Chapter 198: A Question in My Heart
Hearing Xiao Jiuwei's question, I was silent again, and I quickly wrote and deleted on the clipboard, deleted and wrote, and finally left only a dense black circle.
"What's wrong with you?" Seeing me like this, Little Nine-Tails asked me suspiciously, "Did I say something wrong?" ”
"Nope." I raised my board to the little nine-tails: "You didn't say the wrong thing, I had a little stomach ache just now, so you accompany the monk next to me and wait for my senior brother to come out, and I will go to see a doctor first." ”
Shaking my clipboard at Little Nine-Tails, I stood up and tried to escape from the place where I felt so uncomfortable.
"Wait a minute!" Little Nine-Tails suddenly reached out and grabbed me: "You haven't answered my question yet!" ”
"You recognized the wrong person, I haven't met you."
I quickly scribbled these words on my clipboard and fled the place without looking back.
Leaving the hospital, he walked down the street alone in a daze, his heart empty.
Once upon a time, I, Yang Yuanhua, also used to calculate eight characters and horoscopes for people; Measure other people's four pillars of gods, and see other people's wealth and glory.
But I have been clever all my life, and I can see the black gas on other people's foreheads, and I can calculate the direction of others in the future.
But I can't see through my own life, I can say that the glory and wealth of others are up to me, but the life and death of myself and the people around me depend on the sky.
Chick, Master, Godmother, Su Xiaoyue, Little Nine-Tails.
These people who are most important to me, since I learned the Dao technique, it seems as if there are two giant hands controlling them invisibly.
The people around me left one by one, think about it carefully, I like a girl alone in my life, but in the end I failed to confess, but fortunately I failed to confess, otherwise, maybe Huang Yu would have died because of me like Su Xiaoyue and Xiao Jiuwei.
Sometimes Tong Ze, the kid, went to study, and when Uncle and Shi Xing were out on errands, I would sit alone in the store, staring blankly at the Dharma seal I had placed on the cash register.
At that time, I would think, what is the purpose of our desperate work for some people who can be said to be completely unknown?
For money?
Whenever I think of this thought, I shake my head, if it's for money, we can show people Feng Shui, and we don't have to play with ghosts.
For the sake of fame?
I guess that's not the clearest answer either.
A person's reputation is not something you can get by helping him catch ghosts and exorcise evil spirits, many times when you do these weird things, it will also cause misunderstanding among others, making others think that you are a person who is a scary guy, thus alienating you, let alone any reputation.
This question has been haunting me for a long time, and I have not found an answer that satisfies me until now.
In order for Su Xiaoyue to live a good life, I chose not to appear in front of her again.
Now that I have met with Xiao Jiuwei again for some reason, my heart trembled when she said what Su Xiaoyue had also said.
I didn't dare to recognize her, because I was really afraid that if I recognized Little Nine-Tails again, she would fall in love with me again.
Whether it is the one I love or the person who loves me, in the end there is no good end, either I am martyred, or I am pierced by evil spirits, or I die to save me.
I can only suppress all my thoughts in the deepest part of my heart, and I can only leave the cold sentence on my clipboard: You recognize the wrong person.
This time, in order to save my senior brother, I made an exception and turned out my demon gun.
"Hopefully this is the last time."
I flagged down a taxi, and after getting in the car, I told the driver the address of my snack bar with a clipboard, and the car carried me away from the hospital little by little, little by little away from the little guy I loved and feared.
Back in the store, I pressed the demon gun to the bottom of the closet again, and I fell asleep on the bed.
In the past, I would definitely drink a lot when I encountered this kind of thing, so that I could vent all the unhappiness and grievances in my heart.
But since I adopted Xiao Tongze, I have quit drinking.
Because after adopting Xiao Tong Ze, I realized that I was already a teacher, and at the same time I was Xiao Tong Ze's guardian and the mountain that I could rely on the most.
Once I get drunk in front of him and cry like a child, then it is very likely that in Xiao Tongze's heart, my mountain will collapse in an instant.
As a parent myself, I understand why my father has never shed a tear in front of me before, and I also understand why my father always looks meticulous and serious in front of me.
Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, every parent loves their children, but parents often put on a strong appearance in front of their children, and they will stand up when the sky falls.
This is for nothing else, just to support a world for his child so that he can thrive.
When I woke up the next day, I immediately went to the hospital to visit my brother, and the doctor told me that my brother's situation was very strange, obviously there was a lot of blood on his body, but when they had surgery, they only found that there were only a few small wounds on his body.
When I heard this, I smiled secretly, I had already fed my brother and drank my own blood on the way to the hospital, and of course my brother's wound recovered quickly.
Thinking of my special physique, I suddenly remembered the little devil Yang Jian, who had not appeared for a long time.
Sometimes I feel that I am cheap, and when this little devil pesters me every day to make a deal, I wish he would disappear quickly, but now that this little devil is gone, my heart will be empty again.
A week later, my brother was discharged from the hospital as scheduled and returned to the snack bar, where he gave me a bear hug as soon as we met: "Good boy! I thought I was really going to die this time, but I didn't expect to kill you in the end. ”
As he spoke, the senior brother patted me on the back again, which almost made me angry.
I reluctantly pushed my brother away, took out the clipboard and began to complain that my brother was not light or heavy, who knew that my brother laughed, turned his head and walked to the kitchen, and said to us as he walked: "You guys play for a while, let's go and make a big meal for you!" ”
Who knew that as soon as he turned around, he hit the wall, and the painful senior brother walked to the kitchen while rubbing his head and muttering.
Seeing that my senior brother had fully recovered, I smiled slightly, just in time to see Tong Ze next to me, who was supposed to be in class, and the little rabbit cub was snickering with his mouth covered.
I walked up to him angrily, reached out and gently slapped his head, and put my clipboard against Xiao Tongze's face.
"Little bunny! Skipped class again today? Looks like I haven't cleaned you up in a long time, and you're starting to itch again! ”
He glared at Tong Ze fiercely, and turned around to find his little wooden stick.
At this time, Tong Ze suddenly stopped, and knelt in front of me: "Master, I was wrong, don't be angry Master." ”
At this time, Shi Xing on the side also spoke: "Don't worry! You listen to me first, Tong Ze didn't go to class today because I was too tired, Xiao Tong Ze asked me to rest for a while, I said no, and asked him to call you to come and see Yuanyuan, but this little guy said that I thought that you had stayed up all night a few days ago and wanted you to take a break, so I agreed to his request. ”
Looking at the little boy Ze who was kneeling on the ground and secretly glancing at me, I suddenly remembered the first time I saw this little guy.
At that time, how pitiful the little fellow was, shivering in the cold rain, but because of his shabby clothes, he refused to go to other people's shops to keep warm, and even preferred to go hungry, and did not want any money from others.
"Forget it." I exhaled heavily, scribbling this sentence on the clipboard, stroke by stroke.
"This time, I will forgive you for the sake of your filial piety, but if there is a next time, I will not spare you!"
Seeing me say this, Xiao Tongze was about to grin at me when I suddenly hooked my finger at him.
"Death is forbidden, but living is inescapable! Since you're taking a leave of absence today, follow me out to exercise! Three hundred push-ups! An hour of horse walking! ”
After reading this passage to Xiao Tong Ze, I twisted up Xiao Tong Ze with a bitter face, turned around and walked out the door.