Chapter 2:32 Meaningless
As soon as I entered the door, it was still the ink landscape embroidery screen.
The moon on the embroidery screen is almost full, smiling and waiting for the return of Chengshan.
Bypassing the embroidery screen, Chengshan saw that Mr. Gongsun was sitting there waiting for him. So he smiled at Mr. Gongsun, nodded, and hurriedly went back to the room to change his clothes and came out.
It was very bright in the living room. Mr. Gongsun was still wearing that brown robe with a light veil, and he seemed to be in a good mood. His face is ruddy, calm and relaxed, and he can give people a very quiet and peaceful feeling every time, which makes Chengshan's heart very steady.
At this time, it was close to midnight, and Mr. Gongsun prepared two futons and put them in front of the ink landscape embroidery screen, and the two of them chatted briefly for a few words, waiting for the arrival of the time when the moon center dispersed the spirit.
I heard a "hum" sound, and the full moon on the ink landscape embroidery screen suddenly released a light, illuminating the whole room, this familiar light, made Chengshan feel very comfortable.
He knelt down with Mr. Gongsun and bowed, then knelt on the futon and straightened up, holding out the spiritual incense burner with both hands and sending it forward.
Chengshan had already put the collected spiritual power into the spiritual incense burner in advance. I saw the radiant moon in the landscape embroidery screen, and instantly emitted two pillars of light, covering the spiritual incense burner of Mr. Gongsun and Chengshan, and the blue spiritual power in the incense burner quickly flew out, circling and dancing along the two pillars of light, and entered the landscape show screen.
The two men withdrew their arms and stood up. The spiritual incense burner was suspended in the air, and the moon in the embroidery screen continued to interact with spiritual power.
Mr. Gongsun tidied up his clothes slightly, he looked at Chengshan and smiled slightly, and motioned to sit down on the couch.
"How are you doing these days? You've collected a lot of spiritual power. Mr. Gongsun looked at Chengshan, who was in a good mood, and knew that he was doing well at school. Moreover, Chengshan's spiritual incense burner is full of all kinds of spiritual power, and it seems to have gained a lot.
Chengshan has almost nothing unpleasant, he insists on exercising, eats well, has a regular work and rest, and looks ruddy and full of vitality. Sitting on the couch, the waist is straightened, which makes people feel energetic.
"It's alright, you. ”
"The same old way. Mr. Gongsun replied very calmly, he was waiting for Chengshan's question.
Chengshan had already understood the meaning of Mr. Gongsun's eyes, but he was still reluctant to open his mouth. Mr. Gongsun had already made this matter clear, and it would be useless to ask again today, but he still decided to ask clearly.
"Mr. Gongsun, last time you said that a spirit collector can have feelings, but it can't have results, is that what you mean? Chengshan asked very clearly, he had been planning in his heart for a long time.
"Yes. Mr. Gongsun glanced at Chengshan, and he didn't seem surprised that Chengshan asked such a question. Chengshan has been a bit capricious lately, always likes to break the casserole and ask to the end, and does not give up without touching the south wall.
"Surely there can't be a child?" Chengshan seemed to be manipulated by Shao Hui, and was expressing Shao Hui's question, which was what the two of them thought about when they were conspiring.
"Normally, it wouldn't be. Mr. Gongsun answered Chengshan's question quietly, and he was already aware that Chengshan might have discussed this issue with others.
"Since there will be no normal state, can it be non-normal?
"There are no exceptions. All Spirit-Gatherers are the same. Unless ......"
"Unless what?"
"Unless he's not a spirit gatherer. Seeing that Chengshan was a little puzzled, Mr. Gongsun continued. "On the first day you came here, you were enlightened and officially returned to the Spirit Gatherer. If you want to return to the mortal state and marry a wife and have children, you can only quit the spirit gatherer. ”
Chengshan still didn't understand, and he continued to listen to Mr. Gongsun.
"According to common sense, it is impossible to return to the original state after enlightening the mind, unless you destroy the spiritual root. ”
"Destroy the spiritual root?" Chengshan was a little surprised, he felt that the answer must not be good.
"Yes, the eyes are the windows to the soul. Mortals' spiritual power is leaked through the eyes, therefore, the eyes are the root of spiritual power. ”
"Destroying the spiritual root is blinding the eyes! ”
After listening to this, Chengshan couldn't say a word when he stayed there. He didn't expect that this would be the result! If he wanted to marry a wife and have children, would he have to become blind and blind? This kind of price was too great for Chengshan to accept at all.
Mr. Gongsun slowly closed his eyes and meditated quietly, leaving Chengshan to choose the rest.
"Isn't there any other way?"
"Nope. And all your spiritual power will disappear, you will not be able to control the spirit beads and spirit incense burner, and you will completely follow the birth, old age, sickness and death of mortals, and go through this life. ”
Mr. Gongsun's answer made Chengshan's enthusiasm for anticipation drop to the bottom, and the answer he had been waiting for for a month was so cruel that it was really difficult for him to accept.
The reason why Runying likes herself may be because she is upright, kind and manly, but the most basic condition should be a sound and normal person. If she becomes blind, won't she become a disabled person? Will Runying like a disabled person? Even if she has a three-year relationship, but this is her lifelong happiness, will she entrust her lifelong happiness to a physically disabled person?
Moreover, he will also lose all his spiritual power, become an ordinary person completely, and become a blind person for no reason, who will accept this result?
Is it just to be able to have a blood relationship and bury all your happiness?
It is impossible for all people to accept this kind of change, all people may leave themselves because of this, and their lives will be turned upside down, and the result of the change is to fall into the abyss of pain!
What's the point of such a change?
Chengshan now understands that the reason why Mr. Gongsun did not tell him the solution is because no one may be able to accept this reality.
It's a pointless solution, it makes no difference whether you know it or not!
Cheng Shan was stunned to see his spiritual incense burner and the moon in the embroidery screen interacting with spiritual power, he now has the answer in his heart, it is impossible to give up all this because of marrying a wife and having children! The price is too great, and even if he gives up, it is impossible to get the desired result.
He no longer asks any questions, but meditates quietly like Mr. Gongsun. He seriously recalled the bits and pieces of the school, all the things were vivid, although there were many interesting stories in the school, but they could not attract his attention at all, and those things were no longer important to him.
The answer he wanted was there, but it was too much for him to accept. Therefore, he felt that it was better to let go, go with the flow, and not have to force anything.
Chengshan occasionally opened his eyes to look at his spiritual incense burner, waiting for tomorrow's heart-to-heart test.