Chapter 384: I Don't Want to Lose You

I want to be by her side all the time!

Bing Xiuzhe stood in front of Qian Rou and looked at her fixedly, feeling that tears were about to fall again: I really want to stay by your side all the time, but I can't seem to do it.

Thinking of his current state being so unstable, Bing Xiuzhe was very afraid: If my existence will make you laughed at and bullied by others, then I can disappear.

I know very well that you want to protect me, foolish girl, but I also want to tell you that I want to protect you and protect our family.

For Bing Xiuzhe, no one has ever surpassed Qian Rou, as long as Qian Rou can be happy, then all your efforts are worth it, but if Qian Rou is not happy and comfortable at all, then he is a failure, and he is not qualified to say anything or do anything.

There is no way to guess where the length of his life will end, but he knows that he doesn't want to give up everything, he doesn't want to give up living.

It's just that before he can face the torture of the nightmare in his heart, he can't face Qian Rou, because Qian Rou is his favorite, so he wants Qian Rou to have a smile on her face every day, even if this smile makes him look dazzling.

He has always felt that Qian Rou's life is very regular, and he knows how to exercise every day. But since he was in a bad condition, everything has changed, and those individuals and things are completely out of control, especially Qian Rou, who has done such things again and again for herself.

Those actions would not have been possible if Qian Rou had changed the past, but for herself, she did no matter how ridiculous she was.

Originally, he wanted to take advantage of the chaos when he got sick, but he knew that it was impossible, because Qian Rou was very smart, and she knew what to do to catch up with her.

Seriously, Qian Rou really knows herself too well and knows everything better than herself.

Because of this, Bing Xiuzhe never knew how to avoid Qian Rou's eyes and leave the villa.

What's more, now not only Qian Rou is staring at herself, but her sister Momo is also crying and crying in front of her every day, which makes Xiu Zhe feel very helpless.

He always thought that Momo would understand him, but he didn't expect Momo to cry so sadly, and he almost fainted several times.

God knows how distressed he was when he saw his sister crying like that, and how much he wanted them to know everything, but he couldn't, he knew that once he opened his mouth, things would change, and he couldn't survive as he had planned.

Some people will always pretend that they don't care about anyone, but in fact, her heart is always softer than anyone else, and Momo is like that.

Thinking about the fact that Momo had been quarreling with herself in the past, Bing Xiuzhe's eyes showed a trace of warmth: When you are with your family, even if you quarrel every day, there is nothing to be afraid of, because your family will always protect each other's sincerity.

My sister has been suffering since she was a child, which is why Bing Xiuzhe has always been reluctant to let her leave the house, he hopes that his sister can live happily under his protection. From now on.

However, it seems that there is no way to make this wish come true now, because not only can he not protect her now, but he may also hurt his sister when he goes crazy, so he must leave.

He felt a deep sense of guilt for his sister, but compared to the fact that they were unintentionally hurt by himself in the future, he still felt that everything was worth it.

Facing everything alone may cause accidents at any time, but at least you can put aside all distractions and let the problem just be on yourself.

As a person from the Bing family, he should have been cold to his feelings, this is what his adoptive father told him, and it is also something that he has never been able to do.

If I could have taken my feelings lightly earlier, it wouldn't be so difficult to leave now.

Always looking so hesitant is really annoying, Bing Xiuzhe bit his lip, leaned over and kissed Qian Rou before rushing out.

Qian Rou wanted to get up when she felt that Bing Xiuzhe was going out, but she found that her hands and feet had been tied and she couldn't move at all.

Worst!

Qian Rou didn't expect that Bing Xiuzhe would want to leave now, such a thing was completely beyond her thoughts.

She wanted to ask Momo for help, but she found that her mouth was also covered: It seems that in order to avoid everyone, you have thought of all the ways to retreat, right? But do you know that you owe me a lot?

Standing downstairs alone and staring at the second floor for a long time, when Bing Xiuzhe was about to leave, he saw Kang Yan walking out of it.

In order not to let him affect him, Bing Xiuzhe grabbed the brick and hit him hard.

"Ahh

Kang Yan was caught off guard, he was a little dazed by the brick, and the whole person fell to the ground and lost consciousness, and Bing Xiuzhe took advantage of this opportunity to leave.

When Kang Yan came to her senses, Momo leaned on his bad mouth sadly, saying that she was really sorry that her brother would use such a vicious means in order to leave.

Kang Yan stretched out his hand to wipe his tears for Momo, and pouted helplessly: "How can I blame you for this?" It's your big brother bad, don't cry, I forgive you! ”

Unexpectedly, the more Kang Yan said this, the more sad Momo became, and she cried louder and louder.

