But she could only watch the child being taken away by those demons, and she had no choice.

She struggled, roaring, desperate as a she-beast that had stolen her cubs.

Although she seemed to have inexhaustible strength to fight like this, she finally realized something.

Her little angel, her baby, still left her.

Why should that man be so ruthless, why can he treat his own son like this, is his purpose to save an adult?

Sacrificing another life for the sake of one person's life is simply something that a demon can do!

She was really stupid enough to imagine sneaking a look at him in the future...... Zheng Xichen thought in horror that maybe that glance just now was the last time she looked at him.

Such a small child, even a mild cold can kill him, let alone such a dangerous thing as taking bone marrow?

Will he survive, and if he does, will his father be good to him?

Zheng Xichen kept thinking, but she actually understood that this child was more than lucky.

The first time, she experienced the happiness and suffering of being a mother, and the second time, she experienced the pain and despair of her loved ones leaving her.

Zheng Xichen was like a dying swan, looking up at the shadowless lamp in the operating room with his white and fragile neck, and slowly shed tears.

She hated that demonic man, and she hated herself for being powerless.

Zheng Xichen didn't know who that man was, she didn't even know what the name of her poor baby was, how could she take revenge, how could she find him?

Originally, Zheng Xichen thought that she had forgotten about this, but in her midnight dream, she often saw a delicate-looking child with her eyes struggling, her face gloomy and sallow, and her thin figure said to her, "Mom, do you know, I'm really uncomfortable, can you come to save me?" ”

Every time he saw this, Zheng Xichen couldn't help but reach out, hugged the little child, stroked his little head and comforted: "Don't be afraid, mom is here......"

But soon, the false apparition will eventually turn into nothingness, and she will only be able to wake up from her dreams.

She's guilty, she's guilty.

She gave birth to that child, but let him die, she finally had a dear flesh and blood, but she did not raise him safely, and was pushed away by her own hands.

Zheng Xichen couldn't forgive himself,

Originally, if this little angel was born in another family, he would definitely be a little prince who was favored by his parents, and he would have a good childhood and a complete life, which were destroyed the moment he threw himself into Zheng Xichen's belly.

No matter how Zheng Xichen can understand that man, she can't forgive her, she hates it!

Even if the person he wants to save is someone important to him, such as a relative, a lover, or a close friend, so what?

What is the basis for exchanging a weak and beautiful little life for another?

When the child grows up, he has his own life, and after having his own thoughts, he decides to save people, Zheng Xichen will not blame him for half a word, but this child is still so young, so pitiful, so helpless, just lying on the cold operating table, crying stupidly, not knowing that he was sent to the operating table by his biological father.

Baby, do you hate mommy?

Zheng Xichen closed her eyes in despair, and when she wanted to cry, she hugged herself tightly to prevent herself from crying, but she couldn't help but choke and call, baby, baby......

Her mother once told her that God would not help people who loved to cry, and if she didn't cry, would God bless her baby?

Zheng Xichen didn't believe it at first, but now she wants to believe that if there is really a God in the world, please bless her baby and help him tide over the difficulties.

She wondered countless times why she didn't die with her baby in the first place, and what was the point of being left alone in this world? Eventually, she gave up.

She can't die, she must not die, if ...... Is her baby still alive?

Later, Zheng Xichen woke up, and she had deep hatred and desperate pain buried in her heart, but at the same time, there was a new hope.

Maybe tomorrow, I'll find my baby.

Such contradictions and harmony have formed a unique Zheng Xichen.

Zheng Xichen didn't think about her baby for a day, and her heart was always burned by the flames of sin, as if she was in hell.

Zheng Xichen's sky has since been divided into two halves, half is blue sky and white clouds, green mountains and green waters, and the other half is thorns, fear and darkness, she is sometimes full of hope, sometimes she feels bored, just ignited her fighting spirit, and in the blink of an eye, she was swallowed up by despair.

This life as hell ended that day.

Zheng Xichen received a task that she found very annoying, and in order to make a living, she compromised, feeling that it was a decision made in desperation.

But when she saw what was in front of her, she changed her mind.

Zheng Xichen finally knew that this task would not only not be a nuisance for her, but would also be her salvation.

When Zheng Xichen walked outside that room, he had an indescribable feeling, the door opened, and Zheng Xichen looked at the scene inside blankly, as if he had seen heaven.

Maybe in the eyes of ordinary people, it's just a rogue little bully playing and bullying people, and it's just an ordinary picture.

