Chapter 269: Luo Jia'er in the Freezing Period
"Ah, please help me thank Chenyu's agent over there, I think Chenxi should need these effervescent tablets."
On this side, Lin Wei'an got the effervescent tablets that Xia Chenyu asked Xiao Qian to send over, and Lin Wei'an was a little surprised when she saw that it was vitamin C effervescent tablets. But this is just what Dawn needs later, always, thanks to others, so she said that.
"I see, I'll tell you."
A hotel in country M, Luo Jiaer's room.
The storm of headlines has receded a lot, and although some radical comments on the Internet are still continuing, the popularity and recognition of a headline is always limited. Even though there are still many people who still have remarks about Luo Jiaer's headline, and many people want to continue to dig into this pit that has been blown up, but as of now, there is no news that has exploded more deeply to heat up this headline. Now a full week has passed since the first day of headlines, and Luo Jiaer has been closing herself in her bedroom, not seeing anyone. But the assistant who helped with the procurement still came every day to help Luo Jiaer bring things, sort out her household garbage last night, and roughly clean up the house by the way. After doing this, the assistant is already complete and can go.
At this time, Luo Jia'er, who was staying in the bedroom, had just woken up and was in a state of detachment from her dream. She opened her eyes slightly, and the bedroom was still dark before bed, and she pulled up all the dark and heavy curtains. So as soon as I opened my eyes, there was an impermeable darkness, and the darkness that made people breathless came to the face.
In the past, even when she was sleeping, Luo Jiaer would always light a small night light, and she was a person who kept awe of the darkness. She had long ago gone from fear of the dark to reverence for it, but in her own opinion, it was just a reassuring thought derived from fear.
But, since that happened, she seems to have had the courage to face the darkness. Sometimes, darkness is more like a kind of wordless redemption, hiding all the sins exposed under the light, so that people in the darkness inexplicably no longer feel that the darkness will overwhelm people. And Luo Jiaer at this moment is exactly like this.
Luo Jia'er closed her eyes gently, and through a layer of eyelids, there was another darkness. Fleeing from one darkness to another, hiding in the darkness of the darkness, not wanting to hear the voices of people outside the darkness. Gradually, Luo Jiaer seems to be able to understand those who like water for no reason, because the space under the water is boundless freedom, and it can always blur the sound of water.
These days, Luo Jiaer thinks a lot. She remembered that almost every time she got out of bed and felt hungry, it was already early in the morning of the next day. She used to turn on the light outside the bedroom at this time, and then cook a packet of instant noodles, the seasoning was mixed and the aroma was tangy, but she just stirred the instant noodles that had spread out in the pot with a blank look in the faint smoke.
After so many days, the mobile phone should be completely out of power, so it's okay to save the trouble. After all, there were so many people who didn't have back pain when they stood and talked, so much that she felt a little numb. But even without the phone to communicate, she would find a new post-it note on the outside of the refrigerator in the early hours of the morning, which roughly read: what she bought, what to make it delicious, and so on. But she just read it and didn't tear it up, she knew that it was left by the assistant who helped with the purchasing, and most of those shopping lists should have been ordered by Han Lier, because there was always something she was satisfied with.
Occasionally, when I lie down quietly like I am now, I somehow think of the lettuce that was not added to the water in which the noodles were cooked. In short, when the mind is empty, all kinds of strange thoughts will come out, and most of them are boring thoughts, but it is undeniable that they have existed.
The feeling of being idle is really a little too empty, and without a full schedule, Luo Jiaer suddenly can't find her position. probably stayed in the entertainment industry for a long time, and over time she felt that she really belonged to this circle, but she didn't expect that this would be equivalent to a mother's circle for her, and one day she would turn her face and deny people. But it's no wonder, it's originally a big dye vat that is linked to money and people's words, but the people who run into it are just voluntary.
Luo Jiaer suddenly thought of herself when she first entered the entertainment industry, and her goal at that time was very clear, that is, to become popular. Let the name "Luo Jiaer" be remembered, and not for a short time. Stand high enough for more people to see you. That's what she thought at the time. Of course, until recently, she had achieved most of that goal. Yes, not long ago, until the first few times it made headlines. In fact, Luo Jiaer has been in the headlines a lot over the years, but this time it is more special, and this one made her fall from her original position.
