Chapter 269: Unusual
The moon dives and the sun rises, and it is bright and clear.
Last night was calm, Xie Changan didn't cry, didn't make trouble, and even gently coaxed the two little guys to sleep, after being taken away by Mama, Xie Changan and Yi lay next to Xiao Yu, without saying a word, only his slender arms hugged Xiao Yu's waist.
The night is like water, everything is quiet, Xie Changan listened to the gradual faint beating in Xiao Yu's chest, and his hands sniffed lightly from time to time, if there is nothing, it seems that it will be cut off in the next moment, and the body temperature, which is not very warm, is gradually decreasing.
Life is dying.
Xie Changan cried all the time, only laughing was left, gentle and shallow, just like Xiao Yu's tolerance and helplessness when he was messing around.
You see, Xiao Yu is messing around again, making such a big joke, but ...... What can I do? I can't find the antidote, so I can only let him go and ...... again Let him go.
But I think Xiao Yu must still like the way I smile.
The smile is like a flower, but the heart is broken, the body is trembling, the hand that caresses Xiao Yu's cheek, and the hand that holds Xiao Yu's waist are all trembling, what should she do, she won't be able to keep him......
Why?!
Grief and indignation, endless grief and indignation boiled in the chest, tightened Xie Changan's heart, and ten thousand arrows pierced his heart, and then crushed it bit by bit, but why did it still hurt so much?
Holding his heart with his bare hands, he didn't know if he was going to have a showdown with the heartache that he couldn't see or touch, and he just wanted to know, since it hurt so much, why didn't he just die? But...... Who will avenge Xiao Yu's revenge? What about the two little ones?
"Rouran."
Ling Ran's voice mixed with hoarseness, sounded softly and quietly in the middle of the night, like a dream murmuring, and like a soul cry, ethereal, but the words were cold and piercing, and the smell was terrifying.
"Xiao Yu, if you get on the Nai He Bridge, you wait for me, it won't be too long......"
I have made a decision in my heart, and there is a touch of determination on my gentle and lifeless eyes, which is ruthless and unstoppable, since Rouran wants Xiao Yu's life, then she wants the whole Rouran to bury her! When the revenge is avenged, then she can go to find Xiao Yu......
Warm tears fell from the corners of his eyes, but they were not Xie Changan's, they were Xiao Yu's.
Xie Changan was full of joy and sorrow, Xiao Yu could still hear her words, but soon Xiao Yu ...... Resentment, sadness, and powerlessness in the chest of the anger, depression in the heart can not be dissipated, provoked Xie Changan just want to look up to the sky and roar, but she can't, she can't let the people in Manchu worry about it anymore.
"Xiao Yu ......"
The grief and indignation only turned into a low whimper, Xie Changan let out a breath of turbidity, his expression seemed to be the same as before, and the gentleness between the eyebrows and eyes disappeared completely, leaving only cold, piercing cold.
Xie Changan was even reluctant to wipe away the tears, so he just let it slide down slowly, and finally fell into the pillow towel and disappeared, but the pillow towel was wet after all, which is the proof of existence.
Subsequently, Xiao Yu did not move any more, and Xie Changan just silently lay beside Xiao Yu with his clothes, but his eyes were not closed all night, staring at Xiao Yu intently until the sky was thin.
This night, Qingshuang Libai didn't dare to get distracted, and Xie Chang'an, who was looking at the corner, those whispers, the pain and grief in the whispers, they felt the same way, but they couldn't do anything except tears.
How to persuade?
Seeing the life of a loved one disappear, how can the heartache of powerlessness be persuasive? And about hate, how can you not hate, why bother...... Why bother with an idle prince who has no quarrel with the world?
"An'er ......"
The old man's majestic voice pulled out Qingshuang Libai's complacency, and he was happy in his heart, the ancestor is here, so miss...... And it won't be fine.
Qingshuang hurriedly opened the door, Mrs. Xie glanced at the two people who were looking at her, and then walked into the house quickly, even if the pace was already trembling, and her body seemed to be unstable, but the speed was not slow, and the crutches fell on everyone's hearts one by one, firm and powerful, as if it was a new hope.
"An'er."
Old Lady Xie called again.
"Grandmother."
The hoarse voice fell on everyone, which was tantamount to Ling Chi's heart, but Xie Chang'an's pain was unknown to anyone in the end.
Because of the posture maintained overnight, Xie Changan's body was inevitably stiff, and after whispering to his grandmother, he moved slowly, got up slowly, and looked up at Mrs. Xie, who seemed to be a little older, and slightly hooked the corners of her lips, "Grandmother, don't worry, I'm fine." ”
If there is a smile that seems to be nothing, it makes Mrs. Xie frightened, and it also makes everyone behind her frightened.
I'd rather Xie Changan cry and dissolve the depression in his heart, than see Xie Changan so calm and breezy appearance, his face is impeccable, as if there is no wave, but his heart is ...... I'm afraid that I'm just dying, just wait for Xiao Yu to let go, and that heart will die.
"Mother!"
Mother and son connected hearts, Xiao Ruochen and Xiao Ruoying seemed to notice something, and suddenly howled and cried, Xiao Ruochen, who was full of tears, ran towards Xie Changan with his little short legs, Xu was in a hurry, and fell, but Xiao Ruochen ignored it, struggled to get up and continued to run towards Xie Changan.
