Chapter 15: Her Sore Spots

"An'er, it's all my mother's fault, it's my mother who hurt you......" Looking at Xie Chang'an, who was still unconscious, the Lin family blamed herself, how could she not know that if it wasn't for Rong Anhou persecuting Xie Chang'an again and again, she wouldn't have fallen to this step now, and in the future, no matter what, she would not let Rong Anhou persecute her An'er again!

Xie Changan only felt that his head was so confused that he couldn't do it, his palms ached faintly, and he vaguely seemed to hear Lin's voice. Xie Changan suddenly recalled that when she was a child, whenever she was sick, she looked forward to being like someone else's child, and she could see her mother beside her when she opened her eyes.

God knows how much she longs to be loved and cared for by her parents! She imagined how much she wanted to be like other children, whether she was tired or wronged, she could shrink into her mother's arms and seek comfort......

It's just that she always can't get her wish, how many days and nights, she is accompanied by her grandmother, sometimes kind, sometimes strict, but it is the most determined harbor when she was young, so, she is also very content, people can not be too greedy.

At this time, Lin saw that Xie Changan's fingers were almost invisible, she was overjoyed, and asked tentatively, "An'er, are you awake?" ”

Xie Changan opened his eyes in a daze, looked at the Lin family with a happy face, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Am I dreaming?" I didn't expect that my childhood wish came true by accident, but the price was too painful.

Lin grabbed Xie Chang'an's right hand tightly and said in surprise: "An'er, you have finally woken up, you are worried about the death of your mother, Bodhisattva bless!" ”

When Xie Changan heard this, his heart was sour, and he asked, "It turns out that my mother will also be worried!" Saying that, Xie Changan wanted to withdraw his hand from Lin's hand, but he didn't succeed.

Lin was rarely tough, pretending not to hear Xie Changan's cynicism, and said softly: "An'er, look at the stupid things you said, how can a mother not worry about her children?" ”

Seeing this, Qingshuang couldn't help but speak for the Lin family: "Miss, Madame has been guarding you, and the slave persuaded Madame to go back to rest, but Madame said that she would wait for you to wake up." Qingshuang didn't like the Lin family, she just wanted to make Xie Changan feel better.

Xie Changan glanced at the tired Lin without a trace, and knew that what Qingshuang said was true, his heart softened, and he pushed the boat down the river and said: "In this case, I will also wake up at this time, mother, go back and rest!" ”

"Okay, An'er, tell Qingshuang what you want to eat, and my mother will go back to rest first." Lin tucked the quilt for her, "Mother will come to see you later." The Lin family knows the principle of gradual progress, Xie Changan already doesn't trust them, she can't ask Xie Changan to accept her at once, and she is really tired at this time.

The house returned to calm, and only Qingshuang was left to accompany Xie Changan.

There was only moonlight outside, and the candles flickered in the house.

Xie Changan only felt a faint pain in the wound, looked at his left hand wrapped in gauze in a daze, and wondered whether his impulse was worth it......

Mrs. Xie and Rong Anhou knew about this before the doctor came, and Mrs. Xie let out a long sigh and said, "An'er has this temperament, and I don't know if it will hurt herself......"

Rong Anhou became more and more guilty, looked at Mrs. Xie with pleading, and said in a low voice: "Mother, I ......" paused, "I really can't persecute An'er anymore......"

Old Mrs. Xie said with a straight face: "You must know that you are the head of the family and the face of the Rong'an Hou Mansion, don't you know that soft-heartedness is the kindness of a woman!" That's it...... Since you are reluctant, I will deal with An'er's affairs. ”

In the early morning of the next day, Mrs. Xie personally went to Xie Changan's room and asked Li's mother to make Xie Changan's favorite pastries.

Seeing that Xie Chang'an's spirit was acceptable, Mrs. Xie changed her mind and took Xie Changan to the garden, the warm sun fell on her body, the spring breeze was blowing, Xie Chang'an was indescribably comfortable, and the depression in her heart also went a little, and she couldn't help but feel a little lighter.

Seeing that on the stone table was his favorite Poria cake, he picked up a piece with his fingers and sent it to his mouth, Xie Changan tasted it carefully, it was still so sweet and delicious, and Li's mother's craftsmanship did not regress.

"An'er, how are your injuries?" Old Lady Xie's eyes fell on Xie Changan's left hand, wrapped in thick gauze, Old Lady Xie couldn't see the reason, and continued: "You are really, how can you do such a foolish thing!" ”

Xie Changan swallowed the Poria cake, took a sip of tea, and said, "It's not a big deal, grandmother doesn't have to worry, it's just me who is sad left and right." ”

The words are alienated, how can Mrs. Xie not feel it, she smiled bitterly in her heart, this stubborn person, I am afraid that I also hate myself in my heart, if I don't explain it well, I am afraid that I will not be able to control this stubborn donkey in the future.

Old Madam Xie thought for a moment, raised her eyebrows, and asked, "An'er, do you still feel that you are very aggrieved by letting you put on other people's faces?" ”

When Xie Changan heard this, he was stunned, his hand unconsciously stroked his cheek, looking in a daze, but he said: "Grandmother, because of this face, Xie Changan disappeared and died for no reason, and now even my hand has to give up the sword, and instead practice female red, stroke the piano and paint?" But I'm Xie Chang'an, not Xie Changning! ”

Xie Chang'an was unwilling, and his face was just that, and now he had to deprive her of her inside, so she had to completely portray Xie Changning before she stopped?

