The two were silent in the room for a long time, and Jin Yan was the first to speak to break the quiet atmosphere.

"How are you all these years?" Jin Yan's chic and kind talk in front of the other girls disappeared, and she held back such a sentence for a long time.

"Poof~" Yang Xinrou was amused by this rotten opening remark, and Jin Yan couldn't help but giggle when she saw Yang Xinrou's smile. Then Yang Xinrou said: "Is there smoke?" ”

Jin Yan was stunned, and then took out a cigarette and gave it to Yang Xinrou but did not give it to the fire, Jin Yan thought in his heart that Yang Xinrou just wanted to look at the cigarette and not to smoke. "Won't you give me a lighter?" Jin Yan smiled wryly, handed the Zippo to Yang Xinrou and asked, "When did you learn to smoke?" ”

When Yang Xinrou saw that the Zippo was the lighter she gave to Jin Yan, her expression was shocked, her hand trembled slightly, and she quickly returned to normal and took the Zippo handed over by Jin Yan, this scene did not escape Jin Yan's eyes.

"After separating from you," Yang Xinrou elegantly lit a cigarette and returned the Zippo to Jin Yan, and said in a calm tone as much as possible.

Jin Yan's heart was very uncomfortable, Yang Xinrou's hand was obviously trembling because of the shock in her heart when she took the Zippo, and Yang Xinrou's eyes were full of tenderness when she looked at her.

All of this is announcing that Yang Xinrou still has feelings for herself, but why did the two of them separate when they had the deepest feelings a few years ago? Jin Yan lowered her head and fell silent.

Yang Xinrou, who seemed to see through Jin Yan's thoughts, then said: "When I was in college, my parents had already talked about it, and my aunt and uncle even talked to me for a long time. ”

Jin Yan raised his head violently, his body straightened, his eyes were wide open, and his face was incredible.

"You don't have to put on a cannibalistic look, do you?" Yang Xinrou said with a smile.

Jin Yan suddenly thought that his parents were not very satisfied with Yang Xinrou in the past, once the four of them had dinner together, no matter how well-behaved Yang Xinrou was, his parents were all that picky look, and Jin Yan at that time even almost turned his face with his parents.

"They forced you to leave me??" Jin Yan's eyes narrowed slightly, and he asked slowly.

"No, they just made me realize that we weren't going to be together and that I was just a civilian family. And my parents also gave me a choice, choose you or choose them. ”

Yang Xinrou's thoughts also seemed to return to the situation when Jin Yan's parents sat opposite her and talked. At the end, a hint of mockery appeared on his face.

Jin Yan didn't know that his parents had come back when he was in college, and he went to find Yang Xinrou without him. Jin Yan's hand turned pale because of the excessive force he grappled.

Immediately, Jin Yan recalled that there was a period of time when she went to find Yang Xinrou but was rejected in various ways, so that Jin Yan finally had no choice but to squat under the women's dormitory of the university where Yang Xinrou studied.

In the end, Jin Yan was told that when she broke up, Jin Yan hysterically wanted to keep Yang Xinrou, but Yang Xinrou had already turned around and entered the women's dormitory, Jin Yan was stopped by the security guard, but she kept screaming Yang Xinrou's name until the end, and even made trouble to the school to call the police.

That day, Jin Yan answered questions with a dull gaze at the police station.

That day, Yang Xinrou returned to the dormitory and was so sad that she fainted from crying.

"If I had been brave enough to resist my parents, maybe we would have had a baby." Yang Xinrou spit out a puff of cigarette, and the corners of her mouth rose slightly, and she even had the happy situation of herself and Jin Yan coaxing the child to sleep in her mind.

This sentence pulled Jin Yan back from his memory, and said bitterly: "Right...."Suddenly, the green index finger stood up on Jin Yan's lips, so that Jin Yan didn't say the word 'up'.

"Forgot that? Don't apologize, it's that I can't stand you, it's that I'm not brave enough. Yang Xinrou said.

The 'rules' mentioned by Yang Xinrou were set by the two who were in love at that time:

'I'm sorry' should be replaced by 'I love you'.

"I love you!" Jin Yan slowly took Yang Xinrou's hand away and said firmly.

These three words seemed to have the power of magic, so that Yang Xinrou's eyes instantly moistened, and tears slipped from her face, but there was a happy smile on her face.

Jin Yan held Yang Xinrou's face with both hands to wipe away her tears, and the ghostly Jin Yan's lips touched Yang Xinrou's lips.

At that moment, Jin Yan seemed to feel that time had stopped, his brain had stopped thinking, and everything was left behind, and he just wanted to go on like that.

After a long time, the lips of the two people slowly separated, and although Yang Xinrou was dusty, her face was still remarkably fair, and her face was as lovely as a ripe apple at this time.

