Ninety-nine: Only those who can endure can set their hearts

After calling Shen Jia, Yin Rou walked back and forth in the living room with anxiety, waiting for Shen Jia's arrival.

Yin Rou always felt that there was something else that she hadn't considered, what else?

Yin Rou imagined Shen Jia's possible reaction, reflecting on the links that needed to be added.

Yin Rou thought carefully: What kind of reaction would Shen Jia have after listening to what she told her?

Yes, yes, she will definitely ask Xu Xinping and Yuan Li what they think. Yes, how did you forget such a big problem.

Yin Rou immediately called Xu Xinping and Yuan Li and asked them to keep their phones unblocked.

After receiving a call from his mother, Xu Xinping immediately found an absolutely secluded place to turn on his phone 24 hours a day, and his mobile phone during this time period, except for Shen Jia and his mother, no one answered the phone.

Yuan Li is also ready for this. She must also be ready to answer any questions raised by Shen Jia at all times. Of course, Yuan Li was not under so much pressure, Yuan Lairu just told her that Aunt Yin Rou or Xu Xinping might call her today to make her mentally prepared. Therefore, Yuan Li's psychological preparation can be said to be with some joyful expectations. This is also out of consideration for taking care of pregnant women.

Not long after Yin Rou finished making the call, Shen Jia arrived at the apartment, and as soon as she entered the door, Shen Jia was still like a cheerful bird, pounced into Yin Rou's arms, and coquettishly called Auntie, Mom, Auntie, so that Yin Rou's eyes overflowed with tears.

"Auntie, are you so excited about sweetness? In the future, after I get married peacefully, I will give you a big fat grandson, and I will not be able to make you happy. ”

Yin Rou listened to it more and more in her heart.

She had to suppress what she wanted to say as soon as she saw Shen Jia, and let Shen Jia eat first with a smile.

After dinner, Shen Jia said that she was going to school for a while to study at night.

"Jiajia, can you go a little late? Auntie wants to tell you something. ”

"Auntie, what's the matter? Say it. ”

"You are at peace with your heart. Ah, no, it's something to do with you. ”

Shen Jia saw that Yin Rou's face was solemn and her tone was low, and she had a premonition that it was not good news, so she quietly sat down opposite Yin Rou.

"Jiajia, here's the thing, more than two months ago, Yuan Li's family ran out of water, and Xinping helped Yuan Li repair the water pipe, but the two of them failed to control their impulses and did that kind of thing. Now that Yuan Li has it, Yuan Li wants to give birth to the child. ”

Yin Rou can say that there is not a single nonsense word, and the words that have been brewed hundreds of times in her heart, without going through the brain, without going through the heart and lungs, she said it all at once.

After a long time of suffocation, Shen Jia raised his face full of tears and asked, "Auntie, do you already know about this matter?" ”

Yin Rou saw Shen Jia's sad appearance, as if an awl was piercing her heart. But she could only endure it and nodded to Shen Jia.

After another moment, Shen Jia stood up. Walked into his bedroom and began to gently pack his things.

Yin Rou knew what Shen Jia's action meant, and couldn't help feeling sorry for Shen Jia anymore, crying and hugging Shen Jia from behind, "Jiajia, don't be like this, I'd rather not have Xu Xinping's son than give up you!" ”

Shen Jia ignored Yin Rou and continued to pack her things. If it weren't for the tears that quietly rolled down her face, it would have been as if nothing had happened.

Yin Rou was at a loss for what to do, just stood next to her and accompanied Shen Jia to pack up her things quietly, quietly shedding tears.

"Mom, I'm leaving, I'm going back to the dormitory." Shen Jia picked up the beaten bag, as if her daughter was saying goodbye to her mother.

Yin Rou didn't stop Shen Jia anymore, and took a bag in Shen Jia's hand, "Jiajia, mom will send you." ”

Shen Jia didn't agree, but she didn't refuse either. Shen Jia knew in her heart that it was because her heart was now extremely fragile and could no longer withstand any noise and fluctuations.

Yin Rou silently accompanied Shen Jia like this and walked to Shen Jia's dormitory together.

When they walked to Shen Jia's dormitory, Yin Rou and Shen Jia's faces were gone, and only calm remained.

Shen Jia took the bag that Yin Rou held for her from Yin Rou's hand, blocked Yin Rou with her hand, and motioned for Yin Rou to stop downstairs, but how could Yin Rou rest assured that Shen Jia, who had just been immeasurably hurt and was regarded as her sweetheart, would let go of it halfway. Although, the place where they were standing was only a few feet away from the bed on Shen Jia's upper floor.

Finally, Yin Rou still followed Shen Jia, and when she arrived at Shen Jia's dormitory, Yin Rou personally straightened Shen Jia's bedding. cleaned up Shen Jia's desk and chair.

After a long time, Yin Rou left Shen Jia's dormitory silently.

