Welfare.

When they arrived at the welfare home, it was already noon, and the welfare home here was already different from when they were children.

The area is larger, and a lot of flowers and plants are planted, sometimes I think this is very good, I don't have to worry about any finances, I don't have to take care of the mess at home, and I don't have to look at people who don't want to see it.

Just two people, plain, living in seclusion in this small mountain village, it's good.

The dean is already seventy-nine years old, and his eightieth birthday will be in a few days, so Lu Qingyu and Ruan Ruan specially came to bless him in advance.

The dean was overjoyed when he saw them coming.

Ruan Ruan gave her a hug and then took her hand, and said with a smile: "Dean, it's been a long time, I miss you so much, how have you been doing all these years?" ”

"Good, good. I'm doing well, don't look at my eighty years old, I'm very strong! "The dean has lived a good life over the years, as she said, but her eyes can't see clearly.

If it weren't for the fact that Ruan Ruan would have to go to see her once or twice every year, the dean probably wouldn't have recognized her as Ruan Ruan so quickly now.

As for Lu Qingyu next to her, she couldn't think of anything.

The dean held Ruan Ruan's hand and asked, "Ruan Ruan, this is ......?"

"Oh, look at my brain, I forgot to say it." Ruan Ruan said and pulled Lu Qingyu's hand into the dean's hand, and said with a smile, "Dean, he is Zhiang, he is Zhiang, do you remember?" ”

"Zhiang? Which one is so high? "I guess it's been too long, I don't remember much, she has forgotten about what happened many years ago.

Ruan Ruan squeezed his hand and said, "He is Zhiang, Lu Zhiang, when he was a child, he played with me, often made trouble, and was the most disobedient." ”

"Ahem, cough, cough......" Lu Qingyu couldn't help coughing as soon as he heard the last sentence, and he didn't feel good in his heart, why did he just remember it?

The dean thought for a long time before nodding, indicating that he finally remembered, and said, "Yes, yes, yes, I remembered, that's it...... Lu Zhiang, you always defend his ......"

"That's right, Dean, it's me. Do you remember me? Lu Qingyu said.

The dean nodded, and hurriedly said, "I remembered that you look at my brain, I am really old, and I am becoming more and more useless, don't be surprised." ”

"How so?" Lu Qingyu said.

Ruan Ruan also said: "Yes, Dean, don't say that, it's not easy for you to remember that we are already very difficult." ”

"You guys, you've grown up, hey, time flies so fast, in a blink of an eye, so many years." The dean sighed, "But it's good to remember me as an old woman." ”

They inquired about the dean and searched for an afternoon, and it was not until late afternoon that the two of them packed up their things and went to the newly purchased villa.

The newly bought villa is very close to the welfare home, but it is very remote from the city in a small mountain village, which is very quiet, the air is also very fresh, and the environment is good.

In the evening, Ruan Ruan lay on the bed after taking a shower, stretched his waist, yawned and said, "Finally busy, busy all day, tired to death." ”

"Come into my arms?" Lu Qingyu hooked the corners of his mouth, stretched out his right hand to take her in his arms, and gently patted her shoulder.

Ruan Ruan lay on his shoulder, touched his stomach and asked, "How is it?" Are you hungry? Would you like me to make you something to eat? ”

"I'm not very hungry, didn't I just eat the snack given by the dean in the afternoon? Don't be busy, rest. Lu Qingyu said.

Ruan Ruan muttered, "Can you be full of that little snack?" I found out that your appetite is really small, are you really not hungry or are you deliberately angry? ”

"Not really." Lu Qingyu said, "Don't think about it so much, I was hungry that time." ”

"I'm sorry, Qingyu." Ruan Ruan suddenly thought that he had become like this, all because of her.

She has a humble status, unlike the daughter of a big family like Ju Mengle, if it weren't for him, she wouldn't be what she is today.

Every time he had a conflict with his family, it was because of himself, and in the end, he had to clean up the scene.

Ruan Ruan said with guilt on his face: "You could have lived this life well, if you hadn't met me......"

"What do you say?" Lu Qingyu stroked her hair and said gently, "I can't live a good life without meeting you, my happiness is all because of you." ”

Ruan Ruan clenched his hand and choked up: "I didn't take good care of you and be by your side when you were treating. Otherwise you won't get serious. ”

"It's not too late to stay with me now, isn't there still half a year left?" Lu Qingyu hugged her waist tightly and said, "I believe in you, and you have to believe in me, we will definitely be together for a long time." ”

Ruan Ruan didn't speak, just lay quietly on his chest, listening to the sound of his chest heaving breathing and the pounding of his heart as he spoke.

After a long time, Ruan Ruan always felt that something was wrong, and his face became surprised and said, "Qingyu, are you really not hungry?" ”

Lu Huihui once told her that he had a very serious anorexia, and if he wanted to treat the root cause, he had to be cured.

