Chapter 172: We Will Never Be Brothers and Sisters

His expression was like that of a wounded little animal, and he whimpered in a low voice, his tone was pleading like he had never been, and even the cold and deep eyes that looked at her were a little depressed.

"Can you stay, don't go."

Zhong Yi's heart trembled suddenly, his eyes looked restlessly at the wrist that was imprisoned by his big palm, and smiled helplessly: "I didn't leave, An Shu." ”

An Shu looked at the helpless smile on the corner of her lips, his heart twitched and hurt, he knew that she had misunderstood the meaning of his words, but he was unable to explain it to her again, allowing her to understand that he was playing with a child's temper again, waiting for her to be good-natured and softly coaxed.

The palm holding her wrist couldn't help but tighten a little, An Shu took a step closer to her, almost a subconscious action, Zhong Yi took a step back, frowning inadvertently, completely unable to escape An Shu's emotionless and unfathomable gaze.

It was obviously a subconscious action, but it pierced his heart deeply.

"Promise me that you want to leave him, okay? Stay with me......" He lowered his posture again and pleaded in a low voice. Over and over again, he kept saying in her ear, as if doing so, he would touch her heart, and she would stay, stay with him.

There was unprecedented shock and consternation on Zhong Yi's face, and she stared blankly at the half-grown teenager in front of her, as if the words that came out of the mouth of a stranger made her feel uncomfortable and unable to recover for a long time.

There was a dull pain in the temples, the nerves in the brain were tense, and the thoughts were very confused. She frowned, her teeth grinning in pain from the strength of the confinement on her wrists, her arms reddened from exposure to the sun, and her head was a little cloudy.

"An Shu...... You're hurting me. Zhong Yi bit his lip and spat out the half-complete words from his mouth with difficulty, his eyes dodging An Shu's eyes, not daring to look at him.

She needs to calm down, no, both of them need to be calm. Why did An Shu suddenly say something strange to her? Why did he want her to leave him? Who is he? Xu Huaisheng?

The palm that imprisoned her wrist easily opened the phalanges, and she was willing to withdraw her wrist, her fair skin was flushed, and the warm fingertips were gently pressed together, rubbing it carefully.

"I'm sorry......" He lowered his head, his eyes fell on the wrist that he had grabbed the red mark, and his movements rubbed the red skin very gently, and he whispered hoarsely: "Can you stay for me, I'm really afraid that you won't be by my side......"

Zhong Yi took a deep breath and closed her eyes, when she opened them, her eyes were clear, her cloudy brain had cleared up a lot, and her temples were still aching, but these were not enough to affect her rational judgment, she said: "An Shu, in a sense, I am not far from you, I have always been by your side." I don't know why you want me to leave Xu Huaisheng, maybe you have some kind of prejudice against him, but you have to believe that Ah Sheng is really good...... At the crossroads of life, you will always meet people of all shapes, and you must also learn to grow up, instead of blindly leaving me by your side and limiting the opportunity for you to meet others......"

"I don't care!" He interrupted her coldly and growled, "I like your affection!" Isn't that enough to justify my motive for keeping you around! ”

"I'm not willful, I'm not joking, and it's not your ridiculous idea that I'm playing with a child's temper."

"I know exactly what I'm talking about, I like you, I like you." In the last sentence, he seemed to have exhausted his life's strength, closed his eyes tiredly, a tear silently drew from the corner of his eye, and his expression was sad, more lonely and pitiful than the injured little animal.

Zhong's obscure gaze stayed on An Shu's body for dozens of seconds, and the surprise, stunned, and a trace of shame spreading from the bottom of her heart exploded in her brain with a "boom".

The atmosphere between the two condensed in an instant, there was embarrassment floating in the air, and the sound of the waves echoed not far away, but it seemed that they could not blend into the silent atmosphere.

Zhongyi's chest seemed to be depressed with a dull breath, and she couldn't breathe, she told herself over and over again in her mind to be calm, Anshu He was just a child, and he didn't understand the difference between liking.

"Anshu, you don't like me." Zhong Yi sighed lightly and said seriously: "There are many kinds of likes, and your likes are too dependent on me." It's a brother's love for his sister.,Family-like.。 ”

As if expecting Zhong Yi to say this, the smile on his lips widened. Obviously he was making a gesture of raising the corners of his lips, but Zhong Yi couldn't see the smile under his eyes at all, it was more like a laugh similar to sarcasm, a mocking laugh.

"Zhongyi, why do you deceive your heart." The cold voice mixed with the sound of the waves drifted into her cochlea, there were no mood swings, and it was not really true: "Do you believe in fate, I have met you since I was ten years old, and it is the fate of my life." ”

The wind was blowing on the sea, the sun mixed with the salty smell of sea water penetrated into her nose, the cold phalanges gently covered her eyes, and all the retina could see was a patch of red.

An Shu leaned down and gradually approached her, his thin cool lips lightly pressed against the corners of her lips, and then straightened up. He didn't let go of the hand that covered Zhongyi's eyes, and said slowly, "I'm serious about liking you. ”

Zhongyi's body stiffened for a moment, her cheeks flushed, and she didn't know if it was because of the sun or the anger of shame in her heart, she used all her strength to push An Shu away and roared at him.

