Chapter 215: The Courage to Apologize
It's really impossible to tell who is right and wrong when you quarrel between couples, and in the end, the quarrel is inextricable, but what is the reason? Sometimes it's really not worth mentioning, but it's actually a kind of self-protection that cares too much about the other party's performance.
Yan Danyan turned around from the windowsill and started to cook, his attention was quickly diverted, but when he sat down to eat, he found that his appetite was not good, and after eating a few bites of rice, he decided to give up, anyway, it was night, he could eat less, Yan Danyan, who was not very interested, cleaned up, and planned to sleep, lying on the soft bed very comfortable.
Yan Danyan, who thought he would be able to fall asleep soon, opened his eyes again and looked at the bright moonlight outside the window, maybe people's innermost thoughts would jump out in the dead of night.
Today's quarrel with Gu Xijue is presented in Yan Danyan's mind again, it is so clear, and it is so incompatible.
'Gu Xijue, do you never forget Wen Xuan's old feelings? She still feels like back then, and she is still willing to protect Wen Xuan unconditionally in everything! ’
Yan Danyan thought about what he said over and over again, in fact, he didn't know why, as long as he mentioned Wen Xuan, he would become inexplicable, if he was Gu Xijue, would he be angry when he heard this?
Wen Xuan used to be really between her and Gu Xijue, becoming an obstacle for the two of them, Yan Danyan felt like a junior before, but Gu Xijue no longer loved her, and he had already let go, Gu Xijue and Wen Xuan's past, but-
But what Wen Xuan did was too hateful, so Yan Danyan was very angry, but he couldn't do anything about her, the anger in his heart was like a suppressed volcano, just because of Gu Xijue's words, how do you know it's Wen Xuan, all the anger broke out at this moment, and Gu Xijue naturally became the target of venting.
It was Wen Xuan who caused the trouble, and after some thought, Yan Danyan came to such a conclusion. The reason was attributed to Wen Xuan, the hateful person.
Yan Danyan tossed and turned on the bed, thinking about this matter, am I going too far today? Isn't it too vexatious? Isn't this too unfair to Gu Xijue?
Various question marks have appeared in Yan Danyan's mind, Yan Danyan really regrets it, when he said such hurtful words, is Gu Xijue very angry?
Yan Danyan's feeling on the bed is no longer comfortable, and now Yan Danyan is like an ant on a hot pot, one will want to look at the moonlight, think about Wen Xuan's hatefulness, one will think to the left about Gu Xijue's goodness, and one will face the ceiling, thinking about how to solve it?
It's not early now, but Yan Danyan doesn't feel sleepy at all, his heart is full of these messy thoughts, and he wants to put aside sleep, but how can he be a little sleepy.
What is Gu Xijue doing now? Do you go out for a drink? Will it be the same situation as yourself? Are you really unwilling to deal with yourself anymore?
Yan Danyan sat up from the bed suddenly, a decision was born in his mind, do you have to admit if you make a mistake? I said that Danyan is not such a stingy person!
Thinking about it, he picked up the white mobile phone lying quietly next to the pillow, and pressed it so eagerly to find the dial.
What about Gu Xijue?
After leaving from Yan Danyan's door, Gu Xijue was also very depressed, and Yan Danyan's performance at that time made Gu Xijue unable to communicate with Yan Danyan anymore, so he chose to leave. The flying car shuttled through the streets, and couldn't help but attract the attention of pedestrians and other vehicles, but these were not important to Gu Xijue, all he cared about was Yan Danyan, and no one else was important, so they couldn't get into his eyes.
Gu Xijue opened the window, and the wind outside was whirring into the car, which made Gu Xijue feel more comfortable, listening to music and feeling the wind hitting his face at night.
Gu Xijue was not in the mood to eat, so he only drank two mouthfuls of porridge and entered the study to deal with business. But his head seemed to be out of control, looking at the official documents that needed to be processed, he thought of Yan Danyan from time to time, and a sentence of argument seemed to be like a word on a printer, deeply imprinted in his mind.
Buzz –
As soon as the mobile phone rang, Gu Xijue's first reaction was that Yan Danyan called, but it turned out that it was not Su Xiao.
The displeasure in his expression increased a little, but he still answered the phone.
"Mr. Gu, tomorrow's noon meeting needs to be an hour in advance, and the boss of Donghua wants to come over to find out, do you think you can agree?" Su Xiao professionally consulted Gu Xijue's advice.
"Yes!" The two words made Su Xiao have a pimple on his body, which showed how terrible Gu Xijue's tone was, and then he heard the sound of hanging up.
Gu Xijue couldn't help but put down the work in his hand, if he continued like this, Gu Xijue was worried that he might make a mistake, for so many years, it seems that only Yan Danyan has the greatest impact on himself, Yan Danyan's every move will affect his emotions, just like today's things are the same, he has been in the mall for more than ten years, he can do thunder, but he can't pay attention to Yan Danyan, so today Gu Xijue also feels that his emotions are a little out of control.
