Chapter 138: I Remember
All the memories flooded into my mind.
Ah Jin was still talking, and she said that Yue Lao went to find Nuwa Niangniang after taking Rong Ying back from Ying Long. Nuwa Niangniang gave Yue Lao a piece of soil, and the velvet tassel became a flower seed without a heart.
"Yue Lao took this flower seed to Kunlun Mountain, planted it, and personally guarded it for three thousand years." Ah Jin looked at me with a complicated look in her eyes.
The appearance of Miao Zhu and Chai Daohuang's appearance in the lower realm before instantly coincided.
Yes, Yue Lao is a temple blessing, but I didn't recognize it before......
Ah Jin is still talking. I looked at her lips, and my chest began to hurt again. The pain was worse than ever. I covered my chest, trembled, and reached out to grab Ah Jin's arm tightly: "Don't ...... Don't say it......"
Ah Jin looked at me as if she was a little worried, but she just paused, and then shook her head: "I don't say it, how can you think of it?" How do you know the bitterness of old age? ”
I was so hurt that I couldn't speak, so I could only shake my head vigorously.
I remembered, I remembered!
I...... It's the velvet tassel, the velvet tassel who turns a blind eye to the love of the old moon and is pitifully stupid!
The pain in my chest grew worse and worse, and I fell to the ground in pain, knocking over the vase next to me. The vase hit the ground with a crisp sound, and the fragments shattered as they had been.
Ah Jin finally didn't say any more. She anxiously pounced on me, grabbed me, and cried, "Xiangsi! Spice! What happened to you? ”
The pain in his chest had spread all over his body. I can't hear what Ah Jin is saying later, and my consciousness is losing little by little. Eventually, my chest was no longer aching and my eyes were dark.
And before I closed my eyes, I seemed to see Ying Long running in.
In the dark, I seemed to have returned to the Yuelao Temple at the foot of Kunlun Mountain, and I seemed to have changed back into the acacia tree.
Every day, Miaozhu will untie the red silk tied on the branches for me on time, and he will also come to drink under my tree every day, and he will drink until midnight.
Every night, a woman would come to the temple and drink with him. I didn't know who it was. But now, I recognize her. This woman, who comes to the temple every day, is the night fairy.
Si Ye Shangxian wouldn't say anything every time he came to Miao Zhu, just looked at Miao Zhu quietly, and then accompanied Miao Zhu to drink cup after cup.
I think: Si Ye Shangxian must have liked the old moon since then......
It was as if I had been locked up in an acacia tree at the foot of the Kunlun Mountains, and I looked at what I had experienced, as if another three thousand years had passed, until Miaozhu poured a bottle of liquid at the root of the tree, and I felt that my body had changed.
I felt my chest fill up little by little, and by the end, I could even feel my heart beating.
I...... Do you have a heart?
Everything in front of me was gone, and it was dark again. I don't know how long it took me to hear someone calling me.
"Xiangsi, don't you sleep anymore, okay?"
"Xiangsi...... As long as you want to wake up...... What are you doing...... I promised ......"
"Xiangsi...... Wake up......
Even if you don't want to marry me...... And that's okay...... As long as you're willing to wake up......"
This voice is Ying Long's, I know it very well. Listening to his words, my heart was sour. I wanted to say to him, "I'm sorry. "But I just can't open my mouth. My eyes and mouth seemed to be sealed, and they were so tightly closed that I couldn't open them.
I don't know how long it took, I felt my eyelids loosen a lot, I slowly opened my eyes, and a white light hit my eyes, and it took me a while to get used to it.
I leaned down, only to realize that my hand was being clenched tightly. When I looked over, it was Yue Lao! He was crawling on the edge of the bed and falling asleep. He was still wearing a red shirt, but at this time, Yue Lao had become full of gray hair!
My heart tightened. He became like this, probably because of me......
I stretched out my other hand and put it on Yue's gray hair, stroking it gently.
"I'm sorry." I whispered.
This sentence, whether it corresponds to the dragon or the old moon, I owe them for a long time.
The old moon's body moved, and the next moment, he suddenly raised his head and looked at me, a hint of surprise, a hint of uncertainty, and a hint of panic flashed in his eyes.
"You...... Are you awake? Yue Lao asked me in a slightly trembling voice.
I tugged at him, "Hmm." ”
"You...... You okay? Is there anything wrong with it? "Yue Lao is busy taking my pulse.
I just looked at him quietly. Yue Lao has always cared so much about me, but I treat him like this......
Yue Lao breathed a sigh of relief and looked at me: "It's okay, it's okay, your body is fine." ”
I nodded and didn't speak.
