Chapter 14: The Weak Willow Lifts the Wind (2)
These words seemed like a bolt from the blue to me. I managed to sneak into the Bonus Courtyard, and by all means, I finally met the face of the weak willow.
"I only made it clear to her that Wang Songbai is my master. If she is just looking for flowers and asking willows in the Qinglou, and she is greedy for joy for a while, then please let her go of the master; If she was moved by her true feelings, I would make it clear to the lord and ask him whether it was her or me who pointed at her that day. ”
Speaking of this, a sad smile appeared on her face: "I didn't know that she would lie to me, if I knew, I would have fought for my life, and I wouldn't ask her such a thing."
She casually told me that since she was my man, she would not touch it again, and said that she was just a whimsical interest in the master. Just because she never deceived me, I really believed.
"Then I found out that I was three months pregnant. My lord and I were overjoyed, but my wife was pregnant before me, so I had to keep a low profile.
"Because of the fetus, it was inconvenient for me to step into the Bonus Courtyard again, and I didn't bother to write to her again, so I didn't go to the weak willow again. I never thought that the last time we met was the last time I saw her......
"It's been six months since I heard from her."
I saw Aunt Liu's sad expression: "The servant sent a letter that day, only saying that it was from the Huahong Courtyard.
"I was still irritable, so I took it down and looked at it. I never thought it was a suicide note......"
The person sitting on the bed broke down and cried, and Jiang Li hurriedly called the imperial doctor to come in and treat her.
"Please let the grass people finish speaking." Before the imperial doctor sat down, she herself had already come to her senses, and looked at Jiang Li with tears in her eyes.
Jiang Li couldn't bear it, so he asked the imperial doctor to go down: "You take care of your body and speak slowly." ”
"Yes. The suicide note said that since I met her that day, she has never seen her husband again. She felt sorry for me and didn't dare to look for me again. It's just that she found out that she was more than three months pregnant......
She said that her husband was the only man she had ever loved in her life. Actually, for me, how can it be......
She told the mother of Hua Hongyuan that she did not want to have a baby and insisted on giving birth to the child. The mother took pity on her and did not drive her away, and she could no longer pick up customers. Weak Willow was sent to the boiler room and lived alone, but also raised the child.
She said that she couldn't accept serving a husband with her good sister, and she was sorry for me first...... She will give birth to the child and pay for her sins with death. ”
Aunt Liu's tears seemed to have dried up, and at this time, she only felt that she was shaking, and her heart was like ashes: "She said that the child was innocent and begged me to spare his life." She was ...... three days later Swallowing gold committed suicide.
She said that the trustee gave the child to Lao Liu in the boiler room, because Lao Liu's daughter-in-law could not have a child, so she gave all her savings to the couple and passed her child to them.
Seeing this, I was shocked and hurt in my heart, and I couldn't care about anything, so I hurried to the Bonus Courtyard.
"I asked the guy who usually delivers news to us, but it's too late. The weak willow in the boiler room committed suicide yesterday by swallowing gold, and the child was also given away.
"I begged him to let me see the boy and let me raise him.
He couldn't bear it, so he pointed me out the address, and I hurried to the west of the city. When I went and saw the woman putting her young son on the kang, I was so frightened and frightened that I grabbed the child and tried to run, but she stopped me.
"The peasant woman was so strong that I was pushed and fell to the ground, and I was bleeding profusely, thinking that I was going to give birth prematurely.
"My maid Xiaocui was afraid that the master would find out that I had left the house without permission, so she hurriedly helped me into the carriage and hurried to the east of the city. The woman was also afraid, so she did not argue any more, and gave me the child.
"Then I lost a lot of blood and fell unconscious...... When I woke up again, my lord was in front of my bed and told me that I had given birth to a boy who was three months younger than my wife's second son, and was named Zijue.
"I waited until I was out of confinement, Xiaocui actually hanged herself, but she was found early and rescued."
Aunt Liu's face was full of sadness: "She told me that she ...... a month ago
"I'm going to give birth, so I'm hurrying home. When I was still giving birth in the delivery room, she was trying to find a place to place the baby boy, but unfortunately she was bumped into by the husband.
Xiaocui cried, she said that the master only thought it was a child born by Aunt Liu, and when she brought it to her, she saw that it was a baby boy, and she liked it tightly. Xiaocui was very flustered and had to respond. My baby was born with a very low cry that did not attract attention, and she thought of putting the baby in a basket and sending it out of the city overnight.
"When the family saw that it was another baby girl who sent it back, they didn't say anything, but they were afraid that she would see that I was dressed luxuriously and didn't dare to provoke me, so they had to swallow their anger."
She said this, smiling: "I don't have enough fate with that child, it's because I'm sorry for her in this life......
"I told Cui not to blame herself. It's probably fate, I'm sorry for the weak willow. I took her name, took her way out, and took the only man she ever loved in her life. I should have raised her children and pleaded guilty to her when I died.
"Since then, I have sent money to the Liu family and his wife every month, so that they must treat my daughter well. The lord is very kind to the son of the weak willow, and I swear, I will fight for my life in this life, and I must protect him well.
"Later...... I settled down and wanted to visit my daughter. I never thought that Lao Liu's family would move away, and there was no news, and they also took my daughter away......"
Her eyes were stunned, and many tears brewed out: "I have never seen my child again, and from now on, I will treat Zijue like my own son." It's my daughter who I'm sorry for...... In my life, I owe too much to Weak Liu, Master, Zijue, and my daughter who I have never seen before...... I can only repay them when I go to hell! ”
Speaking of this, she pulled off the plain silver hairpin on her head and stabbed it into her heart, and in an instant, blood gushed out, bright red like a big red peony blooming. The blood did not stop, Jiang Lihe had seen such a scene, and screamed loudly.
Rin Shuang rushed in first, covered Jiang Li's eyes, and hugged her to her heart.
Jiang Xue followed closely, saw the scene in front of her, and shouted for help: "Imperial Doctor! - Call the Imperial Doctor - "
Jiang Li's screams in Jiang Xue's arms finally stopped, but she couldn't stop crying, and began to sob: "It's all my fault, it's all my fault...... If Aunt Liu dies, I ......"
"Miss, Miss don't be afraid, it's okay, it's okay." When the imperial doctor came, Jiang Xue came over and knelt down on Jiang Li's knee and whispered comfort, took out the handkerchief in his arms, and gently wiped out the blood stains that were splashed on the bare skin on Jiang Li's shoulder. She didn't call "adult", but softly called "miss".
At this time, what is the difference between Jiang Li and the young lady who has just met with ordinary people?
She had been pampered since she was a child, and she had never seen blood, and at this moment, she was speechless.
Seeing that the person in her arms had been silent for a long time, Rin Shuang looked down and saw that Jiang Li had already fainted.
"Come on! Adults have passed out! - "In the dark, Jiang Li heard Jiangxue's cry and Rinshuang's low sobs, she wanted to ask Rinshuang not to cry, but her eyes were dark, and she couldn't speak anymore.