By the time dawn, Zhongyi had woken up. She sat up, the thin blanket on her shoulders sliding off the floor, and the living room was silent, not a single murmur could be heard.

It was almost late autumn, and the temperature in the early morning was a little cold, and she was wearing only a thin sweater. The air conditioner in the living room was still on, and her head hurt from the cold wind, so she didn't bother to get up and rummage through the cabinets to find painkillers, so she let the pain spread.

She didn't know how long she had been sitting, and her heart was as calm as a pool of stagnant water, without the slightest wave. I have been seeing Xu Huaisheng all the time, and there has never been excitement or shame on her calm and waveless face!

It's more ...... The disappointment with him, the heartache may be a little more.

Xu Huaisheng was still wearing yesterday's clothes, and he was contaminated with a bit of alcohol, and it seemed that he couldn't get rid of it. The clear smell of wine once again silently recounted to Zhongyi what had happened yesterday. There was deep self-blame in his eyes, and more apology: "Zhongyi, that was a misunderstanding!" Gu Wei and I really didn't have anything happening! You have to trust me! I will never betray you unless I die! ”

"I know." Zhong Yi withdrew the hand he held in the palm of his hand without a trace, and said calmly: "I believe in you, but I believe in the facts I see in my eyes even more. ”

She thought about it all night, and suddenly realized that these were too many coincidences, and it was a coincidence that this was an elaborate game, and they were all entrants. Playing their respective roles, the last person to choose to eliminate.

She knew that it was Gu Wei's deliberate set-up, the purpose was to let her and Xu Huaisheng break up due to an unclear misunderstanding, and finally break up. She had to admit that she had done it, and that there had been a rift and distrust between them, but she knew very well that it was really just a misunderstanding.

Xu Huaisheng's hand, which stayed in mid-air, stiffened. He looked at him in disbelief, and suddenly he felt a very strange love. There was an unprecedented sense of crisis in his heart, and he was terrified, afraid that this incident would cause their relationship to break and eventually not repair.

"Gu Wei, did she tell you something? Did she threaten you? Or my mom? He frowned, with so much force that he almost crushed her shoulder blades, and asked in a deep voice.

Zhong Yi didn't seem to feel the pain in her body, she looked back at Xu Huaisheng expressionlessly, his eyes were slightly red, like an injured child, and his face, which was originally "warm as jade", was full of nervousness, fear and uneasiness at this time.

"Xu Huaisheng, have you ever loved me?" Zhong Yi tugged at the corners of his mouth, revealing a shallow smile. The eyes were no longer as bright and clear as they had been in the past, as if they had been covered with a thick layer of dust, covering the originally shining stars.

Faced with her sudden question, Xu Huaisheng was stunned for a few seconds, he loosened his hands that had been holding her shoulders tightly, looked at her firmly, and said sincerely: "I love you!" Now and later. ”

Zhong Yi curled his lips and smiled, his smile calmly making people a little scared: "Thank you." ”

"Let's break up." She said.

Before making this seemingly random decision, she thought carefully all night, from the time she first met him at the age of thirteen, to the first taste of her ignorance and understanding, her whole heart was unreservedly dedicated to him when she was a teenager. Her love was pure, simple, and silently liked him for many years, until the two were together, and she found that her liking for him had risen to love.

She loves him! There is no doubt about it. But no one can predict how long the shelf life of love can be, months, years, or a lifetime...... In the long river of the universe, they met, met, and stayed together, and their love for each other was just following the arrangement of all things, just like a soulless marionette, at the mercy of others, unable to make more accurate judgments, which would lead to serious mistakes.

Just like her and him, the love is gradually coming to an end, which also means that the two are about to separate.

"I disagree!" Xu Huaisheng scolded: "What stupid things are you talking about, we will not be separated." Forever! He held her tightly in his arms, as if to rub it into his own bones, so that he would never be separated from her.

"You know that Gu Wei loves you, and no one can love you more than I do." Zhong Yi tilted his head slightly, his face was a little wet, and tears flowed down the corners of his eyes without warning.

She thought that she had achieved a hard heart, she thought that she had become cold-blooded and ruthless now, she thought that she had let go without reservation, but the position of the heart would still convulse and hurt, and the pain spread in the heart.

"But you will always be the only one I love...... No...... I don't want ......"

"Xu Huaisheng, is there still any affection between us?" She is not a scheming girl in the first place, and she doesn't remember the details of her relationship better than anyone else. It is precisely because he missed the appointment again and again, pushed off the dates they had planned with great difficulty again and again, left her aside again and again, and did not make a phone call or text message for ten days and half a month, and the most common concern between couples became more and more distant from them.

She's sick, where is he? She fell into a low point in her life, where was he? She was attacked by the gossip on the Internet to break through her own defense line, resulting in excessive mental pressure and anxiety disorder, where is he? She carefully prepares her birthday, just hoping that he can spend an unforgettable birthday with her, putting aside the past and preparing to start over, but he messes with other girls on his girlfriend's birthday!