Yue Lao paused, as if he was very embarrassed. It was a long time before he said, "You...... What did Ah Jin say to you...... You don't have to take it seriously. ”
My heart throbbed, how long did he have to wronged himself?
I looked at him distressedly and shook my head: "I remember everything." Daohuang ......"
This "Daohuang", which had not been called out for more than 3,000 years, made Yue Lao stay there, and he didn't react for a long time.
I touched his hair again and whispered, "All along, I wronged you, and I was wrong." ”
Yue Lao opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't make a sound.
At this moment, the door of the house was pushed open, and I looked over to see that it was Ying Long who walked in with a medicine bowl, followed by Ah Jin.
Ying Long and Ah Jin were stunned when they saw me wake up.
Yue Lao looked at me, and then at Ying Long, a trace of pain flashed in his eyes. Yue Lao stood up and said to the dragon, "You take good care of her." "And then it's like walking at the door.
"Yue Lao!" Ah Jin called him unwillingly.
Yue Lao shook his head at her: "Let's go, let Xiangsi have a good rest." ”
Ah Jin looked at me unwillingly, and then at Yue Lao, as if he had no choice, and finally, he glared at Ying Long viciously and followed Yue Lao out.
Ying Long walked to my bed with the medicine bowl, gently helped me up from the bed and sat down, and put two more cushions behind me.
After doing all this, Ying Long picked up the medicine bowl and fed me the medicine with a spoon. The whole time, he didn't look me in the eye, as if he was hiding from something.
I drank it one sip and watched
Ying Long in front of him remembered him who was lying unconscious on the bed for the sake of the female dragon more than 3,000 years ago.
I don't know how he is doing after I gave my heart to him, has he ever thought about me......
"You...... Have you never loved me? I asked him. When I said this, I found that my heart was very calm, and there was no trace of turmoil. It turns out that after so many years, I have lost my heart on him.
Ying Long's hand holding the spoon stiffened for a moment, he raised his head and smiled at me: "Don't think nonsense, if I don't love you, how can I marry you?" Come, drink the medicine. Ying Long took another spoonful of medicine and handed it to my mouth.
I didn't open my mouth, I just looked at him and didn't speak.
A bitter light flashed in his eyes, he withdrew his hand and pulled the corners of his mouth at me: "Did you listen to what Ah Jin said?" She is Yue Lao's maid, and she will speak for Yue Lao. I ......"
"Don't lie to me." I interrupted him.
Ying Long's voice didn't sound again, but stared at me, the corners of his mouth sinking little by little.
I looked at him and said slowly, "I remember." ”
There was no look of surprise in Ying Long's eyes. He lowered his eyes and smiled bitterly: "I guessed, but I don't want to believe it...... I wanted to lie to myself, I could go on with you like this......"
Ying Long didn't say any more, the corners of his mouth were bitter that couldn't be dissolved.
Looking at him, I wanted to ask him if he still wanted to be a girl, and I wanted to ask him why he wanted to marry me, because he fell in love with me, or because he felt guilty about me......
However, suddenly I didn't want to ask anything.
It's all over, Nulu, Ying Long, who died for Nulu's heart, and I who sacrificed my heart for Ying Long...... It's all gone.
Yes, I am a velvet tassel, but after 3,000 years, I am no longer the original god of acacia...... I'm Yue Lao's apprentice, I'm Xiangsi!
Ying Long finally looked at me again, and stood up with the medicine bowl: "You just woke up, your body is still weak, you should rest first." ”
After speaking, without waiting for me to respond, Ying Long hurried out of the house, as if he was afraid to stay with me any longer.
I looked at the door that had been closed again, and slowly lay back, turning over and covering myself with the quilt.
Yue Lao didn't know how to return to the mansion. I don't know if Si Ye Shangxian went to him again......
My heart throbs at the thought of this.
I didn't have a heart before, and I don't know why I was upset every time I knew that Si Ye Shangxian went to find Yue Lao. But now I have a heart, I know! I'm in love with Yue Lao, and I don't want Si Ye Shangxian and Yue Lao to be together!
I sat up from the bed, lifted the quilt suddenly, ran out of the door without even putting on my shoes, trotted all the way out of Yinglong's Mansion, and turned into the Yuelao Mansion next to me.
As soon as I entered, a sour feeling welled up in my heart. It's been a long time since I've been back, but as soon as I got back, I felt like home!
"Xiangsi?" Ah Jin was stunned when she saw me.
I quickly ran up to her and grabbed her sleeve: "Where's the master?" Where is he? ”
Ah Jin was stunned for a while before reacting, her eyes lit up, and she looked at me with a little surprise: "Are you back to find Yue Lao?" ”
I nodded, "Where is he?" ”
Ah Jin didn't answer my question, and her eyes brightened: "You're not marrying Ying Long?" 2k reading network