Shen Jia sent it out and calmly said two words to Yin Rou:

"Children are more important than adults, and life is more precious than love."

After Shen Jia finished speaking, he turned around and entered the dormitory, and gently closed the door of the dormitory.

The roommates were already silently shocked by the solemn atmosphere of this scene.

Seeing that Shen Jia was back, Xia Xiaoyu hurriedly climbed to Shen Jia, who was lying on the bed after entering the door, and asked quietly:

"Sister Jia, did Xu Xinping do something sorry for you? How can you, the future mother-in-law, be so careful? ”

Shen Jia, who covered her head and isolated herself from the world when she went to bed, had already burst into tears. She twitched, deaf to Xia Xiaoyu's inquiry.

When the roommates saw this scene, they didn't say anything, they all worried about Shen Jia, and quietly took care of the white lady in their dormitory, lest she would make any unexpected moves.

Shen Jia has never been an easily hurt person. This is not to say that she avoids something that could hurt herself, but that she dares to face the pain in her heart.

Shen Jia, who covered her head and isolated herself, thought about the past time when she and Xu Xinping had a deep relationship over and over again, and reminded herself again and again of the collapse of this relationship, and of course, let her heart endure unspeakable pain again and again.

When the sun rose again, Shen Jia had already regained her calm, calm from the inside out, true calm.

Shen Jia can be said to have made a seamless emotional break with Xu Xinping. Because of Shen Jia afterwards, there was almost no external heartbreak. People who have nothing to do with this don't even know that their White Lady and Xu Xian are already immortals, and their own things.

Shen Jia devoted almost her entire body and mind to studying, she wanted to occupy all her heart, so that she would not let the tip of her heart inadvertently touch the most delicate part of her injured part.

This made Xu Xinping, who had been waiting for his mobile phone 24 hours that day, but had not waited, unable to remain calm in his heart anymore.

Xu Xinping called Shen Jia's mobile phone several times, wanting to meet and talk to Shen Jia, but Shen Jia hung up and blocked his mobile phone number.

Xu Xinping had no choice but to confide everything he wanted to say and do to his mother Yin Rou. He asked his mother over and over again how Shen Jia would react when she heard this. He hated himself for not telling Shen Jia about it in person. In that way, he would still have a chance to give himself a chance to atone for his sins, and also give himself a chance to comfort Shen Jia. Now like this, Xu Xinping feels very helpless and helpless, like a baby who has been weaned all of a sudden.

Yuan Li came to Xu Xinping's side at the right time. She didn't say anything, she didn't do anything, she just sat with Xu Xinping, face to face.

Now it can be said that Yuan Li, who only talks about dedication to Xu Xinping and does not ask for it, has a deep love for Xu Xinping from the bottom of her heart, so she knows how to help Xu Xinping best.

She is sorry for Xu Xinping, who has fallen into deep self-blame, remorse, and can't help herself, and she will always be by his side quietly whenever there is a possible opportunity. From time to time, I gave Xu Xinping some meticulous care.

It can be said that Yuan Li's silent companionship really helped Xu Xinping best.

The author sometimes thinks that people like Xu Xinping, who objectively hurt Shen Jia, will always be able to get the love of other women when they bear the consequences of self-blame for their own mistakes, but Shen Jia, who has been objectively hurt, can only lick the pain in his heart alone?

Two months passed quickly, and in the past two months, Yuan Li and Xu Xinping's apparent contact gradually increased. Xu Xinping was also invited by Yuan Lairu to Yuan's house a few times.

For Xu Xinping, who was about to end the exchange and study and return to Qingcheng Normal University, Yuan Lairu assigned Xu Xinping the tasks he needed to study and complete very carefully.

"Xinping, you are still very philosophical, as long as you complete the tasks I gave you with your heart and are admitted to the graduate school of Peking University, there will be no problem. Of course, you should also learn the courses of other subjects yourself. ”

"Thank you, Mr. Yuan. I'll do it with my heart. ”

Wen Jing took over, "Xinping, you are going back to Qingcheng, after you go back, you have to remember to contact us more, and also care more about Lili's body." ”

Wen Jing's words are tantamount to reminding Xu Xinping, don't forget, you are not alone now, you still have a Yuan Li who is pregnant with your child in the north.

Wife and children, for a man who has entered the society, it is a standard glory, it is a sign of social status, it is a glorious and arduous responsibility, and it also means that his life is being inherited in history. That's holy and proud.

But as a college student, a college student who has only graduated for more than a year, the sense of pressure and embarrassment is far greater than the sense of happiness in such a thing on the beach. Wife and children, what a social responsibility that means. What's more, it was at the expense of his love with his most beloved Shen Jia. It made him feel as if he was being bound tightly by an invisible rope, and sometimes it made him a little breathless.

As a cocoon and self-restraint, even if it is a cocoon that you have unintentionally made, the consequences of self-binding cannot be escaped.