Yang Xinrou threw herself into Jin Yan's arms, still in tears at the moment, and said in a slightly trembling voice: "Can I really be so happy?" It would be nice if it could be like this all the time. ”

Jin Yan heard a trace of reluctance, knowing that Yang Xinrou was talking about her fate of being a corpse. Holding Yang Xinrou's shoulders with both hands, the eyes of the two looked at each other again, Jin Yan's gaze was so firm, and while gently wiping away Yang Xinrou's tears, she said: "Rou'er, we still have a lot of things to do, and there are still a lot of scenery to see, we won't end here!" The firm tone cheered Yang Xinrou up, and at the same time, he also cheered himself up.

Yang Xinrou said: "Yan, when I saw you for the first time in the last days, I was already satisfied, and I even thanked God for this disaster that actually sent me to you. ”

The two snuggled together again, and when the excitement calmed down, Jin Yan found that Yang Xinrou's body was already hot, and his hand instantly touched Yang Xinrou's forehead, which frightened Jin Yan, and Yang Xinrou had a high fever to a terrifying degree. Just about to help Yang Xinrou get up and go to get the medicine again, but was pulled by Yang Xinrou.

Yang Xinrou was already in a very bad state at this time, but she still gasped slightly and said: "Yan, don't go, I feel that my body is getting lighter and lighter, as if everything is so illusory, maybe I am about to become that zombie." You can.... Can you stay with me for another two minutes? No... Just a minute! ”

Yang Xinrou's pleading tone blurred Jin Yan's vision, and tears couldn't stop rolling in her eyes. Jin Yan hugged Yang Xinrou fiercely and shouted, "No, Rou'er, I will always be by your side!" I won't leave you, two minutes is too short, I'm going to be with you for the rest of my life! ”

The happiness on Yang Xinrou's face never faded, and she said slowly: "Yan, when I saw you, I was happy and afraid, I didn't dare to show my face, I didn't dare to face you, I heard from my best friend that you have changed a lot, I'm so worried, I have wanted to find you many times, I want to dissuade you, but what face do I have, what identity do I have?" I can't be with you and go to you again, it only adds to your sorrow. I'm so afraid that you'll hate me, but when I came down safely and saw your caring eyes, meticulously cleaned my wounds and handed me the Zippo, I knew that you still couldn't forget me, and I was so happy to let you care and care about me so much. ”

Before Jin Yan could speak, Yang Xinrou immediately said, "Yan, can you sing another song for me?" ”

Jin Yan hurriedly promised, "Okay, okay." He cleared his throat and began to sing.

"When the loud whistle just stopped"

"I walked down the path to the bottom of the tree."

"The breeze blows under the dense hawthorn trees"

"Blowing the hair of the young fitter and blacksmith"

"The dense hawthorn tree is full of white flowers"

"Our hawthorn tree, why is it sad"

.................

With the singing, Yang Xinrou's eyes slowly closed, and when the whole song was sung by Jin Yan, Yang Xinrou opened her eyes and only firmness was left in her eyes, and she quietly glanced at the fruit knife that was placed on the bed to open the can, and then smiled and said softly to Jin Yan: "Yan, I'm a little thirsty, can you help me go and bring the rest of the water I drank?" Just under the counter. ”

Jin Yan didn't see Yang Xinrou's eyes, so he didn't think much about it, helped Yang Xinrou up, agreed and walked out, just when Jin Yan opened the door and went out, and then covered the door again, Yang Xinrou quickly picked up the fruit knife and stabbed it into his abdomen, and his face turned pale in an instant, but he didn't make a sound.

Jin Yan walked to the counter and picked up Yang Xinrou's water, Zhao Xingyi and Wei Jiaming were still whispering and laughing secretly at the moment, Jin Yan didn't care that they pushed open the door with water but found Yang Xinrou who was smiling at Jin Yan with both hands holding a fruit knife inserted into his abdomen.

The water in his hand fell to the ground and he yelled: "No! As he spoke, he rushed over, the voice interrupted the whispering of Zhao Xingyi and Wei Jiaming, and the two of them also rushed to the door and saw the fruit knife in Yang Xinrou's abdomen and froze, while Liu Yuchen was still sitting on the ground and did not come over to see what was going on.

"Why.... Why are you so stupid, Rou'er! Jin Yan looked at the large area of blood on Yang Xinrou's abdomen, tears poured out directly, and roared at a loss.

At this time, Yang Xinrou obviously couldn't support it for long, and blood overflowed from her mouth, and she said to Jin Yan intermittently:

"I.... I don't want you .... See... I've become a zombie... The way it looks, the future .... Later scenery .... I can't accompany you to see it.... up, don't.... Crying, right.... No... I love you. Yang Xinrou raised her right hand and touched Jin Yan's face, and Jin Yan hurriedly held Yang Xinrou's hand and put it on the left side of her face.

"No, Rou'er, no, you don't..." Jin Yan watched the blood stains on Yang Xinrou's clothes on her abdomen slowly spread, and looked at Yang Xinrou's eyes, and said incoherently.

"If there is a next.... Next... I... Certain.. Will marry..."Yang Xinrou's words were not finished, her eyes were slowly closed, and the hand that touched Jin Yan's face also slipped from Jin Yan's hand.