Shi Bowen, who had no sleep all night, got up early, washed himself over and over again, and sorted out the very simple clothes on his body again and again. In less than two hours, he looked in the mirror more often than all his previous looks in the mirror combined.

Now, the external flaws that can be seen with the naked eye should be said to be non-existent, and the most important thing for Shi Bowen now is to adjust his mentality. But the more Shi Bowen adjusted, the more nervous he became, he was afraid that the scene of his courtship to Shen Jia and being rejected would be repeated again after graduating from high school.

Let's act, I won't courting Shen Jia again, I'm just here to teach, but I chose the same school as her to teach. Even if she had insight into the wishful thinking she had in her heart, what could she do? Would she blame herself for bothering her?

If she really blamed herself for disturbing her, he left immediately, got up and left, and he would never allow his actions to have the slightest adverse effect on Shen Jia.

The decision has been made, and Shi Bowen is no longer nervous in his heart.

He leisurely looked out the window, not far away was a high mountain, and the sun was from the other side of the mountain, bypassing the mountain, shining on Lingxi County, where he is now. It can be said that the location where he is located is the first place where Lingxi County saw the sun, and of course, it is also the place where the sun's rays first shine in Lingxi County.

But at this moment, Shi Bowen's sun was in the opposite direction to the sun in the sky, and he was on his way to pick him up. Shi Bowen's sun is Shen Jia.

At this moment, Shen Jia is sitting on an open-top diesel tricycle, as if galloping fast and slowly on the Loess Plateau in the northwest. The reason why it seems to be fast is because of the sound of the three horses shaking the mountains and the shock of the huge turbulence, how inspiring she seems to be to forge ahead; The reason why it is said to be really slow is because the actual travel speed of these three horses is not as fast as riding a bicycle at home. The journey of thirty miles took more than an hour.

When she rushed to the guest house, knocked on the door of 201, and saw that it was Shi Bowen who opened the door, Shen Jia was stunned.

What was even more surprising than Shen Jia was Shi Bowen: the gray-headed Shen Jia made Shi Bowen not believe that the grizzled mountain girl in front of him would be the fairy goddess in his heart. Her blown-up face had long been obscured by a thick layer of dust. Her long hair has also been blown away by the west wind all the way. Only her bright and clear eyes are still as stunning as ever.

Shen Jia was taken aback, how could he care about the miserable appearance of his face. She was a little at a loss and said:

"Shi Bowen? Is it you? ”

When he saw that it was Shi Bowen who came to teach in a primary school with him, Shen Jia's surprise could not be described in words.

Shen Jia understood that Shi Bowen came to teach for himself, and Shen Jia knew better what the beginning of himself and Shi Bowen would mean. But Shen Jia didn't know how to express her inner feelings.

What to say, what can be said, the more you understand in your heart, the more you can't say anything.

Say thank you, what do you thank others, people are just like you, they are also here to teach. Let's blame others, and there is no reason for it. Say you don't have to do this to me, people don't say that I'm coming for you.

This kind of expression of affection with silent actions is the most difficult to answer, but it is impossible not to answer. Because every expression and gesture of oneself will sense the depths of the other person's soul like a three-dimensional image.

For example, in the current situation, if Shen Jia does not accept Shi Bowen's love, she must use very cold words and demeanor to make the other party feel that the other party's contribution has caused her to be unwelcome in her heart.

For another example, if she regarded Shi Bowen as the male god she had been looking forward to for a long time, then she should have shown the greatest enthusiasm for Shi Bowen's appearance.

But at this moment, Shen Jia will not be disgusted by Shi Bowen's appearance, but he also does not feel the feeling of a male god coming to Shi Bowen's appearance.

Since breaking up with Xu Xinping, although Shen Jia has no great sadness, she has no irrepressible passion for love. Not only is there no passion, but even the most basic feeling seems to be gone.

Therefore, for Shi Bowen, Shen Jia's surprise was almost purely unexpected, not out of emotional turmoil.

If Shi Bowen's selfless help to her before made her feel his pure heart, then now, Shi Bowen's appearance in front of Shen Jia made Shen Jia feel Shi Bowen's heavy intentions for herself. Because in the past, Shi Bowen only paid time and energy for her, but now, what Shi Bowen paid is his body and mind and fate. This heaviness made Shen Jia extremely uneasy. She desperately didn't want anyone to do this for herself, and it would make her unable to repay it. This will make her feel a huge sense of debt psychologically.

Facing people who think day and night, Shi Bowen couldn't find the right words for a while, so he had to pretend to be as surprised as Shen Jia, and said to Shen Jia:

"Shen Jia? Is it you? ”

Both of them couldn't help but use the word actually, Shen Jia was surprised by deep surprise, but Shi Bowen was out of response to Shen Jia's use of this word.