Xiao Ruoying, who was in Mama Gui's arms, also cried with her throat, her face was full of tears, and she felt pity when she saw it, her little hands and feet fluttered, and she wanted to go to Xie Chang'an, but Mama Gui had to hug Xiao Ruoying and move forward.
Xie Changan glanced at the two crying little guys, but he didn't seem to feel distressed, frowned lightly, and said without emotion: "Don't cry, it's disturbing your father's rest." ”
Xiao Ruoying didn't know anything, she only cried non-stop, Xiao Ruochen was stunned, and looked at Xiao Yu on the bed, there was no grievance in the big black and white eyes, only sadness, and she obediently stopped crying, and then walked to the front of the collapse, carefully holding Xiao Yu's slightly cool arm, "Dad, if you don't wake up, my mother won't want us, can you bear to see Chen'er and her sister homeless?" ”
Childish words, but like a spike, they were pierced into the hearts of everyone present, dripping with blood, as if they had been quenched with poison.
Xie Bin and Xiao Yuan couldn't stand it, their eyes were red, they took a deep look at Xiao Yu, who was silent, as if they had a tacit understanding, and turned away. And Prince Zhong and Princess Zhong and the Lin family and others couldn't hold back their tears, and the handkerchiefs were already wet.
Old Mrs. Xie sighed, knowing that even if she said cruel words, Xie Changan would not be able to listen to them, and seeing Xie Changan's appearance towards the two little guys, Xiao Yu and Xie Changan still had to be a little heavier after all......
Unable to return to the sky, the strong Mrs. Xie felt for the first time in her life that she was indeed old, and she could no longer hold anything firmly in her hands, and her heart turned over for a long time, and finally only one sentence fell, "Chen'er, your mother will not want you, you are born from her pregnancy in October, and it is your mother and your father's life." ”
Only Xiao Yu is there, and only if it is related to Xiao Yu, can Xie Changan be unbearable.
Xie Changan's eyelashes trembled twice, his eyes were lifeless, but after all, he raised his eyes to look at the two little guys, his eyebrows were not emotional, he didn't know what he was thinking, and he said after a long time: "Don't cry, don't bother your father, my mother won't want you, good." ”
It was originally gentle and soothing, but at this moment, from Xie Chang'an's mouth, there was only cold and impersonal affection.
Old Mrs. Xie was speechless, only sighed.
Kou Lianyi and Xie Changning couldn't stand it, so they hurriedly stepped forward and hugged Xiao Ruochen and Xiao Ruoying out, not daring to look at Xie Changan at all, because of those eyes, they were unparalleled in style, but now, in addition to dead air, they are still dead air.
Prince Zhong stumbled forward, shouted "Chang'an ......" and then cried and shook her head, leaning on the collapse physically and mentally, looking at Xiao Yu who had only one breath left on the bed with tears in her eyes, and she was also heartbroken.
This is her smart and clever son, who has been loved since he was a child, and he has become more and more spoiled because of his stupidity, blood is thicker than water, and the deep mother-son relationship has long been needless to say. But now, the son she loves on the tip of her heart is on the verge of death, but she can't do anything about it...... This thief, God, why is he so ruthless, he actually wants a white-haired person to send a black-haired person!
"Yu'er ......"
The heartache of Prince Zhong and Princess Zhong is no less than that of Xie Changan, and because of this, Xie Changan did not expel her, and the heartache that went deep into the bone marrow was hidden in her eyes.
Xie Changan got up, Xu is body was weak, he shook slightly, Qingshuang wanted to step forward to help, but Xie Changan waved his hand, held his breath, stood firm, and said in a calm tone, "Grandmother, don't worry, I'll be fine, here...... Leave it to your mother first. When the words fell, Xie Changan helped Mrs. Xie outside the house.
Everyone left, except for Prince Zhong in front of the bed, Prince Zhong also stood aside, with the light on his back, unable to see clearly.
"Tell me to go down and prepare breakfast."
helped Mrs. Xie to sit down, Xie Changan also sat down on the side, and said to Li Bai: "Call everyone here and have a breakfast together." ”
Libai was shocked, but she didn't dare to disobey, and went busily.
Mrs. Xie didn't say anything, and the rest of the people didn't know what to say, and everything they said left and right was pale and powerless, if Xie Changan wanted to do it, they would accompany him.
The meals were served very quickly, and the people were all there.
Xie Changan glanced at everyone, turned to Mrs. Xie and said, "Grandmother, you can use chopsticks." So he and Mrs. Xie served Su Ri's favorite rice porridge, and instructed Qingshuang Libai to take the food to the house, and be sure to call Prince Zhong and his wife to use it.
I don't know what medicine Xie Chang'an's gourd sells, everyone just watched, there was no action, because of the sourness in their hearts, they couldn't use anything.
His unsparkling eyes swept away, Xie Changan frowned, "Why don't you move chopsticks?" Is the meal not to your taste? If that's the case, the cook is redone, and the butler ......."
"No, no, no, let's move the chopsticks!" As the words fell, the clashing of dishes gradually sounded.
Unlike that day, when everyone ate at the same table, it was full of joy and hope. Today is a resolute decision, as if saying goodbye, only dull and silent.
Xie Changan used the meal in an orderly manner, his face was calm and indifferent, and his appetite seemed to be good, so he used a lot.
Xiao Yu, since death is decided, I want to give you the best.