Xia Ning slept in a daze, and when she woke up in the middle of the night, she saw Jom sleeping at her feet, and her eyes widened in surprise.

She didn't expect that Jom was also the pride of the sky, a noble son, who had never suffered anything, and now he had made a floor for himself.

Because the hotels on the beach have also taken the route of commercialization and internationalization, a person's ID card can only open one room, so he can only make do with her for one night here.

Originally, Xia Ning was afraid that something would inevitably happen to the two of them together, but she didn't expect that Jom had already guessed her concerns and laid the floor by herself.

He was honest and reliable, sleeping soundly even on the cold floor.

Although he looked somewhat pitiful, Xia Ning's heart was also sincerely moved for him.

His long eyelashes were gorgeous and beautiful, fluttering gently with his breath like two small brushes in front of him, and his silhouette in the moonlight made him look like a graceful prince and a dreamlike angel.

Just like now, looking at his beautiful sleeping face in the moonlight outside the window, Xia Ning felt that it was a kind of enjoyment.

Jom is a very peaceful and pleasant person who sleeps peacefully, he does not snore, he sleeps in a very regular position, and he is obviously well educated, which permeates every aspect of his daily life.

I have to say, this is a near-perfect man in the end.

It seems that he has a little more noble temperament than someone.

Yuan Chen's words, since he was a child, he has naturally been pampered, and he has always been elegant and noble, but because the anger and coldness on his body are too great, he always gives people a sense of distance thousands of miles away.

And that sense of distance is not the same as Jom's somewhat unreal feeling in the moonlight, it is a sense of distance that people dare not approach, not that they cannot be approached.

Jom reminded her of one of the most popular words of the day, "little white lotus".

He is like the little white lotus in the flowers, and he is so gentle, anyone can be intoxicated by such a man, but it is difficult to have, and he is always afraid that he will hurt it.

Xia Ning knew that maybe other women who had been entangled with Jom wouldn't think so, but Jom gave her the impression that was probably the same.

And he is always so good, he thinks about himself in everything, he is really a good person who is too considerate.

But Yuan Chen is different, that man is also good to her, but it is a kind of strong and domineering good, the kind of good that must show her good and impose it on her, so that she sometimes feels breathless.

And it's so good, after she's been hurt, it's like a gift to make up for it, and it makes her feel humiliated.

That's why you think he has a distance, right?

I don't know why, I obviously looked at Jom, but I was still thinking about Yuan Chen in my heart, Xia Ning couldn't help but be shocked in my heart, and quickly shook my head, wanting to wave the figure of that man out of my mind.

Jom is different, he has hurt many other women, made other women sad, but never made her sad, only hurt by her again and again.

He used to laugh and say that this was a report and a report, Xia Ning felt a little funny at the time, but now he really felt sorry for him.

She couldn't help it, she actually reached out and touched Jom's cheek, it was warm, with his even breath, so smooth and stable, making people feel at ease.

Breathing is such a simple thing, but it can also show the power of life in people.

This makes her feel that this person is so real, so real and good to her, how touching, how intoxicating?

At this moment, Xia Ning almost had an impulse, an urge to promise Jom, be with him, and even marry him.

But in the end, Xia Ning was not a teenage girl, and this emotion only lasted for a few minutes, and then she regained her indifference and composure, and lay back on the bed.

But this time, even if she tried hard to fall asleep, she couldn't fall asleep, and her mind was full of things about Jom and Yuan Chen.

These two men, one is bad to her and endlessly makes her miserable, and the other is good to her and endlessly makes her feel guilty.

The combination of these two emotions will only make her feel a dilemma, and sometimes she will not even breathe.

So, she needs to live on her own so much. Whether it's Yuan Chen or Jom, they shouldn't be by her side.

If Yuan Chen was by her side, she would decide everything strongly and domineeringly, so that she would once again have no life of her own; And if it's Jom, it's always by her side to do whatever she wants, and help at any time, but she is also indirectly deprived of her life.

Either way, she didn't want it.

I've relied on Jom too much in the past few years, so I feel like I can't live without him a lot of times.

But in fact, no one can live without anyone, and whoever leaves will live the same way.

Whether it is birth, old age, sickness or death, it is something that people must experience, so what is she afraid of?

Xia Ning thought about these thoughts in her heart, and they were a little out of bounds.

She turned around, turned her head to look at the beautiful man sleeping soundly under the bed, and resolutely implemented her decision in her heart.

Jom must be allowed to go back to New York, he must be allowed to live his own life, and he must not waste his time by keeping such a good person by his side.

Maybe he felt that there would be hope for him to stay by his side, and he could slowly make her accept him, but she knew that Jom had a lot of work to accomplish, and it would not be worth it if he gave up the interests of his entire family for the sake of his children's personal interests.

What's more, she is not a good bargaining chip, and it doesn't make much sense to bet on her at all.

