Chapter 103: Let's Break Up
Originally, Zheng Xichen still had a glimmer of hope for Lin Zifeng, but now she was really completely disappointed, she frowned a little uncomfortably, covered her heart, and felt a little tightness in her chest for a while, I don't know if it was because she was too disappointed, of course, it could also be caused by the previous toxin.
"What's wrong with you, what's wrong with you?" Seeing that Zheng Xichen was uncomfortable, Lin Zifeng was still very distressed in his heart, and he immediately stepped forward to help Zheng Xichen, but Zheng Xichen struggled to dodge.
Zheng Xichen looked at Lin Zifeng, his pink lips trembled, and he said with some sighs: "Lin Zifeng, don't you understand?" There is no such thing as an if, if everyone uses this assumption as an excuse and a reason, then what is the use of the police, and besides, I am really tired, and I don't want to think about when I will be left behind. ”
"Is it really irreparable, but I really know it's wrong! Can't you forgive me this time? Lin Zifeng didn't believe that Zheng Xichen didn't have him in his heart, and he was still struggling.
Zheng Xichen shook his head indifferently, he felt really funny, maybe Lin Zifeng didn't know until now, how painful she was forced at that time, at that time Lin Zifeng left her and let her go through all this alone, now if you say forgive, you will forgive, and if you say come back, where is it so easy?
Seeing Zheng Xichen shaking his head, Lin Zifeng's eyes were dyed with a hint of madness, he squinted, his expression became gloomy, he eased up for a moment, and returned to his usual cheerful appearance, but he was a little hideous like that, he said as gently as possible: "Can that man give you a sense of security, his kind of person is just playing with you, does he know what happened to you before, how can you guarantee that he won't dislike you after he knows?" ”
"I don't understand what you're saying."
"Don't understand?" Lin Zifeng sneered, "Zheng Xichen, Zheng Xichen, do you think I really don't know that you went to surrogacy for money?" I was kept in the dark by you, and I've been told about you these days. ”
"I didn't believe it at first, but now it seems that it's really ......" Lin Zifeng sneered, his body trembling after him: "Go again, I come to you like this now, shouldn't you feel happy?"
Zheng Xichen raised her head suddenly, looked up at Lin Zifeng in disbelief, the tears that had been hanging on her eyelashes finally couldn't help but roll down, she gritted her teeth and scolded loudly, but her expression was full of sadness: "Enough!" Do you think everyone is like you? You care about this matter yourself, it doesn't mean that others also care, why do you still say this to hurt me now, isn't it enough to hurt me at that time? ”
She didn't expect Lin Zifeng to know about this, and her heart sank slightly
"That's what it is, what man in the world wouldn't mind if his girlfriend gives birth to someone else, and which man can accept it? Including that man, if he knew, I'm afraid he couldn't wait to leave you, only I really like you! Look, I know about you, and I'm going to come back to you again, don't you still understand my intentions?! Lin Zifeng also amplified his voice.
"You, you're unreasonable!" Zheng Xichen gasped rapidly, his little face was flushed, tears hung on his eyelashes, and he looked like a pear blossom with rain, like a fragile crystal doll, which would shatter when touched.
Now that Lin Zifeng has broken their relationship for so many years with his own hands, she really has no feelings for him, Lin Zifeng knows her family situation, doesn't he know why he went to surrogacy? However, instead of helping her, he joined those who did not know the truth to slander her.
Is this the love he is talking about, maybe it's too cheap!
"It's unreasonable, I'm afraid I'm right by me, you better leave that man as soon as possible, otherwise you will only be hurt more deeply." Lin Zifeng looked very clear, which made Zheng Xichen very angry.
She had a lot of things to say and wanted to scold Lin Zifeng, but after thinking about it, she suddenly remembered that Quan Ye was still outside, and if she really talked for too long, she was afraid that he would be unhappy, so she calmed down.
After Zheng Xichen thought about it for a while, he looked at Lin Zifeng deeply, as if he was saying goodbye, and when he noticed her gaze, Lin Zifeng was a little flustered, and he didn't know what to say for a while.
She said word by word, very clearly: "Lin Zifeng, there has always been a sentence between us that should have been said at the beginning, and now, we will make it clear." ”
"What? Xichen, what the hell are you ......" As if knowing what Zheng Xichen was going to say, Lin Zifeng subconsciously wanted to stop it, and his intuition told him that if he didn't stop it now, it might really be irreparable.
However, this time Zheng Xichen really made up her mind, regardless of whether Lin Zifeng was still talking or not, she still said loudly and clearly: "Let's break up, Lin Zifeng." ”
After saying this, Zheng Xichen leaned weakly on the head of the bed and gasped, the stone that had been pressed in her heart was finally loosened, the two of them were unclear before, only if no two people said to break up, in her opinion, it was not a breakup, and now she finally breathed a sigh of relief.