Gu Xijue thought about it, opened the drawer with his right hand, groped for a lighter that had not been used for a long time, and could not find Gu Xijue could only probe to find it, now Gu Xijue wants to use cigarettes to relieve his worries, it can be said that he hardly smokes, but every time his mood can't calm down, Gu Xijue will try the taste of tobacco.
The smoke slowly spread from Gu Xijue's mouth and nose, as if Gu Xijue could let go of a lot of things and let go of his troubles, the only thing he couldn't let go of was Yan Danyan, Yan Danyan was like Gu Xijue's heart, beating every moment, and he couldn't leave all the time.
"Ah Yan, are you still angry?" Gu Xijue turned his head to the moonlight outside the window and said, as if the moonlight and the starry sky could convey his thoughts.
One cigarette, two cigarettes, three cigarettes –
Gu Xijue unconsciously smoked one after another, and his troubles still did not decrease, maybe he gave Yan Danyan the feeling that he cared about Wen Xuan, but he really didn't have this feeling, let alone this idea, was it too inconsiderate of Yan Danyan at that time, which would cause the opposite of the two people, I don't know if Ah Yan has eaten?
looked at the non-stop messages on the table, but the only thing that didn't exist was Yan Danyan's news, give her a call?
Holding a cigarette in his right hand, he tried to pick up the mobile phone with his left hand, opened the call record, and looked at the two words A Yan in front of him, but he hesitated, he didn't press it, he didn't know how to speak, when the two of them were separated just now, Yan Danyan didn't want to pay attention to herself, and it would bring her undue troubles, Gu Xijue, who was a person who made decisions in the shopping mall, hesitated on this phone call and didn't press it.
Yan Danyan sat quietly and looked at the familiar mobile phone number that could no longer be familiar, and decided that it was enough to touch it lightly, but the moment he approached the mobile phone screen, he withdrew his finger again.
With his arms open, accepting the embrace of the white soft bed, he really emptied himself like that, Yan Danyan, who kept turning on the bed, thought of what Gu Xijue said to himself last time, thought of the gentleness he was on the hospital bed last time, thought of his acceptance of Dudu, and thought of his mood when he came to find him.
Yan Danyan approached the screen again and again, and stayed away again and again.
Gu Xijue also made the same move, he wanted to hit the other party but had been hesitating, if Gu Xijue could see the state of Yan Danyan, maybe all the troubles would disappear and turn into a happy smile.
The same sky, the same moon, the same thoughts, just like this, each thinking about their own thoughts, but not knowing each other's thoughts.
Yan Danyan is really at a loss for the current situation, to fight or not to fight? Yan Danyan changed the automatic lock time of the mobile phone from thirty seconds to ten minutes, so that the screen would not go out by itself, so that there would be a longer time, you can see the three words Gu Xijue, flipping left and right, Yan Danyan once experienced the feeling of tossing and turning.
Gu Xijue wanted to put down his phone and go back to work, after all, there was still something to do today, his hand was on the laptop, but his eyes glanced at the phone almost every second. Gu Xijue had no choice but to give up, picked up his mobile phone again, and called Yan Danyan with great confidence, but he flinched again.
Buzz –
The shock directly shocked Gu Xijue's spirit, and the person sitting as steady as Mount Tai sat up slightly, very solemnly, and immediately extinguished the cigarette butt in his right hand. Without waiting for the phone to think about it a second time, Gu Xijue had already pressed the answer button.
Quietly waiting for Yan Danyan's voice, but to Gu Xijue's surprise, the other party did not make a sound, and he could hear Xi Suosuo's voice, as if it was constantly turning, it seemed that Ah Yan couldn't sleep, Gu Xijue listened to this voice that could not represent anything, the bad mood just now had disappeared, and what followed was care and communication.
After waiting for a while, Gu Xijue hadn't heard the sound yet, he knew that this might be Yan Danyan accidentally pressed it, which also showed that Yan Danyan was also concerned about him, so it was not bad for him to start this.
"Ah Yan!" Gu Xijue still called Yan Danyan's name like that, and then began to wait quietly.
Ah Yan, when Yan Danyan, who was flipping, heard these two words, his nerves tightened, and Yan Danyan, who was half-closed, suddenly opened his eyes, but his nerves relaxed again, Yan Danyan thought that he was hallucinating, and he thought about it again!
That's when —
"Ah Yan!" Gu Xijue didn't react when he heard it, and he couldn't help but speak out again, thinking that Yan Danyan didn't hear it, but to his surprise, Yan Danyan was hallucinating.
Just when the second sound sounded, Yan Danyan immediately found the mobile phone that had fallen off from his hand, looked at the three words Gu Xijue with wide eyes, and realized that the phone of the two people had been connected. Yan Danyan's hand held his pure white mobile phone tightly.