Scratching her head irritably, Kang Yan waved her hand: "Do you want me to take off the gauze and make sure that the wound is okay before you are willing to rest assured." ”

Momo shook her head: Wouldn't it be very troublesome to take off the gauze when you were already injured? I don't want you to do that. Besides, I'm going to be sad to see you hurt.

knew that Momo cared about him very much, but Kang Yan was really fine, because he knew how strong Bing Xiuzhe was, he just wanted to make himself lose his ability to act, and he didn't really want to hurt himself.

However, is a person with such a clear mind really a madman?

Qian Rou was also very confused about his question, feeling that Bing Xiuzhe was indeed in a state similar to a madman yesterday, how could this be the case now?

Reaching out and touching their chins, Momo and Kang Yan suddenly thought of a possibility: intermittent psychosis.

If he really suffers from such a disease, then the trouble is great, and intermittent psychosis cannot be completely cured, and it will be accompanied by something that stimulates the mood of the subject.

If you want to make your brother completely happy, I'm afraid you have to stay away from here.

And the possibility of staying away from here is not very big, because everyone is a family, how can they live separately and alone?

But if you don't live alone, then how do you deal with everything?

After thinking about it, Qian Rou said that these are secondary problems, and the most important thing now is to find Bing Xiuzhe, if Bing Xiuzhe is not found, all the problems will be in vain.

Nodding slightly, Momo also felt that what Qian Rou said was right, so she immediately took Kang Yan to look around for Bing Xiuzhe. It's just that I've been to woods and parks, big and small, but I haven't seen Bing Xiuzhe, which makes everyone feel very discouraged and don't know what to do with him.

And when Qian Rou couldn't find it, she had her own thoughts: since it is not a place under our conventional thinking, then it is only possible to go there!

Seeing Qian Rou suddenly take a taxi and leave, Momo also wanted to follow, but was stopped by Kang Yan: "I know you're worried about your brother, but now your brother may only need her company, you know?" ”

Momo pursed her lips slightly, knowing that what Kang Yan said was right, because her brother did care more about Qian Rou beside her. Since Qian Rou can make her brother happy, then she won't put up a shelf anymore, and putting up a swag can only make things worse, and she can't help her brother at all.

Moreover, Momo feels that the biggest question is whether Qian Rou's physical condition can take care of herself, and what if her eldest brother hurts her?

When Qian Rou came to the cemetery where Bing Drink was due, what she saw was Bing Xiuzhe banging his head against the tombstone, so that the blood donation was stained on it.

"What are you doing!"

Pulling Bing Xiuzhe into her arms, Qian Rou felt that her heart hurt so much: Even if you don't want to stay at home, I didn't force you to stay, why do you have to do that? Do you know how uncomfortable it would be for me? I feel so desperate to see you miserable and I can't do anything!

Turning around slowly, Bing Xiuzhe wiped the blood on his forehead, and looked at her sadly: Why do you still come to me? Why don't you just lose me? What is there about a person like me that you care about?

Every time, he asked Qian Rou to clean up the mess instead of himself, and he didn't know how many times he had done such a thing, he was really upset.

He really doesn't know how many times he has to let Qian Rou worry about himself before it is the end: being with me can only make you get hurt every time, why don't you learn to be obedient and stay away from me?

"Don't go any more!"

Qian Rou shook his palm vigorously, showing that even if he had such a problem, he would never give up on him, even if everyone felt that it was impossible for him to be pulled back, she would not let go.

"Why?"

Bing Xiuzhe really doesn't understand Qian Rou's thoughts: I can't give you happiness at all when I look like this, and you can only increase the pain when you are with me.

If Qian Rou was smart, she should have left her alone this time, but she didn't do that, she had to be so entangled with herself like this.

Of course, Bing Xiuzhe didn't mind her pestering him, because he really didn't want to leave Qian Rou, but he was afraid that his illness would hurt the child and hurt her, which was the biggest problem.

When a person has a woman's kindness in his heart, even if he is sick, he will not attack the people he loves, at least he will not kill them all.

Taking a deep breath, Qian Rou leaned up and kissed his forehead, repeatedly saying that she didn't mind, and Momo and they wouldn't mind, if he continued to torture himself here, then sooner or later everyone would move here to accompany him to confess.

Standing up abruptly and wanting to reproach Qian Rou, Bing Xiuzhe quickly squatted down and grabbed her shoulder when he saw her frowning: "What's wrong?" ”

Shaking her head gently, Qian Rou stuck out her tongue a little embarrassed: "Your baby kicked me!" ”

Hearing her say this, Bing Xiuzhe felt very surprised, and suddenly put his hand on her stomach, and sure enough, he felt that the child was constantly moving, and he would run over there for a while, and then run over here.

That feeling made Bing Xiuzhe very happy: it turned out that the feeling of being a father was so comfortable!

"How about going home? The baby is about to be born, and I really don't know what she would have done without you? ”

Bing Xiuzhe looked at Qian Rou's tearful eyes and bit his lip: "Okay, I'll go back with you!" ”

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