Chapter 150: What You Love and What You Love

I grabbed the chick and shook it wildly, hoping to show the excitement in my heart.

"Calm down!" The chick desperately wrenched her body out of my grasp, twisted her neck, and complained to me, "Can't you be gentle? ”

"Less nonsense!" I grabbed the chick's collar fiercely: "You said that Su Xiaoyue was saved, what the hell is going on!" Say it! ”

"Let him go!" Senior brother walked out from behind me and looked at me with a solemn face: "I know you have a lot of questions, but now is not the time, the only thing you have to do now is to find out Bai Zexin, and then squeeze Bai Zexin, and drip the juice inside into her mouth." ”

"Good!" I jerked the chick loose and turned and strode towards my backpack that I had left at the water's edge.

"Bai Zexin! Bai Zexin! While chanting the three words Bai Zexin, I frantically flipped through my backpack.

"Where! I remember I brought it! I didn't find Bai Zexin after a few rummags, so in a fit of anger, I lifted the entire backpack and said that all the contents fell to the ground.

"Here!" Among the piles of debris on the ground, I saw the brocade box containing Bai Zexin, hurriedly grabbed the box, turned around and ran to my senior brother, and shouted while running: "Found it!" I found it! ”

Hurriedly ran back to Su Xiaoyue's side, I opened the brocade box with trembling hands, and saw that it was indeed Bai Zexin given to me by my godmother, and the heart I had been hanging on was put down.

"Wait!"

When I was about to crush Bai Zexin and feed it to Su Xiaoyue, Senior Brother suddenly stretched out his hand to block me.

"What's wrong?" I looked at my brother suspiciously: "Do you want anything else?" ”

"No, as long as there is Bai Zexin, it is enough." Senior Brother shook his head at me, and suddenly his tone changed and asked me, "Do you know what the price of Bai Zexin is?" ”

"The price?" I frowned and looked at my senior brother, and suddenly my eyes widened: "What price?" Could it be that she is not human when she comes back to life? ”

Senior brother still shook his head at me: "No, since she is alive, then she must be a human being, otherwise there is no need to talk about life and death, flesh and bones." ”

"So what are you waiting for!" I shouted to my brother, "Let's take a little more in the evening, maybe her soul will be taken away by the ghost!" ”

"No hurry!" Senior brother squinted at me: "Because she doesn't belong to the end of life, there is no record below yet, and the ghost will not come so soon." ”

I waved my hand at my senior brother irritably: "If you are not afraid of 10,000, you are afraid of what if!" ”

Saying that, I was going to crush Bai Zexin again, and suddenly the senior brother snatched Bai Zexin from my hand and asked me, "Do you know the price of Bai Zexin's life and death!" ”

"What the hell!" I yelled at my brother dissatisfiedly: "You can say what you have!" I don't have time for you to talk nonsense here! ”

Seeing me like this, the senior brother sighed, and suddenly said to me in a very deep tone: "Actually, this is also very good, at least she remembers you, she knows what you have done for her, and she also understands the misunderstanding with you before, why do you have to let her come back to life?" ”

"What are you talking about?" I frowned and yelled at my senior brother, "Are you mistaken! Su Xiaoyue died because of me! Now I'm going to resurrect her, what's so bad? ”

"I know!" Senior brother looked at me painfully: "Do you know that this person who is resurrected by Bai Zexin will forget something!" ”

"Forgot something?" When I heard my brother's voice, I suddenly chuckled in my heart, and tentatively asked my brother, "What will she forget?" ”

The senior brother reached out and touched his nose, hesitated for a moment before telling me, "She will forget the cause of her death." ”

"That's it?" I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, but I just forgot the cause of my death, it wasn't a big deal, and when I saw the appearance of my senior brother in front of me, I thought it was a big deal.

"That's it!" Senior brother glared at me: "This so-called cause of death is not only to forget who killed her, but more importantly, she will forget everyone tonight!" ”

"All of you tonight?" My eyes grunted, could it be that Su Xiaoyue would forget me? It's impossible, after all, she still remembers what I used to be, at most, she still misunderstood me, it's not a big deal, misunderstanding is compared to human life, I'd rather choose the latter.

"Yes." The senior brother reached out and took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, handed one to me, and lit another one himself: "And everything about everyone tonight, she will forget." ”

I took the cigarette handed over by my senior brother, but when I heard my senior brother say this, I suddenly muttered in my heart and asked my senior brother with a frown: "You mean that she will forget everything about me?" ”

"Hmm." The senior brother nodded, and took a sharp puff of the cigarette in his hand: "Including her memory of you." ”

Saying that, the senior brother took two more puffs of cigarette, and then threw out the cigarette butt that was still very long: "That is to say, if she comes back to life, in her world in the future, there will be no more people like you, or in her connections, there will never be a person named Yang Jian again." ”

After speaking, the senior brother lit another cigarette, and it seemed that the senior brother was very addicted to smoking tonight: "You used to say that this thing was given to you by your godmother, don't you wonder why she didn't use this thing to resurrect herself?" ”

"I can tell you now that your godmother is afraid that she will forget her child after she is resurrected!" Senior brother spat out a thick puff of smoke at me: "For a woman, nothing is more important than her own flesh and bones, and the reason why she can persist in the well is because she thinks that one day she will be able to meet her own child!" ”

"If she forgets her own flesh and blood in order to resurrect herself, she would rather choose to die herself!" After the senior brother said these words to me, he reached out and patted his chest again, calming down his mood: "That's why I'm just asking you now, is your choice really good?" ”

After listening to my brother's words, I fell into deep thought.

