Chapter 383: I Don't Love You (2)
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There was a sudden warmth on his shoulders, Yan Luoxi turned his head suddenly, under the gray night, the man was only wearing a thin shirt and suit, his figure was tall and cold, looking at the snowflakes falling on his head, and the handsome face that was slightly red from the cold, he should not happen to appear here.
Yan Luoxi was stunned for a few seconds, calmly retracted his gaze, and ignored him.
Li Yeqi stepped forward, stood beside her, and said lightly: "It's so late, I walked a few streets, just to come here?" โ
Yan Luoxi looked up at the Ferris wheel that was stationary in mid-air, and she said: "Li Yeqi, do you know why every idol drama has a plot of the male and female protagonists riding the Ferris wheel?" โ
โ๏ผโ Li Yeqi looked at her suspiciously.
Yan Luoxi raised her hand and pressed it between her eyebrows, laughing at herself, how could she forget that the man next to her was a standard straight man, and he never paid attention to these children's affections, "It's nothing." โ
Li Yeqi frowned, and her deep voice looked very unhappy, "Xi'er, don't talk only halfway, you know I'm not as smart as you think." โ
At least when it comes to guessing a woman's mind, he's slow.
Yan Luoxi lowered his hand, "It's nothing, you've just recovered from your serious injuries, go back." โ
"If you go back, I'll go back." Li Yeqi said lightly.
Yan Luoxi raised her head to look at him, he was standing beside her, she could smell the breath emanating from him, there was a faint medicinal fragrance, her heart shook slightly, and she looked away uncomfortably, "Why bother, you obviously don't like it, but you still have to make a look of affection, don't you really feel embarrassed?" โ
Li Yeqi pursed her thin lips, raised her hand to hold her shoulder, and forced her to meet his gaze, "Xi'er, I like you!" โ
Yan Luoxi was stunned for a moment, then laughed lowly, and the self-deprecation between his eyebrows became thicker and thicker, "I'm the daughter of a human trafficker, what do you like about me?" Don't you feel sick when you see me and think of the heinous sins committed by my birth mother? โ
Li Yeqi's pupils constricted slightly, and the big hand holding her shoulder was strong, "Why do you know?" โ
Even if he hated Fu Xuan to the extreme, he never thought of telling Yan Luoxi her mother's true identity, because he knew that she was serious and knew that her mother was a criminal, and she would fall into a deeper inferiority complex.
He carefully hid the secret, not daring to tell her, not so much because he didn't trust her, but because he was afraid of losing her.
Yan Luoxi closed his eyes bitterly, "You all know, only I don't know, look at me like a fool, you must think I'm very stupid, right?" โ
"Cier!" Li Yeqi let out a low sigh.
Yan Luoxi opened her eyes, the snow was falling heavier and heavier, and the snowflakes were flying all over the sky, as if to drown her grief, "I hate myself, I want to drain the last drop of dirty blood on my body, but I dare not die, I still want to live like an ant, live to alleviate her sins." โ
Li Yeqi's heart shook heavily, he underestimated how hard this incident had hit her, he still came too late, and let her loathing herself for so long.
He pulled her into his arms and reached out to hug her tightly, "Xi'er, it's not like this, don't hate yourself, no one can choose your origin, but you can choose what kind of person you want to be." โ
The cold body was suddenly surrounded by his warmth, Yan Luoxi resisted so much that she struggled hard, "Li Yeqi, you let go of me." โ
"Don't let go, never let go." Li Yeqi tightened her embrace, her chin resting on her head. He had always thought that she didn't go to the hospital to see him because the words he said on the cruise had hurt her.
Yan Luoxi listened to his willful words, she smiled bitterly, "Li Yeqi, you can't be so domineering, a lifetime is so long, we will always be separated in time." โ
"Even if you get separated, I'll get you back." Li Yeqi's heart was heartbroken, he had long known that with her character, knowing that her mother was a heinous criminal, she would definitely be very devastated, but he didn't know that she had reached the point of disgusting herself.
Draining the last drop of blood in her body, her thoughts were so extreme, how could he dare to let her alone?
Yan Luoxi's eyes were faintly hot, and her vision was getting blurred and blurred, but she couldn't cry, what qualifications did she have to cry? "Li Yeqi, let me go, I didn't believe it before, but we are indeed people from two worlds."
Li Yeqi grabbed her shoulders and pushed her away slightly, his eyebrows were full of anger, "Two worlds?" So I'm just going to squeeze into your world? โ
Yan Luoxi waved away his hand holding her shoulder with both hands, she closed her eyes and smiled to herself, "You can't enter my world, and I can't enter your world, recognize the reality." โ
With that, she turned around in despair.
Fu Xuan will always be convicted one day, and then all the dirty water will be splashed on her, and she doesn't want to see that he and the Li family are implicated by her. She always thought that the biggest problem between them was trust, but now she realized that what stood in front of them was a heavy mountain.
Li Yeqi looked at her back in the distance, he hurried over, hugged her waist from behind, he lowered his head, and buried his face in the socket of her neck, "Xi'er, are you going to give up on me now?" โ
For the sake of that damn guilt and self-loathing, was she going to push him out of her world?
Yan Luoxi bit her lower lip tightly, hot tears rolled down, and for a while she was already in tears, she said resolutely: "Yes, I want to give up on you." โ
Li Yeqi tightened the big hand around her waist, so strong that it seemed to rub her into the blood and bones, so that his heart would not hurt anymore, "Yan Luoxi, I don't allow, I don't hear it, I don't allow!" โ
She was not allowed to give up on him, and his life would not be complete without her.
Yan Luoxi raised her hand to cover her eyelids, tears wet the back of her hand, her heart seemed to be crushed alive, and she couldn't breathe in pain. She wanted to snuggle into his arms, seeking that little bit of security, but she couldn't.
After Fu Xuan's identity was revealed, they were destined to be light and darkness.
Hot tears fell on the back of his hand, as if sulfuric acid would corrode people's skin, Li Yeqi only felt that the back of his hand burned badly, he grabbed her shoulder, turned her around, he looked at him for a moment, there was panicked confirmation in his voice, "Xi'er, you love me, right?" โ
Love, this word Loshi never thought about, she thought that her strong feelings for him were just like. It turned out that she had already realized that she was in love.
She closed her eyes, tears poured out, snowflakes flew, her cheeks were cold, she wiped away her tears, slowly opened her eyes, and looked at the handsome face in front of her who was panicked and helpless.
She was heartbroken, and the fate between them was over.
"No, I don't love you!"