"I'm your sister, Yasuki!"

Her chest rose and fell, and she felt sick to the shameful and unethical sibling feelings, and Zhong Yi loosened her clenched fists, and finally hung her hands weakly. She couldn't help but slap him, she could only keep telling him that they were sisters and brothers!

An Shu suddenly laughed, a low and hoarse voice drifted into her eardrums along the sea breeze, and a trace of strange pain crossed her eyes, and he said: Zhongyi, we will never be sisters and brothers.

Yes, since he broke the relationship that the two had always maintained and confessed to her, they could never go back to the past and continue to maintain a complete sister-brother relationship.

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Since then, Zhong Yi began to lock himself in the darkroom, concentrating on developing the photos without distractions, not thinking about the embarrassing things that happened to the two at the beach, and not thinking about Anshu.

After the relationship was broken, An Shu almost didn't step into the Zhong family, he seemed to know that Zhong deliberately avoided him, and he was very cooperative not to see her, under the pretext of learning a foreign language, he stayed in the room all day and didn't come out.

But the two families have close contacts and a very good relationship, so it is difficult to deliberately avoid each other. The two will always meet at inappropriate or appropriate times, and Zhong Yi will always be the first to look away in embarrassment, and An Shu will always focus on her intentionally or unintentionally.

When the two adults saw the two getting along awkwardly, they would always smile and say: Ah Shu and Zhong Yi quarreled again? I like you as a sister, why do you always have trouble with Ah Shu.

At this time, An Shu would put his eyes on her and spit out lightly: It's me who makes Zhong unhappy, and it has nothing to do with her.

Growing up, Anshu has never called Zhongyi a word "sister", and as he said, they will never become sisters and brothers.

Then, Mother Zhong glanced at her with disgust, and said helplessly: I like you and you are not a child.

Zhong Yi hung his head and remained silent. How should she explain the origin of this "farce" to Mother Zhong, it is difficult to tell them that An Shu likes her and confesses to her. Even she finds it difficult to speak, even if the folk customs are open, it is difficult to accept the love of sisters and brothers, not to mention, she herself can't accept it.

Fortunately, such days did not last long, and soon the day of separation came, and the new students of Z University reported a week earlier than the start date, and Zhong Yi also had to go to school a week early to prepare.

After packing a lot of luggage, some of which could not be finished at all, Zhong Yi watched helplessly as Zhong's father and mother worked hard to stuff the luggage into the trunk of the car, which was both sad and a little moved.

Before leaving for the train station, Zhong's mother carefully checked that nothing was left behind, and then sat on the train with confidence.

There was silence all the way, and the atmosphere was really a little depressing. I got off the train until the train station, and I pushed my suitcase into the flow of people, and I followed Zhong's father and mother to carry a big bag and a small bag, so I was a little reluctant, but Zhong's mother said that this is the school you chose by yourself, and you have to finish it no matter how far away from home.

Zhong Yi instantly held back his tears, thinking to himself how long did my dad do psychological construction for my mother? Ms. Zhong, who said the same thing before, was very opposed to her going to City A, and she was very despised when she came to this time.

Xin Rui's school start date is a little later than Z's, and she knows that she wants to leave today, so she came to see her off. Xin Rui has always seen inseparable scenes, and the tears gathered in her eyes almost fell several times, she hugged Zhong Zhong and said to her: "I know that you love beef jerky, I bought a few more packs and put them in your backpack, and I also came with a CD of Eason Chan, you have to keep it well." Don't forget, when Eason Chan has a concert, let's go to see it together. Remember to call me and take care of yourself whether it's cold or hot, but don't get sick. ”

She babbled a lot, listened attentively, and silently remembered it in her heart. Sometimes, she realizes that these little chatters in life actually sound particularly pleasant.

"You too, but take care of yourself."

Ruan Ruan stepped forward and patted Zhongyi's shoulder, and his tone was a little lost: "Why are you leaving, then I really can't find interesting people to play with." Cousin, he went to Los Angeles, you went to City A, one is farther away from home than the other, and it is estimated that it will be difficult to get together in the future. ”

"I'm not as careful as Lu Yuchuan, and I don't want to come back after staying in Los Angeles. Don't worry, I'll come back to play with you when the holidays come. Zhong Yi patted Ruan Ruan's head with a grin, and suddenly remembered that she was admitted to the same high school as An Shu, how could it be boring.

Ruan Ruan's eyes lit up, "Really." Okay, but don't go back. ”

Zhong Yi nodded.

Everyone went from the waiting hall to the platform, and even Ruan Yuhe and Commander Lu came to see her off, Ruan Yuhe couldn't help but nag again.

"The climate in the north is not better than here, the temperature is dry and muggy, you pay more attention to hydration and nutrition."

"I heard that the winter in City A is bitterly cold, and the winter is early, remember to add a few more warm clothes when it's cold, don't freeze."

Even Commander Lu, who has always been meticulous, followed her with a few words, and his tone was unprecedentedly soft.