Chapter Ninety-Three: Denying Yourself
Zhao Xing's eyes widened and he looked at Jin Yan with a shocked expression. "Fourth, you..."
Jin Yan smiled and said, "Yes, third brother, as you think." ”
A hint of joy appeared on Zhao Xingyi's face, and he hurriedly said, "I'll go and tell the fifth brother, the second brother." You can also go through the discharge procedures. ”
"Don't worry, third brother, I still have to live here for a while, you send this sticky girl back first, and then come back quickly, I still have a lot of things to talk to you about." Jin Yan opened his mouth to stop Zhao Xingyi's actions, and Zhao Xingyi nodded: "Since you do this, you have a certain plan, and I respect your ideas." ”
Jin Yan smiled and rubbed Chen Lei's head and said, "Girl, your brother and I have to live here for a while, but you don't have to worry, I will soon finish the matter and go back to accompany you." ”
Chen Lei nodded happily, that cute appearance amused Jin Yan couldn't help pinching Chen Lei's blown-up face, and then signaled with his eyes that Zhao Xing could also take Chen Lei back.
Chen Lei is an extremely obedient child, and after knowing that Jin Yan is fine, she also relieved herself and followed Zhao Xingyi back to the manor. And Zhao Xing didn't stay idle and ran all the way back to Jin Yan's ward.
"Fourth, Chen Lei can really help you get back your memory, it's really good! As long as you recover your memory, everything will be fine, by the way, why do you lose your fighting spirit after you hit the witch? I heard Lao Wu say that you seemed to be stupid at the time, what the hell is going on? Zhao Xingyi's mouth threw countless questions at Jin Yan like a cannon.
Jin Yan looked out the window expressionlessly and did not answer Zhao Xingyi's question, but asked, "Na, is that my cousin?" ”
Zhao Xing was also stunned, the smile on his face gradually converged, and a lively heart seemed to be poured with cold water.
"You didn't recover your memory?" Zhao Xing also reacted after a while, and said with a somewhat ugly face.
"No, I pretended it." Jin Yan still looked out the window expressionlessly and continued: "I originally wanted to tell the truth, but when I saw that girl looking at me with a look full of worry, I decided to be the former Jin Yan again. ”
Zhao Xing also sat on the chair as if deflated and muttered: "No wonder, you usually call her Lei Lei, but this time you call her girl." Her name is Chen Lei, and she is not related to you by blood, and when we were picked up by ordinary soldiers, you had to take care of her who had lost her mother. ”
"Am I doing it out of kindness?"
Zhao Xing also spread his hands and said: "Who knows, Xiao Chen Lei's face was dirty at that time, but those eyes were particularly beautiful and smart, but I didn't expect that in just over a year, she has changed a lot, from the original simple cuteness to a little bit of a woman's taste." ”
"Why were we picked up by the army, and what happened to her who lost her mother?" Jin Yan's eyes are still looking out the window, and his eyes are lonely, this pain of not having memories in his head makes Jin Yan very uncomfortable today.
Zhao Xing also opened the window of the ward, lit a cigarette, and slowly told the origin of the zombies and the stories that have happened in the past year.
Zhao Xingyi, the story of more than a year, finished it in two hours, he didn't pick out some nonsense to say, he talked about what everyone had experienced along the way.
Jin Yan slowly walked off the hospital bed, picked up the last one of the packs of cigarettes, came to the window, lit it, took a deep breath, and let the smoke in his mouth pass through his lungs, Jin Yan did it naturally, and at this time, petal snowflakes fell in the sky.
Looking at the cigarette in his hand, Jin Yan said: "It turns out that we are wicked people, the kind of wicked people who are extremely vicious and unscrupulous to live." ”
Zhao Xing also fell silent, Jin Yan was right, they had killed too many humans along the way, even if they were called demons, it would not be an exaggeration.
"Yang Xinrou, this name is really familiar, it seems that she is very important to me, is the figure that has been lingering in my mind also her, I don't know, maybe no one can give me an answer." Jin Yan took another puff of cigarette and said slowly.
Zhao Xing also opened his mouth and said: "She is dead, and I and Lao Wu personally killed the mutated her. There is no possibility of resurrecting dead zombies in this world. ”
"Really?" Jin Yan snuffed out the remaining half of the cigarette and looked at his hands and fell silent.