In the past few years, I always feel that I am dragging down Jom, making his pace of progress slow down a lot.

IF THIS WERE NOT THE CASE, HE WOULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING AS SOON AS HE GRADUATED, INSTEAD OF BEING INTRODUCED AS THE SON OF COLLINS WHEREVER HE WENT, UNDER THE SURNAME OF HIS FATHER, MR. COLLINS.

She also knew in her heart that Jom's life must not be like this, always hanging out with her, and then accompanying and caring for her like a househusband, which is not his character at all.

What he should have is his own world, and in time he will definitely be better than Yuan Chen. For he has a wider way, which cannot be hindered by anyone.

So, it's time for her to make up her mind.

This time, Jom must not be allowed to go home for a while, and then return to China to accompany her soon, so that his entire COLLNS family will have an opinion about her, and maybe even be friends in the future.

These two days will be regarded as the last madness.

Jom slept soundly, and Xia Ning couldn't bear to wake him up to accompany her insomnia, so she had to turn on the phone and read the e-book on her phone.

But watching those boring love stories will only remind her more of those memories with Yuan Chen, because her first love is him, and her ex-husband is also him, and he is the only man who brings her marriage and love memories.

The first man in life is always precious, right? But why, does it make her feel painful when she thinks about it?

If she hadn't chosen to marry Yuan Chen at the beginning, and hadn't had that resolute loneliness at that time, would she be happier now?

Will you meet another person and live a completely different life?

Xia Ning didn't know, but she felt that her mood was completely different from that time.

She is still Xia Ning, still sincere and kind, but she has already been bruised by love and marriage, with scars all over her body, and she will not see so many people in this society, which makes people feel so cruel.

But looking back and thinking backwards, maybe these are all good things, good things that can make people grow, not only for her to learn to grow, but also for her to better face her future life.

Be grateful to those who love you, remember those who are very bad to you, understand the reality of this world, and face everything more calmly and forgivingly.

She hated it at the beginning, especially in the days when she was so painful and almost died before she was born, she hated it and wanted to break Yuan Chen's body into thousands of pieces, and scolded him thousands of times in her heart.

But after giving birth to Duoduo, she learned to be grateful, it was Duoduo, it was Jom, and all the people around her who cared about her and treated her well, so that she saw the preciousness of life and feelings, and cherished everything that was hard-won.

Toto is a gift for himself, and so is Jom.

It's just that Duoduo's gift will be her sweetest little baggage, and Jom makes her feel sorry, he is good to herself, and she can't repay it for the rest of her life.

If one day, she figured it out and could really open her heart to accept him, then she would definitely give her heart to him completely.

Now, she still has the shadow of another man hidden in her heart, and if she stays with Jom rashly, it will only make her feel sorry for Jom, and sorry for herself.

Therefore, the best way is to temporarily separate, on the one hand, they can be responsible for their own lives, and on the other hand, the distance can also make people think about whether the other party is the person they can't let go of the most.

Xia Ning decided to do this because of such uncertainty in her heart, letting time and distance test her feelings.

This is probably the lazy man's method, but it is also the most effective method.

When she woke up in the morning, Xia Ning was sitting alone in front of the window, already holding bread and cream in her hands, as well as some bacon rolls.

Jom got up in a daze, casually glanced at the wall clock on the wall, and his eyes widened immediately.

It's already half past nine in the morning!

How could he sleep for so long?! On the ground?

When I got up, I felt a sore back, and my whole body was protesting.

He stood up a little uncomfortably, but he didn't expect that his steps were unsteady and he fell heavily on the bed.

The sound alarmed Xia Ning, who was in a daze, and she turned her head suddenly.

"What's wrong?" She hurriedly asked, a little surprised.

Just now she was looking at the blue sea and blue sky outside, when she heard a muffled sound from behind, which pulled her thoughts back all at once.

Jom scratched his head in embarrassment, and managed to get up from the bed.

"I just woke up, and I can't stand on my feet." He smiled, looking at Xia Ning's eyes were still so gentle, with a little dodge and apprehension.

I've never slept on the floor before, and I didn't expect it to feel so bad. Fortunately, he chose to sleep on the floor, otherwise he wouldn't dare to imagine if Xia Ning tried it.

Xia Ning didn't know what Jom was thinking, so she smiled and pointed to the breakfast on the table, "I bought some breakfast, I don't know if you like it or not, you can eat it after you wash up." If you don't like it, we'll go out and buy it later. ”

Jom looked at the bread and bacon rolls, and a glass of milk, with some flattery, and immediately replied, "How could I not like it, as long as you buy it, I will like to eat anything." ”

You know, it's rare to have such a good treatment, how can you not cherish it.

Although he is good to Xia Ning on weekdays, who doesn't want to be treated gently by others, especially the person he likes.

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