Part 3: The Battle Song of the Angels: Chapter 10: Nicole's Invitation

"This guy is really crazy." I put my hand on my forehead. Smiled wryly.

"I'll tell you everything you want to know, what's next?" Jill still looks like he's not angry, as if he's just talking to me about what the weather will be like tomorrow.

"I don't know." Looking at Jill's leisurely appearance, I was a little angry, and couldn't help asking, "You told me such a secret thing so simply, aren't you afraid that I will say it?" ”

"You won't say that." Jill's eyes were so deep that they seemed to have penetrated the limits of time in an instant: "Because we are the same kind of people. ”

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"It's the same kind of people, that's really an ambiguous answer." Back at the hotel that Jill had prepared for me, I quietly reflected on the conversation I had just had.

Is it really the same kind of people?

As a result of his childhood experience, he had a deep hatred for both natural and regulators, and then developed a dissatisfaction with the whole society, which has developed to the present idea of mad destruction.

I'm a character who shouldn't exist in the first place, and I don't know if it was an accident or the result of someone manipulating me in the dark, but I think it's mostly the former, because I don't realize how much impact I have had on this world. Because of this incredible experience, I always lack a sufficient sense of identity with this world, to put it bluntly, I plan to live a decadent life of mixing day by day, but the coincidence of fate made me enter the army that I left with regret in my previous life again, and then I have a group of good brothers who are like each other, who knows that just when I want to thank God, the ruthlessness of fate once again threw me out of this hard-won happiness, and since then I have been completely lost, Even though someone like Miss Lux wants to bring me into their philosophy, and I'm on the path she shows me, I can't find that feeling of total commitment, and the direction that Lux represents is not my own. To this day, the confusion after the Battle of Junius 7 has not only not lessened with the passage of time, but has only worsened.

Think about Jill's words, we're all the same kind of people. Yes, I have a very similar place with Law, that is, the loss of the future and the inability to adapt to the world, which also leads to our lack of sufficient care and substitution for the society and the people in this world. But what is Jill's purpose, a person like him who has a clear understanding of the world will never be as confused as me and Law, and I can feel that Jill must have a large and tight plan brewing deep in his heart. Now, I can guess Law's plan and purpose, but I still don't know anything about Jill's thoughts. There are still some clues to follow when Law's plan is implemented, but Jill's methods are more secretive and hidden than Lowe, and it is conceivable that if it breaks out, it will be even more destructive.

Thinking about it, the confusion in my heart gradually turned into a deep irritability and uneasiness, really like asking someone what I should do now, but who should I look for? Needless to say, telling him will only lead to deeper troubles; Labor? If I am not afraid of being led into a path of no return against the whole world, I can ask him for advice. Come to think of it, Lux was probably the most suitable candidate, but I had an inexplicable resistance to asking her for advice. Not to mention others such as Aslan and others, who have not yet developed into mature and naïve ghosts, and still need me to enlighten them from time to time.

was worried, and the communicator next to the bed suddenly sounded "Didi".

"Is there a communication? Is it private or zaft's? ”

"It's a private communication." A beautiful synthesized electronic voice said.

"Take it in." I secretly thought in my heart, I don't have many friends in PLANT, and there are only a handful of people who know this number, which one will it be?

A flash of light flashed, and a handsome young man with green hair appeared on the screen, his appearance had not changed much from a year ago, he was still the same young and slightly immature old look, and it was even more special compared to his companions who had become a lot more mature after a year of military life.

"Nichol, when did you come back?" I asked with a smile and a wave of my hand.

"I just arrived yesterday, and I left a day later than the chief because I had some things to deal with." The green-haired boy's tone is always so polite, and this trait was once evaluated by a guy with muscles in his brain as lacking in manhood.

"Is it a business or a private matter to find me so late?"

"That's right, I finally came back this time, and it happened to be my birthday, and my parents helped me prepare a celebratory party. Since it was just a private banquet between friends, there were not many guests, and only some familiar friends were invited. I just remembered that I don't think I have any relatives at PLANT, so I took the liberty of inviting you to join me. Nichole said a little shyly.

Birthday party, that sounds good. I can't help but think back to the last time Lux threw me at a birthday party, the scene of the crew messing around without any scruples, and the scarf that Lux knitted with an alternative beauty. Today, those friends of the crew have long since fallen under the fire of the United Earth Army, and Lux and I have added a lot of responsibilities, and everything is already a matter of fact. In comparison, although I was just a poor pawn who was in danger, and Lux was a young lady bathed in all kinds of dazzling halos, the feeling of treating each other sincerely at that time can never be found again.

"Sir, what are you thinking about?" Nichol's inquiry pulled me back into reality.

"Okay, but I have something to do tomorrow, what day is the banquet set for you?"

It's just a relaxing trip, I thought about it and agreed.

"Yes, I believe my parents will be very happy to have the presence of the chief, the banquet is on February 19th, please the chief will enjoy it at that time." Nichol looked pleased, and after hastily explaining something, he cut off the communication.