Chapter 58. Dreams come true
looked at it, the diary behind it is almost at the end, and this story is about to come to an end, for the speculation of this matter, Zhang Yang also has several assumptions, he knows that the biggest problem may be the owner of this diary and the psychiatrist.
April 13, 2019
I found that my mind was a little confused, and now I don't dream anymore, but I find that my situation seems to have gotten worse, and the man in my dream has appeared in my life.
Last time, when I found out that my boyfriend was with that man, I rushed straight up without thinking about it, I wanted to punch this pair of scum, but the result made me even more desperate, my body passed through them, and I hit the wall directly.......
At first I couldn't accept it, and I didn't want to accept this reality, if it's all fake, then what is real about my life? A few days later, I found out that my life was abnormal, I always thought that I lived with my boyfriend, but in fact, all the photos in the house were actually only me, although the clothes and utensils in the house were both male and female, but all the traces showed that there was only one person living here.
I was full of nervousness to call, the number my boyfriend chatted with me every day, but the number I remember is just an empty number, a number that does not exist, is all my life fake?
With doubts, I approached my psychiatrist, and I wondered if this so-called psychiatrist was just a fantasy I had imagined, or if it was real.
When I told the doctor about my confusion, the doctor was not surprised at all, as if he had known it for a long time, and he told me that I had been treating him for several years, and even said that many of his patients were in the same situation as mine, which was normal.
Then the doctor told me that I had come here two years ago for treatment, to bury my other personality in a dry well, but now it has relapsed, and if I want to touch another self, I just need to follow the dream.
After saying goodbye to the doctor, I returned home, I found that the man and my boyfriend were waiting for me at home, although I knew that this was not true, but I gradually accepted that the family would not seem lonely if there were more people.
May 26, 2019
It's getting late today, it's still raining outside, I'm home alone, I'm very upset these days, because I haven't seen them for a long time, and I can't find the doctor, the doctor seems to be gone......
Then one day, I received an email, this is from the air conditioning doctor, he told me that there is a lady named Bai Xue here in Jiangzhou, she used to be the same as me, but she overcame herself, she is now living a happy life, he also gave me a clown mask, he told me to wear a mask, I can really be myself.
So, since then, I put on my men's clothes back, I have been myself, I followed the instructions of the air conditioning doctor, I came to the neighborhood of Ms. Snowy's house, and I began to observe him for a long time.
After a long time, I found that I began to envy her, and I also wanted to have a husband who loved me so much and had such a happy family like her, so I decided, I wanted to contact her personally, I wanted to meet her, I wanted to !!
Many pages of the diary were torn up, and it was obvious that the owner of the diary did not want to record these things, but at the end of the diary, Zhang Yang saw a sentence:
Thank you to the air-conditioning doctor who has been with me and cares about me, he let me know the true meaning of life, and I gradually faced myself and started my own new life......"
As Zhang Yang finished reading the diary, he also withdrew from this young dream, looked at him who was sleeping, or her, and couldn't help but shake his head, the poor man must have something to hate...... It's just who is that air conditioner, and what kind of role does he play in the future?
However, this case has indeed come to an end, and he has not committed any substantive cases, and he will be released after a period of time in prison, but the seed in his heart is still buried......
"Do dreams come true? Will one day, I become like this? Zhang Yang couldn't help but shake his head, everyone has dreams that can't be walked out, or confused, or confused, some people hide in their hearts, and some people have been surrounded by them, but from beginning to end, they have always been with us, never left.
"Hey, what's the matter, Lao Huang?"
"Ziliang is coming back, he will go back to Macheng first, and later he will be a long-term police officer in our Jiangzhou and officially join our Jiangzhou Police Department......"
"Huh? So fast? Zhang Yang couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, didn't Ziliang say that he had entered the interior of that organization before, how could he come back so soon......
Huang Feifeng on the other end of the phone paused, and then said cautiously: "It is said that when we sent people to that organization, the organization over there had already received rumors, Ziliang searched for a long time but did not find any trace of that organization, until some time ago, he found a very serious problem......
"What's the problem?" Zhang Yang was very puzzled.
"It is suspected that the police departments here in Macheng and Jiangzhou have people from the Xiaoyue organization, that is, there are internal ghosts on our side......"
"Inner ghost?!" Hearing these two words, Zhang Yang couldn't help frowning, he couldn't believe it, if this Xiaoyue organization was so powerful, and even bothered to arrange people to go to the police department, what was the purpose of their doing this?
"Zhang Yang, this matter can be big or small, I don't know how far this organization has infiltrated now, but I only know that what they are asking for at the moment is not small, you have to understand, I don't want to doubt my comrades, but if Jiangzhou's base camp is not clean, then the entire Jiangzhou, I'm afraid it will be difficult to be spared, and the future will definitely be eventful.
I have watched you grow up, after so many years, I absolutely believe in you, before I advised you not to stay in the police department for a long time, but now I'm afraid you have to stay in the police department for a while longer, at least you have to clean up the police department......"
Hearing Huang Feifeng's words, Zhang Yang couldn't help but scratch his head, he didn't have such a sense of justice, he was mainly interested in solving the case, and more because he came to the police department to help, this kind of thankless thing, he didn't want to be involved, not everyone wanted to be a savior.
However, he did not directly refuse: "Let's take one step at a time, maybe there are some things that we scare ourselves, and the Jiangzhou Police Department may not have been infiltrated......"
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