Chapter 958: Sleepless Night
Lu Chuyuan just sat opposite her, took a sip of tea and played with the porcelain cup quietly, with some comforting words in his heart but didn't know how to say it.
His family is all upright, and he has been very strict with him since he was a child, not to mention his personal experience, and even hearsay is very little.
It's a pity that even if you can't say anything now, you have to say it, Lu Chuyuan stiffened his head to adjust his deflected thoughts, and helped He Chenxi pour a glass of cold water to relieve her nervousness.
"Dawn." Lu Chuyuan pushed the water cup in his hand in front of He Chenxi, "Actually, you can look at your contradictions from another angle, such as from the perspective of a bystander, then it's actually just a tantrum." ”
This sentence is real, there is affection between the two of them, but they are not clear, but as long as this misunderstanding is resolved, any problem will still be solved.
From the perspective of the parties, these are very light, and the quarrel at the head of the bed and the end of the bed is really not as simple as imagined.
He Chenxi bit the tip of his tongue and tried to maintain his wake. She took a sip of the bitter tea, as if this was the only feeling that could make her realize that she was still alive.
"If it were as simple as a temper tantrum, it wouldn't have caused such a big misunderstanding." He Chenxi seemed to see it very clearly, and said lightly, breaking through all the problems that seemed to be as small as hair.
Lu Chuyuan suddenly fell silent, he raised his eyes to look at He Chenxi, and there was an impulse in his heart to see how much depression this big grinning and even a little cold girl had in her heart.
The bustle on the commercial street could not infect He Chenxi's heart that had become calm, she watched all this expressionlessly, and even watched coldly.
All the words seemed too thin at this moment, including some comforting voices, which seemed to be able to win favor, which made people inadvertently disgusted.
Lu Chuyuan didn't rush to hit this muzzle, he also accompanied He Chenxi to sit in the floor-to-ceiling window and watch the prosperity and luxury, and enjoy the peace that belongs to him.
The dinner between the two lasted from evening to midnight, and all the words were spoken clearly and clearly, and the heavy package that the two of them were carrying in their hearts was unloaded invariably.
"Chu Yuan, I may have to leave." He Chenxi wiped his reddish eyes with a napkin, and two reddens appeared on his face, which was a little abnormal.
Lu Chuyuan smiled, because his voice was already a little hoarse after talking all night: "Chenxi, let's talk again." ”
I don't know why, He Chenxi was in a hurry to go back, but now he has agreed, so that chatting with Lu Chuyuan can always resolve the displeasure in his heart.
He Chenxi sat on the chair, there was still residual warmth on his buttocks, Lu Chuyuan handed her another cup of tea, and then poured himself a cup.
"I know I'm an outsider and I'm not qualified to persuade you." Lu Chuyuan opened his mouth and said bluntly, "But Chenxi, I hope you can give Gu Shengze a chance and give yourself a chance at the same time." ”
"The spouse you are looking for according to love is not necessarily a good match, but it is better than some artificial, forcefully increase the emotion, if you still feel it, then don't take it into account so much, it is a floating cloud in the face of lifelong happiness."
He Chenxi listened to the chicken soup for the soul that Lu Chuyuan kept instilling, and smiled far-fetchedly, showing that he understood everything.
In the same way, she still sat weakly in her chair and smiled: "Then according to your statement, I may be going to redeem it, but what if I say that I don't feel it anymore?" ”
"I don't feel it, but Gu Shengze, he still has it." Lu Chuyuan spoke lightly, the smile on his face was not shocked, "You know that Gu Shengze has feelings for you, not just a simple liking, but a strong love." ”
Lu Chuyuan pushed Gu Shengze up little by little, even though he was unhappy in his heart, he still had to say a few good words to him as much as possible, just because this was related to He Chenxi's life.
However, He Chenxi still did not understand the true meaning of the so-called emotion after all, and her flexible eyes were already as calm as an ancient well.
"I understand Gu Shengze's feelings, and I understand them clearly in my heart." He Chenxi whispered to you, with a feeling of nostalgia, "But love is not a struggle for everyone, and I'm tired." ”
Hope and disappointment again and again in He Chenxi's heart I don't know how many openings, although the scar does not hurt, but the memories are still unforgettable.
The situation of the two has evolved to this moment, not just a person's problem, but the incomprehension and even distrust of the two, since they will feel wronged when they are with the person they love, what is the use of love?
Since it is a useless thing, why not abandon the inside, a person's life is lonely and lonely, but fortunately, it is pure, there is no disturbance of anything, only one's own heart is one's only guide.
Lu Chuyuan smiled awkwardly, knowing that all the hard work he had put in tonight was called an ordinary dinner, and it was indeed distressing to say that it was in vain.
