it is time to make a choice, and if this continues, happiness will sooner or later evolve into a disaster.

C.E.713/8

Inside the February City Non-commissioned Officer School, in my office.

I was sorting out some of my belongings, and just over half a month as an instructor didn't allow me to store much stuff here, just a big suitcase. But the thought of saying goodbye to this place soon, there is still a faint reluctance, Wicker and Platina, two excellent seedlings, the basic things have almost been taught to them, and the rest is a matter of experience, which can only be slowly accumulated by themselves on the battlefield.

"Instructor. Wicker (Platina) came to report. ”

"Come in."

Wicker and Platina looked straight at me as they entered, and asked anxiously, "Instructor, I heard that you are leaving this school, is that really the case?" ”

"How do you know?" I asked, a little surprised. But when you think about it, Wickel can even get Zaft's confidential battle information, and it's not unusual to know that these things are not too secretive.

"What's true or false about this, since the Zaft headquarters has spoken, I can only honestly go to the front line. And isn't it the glory of a soldier to make a contribution on the battlefield? You ought to be glad for me. Why, is there anything else you guys want to ask? ”

"No, we're already asking about it. Goodbye, instructor. Wicker and Platina looked at each other, then simply turned and walked out of the office. I felt a strange aura, these two guys, there can't be some conspiracy.