She can't forgive him! Absolutely not!

Xu Huaisheng: "......"

"I was going to confess everything to you on my birthday, and then we started a new life." "I even planned where our wedding would take place when we were twenty-five," she said to herself. I'll be the photographer to record the wedding of a lifetime, and you'll be the handsome groom and greet the guests...... We read the vows together in front of our friends and family, and you look at me with a smile, and I look back at you, with you in my eyes, and with me in your eyes. ”

"Look, how wonderful! But all this will eventually be just an illusory scene. It's like a dream, when you wake up, the dream will naturally disperse. We can't travel through the future, but we stay in the present and don't move, going around in circles, and we can't keep up with the pace of time. ”

Long ago, Zhong Yi had realized that there had been a certain chemical reaction between her and Xu Huaisheng, and this reaction affected her own emotional judgment of Xu Huaisheng. He was also aware of this, and he was more and more indifferent to him, and the two of them "couldn't spare time", and even expected that this relationship would come to an end, but he was too timid to continue to speculate, and ended in the last cold war.

He thought that time would iron something, such as feelings. But forget that time can also shape people's decisions about doing something.

She may not have proposed to break up at all before, but now, she not only brought it up, but even began to "liquidate" who gave the most in this relationship.

"We still have a lot of time, don't we, we can sit down and talk calmly, about me and you, about your dream wedding." His tone was extremely gentle, and his warm palm gently caressed Zhongyi's back, and his movements were extremely gentle.

Zhong Yi's eyes sank, she pushed Xu Huaisheng away violently, but because the action was too long, she stumbled a few steps, and almost didn't stand firm: "Do you think we can go back to the past?" Even if you go back, how should you face your mother, how should you face Gu Wei! Xu Huaisheng, your cowardice can be regarded as letting me see you thoroughly and clearly! ”

Zhong Yi gasped for air, her chest rising and falling, and she kept telling herself to calm down! She can't be rash, don't go crazy like a jealous woman without an image in front of Xu Huaisheng.

can't let him know his condition, maybe in the next second, she will see sympathy in his eyes.

"I don't care! No matter how much the outside world hinders me and forces us to separate, I will climb to you. He let out a low roar, his eyes burning on Zhongyi.

"But I care!" Zhong Yi yelled at him like crazy, his eyes red: "I can't accept that my boyfriend has sex with another woman!" It makes me feel disgusting, and it's even more difficult for me to accept than if I'm a madman! ”

"What ...... you say?" Xu Huaisheng froze in place, except for shock, only shock. He never cared what he thought of him, and he didn't feel much sad even when she said he made her feel disgusting. He knew she was angry and emotionally unstable. What is more concerning than this is the second half of her sentence......

I'm a madman......

"I'm crazy...... "I laughed self-deprecatingly, and as she walked around the room, her face already beginning to show a restless look. She kept walking, trying to relieve her excessive nervousness, but her heart was in a mess, "I said, I'm just a madman, Xu Huaisheng!" I don't need your pity, I don't need your sympathy, you live your perfect life, I'll go my way, and in the future, we don't owe each other! ”

“…… Like, are you serious? ”

"That's right! I'm serious about being with you from the beginning, including breaking up! Zhong Yi turned his back to him, and couldn't see the other party's expression clearly. He must have hated her, she thought! Who asked her to say so much, not to save a little face for each other.

From the moment I broke up with him, Zhong Yi was ready not to have anything to do with him in this life.

"Okay." Xu Huaisheng glanced at her deeply, turned around and left the apartment without looking back, without even saying a word of farewell.

After Xu Huaisheng left, she sat down on the cold floor with all her strength, she lowered her eyes and looked at a small shadow cast on the ground, and suddenly glanced at the engagement ring on her right ring finger.

She took the ring in her hand, and just made a gesture of raising her hand to throw it away, her arm stayed in mid-air for a long time. In the end, I couldn't bear it, withdrew my arm, and quietly looked at a diamond ring lying in the palm of my hand, tears like a flood that opened the floodgates, and I couldn't stop it.

Xu Huaisheng left the apartment with a heavy heart, he started the car and went directly to Gu Wei to confront him face to face, all this was just a misunderstanding, nothing happened to them at all! Unexpectedly, Gu Wei generously admitted that this was all caused by her, and the purpose was to let them break up.

Xu Huaisheng's eyes were scarlet, he raised his hand to give Gu Wei a slap, and yelled at her: "Get out!" Don't let me see you again! Get out! ”

Gu Wei covered half of her face that was hurt, and tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, blurring her vision. She looked at Xu Huaisheng, who had changed in an instant in front of her, and defended herself: "What is she better than me?" Let you hurt me again and again for her sake! Xu Huaisheng, all this I have done is not all for you! ”

"I hate you, Xu Huaisheng."

Xu Huaisheng parked his car on the highway by the river, took out a box of beer from the trunk, and sat on the riverbank and drank beer one after another, trying to numb his heart with alcohol.

His eyes stared blankly into the distance, as if he had never heard her say the words "I hate you".