A person, no matter how small his appetite is, and he does not eat for a long time, people who are not easy to get hungry will feel hungry.

Lu Qingyu hesitated when he heard this, and said, "It seems to be a little, but it's okay, go to bed and eat tomorrow morning." ”

"Lu Qingyu, are you stupid to me? Didn't you hear your stomach screaming so loudly just now? Ruan said with a cold face.

She didn't know if the person could no longer feel hungry or if he could ignore it.

They hadn't eaten since breakfast in the morning, and if it hadn't been for the snack in the afternoon, they would have been hungry and would have been hungry for the snacks they had given in the afternoon.

Lu Qingyu said flatly: "It's really okay, don't worry too much, hurry up and sleep, it's a big deal to get up and eat tomorrow morning." ”

"No, you have to eat right away! I'll get up and make it for you, what do you want to eat? Ruan Ruan said solemnly.

Ruan Ruan only now knew that he had never had a small appetite, nor was he unable to eat, nor was he unfeeling.

He was just used to being hungry, as if hunger or not was the same feeling to him.

He has long lost hope in life, and he has long lost the motivation to live.

Ruan Ruan thought of this, and wanted to give himself a slap on the spot, why did he think of it for so many days?

Usually I was always angry with him because of this, and sometimes I even didn't let him eat directly, who knew that it was just a joke at the time, and he really didn't eat, and he didn't say he was hungry.

A man, tied to his home, stayed for two days and one night, without food or water.

What kind of person is it to get through.

Even if I can get through it, I don't know what I'll be forced to become.

Lu Qingyu said: "Ruan Ruan, I really don't feel anything, really, it doesn't matter to me whether I'm hungry or not." ”

"So what?" Ruan Ruan asked suddenly.

Lu Qingyu was stunned: "What? ”

"So what? Do you just not cherish your body and don't take care of yourself? Ruan Ruan's voice was a little hoarse as she spoke, and her eyes were slightly red.

She didn't understand what Lu Qingyu was thinking.

Lu Qingyu said lightly: "I didn't." ”

"Lu Qingyu, even if you die, don't you take a knife and cut you now, and you won't feel pain? You don't feel it either, do you? Ruan Ruan choked up.

Tears fell from his eyes without hesitation, outlining the traces of tears on his cheeks.

Lu Qingyu said: "You can get me a scrambled egg with tomatoes, I want to eat that." ”

"Huh?" Ruan Ruan wiped away her tears with one hand and looked at him blankly.

Lu Qingyu said: "Scrambled eggs with tomatoes, what's the matter?" Didn't you just ask me what I was going to eat? ”

"Good! I'll go now. What else are you going to eat? I'll do it all for you. Ruan Ruan said.

Lu Qingyu said: "Whatever, when you say that, I'm really a little hungry." ”

"You're hungry." Ruan Ruan patted his stomach, "Just screamed so loudly, all the snacks I ate during the day have been digested, right?" ”

"Hmm." Lu Qingyu said, "I just don't feel it." ”

"You don't care." Ruan said softly.

Lu Qingyu hooked the corners of his mouth, stretched out his hand to wipe his tears, and said with a smile: "Look at you, you are crying like a little cat, and you won't be able to marry in the future." ”

"I'm marrying you, not someone else." Ruan Ruan sneered, "What? I'm crying like a little flower cat, don't you want me anymore? ”

Lu Qingyu couldn't cry or laugh: "Yes, yes, yes!" ”

If you really don't have to be by your side in the future, you must marry someone who can spend the rest of your life with you.

Ruan Ruan, no matter what, in this life, I will only marry you alone.

"Alright, I'll cook." Ruan Ruan wiped her face and sobbed, "Let's eat together." ”

Lu Qingyu nodded: "Hmm." ”

Dinner went well, and I don't know if I was really hungry or if Ruan Ruan's cooking was too tempting to appetite, Lu Qingyu ate two bowls of rice in one night.

Ruan Ruan was very happy.

After Ruan Ruan put away the dishes and chopsticks, he said to him with a smile: "That's how it should be, you eat more." ”

"No way, of course the food you cooked is delicious, I have to eat more, I can't waste it." Lu Qingyu said.

Ruan Ruan put her head on his shoulder and said with a smile, "Let's buy a cat." ”

"Buying a cat? Do what? Lu Qingyu asked.

Ruan said softly: "Aren't I going to work?" I'm afraid you're alone at home, and it's good to have a small animal or something to accompany you. ”

"You quit your job, didn't you?" Lu Qingyu replied.

Ruan Ruan was surprised: "Dismissal? Why? Didn't you say that you just temporarily retreated first? Why do you want me to be fired? ”

"Stay at home with me. Aren't you going to accompany me to heal well? Lu Qingyu said with bent eyebrows.

Ruan Soft said: "But I don't make money, and you don't go to work, so what should I do?" ”

"It's okay, anyway, our money is enough for the rest of our lives, we don't need too much money, we can eat and wear." Lu Qingyu said.