Chapter 4 Don't give up until you reach the Yellow River
Originally, for such a thing, Jing Tao could completely ignore it. But because Liang Man was used as a bargaining chip to become Xu Xinping's amateur extracurricular tutor in order to mobilize Shen Jia to participate in the Literature and Art Department of the Student Union, Jing Tao felt a little unable to suppress the fluctuations caused by this incident in his heart. What made him even more impressed was that the other person directly affected by this matter was Shen Jia, who was so beautiful and pure, could he really bear to watch the situation related to the happiness of her life, and directly develop under his nose to the Yellow River that might eventually make these two young boys and girls die? But what can you do on your own? So after thinking about it, he made an appointment with Liang Man.
Liang Man learned about this situation from Jing Tao, and from a woman's point of view, empathy swelled up in his heart with all kinds of indescribable feelings. She understood what Jing Tao meant by looking for her, and she was very grateful that Jing Tao didn't take this matter seriously, if it was like that: she couldn't help but think of the face of Shen Jia, the white lady who would be incomparably poignant in the hearts of people who did not give up in the Yellow River. Poignancy is also beautiful, but it can be heart-wrenching. She doesn't dare to say whether others are in pain or not, she will definitely be in pain, and it will be so painful that life is worse than death, and she is so painful that she can't replace her. Because she is Liang Man.
Jing Tao and Liang Man have repeatedly studied various intervention plans that can be feasible, the best is of course to make Xu Xinping recover completely, but that is to start from both psychology and physiology, and it is only out of good intentions and can never be expected to have any effect. And it is never a good way to let Shen Jia know about this situation in some way. After thinking about it, I felt that it was better to let Jing Tao hint at Xu Xinping when he was counseling Xu Xinping, and let Xu Xinping know that his own situation was to attract attention, which was very serious. For other things, they can only pay close attention to the opportunity to act.
Xu Xinping quickly understood a very clear hint from Mr. Jing Tao. It was the weekend, and Jing Tao told Xu Xinping that the most important quality of learning philosophy is not how smart a person is, but how wise he is. Wisdom is the mastery and application of knowledge, which is only one of the functions of wisdom, and wisdom is the light of human nature, and all kinds of phenomena of life depend on the light of wisdom. All kinds of psychological and physiological phenomena of human beings are also reflected in her image. Physiology can affect the psyche, and the psyche can also affect the physiology. The interaction between physiology and psychology can sometimes be very direct and profound, and sometimes even irreversible.
The last two words that Mr. Jing said hit Xu Xinping's heart like lightning and made him suddenly realize something. "The impact is direct and profound", "irreversible"?!
Xu Xinping tried his best to break the "irreversible" that night, but the result was disappointed, desperate, and cold in his heart.
Xu Xinping would never let Shen Jia suffer a little grievance from himself, let alone such a crucial problem that happened to him. Therefore, that night, the most direct and largest boulder that pressed on Xu Xinping's heart was not his physical condition and the impact on himself in the future, but how not to let Shen Jia be affected in any way, at least to minimize the impact on Shen Jia.
At dawn, in Xu Xinping's chaotic thoughts, only one was clear: tell Shen Jia directly about the situation as soon as possible. Parted.
On this morning, although the campus was still picturesque, the wind and sun were beautiful. Shen Jia beside him was also as usual, with a fresh posture and light steps. But Xu Xinping dragged his legs as if they had been filled with lead, and walked with Shen Jia on campus like a walking corpse. As soon as he walked to the first long chair in the central garden, Xu Xinping sat down in a daze. Seeing this, Shen Jia asked with concern: "What's the matter, didn't you sleep well last night?" Sick? ”
Xu Xinping used the last bit of mental strength that he could still control his actions, and handed Shen Jia a piece of paper with his situation written down. Then he completely became a vegetative person with a blank brain. Xu Xinping's soul, with his head raised to the sky, floated up to the endless void, not even the white clouds were attached.
After Shen Jia looked at what was written on the paper handed over by Xu Xinping, there was no surprise at all. In her opinion, this was just another unexpected problem. And that unexpected problem must have been caused by Xu Xinping's too single-minded mind and too hard work during this time. Pay attention to relaxation in the future, it will definitely recover well. She couldn't help but think of the scene when she was studying with Xu Xinping during the summer vacation, and Xu Xinping's heart was blushing. So I don't care even more. Looking at Xu Xinping, who was loveless beside him, Shen Jia comforted him in his heart, "I don't dare to say anything else about this white lady, Zhiping Lang, your ......," Shen Jia shyly didn't dare to think about it anymore.
Xu Xinping, who was floating in the sky, suddenly felt that there was a gust of ambiguous breeze blowing into his ears, it was Shen Jia blowing into his ears, he didn't move, and after a while, there was no longer an ear blown by the wind, but Shen Jia gently but forcefully pinched and pulled it with his hand. Xu Xinping was like a kite being pulled by a string, and slowly floated down to the chair.
"Peace of mind, it's not a big deal, I can guarantee that it will definitely be good. Let's pay attention to a certain amount of relaxation time in the future. Seeing that Xu Xinping came back to his senses, Shen Jia's heart booster was immediately injected into Xu Xinping's heart.
Seeing that Xu Xinping didn't mention any spirit, Shen Jia exuded her innate charm and charm, "I'll relax with you." ”
In the face of Shen Jia's fiery true feelings, Xu Xinping was in turmoil, and more heartache. Is there any hope? Even a slighter?
In any case, Xu Xinping asked this question in his heart again after all. Reason also slowly returned to Xu Xinping's heart, he wanted to break up with Shen Jiati, but would it hurt her? Somehow, a passage from Mr. Jing about rationality and doing things echoed in his ears:
The big things have nothing to do with me, don't be presumptuous. Leave it to time, climb over the hill and look again.
Having said that, Xu Xinping couldn't help but say to Shen Jia: "I don't want to ....."
"Don't say peace of mind, you are me, I am you. In the future, I want you to have me, and I have you. The ancients had dry seas and rotten stones, but I only have one heart unchanged. ”
Xu Xinping knew that now there was only time to leave everything to him, and he turned over the mountain and looked at it again. He hoped that this was just a small hill, and he hoped that what he would see again over this hill would be an endless prairie, under the blue sky and white clouds, he and Shen Jia were galloping side by side.
Jing Tao and Liang Man, who were paying attention to the little lovers, had a very accurate grasp of these real-time situations. Therefore, Jing Tao said a few words in the subsequent counseling to Xu Xinping, and the truth that you can't waste things because of people, and you can't waste people because of things. If you don't waste things because of people, you will always have things, and if you don't waste people because of things, people can be accessible. Xu Xinping was greatly inspired, regrouped the scattered momentum in his heart, and once again moved forward with a heavy load.
Just when Xu Xinping and Shen Jia were about to take a few breaths through this sudden big wave, another wave of huge waves like rivers and seas fell from the sky, hitting the two of them into a huge whirlpool that they couldn't help themselves at all.