With the auspicious day of the new emperor's wedding set, the Ministry of Rites began to make preparations non-stop, and the palace also sent a grandmother to teach Xu Shu etiquette, probably because the Empress Dowager Chun'an had specially explained, the two grandmothers were extremely polite to Xu Shu, plus Xu Shu had been blind for many years, and her behavior was more cautious and steady than ordinary people.

Xu Shu followed the two to teach Mama to learn etiquette, while dealing with various preparations for the wedding, halfway through the female official of the Department of Control sent the unfinished Ji clothes for Xu Shu to try on, so that there is an inappropriate place can be modified in time, although the female officer knew that this was not in accordance with the rules, but the emperor ordered it, the female official did not dare to disobey, so she could only do it, but the female official also understood in her heart that this queen should be very liked by the emperor, otherwise the emperor would not have deliberately asked the Bureau to send the clothes to the fitting in advance, I am afraid that I will be uncomfortable on the day of the wedding and wronged the queen.

In this month, Xu Shu's mood was very calm, and it wasn't until May 30 that her heart suddenly throbbed, was she nervous? Is it uneasy? Is it hesitation? Xu Shu herself couldn't tell what kind of mood it was.

Knowing that there is not much left in her life, she is ready to leave alone, but in the end she is still concerned by this world, Zhou Jin is more persistent than she imagined, she can be ruthless to herself, but for Zhou Jin, who is willing to throw a heart in front of her, even if she stabs a knife in his heart, she still can't give up that heart after all......

The easiest thing in this world is loneliness, and the hardest thing is loneliness......

"You'll be the queen of Da Yin from tomorrow, but you don't seem to be happy!"

Zhuang Li, who hadn't seen him for a long time, didn't know where he came out, wearing a dark red official robe, and the official hat didn't know where he had thrown it, so although he was wearing an official robe, he still couldn't hide his lack of shape.

"How do you know I'm upset?" Xu Shu asked lightly, she had been wondering if Zhuang Li would come to her when she would, and sure enough, she came.

"Yes! You don't necessarily laugh when you're happy! If you're unhappy, you don't necessarily cry, you can't look at it from the eyes of ordinary people! Zhuang Li grinned, and it was difficult to hide a little loneliness in the depths of his smile.

"Are you congratulating me, or are you laughing at me?" Zhuang Li's smirk Xu Shu saw it in his eyes, but he didn't expose it, and some people could only miss it if they missed it.

"Of course you're here to congratulate! How dare I laugh at you, as soon as today passes, I will have to kneel and knock when I see you in the future, and if you are unhappy one day, I will be in a different place, of course I have to slap you well! Zhuang Li smiled very dogleggingly.

"Since you said you came to congratulate me, then I will take this as your sincere words! Thank you, Zhuang Li! Xu Shu didn't pay attention to Zhuang Li's joking jokes, and said very seriously.

Zhuang Li couldn't help but rein in Jiao'er Langdang's expression, and his expression became serious, "Xu Shu, I hope you can be happy!" ”

This is probably the last time he called her name, and from then on this name only belongs to another person, he has always been called by a single name, some people think this is rude and alienated, but he feels that there is an inexplicable closeness, Zhou Jin must also think so......

"I will......" She will try, even if she doesn't have many days left, even if the final result is not what she wants, but at least she tried, she tried hard, and since she made her choice, she had to give it her all.

"The emperor just went to the Temple of Heaven, the Temple of Earth, and the Taimiao Temple to worship the heavens, the earth, and the ancestors, and it was enough to send an official to this kind of thing, but the emperor insisted on going in person to show his attention to you, and the emperor really loves you......"

This time Xu Shu didn't answer, Zhuang Li came today to talk about this? She should have come to Zhuang to reminisce about the past.

Zhuang Li suddenly smiled, "I remember that I used to speak to you, how can I speak to others now?" ”

"As a courtier, it is your duty to be loyal!"

"Yes...... When your identity changes, so will what you think! ”

Not only him, but Xu Shu has also changed...... No, Xu Shu hasn't changed, from the beginning he was the one who was the most completely hidden, Xu Shu used him to deceive Zhou Jin, and then Zhou Jin woke up, only he was still hiding it in the dark.

"Xu Shu, how long can you live?"

"You just know?" Xu Shuwan'er, "In this way, I don't have to feel so frustrated, I still hide one!" ”

"It's true, you've been lying to me......"

"Good people don't live long, and disasters last for a thousand years, that's what you said!" Xu Shu smiled lightly, "This means that I am a good person, doesn't it?" ”

But Xu Shu's smile was very dazzling in Zhuang Li's eyes, and his heart suddenly became uncomfortable, Xu Shu's calmness about death was not to comfort the living, what qualifications did he have to resent Xu Shu for hiding the truth from him, in the final analysis, he was not Xu Shu or anything, Xu Shu had no obligation to explain everything to him clearly, right?

"The emperor has always connived at you, but I felt abnormal after the sudden decree was made this time, and later Mr. Qin lived directly in the Zheng Mansion, so I knew that things were not so simple......"

Zhuang Li showed a wry smile, and a little gloating, "Aren't you very smart, and you have always been thoughtful in doing things, why did you still show your feet and let the emperor notice it?" ”

Xu Shu frowned and glared at Zhuang Li slightly, "Not everyone is as stupid as you!" ”

"Yes...... I'm pretty stupid! A wry smile finally occupied Zhuang Li's entire face, "I always thought that the person who knew you best was me, and I have always been proud, but after this incident, I found out that someone came from behind, and I lost to him......"

Sure enough, it's a reminiscence of the past......

Xu Shu sighed, some words have to be said after all, just like between her and Zhou Jin, after revealing all the lies and deceptions, their relationship has become harmonious and calm.

"Zhuang Li, we lost to time, and we also lost to ourselves......"

When you know the subtlety, you share the hardships and hardships, and in the end, you still go to the end of the world, which is fate and choice......

"That night in Luochuanyi, if I had forcibly taken you away, the result might have been different now......"

"Zhuang Li, it's a bit ridiculous to make such a senseless assumption now!"

"It's ridiculous......

If you miss it, you miss it, even if he likes her, she used to be moved by him, but that's all in the past, it was his failure to make the right choice at the right time, one step, the fault of a lifetime.

"Xu Shu, you must be happy!"

It's time to let go......

Zhuang Li said to himself in his heart.

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