"Fourth, don't think about those people you killed, your hands are already stained with blood, and you and I will never go to heaven after we die, we can only go to hell." Zhao Xing also looked at Jin Yan's slightly trembling hands, and said in a calm tone.
Jin Yan suddenly turned around and yelled angrily, "That's just Jin Yan's doing!" I didn't do it! Is that how you want that devil to come back?! And why can you so calmly name those who were killed by Jin Yan and you? ”
Zhao Xingyi stood up and scolded: "Are you denying yourself? You are Jin Yan, Jin Yan is you, whether you have amnesia or not, the blood debt you owe is not enough to repay a few lives! Am I calm? Do you know what you laughed at when you threw Liu Yuchen out to feed the zombies?! ”
Jin Yan was subconsciously taken a step back by Zhao Xingyi's roaring footsteps, slowly shook his head, and kept muttering: "This is not what I did, this is not what I did." ”
Zhao Xing also smiled angrily and said, "Are you pretending to be a with me now?" You're trying to say that you killed them for a reason, right? Are you going to start making excuses for your blood debt? ”
Jin Yan showed a strange smile and looked at his hands and muttered: "Yes, as long as Jin Yan can't come back, I don't have to bear this large blood debt, I can enjoy a peaceful life, I have food and clothing, and Chen Lei is by my side, how good this life is." ”
Zhao Xing also looked at Jin Yan in shock, as if his personality had been split, and just as he was about to speak, there was a knock on the door.
The two fell silent at the same time, and at this time, the door was pushed open, and Luo Dong and Zhang Hao walked in.
Luo Dong didn't hear the quarrel between Zhao Xingyi and Jin Yan, and looked at the frightened Jin Yan with a puzzled look on his face and asked, "What's the matter?" ”
Zhao Xing was also the first to speak: "It's nothing, are you going to start treating the fourth child?" ”
Luo Dong nodded, Zhao Xingyi frowned, and said a few words in Luo Dong's ear, Luo Dong heard Zhao Xingyi's words, and a trace of unbearability flashed in his eyes, but he still turned around and gave an order to the five soldiers and Zhang Hao behind him.
"Huh? Treat? Memory recovery treatment? I don't want it, I don't want it! I can't let Jin Yan come back, and if Jin Yan comes back, won't I disappear?" Jin Yan struggled in his heart and roared.
"Yes, no one can restrain me, my strength is very strong, and it is not a problem to escape from here!" With a plan in mind, Jin Yan decided to let Zhao Xingyi and Luo Dong relax their vigilance first, so as to find a chance to escape here.
But at this time, the five soldiers walked into the ward, raised their pistols, and shot at Jin Yan at the same time, and the wires shot out of the barrel clamped Jin Yan's limbs and torso, and Jin Yan, who was caught off guard, was paralyzed on the ground by electricity, and his body could not stop convulsing.
Luo Dong and Zhao Xing couldn't bear to tilt their heads, and Luo Dong opened his mouth to urge: "Uncle Hao, he is no longer a threat, hurry up and take a special tranquilizer." The five of you go out first. ”
Hearing Luo Dong's order, the five soldiers put away their high-voltage electric guns and quickly left the ward and closed the door. Zhang Hao nodded solemnly, walked quickly to Jin Yan's side, and injected a tranquilizer into Jin Yan's body.
"You..." Jin Yan stared at Luo Dong and Zhao Xingyi resentfully, Luo Dong turned around and didn't look at Jin Yan's eyes, Zhao Xingyi slowly came to Jin Yan's side and said: "You can think that I am for my own good, for my own survival, I need that cruel Jin Yan to come back." ”
When Zhao Xingyi finished saying this, Jin Yan's eyes slowly closed and fell asleep. Luo Dong turned to Zhang Hao and said, "Uncle Hao, this treatment must be carried out in secret. ”
Zhang Hao shook his head with a wry smile and said: "No problem, I believe that Jin Yan will also cooperate with the treatment, this tranquilizer is strong enough to make people have temporary amnesia, your worries will not happen." It's just that Jin Yan has suffered, and he has forgotten the previous things, and now he has amnesia again. ”
Zhao Xing also stood up with a sinking face and said, "The whole world is looking forward to that Jin Yan coming back." ”
Luo Dong said in a deep voice: "The third child, you and I don't represent the whole world, but since I have done this, I will not regret it, as long as we firmly believe that this is for the good of the fourth child." When the time comes, the fourth child will take revenge on us, and I have nothing to say. ”