Chapter 137 The same desperate empty eyes
In this regard, he also thinks that no matter what the reason is, as long as a girl comes out to play by herself, especially in a place like a bar, she must know what the consequences may be.
No matter what may happen, you will do it yourself, and you will have to bear the result.
Even if there may be some hardship, it will be a person to come here, or rather, to encounter this kind of thing.
However, no matter what the reason, Sun Ping didn't care, it had nothing to do with him, he didn't care at all.
He didn't have any chivalrous heart, nor did he have any hobby of helping others, he didn't have the heart to take care of this matter at all, he just wanted to walk quietly past the side, regardless of what they were doing.
But just when he wanted to pretend that he hadn't seen this, he inadvertently turned his head and met Liu Jing's gaze directly.
Sun Ping originally thought that the owner of those eyes would ask him for help, after all, at such a time, when he suddenly saw a person appear here, he felt that his appearance at this time would be like a life-saving straw in Liu Jing's eyes.
He felt that Liu Jing would definitely ask him for help, and when he came into contact with Liu Jing's gaze, Sun Ping frowned, and he felt that he had found a big problem for himself.
I knew that I would walk well, take care of my sight, and don't look around, Sun Ping regretted it in his heart for a while, and began to blame himself.
However, chagrin is chagrin, he is also ready to save Liu Jing, as long as she asks him for help, he will help that woman.
It's all because he gave Liu Jing hope that she would ask for help, and in this case, Sun Ping would have pulled out a knife to help him, which did not conflict with him ignoring this matter just now.
Sun Ping finally made a psychological construction for himself, just waited for her to call for help, and then went to help Liu Jing.
But he didn't expect that Liu Jing didn't seem to see him, there was only emptiness and despair left in her good-looking eyes, and she seemed to have lost hope.
Finally, she closed her eyes in despair, and tears flowed out of the corners of her eyes.
Seeing this scene, Sun Ping had a strange feeling in his heart, like distress, or other indescribable feelings, he didn't know what this girl had gone through, so she would have such desperate and empty eyes.
However, looking at this posture, you don't have to think about it to know what happened to Liu Jing.
When facing Liu Jing's desperate and empty eyes, Sun Ping inexplicably felt that he had some heart palpitations, and he didn't know what was wrong.
That look was so desperate that it felt like she didn't want to live anymore.
This kind of look reminded Sun Ping of a not good childhood, especially the car accident that took the lives of his parents, and since then, his state has been somewhat similar to Liu Jing at this time.
Although it is not the same thing that they have experienced, the impact is almost the same, and they all become desperate, and even want to die, as a relief.
Since the car accident, Sun Ping has not been able to accept the fact that his parents have left him, and he is bullied by other children all day long in the welfare home.
That was the first time that the young Sun Ping felt a strong despair, he didn't know what it meant to be alive, why did his parents leave him alone in this world, endure these pains, he might as well die.
This thought seemed to have taken root in Sun Ping's heart, and the longer it passed, the stronger this thought became.
So, after being bullied again, he sat alone by the lake in the welfare home, and his mind was full of the voices of those children.
"Come and see, it's this kid who killed his parents!"
"It's him, it's him, his parents are dead because of him!"
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Sun Ping's mind was full of these voices, all of them were children saying that he had killed his parents.
What they say is not true, and the truth is not what they say it is! How could he kill his parents, they loved him so much, and he loved them.
However, if it weren't for his own noise, he would have had to ask his parents to accompany him to the playground, and he wouldn't have had a car accident on the road, and his parents wouldn't have died in that car accident in order to protect him.
He was left alone, and after his parents had an accident, none of his relatives were willing to support him, so he had to be sent to a welfare home, where he has been bullied.
The words of those children magnified the self-blame that was already in Sun Ping's heart, and he now felt that he had killed his parents, all because of his ignorance.
Rather than being bullied in this world alone, it is better to die and accompany your parents, thinking so, Sun Ping stood up.
He walked towards the lake step by step on his short legs, and the whole person was very distracted and in a state of unconsciousness.
Just as he was about to step towards the small lake, Sun Min suddenly appeared, pulled him back, and fell to the ground.
This is the first time he has had close contact with Sun Min, and in the past few days of coming here, Sun Ping has some understanding of Sun Min.
She has always been the big sister in the welfare home, and the children love her, even the little bullies who like to be naughty and mischievous the most.
