Chapter 128: Give Up on Me

On the rooftop outside the box, the worldly hustle and bustle of the bar was in stark contrast to the silence of the outside world, and the wind blew outside from time to time, Jiang Juan couldn't help but pull his loose coat.

Xiao Yi leaned on the railing, raised his eyes to look at the crescent moon in the sky, and the two of them stood side by side in silence, but each had their own thoughts.

"We've known each other for more than six years...... Jiang Wan's dark eyes shone with a little light, and the thin lips lightly opened to break the tranquility.

The dusty memories are like a picture album that suddenly opens, and scenes come into her eyes, Xiao Yi, whom she met because of her father's suicide, and it was because of him that Jiang Juan gradually walked out of those difficult days.

"Do you remember the second time we met, you said something to me?" Jiang Juan whispered, looking at him with a smile in his eyebrows.

"You said you were glad to see you again, and you are no longer that fragile girl." Jiang Juan said word by word, and she remembered Xiao Yi's words very deeply over the years.

Xiao Yi raised his eyes to look at Jiang Juan, when they first met, Jiang Juan left a deep impression on him, the heartbreaking girl who cried when they met for the first time, by the time they met again, they had learned to be forbearant and strong.

It's been six years, and the words that were used to encourage her are still very relevant now.

She's not that fragile girl anymore, so she doesn't need to rely on him anymore, does she?

"Over the years, I am really lucky and grateful to have you by my side, but, as you said back then, I am no longer that fragile girl, I can learn to take good care of myself." Jiang Wan closed her eyes gently, and her smile was a little bitter.

She has actually explored, why Xiao Yi fell in love with her, maybe this is related to the experience between the two of them, from the first time the two met, she had countless troubles, from finding out the cause of her father's death, to Xiao Kaiyan's various difficulties for her, and then she went abroad for five years, he followed him closely.

Gradually, Jiang Juan began to attribute Xiao Yi's feelings for herself to the desire to protect herself for many years, these years, Xiao Yi is like a barrier behind her, she will not hesitate to help her if she has any difficulties.

But the more this happened, the more Jiang Juan felt that he couldn't bear it.

"The relationship between people and people may really need fate, in the five years that I was difficult in country M, I didn't want to forget everything that happened in this country all the time, forget Chu Wei forget my son, and start a new life, but even so, I never wanted to be with you." The woman's eyes twinkled as she told her true thoughts.

"I've always treated you as your best friend, and all I can accept is what you can bring me as a friend, and I can't afford anything beyond this boundary."

Jiang Xuan's eyes narrowed slightly, her eyes seemed to be as bright as starlight, which made people reluctant to move away at a glance, she had been deliberately keeping a distance from Xiao Yi all these years, and he would not feel it.

"Wanwan, everything I did for you was willing." Xiao Yi's eyes sank slightly, and his voice was a little bitter.

"But your love is too heavy, because I can't give you equal love, so even if I only accept a little bit of your kindness, I will have trouble sleeping." Jiang Juan looked at him, his voice was a little hurried, but his eyes were unusually firm: "I have my own feelings and my own children, Xiao Yi, between us, there is no possibility from beginning to end, what are you still insisting on?"

The more Jiang Juan spoke, the more uncomfortable she felt, in fact, as soon as Xiao Yi entered the door, she saw that Xiao Yi did not come to the bar to talk about business as he said, he specially came to her, or rather, he specially came to embarrass Chu Wei.

She has made her heart clear to Xiao Yi countless times, but he has never really let go of her.

"I know it's hard to let go of someone, but I don't have a position to make you cling to a fruitless relationship, so, give up on me......" Jiang Xuan's gaze moved away from Xiao Yi's face, and a red mark was pinched out on her slender fingers, some words were difficult to say, but she had to say it.

"I'm happy now and I want to...... You can find your own happiness. ”

Jiang Xuan's words drifted into his ears with the wind, and Xiao Yi looked into the distance expressionlessly, but his heart burned him like a nameless fire.

Happiness...... Ever since he fell in love with Jiang Xuan, he watched her fall into the quagmire but couldn't save her, and watched her drift away from him, hehe...... He didn't know what happiness was for a long time......

In his eyes, what separates him and Jiang Juan is not emotional differences, but Chu Wei. The more Jiang Juan said these decisive words, the deeper he sank. He would even think to the extreme that the reason why Jiang Juan came to talk to him was all because of Chu Wei's meaning.

And Jiang Xuan, what do you like about him? Even if you are bruised all over your body by him, you still want to be with him?

He has paid so much, and in the end, in Jiang Xuan's heart, he is less than one-ten-thousandth of Captain Chu's.

The man's smile was a little bitter, but it was still as warm as jade, like when they first met, he was mature and indifferent: "The reason why I can't let go is because I'm afraid that you will be bruised again."