During this period of time, she thought about her feelings for Min Shihao. If it was before, the relationship between the two of them was still relatively ...... Got it? At least, at least...... It's not supposed to be a friendship. Indeed, it's not friendship anymore.
Luo Jiaer opened her eyes again in the darkness, and when she faced the darkness again, she suddenly became sincere again. It seems to be a little more fearless.
Finally...... What kind of relationship is it? She and Min Shihao are now in a position where they can't move, and no matter how much they struggle, they can't run ashore. As a result, she chose to escape and refused almost all contact with the outside world. These days, she doesn't even know what kind of life he leads, how many phone calls he makes to her, how many text messages he sends her. All the time, I just guessed roughly, and I didn't really think about confirming anything.
It turns out that lovers are so fragile with each other?
This question is coiled in my mind.
Min Shihao is a relatively popular solo singer, who has released many great songs, has a well-functioning fan club, and has a group of loyal fans. Not long ago, he also participated in a movie with a huge lineup, probably planning to enter the film and television industry in the near future. As far as Luo Jiaer knows, the movie that Min Shihao participated in is still in the editing stage, and if something like this happens, it is difficult to guarantee whether the part he participated in will not be edited, after all, if there is such bad news, it is normal for the cooperation to be terminated or something.
Therefore, if you have to describe it, now Luo Jiaer and Min Shihao are mandarin ducks in distress. And whether it is a "mandarin duck" or not is also what Luo Jiaer has been thinking about the most in the past few days. But now it seems that what we should think about is not this, but what kind of relationship will they become after such a thing? To be honest, she herself was not very sure, he would definitely continue to stay by her side.
But now that she herself is a mud bodhisattva crossing the river, she has no ability to rescue others. Because it is extremely difficult to save yourself now, and it seems like there is no hope of achieving it. Although she knew that Lil had been trying her best to salvage the situation so that it didn't get so bad, it wasn't that she didn't want to certify Lil's abilities, but that it was all ...... It's really too bad. Whether it looks, or it actually is.
Too bad to ...... She had to lie here and make a fool of herself.
Luo Jiaer didn't know if her choice was right or not, so she hid so tightly, how long could she hide? You can't hide until no one knows you anymore, right? At that time, even if no one cared who she was or what she did, it didn't mean anything.
Luo Jiaer, who was lying on the bed, reached out to touch an alarm clock placed next to the bed, turned on the night-light function of the alarm clock, and saw the current time: 4:30 in the morning.
Ah, it's time to go grab a bite to eat.
Numbly got up from the bed, leaving the warm bed, and there was a feeling of coldness around the body. One was not paying attention, and it turned out to be a sneeze. Luo Jiaer casually found a coat to put on, and then put on the pair of cotton shoes that she would wear on weekdays. She took a few steps in the direction of the door, then stopped in front of it and put her hand on the doorknob.
With a little push, the door opened. There was some light outside, but only because the curtains were not drawn on the floor-to-ceiling windows outside. Luo Jiaer walked in the direction of the kitchen, turned on the lamp with the weakest light, and sniffed lightly without realizing it.
When I opened the refrigerator, there were some ingredients neatly placed in it, and there were many ingredients that could make a delicious meal, but Luo Jiaer just took a bottle of bibimbap sauce. I don't know if it's bibimbap sauce or not, but it tastes really good. Find the pot in which the noodles are cooking, fill it with an appropriate amount of water, and heat it. Luo Jiaer took a pack of instant noodles casually, and then took out all the seasonings in it and put it aside, today she doesn't plan to use the seasoning of the instant noodles themselves to mix noodles and eat.
The time to wait for the water to boil is not long, it is not short, but it is a blank time. In fact, Luo Jiaer has rarely tried to cook noodles by herself over the years, and it is still instant noodles. There is no doubt that eating too much instant noodles is not good for the body, and there are also calories, so Han Lier basically won't let her touch such things. Since it was Li'er who said it, she couldn't do it even if she was gluttonous.