Is it really good to do it yourself? Godmother doesn't want to forget her own flesh and blood, so she chooses to die, so what about Su Xiaoyue?

Is she unwilling to forget me, and would rather die than forget me and live?

I turned my head to look at Su Xiaoyue on the ground, her brows were still tightened, as if she was unwilling to let go of her thousands of years of grudges, or it may be because she was worried that someone who would not be able to leave with peace of mind.

"Are you willing?" I seemed to see another self standing in front of me, whispering to me, "Are you willing to exchange a woman who loves you for a woman you love?" ”

This question is really hard to choose, no matter which one I choose, I will face loss, just different, one to let the woman who loves me die, one to bring the woman I love back to life.

"I know." Seeing that I was deep in thought, the senior brother slowly walked up to my side and patted me on the shoulder: "This choice is the most painful, you choose, there is no right or wrong choice, no matter how you choose, it is right." ”

I didn't answer Senior Brother's words, but looked at Su Xiaoyue on the ground blankly.

People are selfish a lot of the time, and I am no exception, I finally explained the misunderstanding with Su Xiaoyue, and now let all this be in vain, to be honest, I am really unwilling.

But just because of my unwillingness, I deprived Su Xiaoyue of the opportunity to come back to life, and I couldn't do such a thing.

After all, a large part of Su Xiaoyue's death was due to my relationship, if I didn't hand her over to the female ghost, if I found her here, I would have pulled her away as soon as I found her.

I laughed at myself, I was still too naΓ―ve, there are really so many ifs in this world, then there will not be so many joys and sorrows in this world, if everyone has the right to choose again, then the world will become extremely boring.

I stared at Su Xiaoyue blankly, struggling for a long time, and finally I raised my head to look at my senior brother and stretched out my hand to him: "I still don't want to watch her die like this." ”

"You!" My brother wanted to persuade me to do something, but when my brother saw my eyes, he gave up his persuasion and asked me in a low voice, "Have you really thought it through?" ”

"Hmm." I nodded at my senior brother: "I think clearly, although I can't be a saint with great compassion, but I can't deny her chance to live because of my misunderstanding with her, after all, she still has her parents, her friends, and her future." ”

"Hey." Senior Brother sighed at me, stretched out his hand and handed Bai Zexin to me.

I took Bai Zexin from my brother's hand, nodded at my brother, turned around and squatted beside Su Xiaoyue, and gently picked up Su Xiaoyue, who was already very cold, and crushed Bai Zexin in my hand, and a small stream of white juice flowed out of my hand.

I leaned my hand on Su Xiaoyue's mouth and fed Bai Zexin's juice into Su Xiaoyue's mouth little by little.

After the juice flowed into Su Xiaoyue's mouth, I saw that the originally hideous wound on Su Xiaoyue's neck suddenly healed, and this speed was like watching another fast-forward movie.

In just two minutes, I saw that the scar on Su Xiaoyue's neck had disappeared, but there was still a lot of blood on her neck.

I reached out and probed Su Xiaoyue's nose, and felt that breath began to exhale from her nose, I smacked my mouth, but I couldn't say a word, just fed Bai Zexin's remaining meat to Su Xiaoyue.

"We'd better get her to the hospital first." After seeing that I fed Bai Zexin all to Su Xiaoyue, Senior Brother kindly reminded me: "If she wakes up like this, she will definitely feel very scared and frightened, and you don't want her to live in a nightmare for the rest of her life, right?" ”

I nodded, vigorously picked up Su Xiaoyue, who had already begun to have a temperature, turned to the chick and eldest sister and said, "You go back first, and my senior brother and I will send her to the hospital and come back." ”

first washed the blood on Su Xiaoyue's neck with water, and then carried Su Xiaoyue to the hospital with her senior brother, looking at the doctor's puzzled expression, I lied and said that she was my sister, and she suddenly fainted when I was shopping with her, and the hospital looked at me a few times, and then beckoned someone to carry Su Xiaoyue into the diagnosis room.

After I paid off the hospitalization fee, I watched Su Xiaoyue sleeping in the ward, bit my tongue, and then felt out the Wulei Anzhen charm in front of me, folded it into a small triangle, and quietly placed it under Su Xiaoyue's pillow.

Walking out of the hospital gate, I made a call to Yang Guang from the payphone and told him to inform You Zhan to come to the hospital to find Su Xiaoyue, when Yang Guang asked me who I was on the phone, I didn't answer him, but read Su Xiaoyue's ward number again, and then hung up the phone.

"Let's go." Senior brother stood beside me and reached out and patted me on the back: "We still have to go back to Xiangshuitan, and there is still some aftermath work that has not been completed." ”

I nodded to my brother, followed him into a taxi, and drove towards Xiangshui Beach again.