He was used to seeing negotiations in the mall, and he didn't show mercy to Jiang Juan, but the words he said under his gentle face pierced people's hearts, and seemed to provoke Jiang Juan's hatred for Chu Wei:

He once hurt you so deeply, do you still defend him with all your heart?

Jiang Wan's thin lips pursed into a straight line, she could hear what Xiao Yi said, but she didn't want to delve into the meaning.

"However, since you said that you are happy, I am also relieved." Xiao Yi took a deep breath and changed his depressed mood, but his eyes touched Jiang Xuan's perfect side face, and his heartbeat seemed to miss another beat.

"Wanwan, from beginning to end, my only wish is that you can be happy."

As the night deepened, the galaxy hovered over the entire city, blending with this world of red and green, the cool breeze gently lifted the corners of Jiang Xuan's clothes, she raised her eyes to look at Xiao Yi, and finally gave all the regrets and regrets of the past six years to this cool autumn breeze.

Life is composed of many, many small molecules, either happy or regretful, but no matter which one it is, it is all we must go through, just like Xiao Yi and her past six years full of regrets, it should come to an end after explaining it clearly.

Maybe it's just a matter of giving up something in order to embrace a new life......

The wind on the rooftop was relatively strong, and the two of them made everything clear, so they didn't stay any longer. On the way back to the box, Xiao Yi only followed behind Jiang Wan and deliberately kept a distance from her.

As soon as she pushed open the door of the box, Jiang Juan couldn't help frowning, and the strong smell of alcohol in the box almost made her "drunk" before she even entered the door.

The employees in the box were all red-faced and red-eared, a few of them who had not drunk well had already slept in the corner, and a few people were talking in a heap, the room was too messy, and Jiang Juan couldn't hear it clearly.

She came back to her senses, looked away from the employees, and glanced up at the place where Chu Wei had been sitting before, but she didn't find his shadow.

There is no concept of time to talk outside, is Chu Wei waiting too long to get angry?

Jiang Juan subconsciously glanced around, and happened to see Anna falling on the sofa with a drunk designer, she frowned slightly, and walked towards Anna.

"Anna, have you seen where Chu Wei went?" Jiang Juan half-squatted down, helped her straighten her messy hair, looked down at Anna's flushed cheeks, and suddenly felt that it was not a wise choice to come and ask her.

"Huh?" Anna opened her eyes with difficulty, she didn't drink much, but her head was a little dizzy, and she still had her senses: "President, I heard Manager Zhang say that the president is missing just now, I thought he went to the bathroom, why hasn't he come back yet?"

Anna gestured in the direction of the bathroom outside the door, as if she didn't know it

"I know...... I know, the president just took it...... After answering a phone call, he left here in a hurry, and before leaving, he seemed to be looking for Consultant Jiang......" The female designer who Anna was leaning on heard the conversation between the two people, raised her hand happily, and said quickly as if she was rushing to answer a question.

Jiang Juan was slightly stunned, and subconsciously glanced at the door.

Picked up a phone call and left?

"That call came from Dr. Gu." Just now, Xiao Kaiyan saw Jiang Juan enter the door, and followed from the other side, and when she approached, she happened to hear the conversation between her and the two people, so she answered.

"When Chu Wei answered the phone, I happened to be next to him, and I heard him say a word about Doctor Gu, and I didn't hear the rest very clearly." Xiao Kaiyan's hand stroked Jiang Wan's shoulder, and told her the truth about what she had just heard.

Jiang Juan's expression froze, if it was a call from Dr. Gu, it must have something to do with Xiaoyi, could it be that something happened to his son?

"Help me tell my colleagues, I have to leave beforehand......" Jiang Juan picked up his coat and said to Anna, raising his feet and walking towards the door.

She tried to calm herself down, but her head seemed to be disobedient, and the more she couldn't help but think about it, the more panicked Jiang Juan became.

Xiao Yi can't find a suitable bone marrow match, and has been relying on drugs to maintain his life, but Dr. Gu said that drugs can only temporarily suppress the surge of white blood cells in his body, but if there is an emergency one day, not only will the condition worsen, but the side effects of the drugs used for many years will also break out, and at that time, even if there is a matching bone marrow, it may not be able to save Xiaoyi's life.

The more Jiang Juan thought about it, the more frightened she felt, and even her body was a little paralyzed, she ran out with her body propped up, and Xiao Kaiyan also followed when she saw this: "Jiang Juan, wait, I'll go with you."

It's just that as soon as Xiao Kaiyan's words fell, she was dragged by Xiao Yi's arm.

The woman's arm ached, and she glanced back coldly, and the man looked at her with cold eyes, his face full of doubts: "What did you do to him?"