Sun Min is such a magical existence, and all children like her. Sun Ping always felt that there was a distance between them, even if he wanted to feel the warmth of the young lady, he didn't dare to step forward.
He didn't expect that Sun Min would stop him today, which was beyond his expectations, he thought Sun Min didn't know him.
When Sun Ping was still in a daze, Sun Min slapped him on the head, this kid is really, he even wants to jump into the lake, he is really naΓ―ve, he doesn't know how to cherish the opportunity to live.
From the moment Sun Ping first entered the welfare home, Sun Min noticed him, he didn't say a word all day, didn't say anything, had no friends, and didn't know how to ask for help when he was bullied.
Sun Min is afraid that he has autism, so he usually pays attention to him, although every time those children bully him, Sun Min will tell them that he can't do this in the future, but it doesn't seem to have any effect.
So after finding out that Sun Ping was bullied again, especially when she heard the words of those children, it was too much, how could she say that!
Then she followed out uneasily, but she didn't expect to find out that he was going to jump into the lake, so she rushed up to stop him, afraid that he was impulsive, Sun Min felt that she had to have a good talk with this child.
We must unravel Sun Ping, untie the knots in his heart, save him from thinking nonsense, and do something irreparable.
Sun Ping was slapped by Sun Min, and finally came back to his senses, looking at Sun Min coldly, he thought that he would always remember what Sun Min said today.
"Do you think you killed your parents?"
Sun Min questioned Sun Ping coldly, and asked this question sharply, without any intention of beating around the bush, and went straight to the point.
Sun Ping listened to this question, although he didn't want to answer the question, but he nodded sourly and admitted his thoughts, he felt that if it wasn't for him, his parents would not have died.
Getting Sun Ping's affirmative answer, Sun Min's gaze became even colder when she looked at him, she smiled sarcastically, what a stupid child, what others say, no idea of her own!
"Then you just wanted to give your life back to your parents?"
Although she was particularly disappointed with Sun Ping's answer, she continued to ask, she needed to know all of Sun Ping's thoughts in order to dissolve him, otherwise she would have no way at all.
Sun Ping couldn't answer this question, he didn't want to answer this question, and subconsciously wanted to avoid this question, but the facts were obvious, and he couldn't deny this question at all.
He was about to jump into the lake a second ago, how could he deny this question now, Sun Ping had no choice but to continue to nod with difficulty, admitting his thoughts.
He killed his parents, he didn't want to be alone, he wanted to be with them, so he wanted to jump into the lake, die, and find his parents.
"Smack......
Sun Min, who got another affirmative answer from Sun Ping, really couldn't hold back, didn't control himself, and slapped him on the head again, this time the voice was very crisp, and it was hard.
She now has a feeling of hatred in her heart, how can a good child have so many messy thoughts.
Sun Min is also very distressed in his heart, Sun Ping has become like this now, if he can't help him with psychological dredging in time, if he continues like this for a long time, he will be driven crazy by himself sooner or later.
"How can you think that, you are their favorite child, and you love them too, don't you?"
Sun Min tried her best to make her voice sound as gentle as possible, and seeing Sun Ping nodding, she continued.
"It was the car accident that killed your mom and dad that happened when the drunk man hit you, right? So, this has nothing to do with you at all, no matter what others say in the future, you are not allowed to question yourself, do you hear it? β
Speaking of this, Sun Min stopped, she wanted to get Sun Ping's response, and she wanted her words to be effective.
Sun Ping, who was stunned when he heard this, saw that Sun Min had stopped and was waiting for his response, so he quickly nodded and told Sun Min that he knew.
"Also, think about how much your parents love you, that car accident is so dangerous, they do their best to protect their children, what's the reason?"
Sun Min, who got the response, went on to say that this time she deliberately slowed down her speech to give Sun Ping time to digest, she was afraid that he would not be able to understand and accept it for a while.
"That's because they love you, and they've protected you, do you still want to die? Are you worthy of your mom and dad by doing this? β
When Sun Ping heard this, he couldn't control his emotions anymore, and he couldn't hold back his tears. Seeing this scene, Sun Min paused, and then finished what she hadn't finished speaking.
"Since you have survived, you have to live well to be worthy of your parents! And you have to live beautifully and enjoy the world for your parents, right? β
Sun Min finished saying these words with a seductive tone, and then waited to see Sun Ping's reaction, he needed time to digest the meaning of these words.