Lu Qingyu was silent for a long time, almost not reacting to what he meant.

Ruan Qiuhong looked at him for a long time without saying a word, took a deep breath, and said, "Lu Qingyu, if you don't speak, I will take you as a default." ”

"Okay, that's all for my words, whether you listen to it or not, anyway, I'm here anyway, if you dare to be sorry for her, I'll let you live and die!" The last sentence was almost squeezed out of Ruan Qiuhong's teeth.

Lu Qingyu looked at him and said, "You are suddenly so good to her, do you have no wish to fulfill it?" ”

"That's right, it is said that she sings very well and cooks deliciously, and my only wish in life is to hear her sing to me and eat the food she cooked for me herself." Ruan Qiuhong said.

He himself was also surprised that Lu Qingyu could see what he was thinking like this, but then he didn't care about it because he felt that there was nothing.

Lu Qingyu was silent for a second, then looked up at him: "I promise you, I will discuss with Ruan Ruan and ask her to sing for you and cook for you." ”

Ruan Ruan's cooking is indeed delicious, it can be said that it is the best meal he has ever eaten in his life.

Before I met Ruan Ruan, I even felt that I had wronged his stomach for the first half of my life, and I didn't eat the dishes she cooked.

"So be it." "What I say to you, you have to do it. ”

"Huh?" Lu Qingyu looked at him.

Ruan Qiuhong said: "Lu Qingyu, you have to give me a longer life, and you must not die before Ruan Ruan." ”

"Don't worry." Lu Qingyu's eyebrows furrowed, "I will live longer than any of you." I won't die before her, and I won't let her die before me. ”

"I hope you do what you say." Ruan Qiuhong said.

Suddenly, I felt a hot current in my chest, which was hot and very comfortable.

On the other side, Lu Huihui was in the doctor's office to ask about the reason for Lu Qingyu's condition.

"It's the first time I've seen him with this split personality, and when I don't see you, I want to harm myself or commit suicide. This would have been a tendency to depression. Lu Huihui said as she browsed the web.

Ruan Ruan raised her eyes a little shocked and asked, "Depression?" Are you saying that his condition has progressed to the point of depression? ”

A year ago, the most serious episode was already a phenomenon of self-harm, although it was not obvious, but as long as she left the promulgation, Lu Qingyu would try her best to self-harm, that is, not to commit suicide.

It seems to have been done on purpose to what she seems.

Now that the phenomenon of suicide is so serious, does that mean that his condition has become serious to the point of being incurable?

She never seemed to have heard of split personality that could extend to such an extent.

"It's not a depressive tendency, it's the most serious of the split personality." Lu Huihui said, "She not only has a tendency to self-harm, but also anorexia and irritability, if you don't deal with it well, it may lead to the emergence of a third personality, and at that time, it will be even more troublesome." ”

"Anorexia?" Ruan Ruan asked.

Lu Huihui looked at her and replied, "That's right, it's anorexia." I found that he had a severe anorexia, and the amount of food was half lower than that of a normal person, so it was not good to go on like this, it was easy to cause malnutrition and hypoglycemia or other side effects, which was not conducive to the treatment of the disease. ”

"He does have a small appetite, and he can't eat every time he eats only a few bites, and it's not uncommon for him to even skip breakfast." Ruan Ruan said.

Hearing him say this, he already had the answer in his heart, was it because his mother had locked him in the house for two days and two nights a year ago?

Lu Huihui should have seen something, so she asked, "How long have you been dating him?" Has he always been like this before? ”

"Nope." Ruan Ruan shook her head and replied, "A year ago, he had a recurrence of his old illness, and his mother locked him in the house in order to prevent the two of us from meeting, starved him for two days and one night, and then fainted before being sent to the hospital. Since then, he has not eaten much, but he has never spoken, and he rarely hears him cry out that he is hungry. ”

Lu Huihui was a little surprised and said, "Do you mean domestic violence?" ”

"Forget it. Strictly speaking, it's abuse, I can't do it, and I can't stop it. Ruan Ruan shook his head and said.

Lu Huihui: "In this way, I'll draw up a plan for you, split personality is a disease that is difficult to cure, and now there are anorexia and self-harm." Let's start with the diet, breakfast is a must, you don't have to eat as much as he can eat, you can eat as much as you should do, you first let him do more exercise, what swimming, running, or something, so that the physical consumption is faster, and the hunger is faster, and the food will naturally be more. If that doesn't work, then start with a small amount of food, and now don't feed him for a while, let him eat half full when he's hungry, and then do this......"

Ruan Ruan listened to him say a lot, and he was confused.

When Ruan Qiuhong came in from the door, he heard that they were still discussing, so he knocked on the door and asked, "What are you talking about?" ”

His question made the two people who were still discussing stop their mouths suddenly.

