Seventy-three: The heart is anxious to take the fruit and half green and yellow
When Xu Xinping arrived at Yuan Li's house, Yuan Li was holding waterproof tape looking for a place to spray water outside. The high-intensity water pressure sprayed Yuan Li all over her body.
A super short pale pink pajamas, tightly wrapping Yuan Li's body. The scene in front of me is like Yuan Li standing by the pool in a swimsuit, but the water in the pool is only feet deep.
Yuan Li couldn't stop wiping the splash of water that sprayed on her face, and from time to time she combed back the long hair that was scattered on her forehead.
Hearing the sound of Xu Xinping going upstairs in the corridor, Yuan Li hurriedly opened the door.
When he entered the door and saw Yuan Li, who seemed to be wearing a sexy swimsuit, Xu Xinping knew the severity of the flood in the Yuan family.
Xu Xinping quickly tore off his shirt, took off his shoes, and reached out to take a piece of waterproof tape handed over by Yuan Li.
Yuan Li took Xu Xinping's hand, led Xu Xinping to step on the water, and walked to the kitchen. When she was about to reach the kitchen door, Yuan Li's feet slipped and fell to the ground suddenly.
Xu Xinping saw Yuan Li lying in his arms, her face turned red, her body became soft, and her feet that were in front of Xu Xinping's eyes due to body imbalance were shaking in front of Xu Xinping.
Yuan Li's wet body also felt the raging fire that had not yet been extinguished by Xu Xinping's passionate phone call in Xu Xinping's arms. She forced herself to resist the weakness of being struck by the thunder and lightning of love, and stood up weakly from Xu Xinping's arms.
The two walked into the kitchen, Yuan Li pointed to a water pipe that was spraying water, and wanted to say to Xu Xinping: "That's it, my strength is too small, and the tape can't stick to it." But when the words came to her mouth, she couldn't say anything, as if the words were only swirling in her heart, and they couldn't get out of her throat.
She knew in her heart that it was because the stimulation she had just received in the intimate contact with Xu Xinping was too great, which made her heart beat so hard and blocked all her expression channels.
Xu Xinping took the tape, braved the violent jet of water, and bent down to wrap the tape around the pipe that was spraying water out.
However, just wrapped around the part of the pipe that sprayed water from the head, a part of the upstream of the pipe could not withstand the strong pressure and sprayed water outward.
Yuan Li hurriedly tore another piece of tape, walked a few steps and handed it to Xu Xinping, but unexpectedly his feet slipped again and he cut forward violently.
Xu Xinping reflexively stretched out his hands and hugged Yuan Li in his arms. But he was knocked to the ground.
Yuan Li lay in Xu Xinping's arms and handed over the tape to Xu Xinping.
Xu Xinping tilted his face and straightened his arm to glue the tape to the pipe that sprayed water out.
Xu Xinping let out a long breath. But before he could finish his breath, Yuan Li, who was lying in his arms, hugged his neck tightly, and the red lips of the girl, who was cold from the water but clearly roasted with passion, were imprinted on his lips.
Xu Xinping and Yuan Li, who were soaking wet, were stimulated more than ** hugging each other and they couldn't stand it. Especially Xu Xinping, the raging fire ignited by Shen Jia had not yet been extinguished, and he pounced on a large pile of dry firewood like Yuan Li, a moth to the fire, and the fierce flames devoured them in an instant.
A dark and dark passion broke out between two young boys and girls who had completely lost their minds.
It wasn't until noon that the two people, who had gradually subsided, seemed to wake up to what had happened between them.
Yuan Li lay almost breathlessly in the stagnant water on the floor, and the water under her body was slightly red.
Xu Xinping sat up and looked at everything around him dumbfounded.
I don't know how long it took, Xu Xinping listened to Yuan Li beside him, and said in a weak voice, "Cold, I'm cold." ”
Xu Xinping's heart was like falling from a cliff in the air at this time, and he was about to be crushed, and he was desperate and sober before he landed.
He heard Yuan Li's moaning, instinctively numb to help Yuan Li dry herself, carried her to the bed in her bedroom, gently covered her, and walked out.
He wanted to go, he wanted to leave this place where he didn't want to know what was going on. But a wet suit made it impossible for him to go out in broad daylight. He had no choice but to walk around the living room in a panic.
"Peace of mind, give."
Yuan Li, who got up from the bed at some point, held a set of clean men's clothes and pants in her hand and handed it to Xu Xinping. Then he turned around, moved his delicate and weak waist, and walked back to his bedroom.
"Are you alright?" Xu Xinping, who had changed his clothes, gently came to Yuan Li's bedside. Looking at Yuan Li's obviously pale face, he asked hatefully pinching his thighs.
"It's okay, peace of mind, I'm fine, really. I've got to see you off at the station tomorrow. You go first. Oh yes, thank you for helping me with the disaster. ”
Xu Xinping slowly turned around and went out, about to clean up the stagnant water in the kitchen and living room.
"Don't, Xinping, you don't have to worry about it, I'll do it myself in a while." Yuan Li said that she was about to get up to stop Xu Xinping.
Xu Xinping had no choice but to put down the cleaning tools and said, I'll go first.