Even more excited than her was Lin Zifeng, after he heard the word breakup, as if he had heard something unbelievable, he stood up all of a sudden, stumbled back a few steps, "Break up, I won't agree!" ”
Zheng Xichen sighed, stopped looking at him, looked at the scenery outside the window and said, "Lin Zifeng, are you a little mature?" Isn't it the breakup you proposed, really want to say, then we broke up the day before. ”
"I ......" Lin Zifeng, who originally wanted to continue to explain, was like a cassette tape machine, stammering and speechless, because he did propose to break up first, and there was nothing to explain at all.
Zheng Xichen glanced at him in disappointment, in his impression, Lin Zifeng's originally sunny and handsome face was too thin compared to Quan Ye, and although Quan Ye was sometimes domineering, he was a real responsible man, and he was not at all comparable to a child like Lin Zifeng who was doted on by his parents.
"Let's go, I don't blame you for what happened before, it's just that you don't say anything about getting back together anymore, it's over between us." Zheng Xichen closed his eyes a little tiredly, not wanting to pay attention to Lin Zifeng anymore.
Lin Zifeng wanted to say something more, but his throat was dry and painful as if he hadn't drunk water for many days, and he tried to open his mouth, but he couldn't say a word.
The room fell silent, Lin Zifeng's eyes fell on Zheng Xichen's body, trying his best to get back the previous feeling, but it was in vain, for a long time, the light in his eyes dimmed, he walked towards the outside of the ward, the footsteps seemed to be pressed in his heart, very heavy.
"Xichen, I won't give up, I will use my own efforts to chase you back, you give me another chance!" Before walking out of the ward, Lin Zifeng said suddenly, and then before Zheng Xichen could answer, he turned around and left.
Maybe until now, Lin Zifeng still felt that Zheng Xichen was just angry, as long as her attitude was a little more correct, she would forgive herself.
But Zheng Xichen didn't want to care so much, she just entered a groggy dream with a slight tightness in her chest, she was really tired today.
In her sleep, she seemed to have returned to the time when the two were together, at that time Lin Zifeng was not so conceited, he was still a big brother next door, as long as he was there, she would be very relieved.
The warm and bright sun shone on the cold library, and the boy helplessly covered his coat for the girl who reviewed all night, and sat next to her and looked at her gently, as if he would always see the old world.
Soon after, the picture turned into a luxurious villa again, the room had warm lights, crystal lamps refracted the light, naughty and cute children fiddled with their toys, while talking to themselves in a small drama, while shouting sweetly to the woman on the sofa smiling gently, the voice from far and near, slowly in Zheng Xichen's ears clear.
"Mom, will you come and play with me?" This is exactly the voice of Kwon Guo.
She nodded dotingly, touched his little head, and turned her head to talk to the cold man next to her......
The scene was so far away, yet so close at hand, it was the scene she had often dreamed of in her dreams now, the family she had always dreamed of.
In the floating and heavy dream, she was gradually penetrated by a voice, the magnetic voice was very low, and whispered in her ear: "Xichen, sleep well, you are tired." ”
In the haze, Zheng Xichen frowned slightly, and finally recognized that this was Quan Ye's voice, and for a moment felt that all the dark clouds that had pressed on her heart before had rained and cleared, revealing the bright sunshine, so she frowned and slowly let go, and gently stroked her forehead with one hand, and she fell into a deep sleep again, feeling extremely relieved.
After Quan Ye went out, he leaned on the white wall of the hospital a little indifferently, the miserable white lights in the hospital cast a shadow on his face, and his face was as handsome as an ancient Greek sculpture, and the nurses who occasionally walked by in the corridor turned back frequently, showing their best state, and hoped that the male god would take a look at him.
But the aura around him was extremely cold, and the cold air like a frozen three feet was almost materialized, which discouraged the little nurses who wanted to talk to him, and they didn't dare to step forward easily.
Because Quan Ye's aura is too strong, everyone speculates whether Quan Ye is unhappy, but in fact, they don't know that Quan Ye is struggling a little in his heart.
Zheng Xichen was talking to Lin Zifeng in the room, and he felt unprecedented discomfort, which was a kind of annoyance that his things were touched by others.
He couldn't deny his feelings for Zheng Xichen, but at the same time, he couldn't let go of Yan Yi, and he couldn't even be sure who he would choose if he had to make a choice between Zheng Xichen and Yan Yi.
But now that Yan Yi has left, he went abroad without hesitation, he doesn't even know what kind of person she chose, which makes him feel lonely and tired from time to time, he is strong and cannot be disobeyed, but Yan Yi is the only obstacle that he can't pretend to be indifferent.
Zheng Xichen's appearance undoubtedly gave him hope, and she made him feel a kind of home warmth, which was what he lacked the most before, so ......
Kwon Ye squinted his eyes and made a decision, convinced of it.