When I got home, I pushed open the door in despair.

As soon as I entered, I saw my parents sitting on the sofa, without saying a word.

I suppressed the cramping pain in my heart, squeezed out a smile and complained to my mother: "You don't wait for me to go together, so I will look for you everywhere." ”

As I spoke, I walked over to the couch and took a sip of tea from my teacup.

"You met?" Mom hesitated and asked me.

"Yes." I nodded, and continued to play with the teacup in my hand.

"They're getting married." Mom continued to say to me.

"I know, I met Xia Song just now." I'm still playing with the teacup in my hand.

"Hey." My mother looked at me, she wanted to speak and stopped, and after struggling for a long time, my mother still said to me: "It's no wonder that people are Xiaoyue, you know? ”

"Yes, I know." I still looked at the teacup in my hand expressionlessly: "That Xia Song will take care of people than me." ”

"Hey." Mom sighed heavily: "I'll cook." ”

After my mother left, my father, who had not spoken, suddenly sat next to me, took out a cigarette and handed it to me: "Boy, I don't care what you have experienced, but now that everything has passed, don't you pester people Xiaoyue anymore, you want people to have backbone, do you know?" ”

Hearing my father's words, I paused for a moment, is this still my own father? I've been dumped, okay? Why is my dad worried not about whether I am sad or not, but about whether I will pester Su Xiaoyue? Do I look so spineless?

Or do I look like I'm digging into a wall?

I reluctantly said perfunctorily to my father: "I know! I won't do anything like that, don't worry! ”

Dad got my answer, so he nodded reassuringly.

After waiting for a while, my mother brought the food, and our family of three started eating, and my father proposed to drink some wine halfway, and I thought about it for a while and agreed to my father.

After a bottle of white wine, I felt that I was already starting to get confused, and hurriedly stood up and said to my father, "I'm sleepy, go to bed first." ”

When I lay in bed, I didn't feel good at all, and I couldn't sleep at all.

In that dream, I was separated from Su Xiaoyue because I had been a Qingqiu nine-tailed fox, and she also chose her hair Xiao Xia Song at that time.

In reality, I separated from Su Xiaoyue for some very funny reasons, and she chose Xia Song this time.

In the dark, as if all this was predestined, Su Xiaoyue and I were just two lines that intersected briefly.

In the middle of the night, my mother sneaked into my room and saw me lying on the bed, so she slowly sat down on the edge of my bed.

"Jian'er, I know you're sad."

I didn't respond to my mother, and my mother continued to say to me: "After your father couldn't get through to your phone, he looked for you everywhere, and later learned that Xiaoyue committed suicide, and your father was paying for the medical expenses and contacting Xiaoyue's parents, but when your father saw that the kid named Xia Song took care of Xiaoyue so much, he came home and told me that you and Xiaoyue are finished." ”

"In those days, your father had a sad face every day, and he told me that he was afraid that you would not be able to stand it after you came home and knew all this, so he was ready to stimulate you with words, hoping that you could get out of this shadow."

"Today your dad was drunk and kept talking about you in bed, urging me to see if you were okay."

After listening to my mother's words, I fell silent, and it took a long time before I opened my mouth and said to my mother in a hoarse voice: "Mom, I'm fine, don't worry." ”

"It's best if it's okay." My mother stretched out her hand to cover the quilt for me: "It's cold, go to bed and cover the quilt at night, Xiaoyue is a good girl, but we don't have this blessing, don't be too sad, you know?" I have a little money for you to take, don't tell your dad, go get together with friends tomorrow, don't think too much. ”

I nodded, and my mother slowly walked out of the room.

After my mother left, my tears could no longer stop flowing, it turned out that my parents were really worried about me, but at first I doubted my parents because of those dreams, and remembered that I was really not a thing.

I fell asleep crying and crying, and when I woke up at noon the next day, I found a little money next to the bed and a piece of paper next to it.

When I picked it up, I saw that it was my father's handwriting.

"Little rabbit, I know you're uncomfortable, but men just have to be able to afford to put it down, although you and Xiaoyue are separated, but you still have to live, I got up in the morning and saw that your clothes were torn, so I left you some money, you take it to buy some clothes, and then go to get together with friends, don't think about these things in the future."

There is also a line of small print underneath: "Also, don't tell your mother that I will give you money." ”

I looked at the note in my hand, my nose was sour and I cried again, my dad is really, obviously cares about me, but he wants to put on a look of indifference in front of me.

After tidying up at home, I got up and left the house, and walked out of the staircase, I looked at the sun in the sky and thought to myself that this time I can't be decadent anymore, I should grow up.

I went out and bought a few clothes, but instead of going to a party with my friends, I quietly saved the money.

After staying at home for a few days, I went out to find a job as a web planner, and although I was a little tired every month, the salary was still not low.

Later, my parents also introduced me to their friend's daughter and told me to go on a blind date, but every time I used the excuse that I was busy with work.

After more than half a year, I asked a friend if Su Xiaoyue was married? My buddy scratched his hair and told me that Su Xiaoyue was not married yet, but she and Xia Song were really together.

Later, he drank with his buddies again, and he got drunk and had to go to Xia Song for trouble, saying that Xia Song was the junior between me and Su Xiaoyue.

I stopped him and shook his head, telling my buddy that everyone has the right to choose, and he was indeed a bastard before, and Su Xiaoyue was right not to choose herself.

After listening to my words, my buddy sat down on the sofa weakly, and he and I were silent.

The half-ringing buddy looked up at me: "Why do you say this person's feelings are so nonsense?" You didn't love her when she loved you, and when you loved her, she didn't love you anymore, what did you do this old woman? Get rid of these stinky ideas. ”

I drank a glass of wine and told my buddy: "Don't blame Yue Lao, Yue Lao gave everyone the same opportunity, but I didn't grasp that marriage myself, which caused her to slip away from me." ”

After saying this, I hesitated for a moment and said to my buddy: "This is the wrong time to meet the right person, and there is no result." ”

A few months have passed since that time when I was drinking with my buddies, and I suddenly received a call from Su Xiaoyue when I was at work, she told me that she and Xia Song were going to get married this month, and asked me if I could come to their wedding then?

I smiled softly: "Okay, I'll give you a big red envelope when the time comes, by the way, you have to find a beautiful bridesmaid, maybe people will still take a fancy to me." ”

Su Xiaoyue on the other end of the phone agreed to my request with a smile.

After hanging up, I sat alone in the office in a daze, not knowing what I was thinking, and I didn't want to think about anything more.

I just want to sit down like this.