Shi Bowen then said, "Shen Jia, why do you say it's me, is it not welcome to me?" ”

"No, no, no, I really didn't expect that in the great northwest of our motherland, I would meet high school classmates from my hometown in the southwest. And this high school classmate is actually you! ”

"Shen Jia, you really confused me. I won't guess, just tell me directly, are you glad I'm here? Wouldn't you be happier if it was a teacher you didn't know? Shi Bowen has only now begun a formal temptation.

"Shi Bowen, don't let me do multiple-choice questions, I'm only doing reality questions now. The reality is that you are here, and I am very happy that in that elementary school surrounded by mountains, I will have a township party as a companion in the future. It's going to make me actually happy. ”

Shen Jia's very neutral words made Shi Bowen's temptation come to naught, and Shi Bowen's heart became bottomless again.

Shi Bowen's intuition was undoubtedly accurate, and Shen Jia really didn't mean anything about Shi Bowen. Perhaps, at this moment, in this place and place, it is impossible for her to have that kind of emotion, even if she knows Shi Bowen's intention.

Shi Bowen's intention can be said to be well known. Of course, the people here refer to the relatives around Shi Bowen.

People who know Shi Bowen's past, no one doesn't know that he has a deep love for Shen Jia, and at the same time, no one does not object to him making such a huge sacrifice for the sake of love without the promise of the other party.

Shi Bowen, there was no college entrance examination that year, and today's top students of Peking University, if they continue to develop on a normal track, no one can estimate what kind of proud results they will have. But at this critical moment in his life, he chose to be desperate for love. Is it worth it? Is this the right choice for a promising young talent?

Is it worth it, almost everyone around Shi Bowen has asked him. But in Shi Bowen's heart, there is no such option at all. The only option in his mind is that he wants to do everything he can for the people he loves.

At this moment, far away from home, far away from Beijing, a boy with unrequited love, and the object of his unrequited love, met like this. The boys are clean, but the girls are dusty.

Shi Bowen reacted quickly, and hurriedly let Shen Jia into the room and asked her to go to the bathroom to wash her face first.

Shen Jia went to the bathroom to look in the mirror, and was amused by his tragic image.

Shi Bowen was surprised when he heard Shen Jia's hearty laughter, is this the reaction that a school flower goddess should have? Not embarrassed at all?

The meeting between the two ended unusually plainly. There were no passionate hugs, no overjoyed cheers, and the two of them didn't even shake hands, and they completed the page of their old acquaintances in a foreign country. This is completely different from the scene of meeting Shen Jia in Shi Bowen's imagination.

Nevertheless, this is the most satisfactory start for Shi Bowen. Because he didn't want Shen Jia to have any thoughts of repaying him, let alone Shen Jia had the love trauma left by Xu Xinping in his heart. The two began to get along with Shi Bowen with a clear purpose as if they had just met.

Shi Bowen pointed out to Shen Jia the things he had purchased in the county in the past few days, no matter how big or small, there was everything. All in duplicate and impartial.

On the way back to Shanao Primary School, Shen Jia pointed out the scenery along the way to Shi Bowen, "No, it's a dirt slope." "Look, there's a mountain beam there." "Hey, look over there, there's a ditch over there, and there's no water in that ditch." Shen Jia pointed left and right, trying to make up for the emptiness of the language content with the modulation of the intonation.

Although Shen Jia's introduction is not very exciting because the local landscape is too ordinary, it is enough for Shi Bowen.

This is enough to show that Shen Jia is not disgusted with herself. Otherwise, she would not have been able to cheer up, regardless of the fatigue of the journey, and bother to talk about him.

Shi Bowen took advantage of Shen Jia's inattention in a timely manner, took a few photos of Shen Jia, and passed them to Shen Jia in WeChat.

Shen Jia was in a section of the road where there was nothing to introduce, and opened WeChat. As soon as I saw the photos sent by Shi Bowen to myself, the first one was gray-faced, and it was the same as the girl from the mountain village who had just come back from the field. There is also a photo of her quietly contemplating, which really resembles the image of a village girl who is unwilling to be trapped in the mountains and unwilling to succumb to fate.

Thinking of the image he had just seen by Shi Bowen, it was like this, and Shen Jia regretted that his intestines were blue. She really wanted to rewind the period of time she had just picked up Shi Bowen and start over, even if she washed her face before meeting Shi Bowen.

If Xu Xinping was on the other side, Shen Jia would have gone up and tore Xu Xinping apart. But for Shi Bowen opposite, Shen Jia didn't have that courage and mood.