Hearing Xu Xinping's sound of the door closing, Yuan Li's tense nerves that were used to restrain the pain suddenly relaxed.
The pain in her body was like a random arrow, stinging her strongly. She was a little strange that she could still get out of bed to help Xu Xinping get clothes as if she was nothing just now.
She wanted to scold Xu Xinping a few times in her heart, but she couldn't scold it, and she couldn't scold it in her heart, because it was purely her own effort, and it was deliberately self-inflicted.
That day, Yuan Li's best friend Wu Shan, when she was deeply conspiring with her on how she could catch up with Xu Xin as quickly as possible, Wu Shan gave Yuan Li this idea.
"Isn't that a bit too much?"
"Which one is too much?"
"Isn't it a little too defiled with what should be pure and beautiful love?"
"What is it defiled? Just think about it and don't practice, platonic love, that pure. But is that love? That's pathological unrequited love at best. ”
"But will this kind of Xinping make him think that I attacked him?"
"He's a man, so he won't feel like he's been attacked. Afterwards, he will only feel sorry for you. This is the most common mentality of real men. ”
After discussing the rationality and legitimacy of this strategy with Wu Shan, Yuan Li asked Wu Shan about the issue she was unspeakable but most concerned about.
"You say, will Xu Xinping ..... do that to me?"
Looking at Yuan Li's shy look, Wu Shan moved Yuan Li's head to herself with herself.
"It's just our Lili's natural beauty,...... Just ,..."
"Just what?"
"It's just that you'll have to endure a little ..... then."
Yuan Li lay on the bed, quietly reminiscing. Each ache was a reminder of the success of her plan. This made her not feel bitter, but sweet. It also made her continue to reminisce with this sweetness and the little by little feelings behind the scenes that happened to Xu Xinping.
is completely different from Yuan Li, Xu Xinping returned to the dormitory, his brain was pale, and Xu Xinping, who was a mess in his heart, had no way to effectively sort out the scene that had just happened, this sudden incident was like Xu Xinping suffering a car accident. The difference is that he doesn't know if he hit someone else in this car accident or someone else hit him. But no matter who hit whom, his journey will inevitably suffer. The journey he is most worried about being affected is the love journey that he and Shen Jia are in full swing.
The first thing he thought of was the overwhelming scene that had just happened between himself and Yuan Li, which was equivalent to betraying Shen Jia at the moment before he was about to meet Shen Jia. And this kind of betrayal is still the kind of betrayal that hurts Shen Jia the most in the battlefield uprising.
"Does Shen Jia still want herself? Are you still worthy of Shen Jia? Can I bear to let Shen Jia want her body and soul again, which is no longer a virgin? As soon as Xu Xinping thought of this, his whole heart was extremely heavy and he couldn't breathe.
The pressure on his heart is getting heavier and heavier, and the feeling of suffocation is getting stronger and stronger, but Xu Xinping has no feeling of fear, he thinks to himself, just die like this, so that he doesn't have to defile Shen Jia anymore, and he doesn't need to find any reason and excuse to explain to Shen Jia.
What did you do? Xu Xinping doesn't want himself anymore.
So, Xu Xinping stopped struggling. The beating of the heart, which is no longer aroused by the mind, gradually subsides, and the breath in the body is no longer smooth. Xu Xinping's brain slowly fell into a state of lack of oxygen.
"It's good, it's good to just walk away."
Xu Xinping, whose heart was like ashes, thought that he would be able to die silently in this way. But the mystery and wonder of life are not easily controlled by the human mind. Although Xu Xinping's mind is extinguished, there is no longer an active acquired life impulse, but the passive innate life impulse is naturally stimulated in the extreme state of cathode and yang. Moreover, after listening to Master Kong's words and deeds, Xu Xinping often feels that he has no thoughts and no dwelling mentality.
Therefore, when the sun rose again as usual, Xu Xinping also woke up as usual, not only woke up as usual, but also more energetic than usual.
Xu Xinping, who had strong mental strength, thought of what happened yesterday, and was no longer just a painful self-pity, he thought that the most important thing he should do was to not let Shen Jia be hurt as much as possible. But then it occurred to him that it was impossible.
Because his so-called no longer letting Shen Jia be harmed, it is nothing more than that he bears all the responsibilities and consequences of what he has done, and he takes the initiative to cut off this love with Shen Jia that is no longer difficult to find in this life.
But then Shen Jia won't be harmed? Perhaps, that will hurt Shen Jia even more.
Then should he hide this incident from Shen Jia as if it didn't happen? In this way, Shen Jia will not be harmed?
Even if Yuan Li wouldn't tell Shen Jia and let Shen Jia not know about this matter at all, then Shen Jia would be hurt by being blinded, and she would also be hurt by the unfair treatment in the insider's heart.
Besides, isn't the fact that my heart is no longer pure also a harm to Shen Jia?
It's really messy. Forget it, don't think about it so much yet. Bear with me for a moment.
At this moment, the mobile phone rang, it was Wu Shan.
"Xu Xinping, go downstairs. I'll take you to the station. ”
Xu Xinping said yes and went downstairs. As soon as Xu Xinping got downstairs, he was pulled into the car by Wu Shan.
"Xu Xinping, Lili is dead, do you know?!"