Mrs. Xie took a sip of tea, moistened her throat, and said, "An'er, you can say if you are unwilling, but it is not advisable to hurt yourself, now you, can you still have a shadow of Xie Chang'an?" ”

Xie Changan was silent, and then sighed: "You are brought up by me, and the most painful thing is naturally you, even better than your brother, everyone has selfishness, then the prince of Yanjun is a good one, I am very satisfied with this family business, the only thing that I am not satisfied with is that he married not you but your sister!" ”

Mrs. Xie spoke bitterly and wanted to take this opportunity to open Xie Changan's heart knot.

If you want to say that Rong Anhou and the Lin family regard Xie Changning as the pearl of their palms, then Mrs. Xie is biased in favor of Xie Chang'an, Xie Chang'an has grown up with her since she was a child, so she naturally wants to be a good person for Xie Chang'an, Yan Qinglan has the heart of Mrs. Xie the most, if there is no disappearance of Xie Changning, Mrs. Xie will naturally think of other ways.

When Xie Changan heard this, he shook his head and said, "Grandmother, for the sake of this family business, you wiped out Xie Changan with your own hands, is it worth it?" If it was said that Rong Anhou and the Lin family forced Xie Changan to death, Mrs. Xie was also an accomplice, and the scene of Mrs. Xie kneeling and pleading, Xie Changan still remembers it vividly.

Thinking of this, Mrs. Xie said bluntly: "It's just a name and a face, no matter what, you are all Xie Chang'an who was brought up by me, and besides, if it weren't for the fact that you were brought up by me, why would I plan so much for you?" ”

When Xie Changan heard this, he didn't know how to refute, knowing that his grandmother still felt sorry for him in her heart, Xie Changan's heart was a little more comfortable, but she still couldn't accept Mrs. Xie's thoughts, and thought in her heart, how to make Mrs. Xie understand her heart.

Without waiting for Xie Changan to think about it, Mrs. Xie spoke: "An'er, you are not a child anymore, people in this world are sinister, how can you do what you want?" I pave the way for you, don't let down your grandmother's hard work! "Old Mrs. Xie is getting more and more unable to understand Xie Changan, since she chooses to change her face, it is equivalent to choosing to become Xie Changning, this is a doomed thing, why bother with this toss?

"Grandmother, Xie Changan, is it destined to be wiped out?" Xie Changan still can't accept such a cruel truth.

"An'er, now you are erasing Xie Chang'an...... If it was An'er in the past, how could he do things like this? Old Mrs. Xie said this, it is useless to say more, she wants Xie Changan to reflect on herself.

At this moment, Yingming ran over anxiously and saluted: "Old lady, miss, this lady is waiting for Miss in Miss's room." ”

"What's the matter? How in such a hurry. ”

"Miss Hui, my wife personally stewed chicken soup, saying that she wanted to replenish your body, and I was afraid that it would not taste good if it was cold for a while."

Old Mrs. Xie listened clearly on the side, a kind smile appeared on her face, and she said in a rare and gentle tone: "An'er, you see that you still complain about this and that, you are their daughter-in-law, how can they harm you?" Old Mrs. Xie knew that what Xie Changan longed for most was the love of his parents, if the Lin family could gradually soften Xie Changan's heart......

Xie Changan bowed his head and was silent, seeing his palm wrapped in white yarn, he smiled bitterly in his heart, and the bitter plan was indeed invincible.

Thinking of being repeatedly persecuted before, Xie Changan still shook his head and said, "Grandmother, you should know very well in your heart...... They are just guilty, and they think that their conscience is disturbed at night! ”

Old Mrs. Xie shook helplessly and said: "If you still think about your old son like this, grandmother has nothing to say, An'er, why don't you understand, the only one who can wipe out Xie Changan is Xie Changan himself......" Old Mrs. Xie sighed lightly, got up and left, I hope Xie Changan can figure it out by herself......

Xie Changan was stunned, with mixed feelings in his heart, I don't know why, why did grandmother say that she was erasing herself, obviously they forced her!

Seeing that Xie Changan didn't move for a long time, Qingshuang reminded in a low voice: "Miss, madam......"

Xie Changan came back to his senses, only to see Ming Ying looking at her anxiously, and immediately got up and walked back.

The Lin family waited for a long time, but did not see Xie Chang'an come back, and unconsciously paced in the room, looking out of the door from time to time, alas, I don't know what the old ancestor and An'er said, after talking for so long......

The Lin family was looking forward to it, and finally Xie Changan was looking back, and the Lin family hurriedly stepped forward and said, "An'er, are you back......?"

Xie Changan nodded and said, "Mother, Ming Ying said that you boiled chicken soup for me?" ”

Lin turned around and picked up the chicken soup on the table, the white porcelain bowl was still warm, Lin said embarrassedly: "The chicken soup is colder, I'll go and heat it ......up."

Xie Changan stepped forward and walked over the white porcelain bowl in Lin's hand and said, "The temperature is acceptable, so I don't bother my mother." ”

Seeing Xie Changan spontaneously holding the white porcelain spoon and drinking spoonful after spoonful, Lin unconsciously relaxed and smiled gently.

Xie Changan raised his eyes just in time to see the Lin family smiling on his lips, warm and beautiful, Xie Changan suddenly felt satisfied, isn't this the maternal love she has been looking forward to since she was a child?

Seeing Xie Changan staring at him without speaking, Lin couldn't help but feel nervous, and asked cautiously, "An'er, but what's wrong with my mother?" ”