Text Chapter 235 The Psychological Shadow of the Year
Meng Yuhan was immersed in his own thoughts, stubbornly believing that Baozi's death was all because of her, if it wasn't for her carelessness, how could Baozi fall into it.
She couldn't stop crying, and her mental state was very bad, even if she got into a dead end now, she couldn't get out.
Shen Changfeng was also very helpless in the face of such a Meng Yuhan, he could only keep whispering to comfort her, and kept patting her on the back, wanting to soothe her emotions.
He really didn't expect Meng Yuhan's emotions to get out of control to this point, but after thinking about it, he quickly understood what was going on.
Needless to say, he didn't see what happened, but Shen Changfeng could guess what the situation was, and he could understand why Meng Yuhan's mood was so broken.
The buns were scalded to death by that pot of fish soup!
Shen Changfeng easily got this answer, the buns were such a small ball, Meng Yuhan must have put the fish soup there to cool down, and this kind of thing happened.
I don't know if the buns were attracted by the aroma of the fish soup, or if they simply thought it was fun, so they struggled to turn it in, but I didn't expect it to come out.
Baozi must have struggled painfully for a long time!
Shen Changfeng felt distressed when he thought about it, he could also understand Meng Yuhan's thoughts, in his opinion, there was no way to say who was right and who was wrong in this matter, if Meng Yuhan had to think that it was her fault, it would be a bit far-fetched, but it was indeed she who put the pot of hot fish soup on the ground.
This gave Baozi a chance, but no one thought about what would happen later, and Meng Yuhan's guilt was understandable, but it was unnecessary to be too guilty, and Shen Changfeng felt distressed.
He knew that Meng Yuhan had really always regarded Baozi as a little member of their family and took good care of it, but he didn't expect this kind of thing to happen, and it had something to do with her own actions, Meng Yuhan was about to be overwhelmed by her own guilt.
She took all the fault on herself, and such Meng Yuhan really made Shen Changfeng feel very distressed.
In fact, to be honest, Shen Changfeng himself didn't remember what he said when he had been comforting Meng Yuhan later, he only remembered that he had been trying to appease Meng Yuhan and calm her down.
However, Meng Yuhan's emotions were far more serious than he imagined, and in the end, it was Shen Changfeng who used some special means to calm her down, he first comforted Meng Yuhan, and finally talked to her about the bun problem rationally.
"Baby, you're good, don't blame your ......"
Meng Yuhan listened to Shen Changfeng's gentle words, and her tears still couldn't stop flowing, it was all her fault that she let Baozi leave them.
"This matter, although you are at fault......"
Shen Changfeng looked at the gentle comfort, but he couldn't eliminate the thoughts in Meng Yuhan's heart at all, he could only talk to her rationally.
He didn't blindly comfort her, and directly said that Meng Yuhan was also at fault, because Shen Changfeng knew that blindly telling her that it was right would only make Meng Yuhan feel more sad, and saying it like this would make her feel better.
And having said this, the rest of the words will be easier to say and make her accept.
Both of them couldn't remember what they talked about later, but Meng Yuhan really calmed down slowly, and there was no such state of collapse as before.
And quietly hugged the bun, washed it, and buried it, everything is normal, normal is a little weird.
Shen Changfeng once thought that Meng Yuhan had come out of the prison he had drawn for himself, and he no longer blamed herself, but he didn't expect that this incident still left a great psychological shadow on her.
Since then, Meng Yuhan has never raised a puppy, not even other pets, Shen Changfeng was afraid that Meng Yuhan would be bored and lonely if he stayed at home alone, and tentatively proposed to raise her again, but Meng Yuhan quietly refused.
Shen Changfeng didn't think much about it, just when she was still thinking about buns, she didn't want to raise other small pets for the time being, but soon, Shen Changfeng knew that things were not what he thought at all.
Meng Yuhan has always liked small animals, Shen Changfeng knows her, naturally knows her preferences, Meng Yuhan often goes to the pet store in their community.
But since the bun incident, Meng Yuhan not only didn't think about raising other dogs, but she didn't even go to the pet store anymore, but no matter what the occasion was, at any time, she would hide away from it.
It's not like the dog lovers it used to be.
After Shen Changfeng found out this, there was something he couldn't understand, he knew that this was the sequelae left by the last incident.
He wanted to help Meng Yuhan eliminate the psychological shadow as soon as possible and let her really come out of that incident, but for his temptation, Meng Yuhan avoided it quietly, looking like he didn't want to talk about it.
