Chapter 29: I Won't Love You
April had already figured out what to say, "I listened to what my mom said." ”
After a pause, April looked at Gu Moyang, blinking his eyes wide, as if he couldn't figure it out, "Actually, I think people always have to look forward, no matter what big things they encounter, they always have to pass, instead of always forcing yourself to be unhappy like you, why can't you live happily?" ”
Gu Moyang looked at April and was silent for a long time.
Thinking that he would not answer anymore in April, Gu Moyang suddenly spoke with great difficulty, "You don't know, this time it was not only me who was injured, but also a colleague who was sacrificed, she ......"
Gu Moyang seemed to be choked in his throat, and he couldn't go on.
It is conceivable that the sudden death of the previous April could be devastating to him.
April wonders if Gu Moyang would have been ruined like this if it hadn't come this April?
If it was before, April would be overjoyed, because she was so important to Gu Moyang, but after recognizing the situation in front of her, April knew that what she had to do was to help Gu Moyang jump out of her previous sadness.
She looked at Gu Moyang and simply said it, "Her name is Su April, and she was raised by you, mainly because of her?" ”
Gu Moyang was stunned for a moment, and then looked at April in disbelief, "How do you know so clearly?" ”
April smiled faintly, "I'm not stupid, I've seen your reaction in the past few days, and I went to ask my mother about them, I know a little bit." ”
Gu Moyang nodded, there was no doubt.
After a moment of silence, April said, "And you like that April, but you didn't have time to let her know, you are very guilty, very regretful, you are not just sad because she went, so hated why you didn't know your feelings for her earlier?" ”
Gu Moyang didn't think that one day someone would understand him like this, but this little girl actually saw his heart so thoroughly, and his mind was exposed to April like this, and he was a little at a loss all of a sudden.
I didn't know how to react, I just looked at April in a daze.
I really want to see clearly, is this little girl an angel or a devil to him?
Why did she easily touch his heart, which was not easily touched?
After a long time, Gu Moyang couldn't see through April, he just said, "You know, you can understand, no matter how good you are to me, I can't reciprocate." ”
After a pause, he added, "If you insist, maybe I will be willing to marry you in the future and give you everything, but I won't love you, because I have no extra feelings to share with others, and my feelings are buried with the previous April." ”
Not to mention, this man is really nice when he talks about love, and with his slightly hoarse voice, it is simply charming.
But for April now, it seems a little cruel.
April didn't accept it, she shook her head, "Feelings are not something that is just talking, I think you never thought about being emotionally related to that April before, did you?" ”
"You ......"
Although she understood that Gu Moyang would definitely not have feelings for her now, she felt that what Gu Moyang said was also unpleasant, so she simply stopped him directly, she said to herself, "I am a country girl, and I haven't read much, but what I know is that since I have promised to marry you, I will follow you wholeheartedly, even if you have no feelings for me, I only know that feelings can be cultivated slowly." ”
Gu Moyang frowned, and wanted to preach again, "You ......"
"I don't want to listen." April looked at Gu Moyang, stretched out her hand to cover her ears, and refused to talk about this issue again.
"So be it." For this April, Gu Moyang really has no choice.