But what Zheng Xichen saw was different, the expensive carpet embroidered with delicate patterns seemed to grow fragrant and fragrant flowers, the maid around it was like a goddess playing and singing the harp, the air became fragrant, the voice became ethereal, and the little boy with delicate facial features surrounded in the middle was the greatest luck in her life.

It is said that Quan Guo is a noisy child, but Zheng Xichen clearly heard the angel's singing.

It was Sanskrit from heaven, the incarnation of the Virgin Mary turned into a golden light, and a large crowd of angels flew out of the door, sprinkling the sweetest dew and delicate petals, and gathered around Zheng Xichen, singing beautiful songs for her.

Zheng Xichen tentatively walked towards that paradise that was too beautiful, and finally touched the truth that he hadn't felt for a long time.

"Are you Quanguo?"

Zheng Xichen cautiously asked this sentence, as if he was touching a fragile flower.

And then getting along with Quan Guo made Zheng Xichen completely redeemed.

Every time Zheng Xichen holds the power fruit, the burning fire in the infernal hell in her heart will weaken a little, and the morning sun in her world will slowly rise, which makes Zheng Xichen's once painful long night become warm.

In this way, Zheng Xichen couldn't help but wonder if it was because there was really a God in the world, he heard Zheng Xichen's call and her prayers, so he let her angel come to redeem her.

If she hadn't met Quan Guo, of course, Quan Ye, then she couldn't think about what she would be like now, would she feel hopeless, or would she have come out of the shadows?

Zheng Xichen didn't know, and she didn't want to know, she only knew one thing.

Meeting them was the greatest luck in her life.

Quan Guo is a gift from God, and with him, Zheng Xichen no longer complains about God's unfairness, but sincerely thanks him for the gift.

Zheng Xichen knew in his heart that Quan Guo was Yan Yi's son, but she would not let go, even if it was Yan Yi...... No, it doesn't.

Zheng Xichen has always been a weak person in love, but as a mother, she is always strong, full of courage, and fearless.

If Quan Ye chooses Yan Yi between her and Yan Yi, Zheng Xichen doesn't blame him, but Quan Guo is absolute, and he must not give it to her!

Thinking of this, Zheng Xichen came back to his senses, hugged Quan Guo's body fiercely, and muttered while kissing the top of his hair: "Guoguo, you must not leave me." ”

Quan Guo glanced at Zheng Xichen puzzled, and angrily learned from Zheng Xichen to knock on him, knocked Zheng Xichen's head, and asked, "Mom, what are you thinking, Guoguo is a knight who guards his mother, and he must always follow his mother, otherwise his mother will be bullied by bad people!" ”

Listening to Quan Guo's righteous words, Zheng Xichen smiled and said: "Okay, that Guoguo must grow up quickly, and when it grows taller than its mother, it can protect its mother." ”

"Mmmm, I must eat more and drink more water, and I will grow quickly, Mom, Dad are so tall, I must be taller than him." Quan Guo rubbed Zheng Xichen and said.

"Oh, our fruit is going to grow taller than Daddy, but Daddy is already so tall, how can Fruit be taller than Daddy?" Zheng Xichen asked deliberately.

"Mom, you believe in Guoguo, I just will be taller, taller, one taller, no, two heads than Dad!" Quan Guo saw that Zheng Xichen was puzzled, and he was a little anxious, and his two little hands kept gesturing, as if he wanted to compare how high he was.

"Okay, Guoguo will grow very tall!" Zheng Xichen saw that Quan Guo was anxious, laughed, and stopped teasing Quan Guo, and said, "When does Guoguo want to go to the playground?" ”

"Now, immediately, immediately!" Kwon Guo used three words in a row to express his eagerness, and his eyes were shining with excitement.

"Then go and ask my sister to change your clothes." Zheng Xichen handed Quan Guo to a maid.

But Quan Guo snorted, jumped out of Zheng Xichen's arms, and went straight to the bedroom, "Guoguo is a man, so I won't let her hug it." ”

Zheng Xichen looked at the back with his mouth wide open, and he wanted to laugh.

"This kid is really, he was still being held by me just now, and he changed his words so quickly?"

The housekeeper, who was standing next to him and never said a word, smiled when he saw this, and said: "Miss Xichen, don't look at Quan Guo behaving like a cute milk cat in front of you, you can be cold in other people, don't say that you take the initiative to sell cuteness like this, you don't even want to say more, but it's serious." ”

Zheng Xichen knew that the housekeeper had seen his serious fluctuating mood just now, and now he was comforting himself, and whispered with some gratitude, "Thank you." ”