In the face of such Meng Yuhan, what else could Shen Changfeng say, she made it clear that she didn't want to talk to him about it, and Shen Changfeng couldn't have to sprinkle salt on her wounds and expose his girlfriend's scars, he couldn't do it.
This matter can only be dragged on like this, even though Shen Changfeng is helpless, he has nothing to do, just waiting for Meng Yuhan to talk about this matter, or waiting for Meng Yuhan to figure it out.
has been delayed again and again, even if this matter has been delayed until now, Meng Yuhan's psychology has not changed much.
Although she is sensible enough now, you can't stand her mind, she just thinks it's all her fault, and there is that deep sense of helplessness, and the fear of losing the bun, is too clear.
She was already sorry for the buns, she couldn't be sorry for the other buns, Meng Yuhan was really scared, she didn't dare to think about other things, and she didn't dare to try to accept the burden of a new little life, she was afraid.
Even now, many years have passed, but the guilt, powerlessness and panic in my heart are still clearly there, constantly warning Meng Yuhan.
Shen Changfeng mentioned the buns of the year, but he still had a secretive expression, I don't know if he just mentioned it casually, or if the thoughts in his head also returned to the past.
Although she didn't know how he was, Meng Yuhan's heart was upset, and she recalled the events of the year completely, without even letting go of the slightest detail.
The events of that year can be said to have left a shadow on her, and over the years, the demons in her heart have become more and more powerful.
Especially this car accident, it seems that Meng Yuhan's appearance many years ago has been provoked all of a sudden, so many years of Taoism are useless, she can't even disguise.
The powerlessness in the face of the loss of life, the deep sense of powerlessness, and the deepest fear in my heart have all reappeared.
For so many years, Meng Yuhan can properly hide these emotions in his heart, but this time, after experiencing a car accident and seeing the consequences of this car accident with his own eyes, the deepest fear in his heart came out.
In fact, to be honest, it is really far-fetched to associate the matter of buns from this car accident, and Meng Yuhan doesn't need to think so much.
But she noticed that there was also a puppy in the car at the center of the accident, the same Satsuma, and at that moment, she seemed to see a bun.
So all the emotions came up, and she had a feeling of returning to the past, although this time the incident had nothing to do with her, but no one could say anything about emotions, it was so unreasonable that it should be the most appropriate state.
Meng Yuhan knew what Shen Changfeng meant, she knew that Shen Changfeng didn't mean to mention the bun at all, he deliberately mentioned the bun, maybe it should be said that he was intentionally reminding Meng Yuhan, as for what to remind, Meng Yuhan should also know it in his heart.
As for other words, Shen Changfeng didn't say anything, just let her think and ponder alone.
Meng Yuhan really understood what Shen Changfeng meant in her heart, and she also knew what Shen Changfeng wanted her to understand, and she began to slowly try to change her mind in her heart.
She didn't have that sense of anger when her scars were revealed, not even a little bit of other feelings, she understood why Shen Changfeng did this.
Shen Changfeng did deliberately mention the matter of buns, when he saw Meng Yuhan just now, although he was also a little distressed and guilty, but he also had some doubts, first, he didn't understand why he reacted so strongly, and second, he felt that Meng Yuhan's state was very familiar, as if he had seen it somewhere.
Thanks to his good memory, Shen Changfeng only thought about it a little, and he remembered where he saw Meng Yuhan's state, he hadn't recalled the past of the two for a long time, Shen Changfeng didn't remember at first glance that when the bun was gone, Meng Yuhan was in this state.
After all, Shen Changfeng himself is not a person who likes to recall the past, not to mention that with Yan Fei later, he will not think of his previous life anymore.
Seeing that Meng Yuhan was in the same state as he was back then, Shen Changfeng could almost understand what was going on with Meng Yuhan, probably the shadow in his heart back then, although he was also very strange, he didn't know how to witness a car accident and get involved in the bun.
He didn't expect that the events of the year would have such a deep impact on Meng Yuhan, until now, she is still affected by that incident, Shen Changfeng thought of this, and felt even more distressed about Meng Yuhan.
The reason why he mentioned the matter of steamed buns, Shen Changfeng was thinking, on the one hand, he wanted to eliminate the psychological shadow brought to Meng Yuhan back then, and on the other hand, he wanted to calm Meng Yuhan's current emotions.
Meng Yuhan thought about the buns, and didn't speak, so he was silent, Shen Changfeng didn't know what she was thinking, but he wasn't in a hurry, just waited for Meng Yuhan to think slowly by himself.