"Since Dawn thinks so, I don't have any reason to object." After all, Lu Chuyuan was not ready to meddle in the affairs between the two, so he smiled and called the waiter to settle the bill.
He Chenxi struggled to get up. Having drunk some sweet wine and because it happened to be the middle of the night, her steps were swaying, like a giant baby with a staggering step.
Lu Chuyuan looked at He Chenxi's distant steps and knew that she couldn't walk alone, so he hurriedly wiped a handful of sweat and followed, helping her as if she was holding some treasure.
The two went back to school together, and the girl who followed He Chenxi in the same dormitory listened to Lu Chuyuan's incoherent explanation and gladly accepted it, and helped He Chenxi to the bed and let her fall asleep.
Lu Chuyuan returned to the dormitory, none of the roommates were there, the school dormitory did not have a curfew on this kind of holiday, and it was common for them to covet the prosperity on the street and not return overnight.
The cold moonlight came in, and Lu Chuyuan sat at the window thinking about today's everything, and his thoughts couldn't stop spreading.
Sleepless all night, he sat in the house by the dim moonlight.
Early the next morning.
He Chenxi's head was a little swollen after waking up, she rubbed her eyes and looked at her watch before she realized that it was already noon, but fortunately, there was no need to be anxious about today's class.
The scene of yesterday's Higashino house still echoes in my mind, and the two of them are under the cover of neon lights, and their two hearts are constantly colliding and rubbing, and there is no spark, but they both see a deep understanding in each other's eyes.
Similarly, Lu Chuyuan was now coming out of the bathroom and lying on the bed, he turned on his mobile phone and saw that a phone number had been found among the few people who had recently called, and it was Gu Shengze's.
The United States and China are only separated by a sea area, and the time difference is so many more than ten hours, but according to common sense, Gu Shengze should be working in the company now.
Thinking of this, Lu Chuyuan was even more relieved, he listened to the ringing of his mobile phone for a while, and he was not very anxious about the phone that had not been answered for a long time.
Gu Shengze answered the phone very much, and his voice was always elegant: "I'm Gu Shengze, who are you?" ”
"It's me." Lu Chuyuan responded lightly, one hand clenched, "Mr. Gu takes up some of your time, I have something I want to tell you." ”
Lu Chuyuan's voice was very recognizable, and Gu Shengze knew it as soon as he heard it, and he agreed to the phone and vaguely felt that this matter was inseparable from He Chenxi.
His legs were naturally folded together, and his face was slightly stiff and even embarrassed as he listened to the continuous sound on the phone.
What Lu Chuyuan recounted was He Chenxi's original words, although it could not be said that it was exactly the same, but the meaning was there, Gu Shengze's hand couldn't help but droop, and the mobile phone almost came out of his hand.
"Mr. Lu, are you deliberately deceiving me?" Gu Shengze grabbed the last straw that saved his life, and although his tone was harsh, there was a pleading.
"It shouldn't be difficult to see how true Mr. Gu is." Lu Chuyuan replied in two pounds, "Lu just wants to help convey a message, and other thoughts are not there, I hope Mr. Gu can also understand this." ”
Lu Chuyuan's opening was not warm, but all the etiquette had been completely fulfilled, and it was not bad at all.
Gu Shengze was silent, he knew that Lu Chuyuan's tutor since he was a child would not allow him to lie, but the more he looked like this, the heavier his heart became.
After hanging up the phone, Gu Shengze's face was completely different from usual, not only with loss but also with this deep gloom.
The affairs of the company Gu Shengze were thrown to his assistant in a few words, and some of the remaining things were not busy today, but he didn't have any leisure and elegance to take care of them.
In the European-style study, Gu Shengze shrank himself inside to avoid all his troubles. He emptied his mind and sat silently on the wooden chair, the single photo of He Chenxi on the table was still standing, and she was smiling sweetly in the photo.
Gu Shengze's eyes were full of waves, and he was even a little frightened, he looked at the photo in front of him, it seemed to be within reach, but what about the people in it, what kind of posture did he have to use to keep and find it?
After not speaking or even sticking to the slightest bit of fireworks all day, Gu Shengze stared at He Chenxi's photo and still restrained his emotions. Breathing suddenly became rapid, and two lines of tears rolled across his cheeks from the corners of his eyes.
The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place. Gu Shengze never thought that tears were salty, and the feeling of heartache was crying.
In the dimly lit study, there were people crying in the dark, but no one sympathized or pity, and no one even knew.
"Madam, do you still want to heat this meal again?" The maid looked at the side of her mother's face and asked with a smile.
Gu's mother looked at the delicacies on the tray and shook her head.