Li Suyun took Jiang Jianlong's notebook, opened it casually on the first few pages, and when he saw the sixth page of Jiang Jianlong's notebook, he saw that it read: "

The sunset is left on the mountain,

The ghostly shadow,

The barren grass is like a painting of ink treasure.

The morning and evening are covered with dewdrops,

Clear sucking,

The buds are waiting to be revealed.

The years sing lamentations,

Announcing the youth into the ground,

The tomb of the stele reads repentance,

Another year of surrender to the world.

I used to just want to be a farmer,

Watch over the rice fields and be self-sufficient.

Strolling through the ridges,

Grazing in the morning glow,

Cool in the summer shade, work,

In winter, the pen ploughs in the warm house, and reads hard,

It's as elegant as a stream

It contains orchid fragrance and surrounds the willows of the stream.

But fate adhered to a fallen leaf,

Flying in the wind,

Swirling in the ethereal mid-air,

Stay in the shadow of the stone clip,

Seeing that he will turn into mud,

But there is no willpower to control.

Trapped in a helpless black hole,

Let fate be grafted in the turbulence,

Always adrift,

Numb to face the pain alone.

…

The years in a hurry,

Travel on that beautiful journey.

Life is short,

Running in the vast wilderness. ”

Li Suyun then flipped to the next page, which read: "

was deceived so thoroughly,

That calls itself,

Holiness is worse than filth,

disgusting

I'm talking about deleting,

die

discard

and rose from the dead,

lingering,

Stand strong,

fall down

Crawling and rolling,

Run down

Fight hard,

The memory of dying in a rage,

You believe it's dead,

But it's still alive,

During the day,

At night,

With a knife in a dream,

With a whip,

With a steel needle,

Cutting meat,

whip bark,

needle piercing,

Wake up,

or didn't wake up,

jeer

Sarcasm is everywhere,

That's when I fully understood,

I'm just a beggar,

If you learn to beg, you will always beg,

Looking at Ke Ling,

Pretending to be a good man,

Break your arm,

sawing off the legs,

The mournful chirping is merciless,

numbness

cruel

reality

But there was no response,

I can't find anything to eat when I crawl there,

A life is only for one loaf of bread,

but they can't get it,

Otherwise,

can't be coaxed,

Can't be fooled,

and will not make,

starved to death,

Died tragically in this night,

Just say goodbye,

Although in your eyes it is not even as good as a dog,

No charity,

sympathize

But parting longing for a hug, will you give it?

oh

I forgot that I was just a beggar,

I forgot that the blood in my mouth would get to your sleeves and shoulders,

Just say goodbye,

Don't expect me to forgive,

It's your desire,

expect

fueled my madness,

Put away your banners,

What to write about so-called emotional !! ”

After reading it, Li Suyun couldn't help but empathize, isn't this exactly the inner portrayal of her first discovering that her boyfriend was cheating? Grief and indignation and helpless, she could only bear the pain alone in the depths of her heart, she believed that Jiang Jianlong must have had suicidal thoughts, just when she guessed the time, he turned another page, which read: "

Warming clear skies,

chaste

azure

Fresh air,

Pleasant

Perfumed.

The breeze is gentle,

Blowing tidbits, tender grass

Slender willow branches above the lake in the park,

Leisurely and sloppy.

In this warm spring season,

Sit on the shore of the lake

Inadvertently,

Remembering the classes we used to live in,

When we were still young,

I

I'm always in the middle of a blind dream.

Silly smiling towards the blackboard disguise.

Peek in the eye

It's your back,

Mindful

It's when you face me

A charming face that comes to mind. ”

After reading it, Li Suyun turned the next page:

"When spring comes,

You are there,

A gentle breeze blows,

I fell asleep,

You burrowed into my dreams

Singing, playing the piano,

I wrote a poem for you

After you look,

He smiled happily

When summer comes,

You are there,

The night sky is full of stars,

A flash, a flash,

Like your bright and ignorant eyes,

I closed my eyes and made a wish,

When I open my eyes,

Meteors scattered in the sky like a rain of light,

When autumn comes,

You are there,

The leaves are spread on the earth,

It's a long dress,

The sedimented water

Thin, calm,

I stretched out my hand,

Bow your head and salute,

You dragged away the long skirt and walked lightly,

Dance with me,

Swirling in the middle of the mirror-like lake,

When winter comes,

You are there,

Snowflakes in the sky

Under the non-stop,

Snow-covered mountains,

It's your graceful posture

Dressed in a wedding dress,

I know one day

Someday

You will be my beautiful bride

So I'm in the cold wind,

has been silently waiting,

Happiness comes. ”

After Li Suyun turned this page, he found that the last page of the notepad was written with a fable, and there were many changes in the fable, and at a glance, he knew that it was made up by Jiang Jianlong himself, which read:

There is a flock of pheasants frolicking in the forest, suddenly a phoenix flew from the sky, all the pheasants love its beauty, scramble around it, all want the phoenix to be their companion, but who can be their own companion? Phoenix is in a dilemma.

Suddenly, it came up with a solution, and it said to the pheasants, "I live in heaven, and I will fly to heaven, and whoever can pursue me all the way to heaven will be my companion." With that, the phoenix flapped its wings and flew into the sky.

There are some smart pheasants in the forest, although they also admire, but they chose to give up at the beginning, but there are some pheasants, following the phoenix desperately flying into the sky, when they fly to an altitude of three thousand meters, some pheasants feel that there is little hope, so they start to fly back, but there are still some pheasants who do not give up behind the phoenix and continue to fly. When they flew to an altitude of six thousand meters, most of the pheasants were afraid that there would be no return, and they flew back to the ground, but one pheasant completely ignored the phoenix and flew to an altitude of nine thousand meters, at this time the phoenix reminded it that if it couldn't fly, don't fly anymore, but the pheasant didn't listen, feeling that he had already flown so far, and it would be a pity not to continue to fly now.

When the pheasant with its last breath, finally flew to the sky at an altitude of 10,000 meters, it saw another phoenix in the sky, and which phoenix he has been following has long forgotten his promise, and flew towards another phoenix in the sky without looking back, at this time, the pheasant was exhausted, no strength, then it understood that there was a gap between the pheasant and the phoenix, but unfortunately, it understood too late, the pheasant finally fell heavily to the ground and died.

It once thought it was the closest to the Phoenix, but it was actually the stupidest and the most miserable to die. ”

When Li Suyun finished reading all the notebooks, she closed the notebook and looked at Jiang Jianlong's eyes, he suddenly felt like a butterfly, crashing into Jiang Jianlong's inner world, and in this world, she saw many shadows of herself, which made her understand Jiang Jianlong more deeply, and also made him have more empathetic resonance with Jiang Jianlong's experience.

Just when Li Suyun looked at Jiang Jianlong, Jiang Jianlong suddenly handed a few skewers of hake that had been grilled to Li Suyun and said, "The fish has been grilled." ”

After Li Suyun saw it, he took a few skewers of cooked fish fillets and said to Jiang Jianlong, "Thank you." ”