Chapter 8 Autumn was as cold as frost
Li Sang sent Chen Xue back to them, and when they returned to the villa, it was almost five o'clock.
This is the coldest time.
On weekdays, Lisang rarely talks to Xiao Bieli. The two have long been familiar to the point of "having nothing to say".
Xiao Bieli was not a person of many words, at least in the past four years.
Li Sang raised the cigarette in his hand and said, "Brother Xiao, I've never seen you smoke." ”
Xiao Beili took the cigarette apart, took one out, put it on his nose and smelled it.
The faint incense of smoke brought his thoughts back to the scene four years ago.
Memories are always good.
The more beautiful the memories, the more cruel they are to reality.
"Ahem...... Ahem......"
Xiao Beili couldn't help coughing, put the cigarette back, and put it on the coffee table casually.
He hasn't smoked for four years, and it should be said that his whole life has changed since he came to Beijing.
No more smoking, no more drinking, no more fun.
Smoking, drinking, and clubbing have long been replaced by reading, writing, and playing the piano.
Lisang silently watched Xiao Bieli's back, and there was a faint pain in his heart.
In the eyes of countless people, Xiao Bieli is a successful man and a perfect man.
Although he may not be very handsome, he is stable and introverted, persistent and elegant.
Only Lisang knew that he was not as perfect as others saw him, nor was he so strong.
"Brother Xiao."
Lisang called Xiao Farewell, who was about to go back to the room.
"Something?"
Xiao Beili turned around and replied, his expression returning to indifference.
"I didn't ...... It's okay. ”
Lisang bowed his head and replied.
"Good night."
"Brother Xiao?"
Lisang called Xiao Bieli again.
Xiao Bieli turned around and looked at Lisang quietly.
This time he didn't speak, and Lisang rarely stopped talking.
Lisang repeatedly called him back, and there must be something unspeakable.
"Can you walk with me?"
Lisang asked softly.
It's the coldest time, good for morning jogging, not very good for walking.
However, even lying in bed, it is difficult to sleep. Besides, there is not much time to lie down, so it is better to walk around.
"Yes."
Although Xiao Bieli was indifferent, he never refused to leave Sang.
When it is said to be a walk, it is really just a walk.
Because we know each other, there is no need to say more.
They weren't talkative people.
Beijing in the early morning is still brightly lit.
"It's better to sink into the past than to look at the fireworks in front of you."
After a long time, Lisang said his first words.
"Fireworks are good, but they are someone else's fireworks."
"We always have to ......"
The words that Li Sang was about to say were blocked back by Xiao Bieli's words.
Although fireworks are good, they are someone else's fireworks.
Isn't it?
She loves Xiao Bieli deeply, and Xiao Bieli loves Chen Xueyi.
Maybe only Chen Xueyi and Ah Guang are a pair of lovers.
Not all lovers can eventually get married, and not all people who know each other can love each other.
Although things gather like and people are grouped, this is not necessarily the case in the face of love.
Ah Guang and Chen Xueyi, the two may not know each other, and they are not the same kind of people, but they came together.
And she and Xiao Bieli know each other but can't love each other, and they can't beat each other for the first time in four years.
"Brother Xiao, aren't you tired?"
After a long time, Lisang asked again.
"It's fine."
The morning breeze is as cold as water, and the love words are as cold as ice.
It should be said that this is not a love story.
It's just that for Lisang, every dialogue with Xiao is a love story.
All her love is pinned on Xiao Bieli.
"Forget about her."
"I want to, too."
Those who want to forget can't always forget. People who want to remember, always slip away from memories unconsciously.
This truth is understood by both Sang and Xiao.
"The best way to forget one person is to remember another."
When Xiao Bieli heard Lisang's words, he turned around and asked, "Who do you want me to remember?" ”
Li Sang looked at Xiao Bieli and said, "Anyone can do it, as long as it's not Chen Xueyi." ”
"Since anyone can do it, why can't you remember Xueyi?"
"Because she can't give you happiness, she only gives you harm."
"How do you know that there is only harm, not happiness?"
"I ......"
Lisang was speechless for a while.
Zifei fish, the joy of Anzhi fish.
This truth is also understood by Lisang.
But as long as a person stands beside Xiao Bieli, he can feel the sorrow that comes from the depths of his soul.
Is sorrow also happiness?
Xu is too deep in love, which makes people distort the definition of "happiness".
At this moment, Lisang actually felt that Xiao Bieli was very reasonable.
If you leave Sang, I am afraid that you will never be able to leave the injury.
Xiao is destined to part, I am afraid that he is destined to part.
The two walked silently through the cool street, just like walking through a bleak life.
When the two first arrived in Beijing, they wanted to create a new career.
When Chaoyang Group rose, the success of their career did not bring them much happiness.
The career is becoming more and more successful, and the original intention is getting farther and farther.
All kinds of meetings and entertainment, all kinds of intrigues, have already squeezed their original intentions to a certain corner.
The original intention is precious, and the more precious things are, the more they can't withstand the scorching lights in the city.
Love, persistent love.
Only persistent love can make people turn out the original heart sunk in the corner from time to time.
Although it hurts, at least I know that my original intention is still there, and I still know that I am still alive.
A miserable life is better than a numb life.
The East has turned white.
Another sleepless night.
Of course, it's a new day.
It's just that not every new day has something new happening.
Today is doing yesterday's things, and today is meeting yesterday's people.
People are used to this, and perhaps the essence of life is repetition.
What can't be walked is the road, and what can't be waited for is love.
Leaving Sang and Xiao Farewell, they quickly returned to the villa.
After washing up, the sky was already bright.
Lisang drove the car to Uncle Qin's noodle shop again.
Every morning, they would go to Uncle Qin's noodle restaurant to eat a bowl of noodles.
This habit, they also repeated for four years.
It's just that in addition to eating the noodles I ate yesterday, I also have to meet the people I met yesterday.
Uncle Qin's noodles are delicious, but they have been eating them for four years, and what they eat is no longer that taste, but that love.
Today, Lisang didn't want to eat Uncle Qin's noodles.
It's not because the face is bad, it's that I don't want to see the people I met yesterday.
Even though she didn't want to, she came.
Because Xiao parted and thought.
"In a few days, I'm going to take a driving school, right?"
Xiao Beili naturally knew Lisang's thoughts.
"It's been a few years, and I haven't seen you think about getting a driver's license." While driving, Lisang said, "Why do you suddenly want to take a driver's license test today?" ”
Lisang naturally understood why Xiao Bieli wanted to take the driver's license, and she knew that Xiao Bieli was not interested in driving.
Lisang is willing to be a driver for Xiao Bieli, which does not mean that she is also willing to be a driver for Chen Xueyi.
Both of them knew this in their hearts.
Xiao Bieli was silent, since he bought the car, he has been driving Lisang.
"Forget it."
Xiao Bieli finally dispelled the idea of getting a driver's license.
Anyway, it's all along the way, and the villa is spacious, so it doesn't hurt to stay two more people.