Ruan Ruan walked over and took his hand and asked, "Are you done talking?" ”

"Well, that's it." Ruan Qiuhong nodded, looking at her in a daze, with a hint of gloom in his eyes.

Ruan Ruan asked, "Did you tell him anything?" Nothing happened, did it? ”

"No, don't worry, he will never commit suicide or self-harm in the future." Ruan Qiuhong curled the corners of his lips, looked at Lu Huihui and said, "He will live for you." ”

Ruan Ruan still didn't believe it: "What did you tell him?" ”

"You can go and see him. He's asleep now. Ruan Qiuhong said.

……

Lu Qingyu's illness this time was particularly serious, which made Ruan Ruan Ruan very scared.

After she went to the ward, she didn't ask him what he had talked about with Ruan Qiuhong, she just silently guarded him.

Lu Qingyu slept very carefully, sometimes she felt that she was just watching him fall asleep quietly, watching his chest fall together due to breathing, and watching his long eyelashes close to his skin, which was very beautiful.

And also...... A gauze-covered wound on his wrist.

There was a faint pain in my heart.

"Qing Yu ......" Ruan Ruan couldn't help but think of the hardships he had suffered before, and the last time he exchanged his life for his life, it was quite uncomfortable.

She couldn't imagine what would happen if Jian Lan really made him a hostage?

Ruan Ruan couldn't help but gently put his face on his chest, listening to his unhappy heartbeat, touching his abdominal muscles, the feel was particularly firm, his figure was very good, it was simply carved, and there was no fat on his stomach, every place was like being treated, and nothing made her dissatisfied.

I don't know if it's because her movement is too big or because he hasn't fallen asleep at all, his eyes suddenly opened, and he was startled, and said nervously: "Ruan ....... Ruan Soft? Why are you here? When did you get on top of me? ”

"Huh? I...... I just thought you were asleep, so I didn't wake you up, and then I ...... Just ...... "Whatever, she couldn't speak anymore."

I heard Lu Qingyu chuckle lightly, and said very sweetly: "You can't help but lie on me?" ”

Ruan Ruan didn't speak, her face was a little red, like a cherry.

"Where's your brother? Why don't you go with him? Haven't you been with him lately? He has also just been discharged from the hospital and needs to be cared for. Lu Qingyu asked.

Ruan Ruan replied: "He's fine, I told him to accompany you here today, and you don't have to go back with him." ”

"Oh." Then Lu Qingyu remembered what Ruan Qiuhong had said to her alone in the hospital before.

Ruan Ruan pressed her face tightly to his chest, listened to his heartbeat and said, "Qingyu, will you promise me one thing?" ”

"What's the matter?" Lu Qingyu put his hand on her head and touched it.

Now Lu Qingyu looks normal, and he is not as short-tempered or out of control as before, he should be back to normal.

Ruan Ruan felt his heartbeat one after another and said, "No matter what happens in the future, don't you harm yourself?" Don't worry me. ”

Lu Qingyu fell silent and did not answer her words. To be precise, he didn't know how to explain it to her to understand.

If he could, he also wanted to have no tendency to self-harm when he had an attack, but he just couldn't control it, and this matter didn't mean that he could stop it.

"Ruan Ruan." Lu Qingyu softly called out her name.

Ruan Ruan looked at him: "What's wrong?" ”

"You go and accompany your brother, don't worry about me for the time being, I promise you, try to control your emotions when the disease attacks, and also promise you to eat well and sleep well, how about it?" Lu Qingyu touched his head and said.

Ruan Ruan's blood vessels suddenly tightened, and he never thought that he would say such a thing to himself.

He asked her to be with Ruan Qiuhong?

Accompany her?

Ruan Ruan asked, "Lu Zhiang, what do you mean?" I've already explained to you, I just treat him as my own brother, and I don't have any intentions for him, don't be jealous. ”

"That's not what I meant." Lu Qingyu raised his eyebrows and said.

Ruan Ruan said angrily: "Then what do you mean? Why would you suddenly let me be with other boys? Okay, even if my brother is no one else, it's my brother, that's just my brother, I don't have feelings for him. ”

"Of course I know, I don't believe you yet? I mean, your brother has just been discharged from the hospital, after all, he has been in the hospital for three months, and he must be lonely when he comes out, so you should spend more time with him. Lu Qingyu said.

Ruan Ruan's face was immediately blackened, and he let go of the face that was clinging to his chest, and said angrily: "I know, then you can rest well, I'll go out and be alone and quiet." ”

"Well, that's fine. I didn't mean to give you to someone else. I'm here and I'll always be yours. Lu Qingyu said word by word.

Ruan Ruan nodded, and just took a few steps, he suddenly thought of something and asked, "Qingyu, do you think you have no hope, so you pushed me to others?" ”